Who's smarter?

Something really funny that was sent by my friend...just wanna share it with you people, who are reading...

Who's smarter? Men or Women?

A man was out golfing one day when he hit the ball into the woods.
He went into the woods
to look for it and found a frog in a trap.
The frog told him, "If
you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."
The
man freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that
there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your wife will get
it ten times!"
The man said, "That's okay."

For his first wish, he wanted to be the most handsome man
in the world.The frog warned him, "You do realize that this wish will also make
your wife the most beautiful woman in the world, an whom men will flock to".
The man replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most handsome
man and she will have eyes only for me."
So, *KAZAM* he's the most
handsome man in the world!

For his second wish, he
wanted to be the richest man in the world. The frog said, "That will make your
wife the richest woman in the world. And she will be ten times richer than you.
"
The man said, "That's okay, because what's mine is hers and
what's hers is mine."
So, *KAZAM* he's the richest man in the
world!

The frog then inquired about his third wish,
and he answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack!"

Moral of the story: Men are clever. Don't mess with them!
Attention male readers: This is the end of the joke for you. Stop here and continue feeling good!

Female readers: Please scroll down.




The woman had a heart attack ten times milder than her husband!!!
Moral of the story: Men are really dumb but think they're really smart!
Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show!

PS: If you are a man and are still reading this; it only
goes to show that men never listen!!!

Birthday

Happy 22^nd Birthday, Boi!!!

*music starts*
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to XMF...
Happy birthday to you!!!!

a forty-dollar lesson

boi called me just now and said he was "cornered" by 3 ah-beng-look-a-like salesmen while he was driving at loyang industrial area...
they "forced" him to buy some equipment at the price of $400 plus...
boi was rushing for a meeting then, so he told them that he only has $40, and they took his money, and boi left...
can't imagine what will happen if it's me...
think they may smash my car as i wun give them $$ one lor...
but he is in a rush lar..so what can he do rite...and they got 3 people...later got beaten how..
so i agree with wat boi is doing...

he then went back office to search for that company, and found out that it's a CON!
so, to me, this is like a new way to rob people lor..
haiz...
thank god that boi is fine...

so must be careful, friends..

first day of school

First day of school and i'm already sian half...
i just can't get my mood adjusted...*sob sob*...i need to change my mindset...

reached school at about 9plus to queue for my notes...
saw Darryl (Chan Bros) in LWN library...i almost can't recognise him, and i think he too...aiya, as usual, i never say hi to him...
then, i went to MSE computer lab to collect my contact-less access card...
guess wad? i saw wang jie(FYP student)!!!! hahaha...
so qiao...

had my lectures at LT 6....what's best is cy is late!!!! first day, first lecture, and she is late...haiz~
the lectures were boring...nothing much has taught...screen so dim, how to see???
cy and i were discussing where we wanna have our lunch and are we going to pon the last lecture.....first day, and we already have such mentality...not good...*shake head*
got such 损友 is really....dunno how to say...
anyway, got online lectures...so i find it totally stupid to go school...
after the lectures, i saw jun heng (FYP student) and wangjie (again)...they called for me dis time...haha....feel like in Brady lidat...
oh, of course i saw francis...
he acted very guai k...can't stand it...hahaha...

cy and i went JP to eat lunch...
then we travelled to vivocity to get boi's present.
walked alot alot trying to find the knitted vest that he want...saw one from GAP, but when we reached there....the person said SOLD OUT!!!
*depressed*
we walked to other shops to look for any possibility, but to no avail...
so we decided to give up that idea...
and i bought a whole set of Vichy stuff for him....
*pocket burnt a hole*
really hope those stuff (that i actually craved...oopz~) will help to improve his terrible complexion lar..haha...
tomorrow will be his bdae...hmm....can't wait!!!


had a fruitful weekend last week....
Saturday
meet up with the three ladies for lunch...
saw a Project Superstar contestant, Nat, at Swensen (not a good place for food)...
then, we went for pooling at marina square...my skill cannot make it lar...haha...
we ended like about 5pm before we went to buy ice cream...
along the way to bras basah, i saw Charm, Koon Kiat & Jane, and marie...
meet up with boi & kian at bras basah and bid farewell with the gals...
we then went to 天天火锅 for dinner...what the hell lor..
last time 2 ppl, say have to wait very long...3 ppl, say got seats, aircon somemore...
ok lar, very filling...
went to search for wireless router & acc kian to buy his working clothes..
haven't buy my wireless router yet...need to go see more places then decide..

Sunday
everytime i organise my time properly, someone will spoil it...hmph..
after finished my work & get myself changed, i walked to bugis...coz i told boi the day before that he can cut his hair at 11am and i meet him at 12pm..
guess wat, i happened to see the yellow kangoo with the same plate number on the road while i was walking...yar, it's him, obviously..
still dare to smile when he was late..
so i have to wait for him to finish his haircut lor...and waste time...haiz~ haha...just joking...
we went to search for jeans...never buy, coz we set our targets...."must lose 5kg this year..." the earlier the better, coz i can get my jeans...haha...
we went to boi's house after that, coz his mum cooked...
reached there to find out that his relatives were there too...hehe..
then his bro started to give lectures lar...
can't stand him at times...but he is of good intention...

ended my day well, but not very happy coz i need to go school the next day...sigh~

i'm fine

*take a deep breath in*

phew~
i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm fine!!!!
hehe...
well, think i can switch my emotions pretty fast...hmm...
coz i dun like to think of bad things...

oh yar, shall update abit about today's stuff...
i'll be meeting yu, rol & wen (can we find something to represent us, coz it seems too long to always type "yu, rol & wen"...haha) later at 12pm....
going for a lunch & pool....
then, i'll be meeting boi...hahaha...finally...

school starting really soon...wonder how it will be like when it starts...
my heart starts to beat abnormally when thinking of school...dunno why....haha..
DREADED!
hope it will be a good semester for me... ;)

oh, CL & alex have their IA presentation at NUS today....
wonder how is it? haha...
aiya, not counted, so think it will be ok ba...
*pout* so sad, we are here enjoying our weekend, and they still have their presentation to do...
aiyo....*shake head*
(full of sarcasm...hahahha..)

yanning has been doing relieve teaching for 2days of the 6 months.
she is teaching E maths & A maths at CCHS (M) (Chung Cheng High School (main))...sec one and three ba...
she could adapt quite well inside...good for her... :)

oh, time's up...
i need to get myself changed...
enjoy ur last weekend before ur school reopens k...HAVE FUN!!!!

a big blow.

the fear came...

what's wrong with her? i mean, what's wrong with me?

为什么她总是要争对我？
我为这个家所做的一切，她怎么永远也看不到。
在我的记忆里，她对我的关怀备至只停留在很久、很久以前。。。
她说我疑心病太重，但她有没有想过这是谁造成的。。
念中学以后，她是怎样对待我的。。。
她叫我起床时，不是打，就是骂。。。那种被惊醒的滋味谁会知？到现在，只要他一说话，我就会醒来。。只要她一骂人，我就会认为是我的错。
在朋友面前给我一个耳光，让我难堪。。最令我生气的事，她打我根本不是因为我做错。
总是以为我能知道她要的是什么。。我不想让她失望，所以她吩咐什么，我就做，但她总是不满足。
我一不做事，她就会骂我。。。
我真的很恨她。。从中学时期就开始问自己，这是我的家吗？

我忍，她毕竟是我的妈妈。。
但是内心深处，我已告诉自己，我要离开这里。
至今，我还是会把事情做好，还是会依照她的吩咐去做。。。
我不需要她的疼爱，只求她不要再骂我了。
等时机一到，我一定会走。。。一定会。。。

我本不想说这一切，但是我真的很辛苦。。。
我不是要博取同情，只想把我的痛苦找一个地方发泄。。
我没把我自己说得很惨，我只是在把我内心所要说而没法说出来的话写了下来。。
我很想乐观的看我的生活，很可惜，我太笨，什么都看不到。。

现在，没人会跟我说话。。妹妹们都站在我妈那一边。。
当然，她们是我妈的宝贝女儿，不会有这种待遇。。。
我能离开吗？我真的很想走。。。
还有多久？

我到底做错了什么？

that feeling has arisen again.

blogging seems to trigger my brain to think more and more, and it's kinda fun, in some sense...maybe that explains why i've got so many posts just within these few days...

That feeling has arisen again -- FEAR.

what am i fearing of?
i can't figure it out. it's an uncomfortable feeling that will come suddenly and leave stealthily..
think i'm controlled by my haywired mood swings again..
the feeling of helplessness...
it makes me suffocate at times. trying to find ways to breathe better and deeper, but it doesn't seem to work.
pessimism...
it has worsened my feeling of helplessness. there seems to be no cure for it, or should i say, there is no chance for me to be optimistic.

what is going on this time round?
my heart is weakening. i can't afford to have another round of such feeling. my strong mind is withering.

...back to isolation state...

a day at Hewitt

hy, cy & me were working at Hewitt yesterday...
we met at 12pm, but they were late!!!! haha...
reached the office at 1pm and started with our work...
quite easy lar...
that's why we today dun nid to do work...everything was done yesterday...
do so fast for wat?
today got no income le lar..
anyway, it's a good experience to be able to work in such company..
the vending machine serves free drinks k...can drink whatever we want..
hope can go back there again tomorrow?

chatted with boi from 12am to about 2am...
i'm very tired now...
i wanted to do something for boi's birthday, but i dunno what to do...hmm...
boi seems busy nowadays...dun wanna interrupt him too..
a few more days before school starts, what is in my mind now?
lotsa things to do....draw out my timetable, arrange my stationery & files, printing out notes, etc...argghh..
i need to get a wireless router..i need it...i need it...
shall go see this saturday...
*paranoidal behaviour*

Reflection of 2006

finally have the time to sit down and think through what i've accomplished in the year 2006...
wasn't been able to do so because i've been busy with lotsa things, and partly because my comp spoilt...haha..

here it goes, shall only state the more significant (in my perspective) ones.
-first time wearing contact lenses....
-had my 3rd ear-piercing session at TM
-having my industrial attachment at Brady --> made 3 new friends (francis, CL & alex)
-cut my hair really short after so many years
-first time stayed overnight at boi's house
-first time sitting in a car that boi drove
-my 21st birthday...*sweet memories overwhelmed my mind at the moment*
-change my interpretation of friendship -- friends are not forever. they change with time.
-first time painting my house
-made new friends in boi's workplace, Angeline & JJ
-got my first "A" grade in NTU, though it's only a GE
-lotsa shocking news heard...too many to elaborate
-some disappointment for boi...yup..promised it will never happen again
-seen lotsa nice dramas, like 浪漫满屋，宫，恶作剧之吻， etc.
-learnt korean, though it's only 半桶水..
-health problem still persisting.
-still not slimmed down
-still not good in grades


yar, as usual, my resolutions every year are the same...
-be healthy
-have good grades
-slim down
-lessen my dad's loads
-be a good girlfriend
-to help anyone who needs it
-make everyone happy
-improve my character
-be more independent
-get a job to get my own income
-spend less ^*new


2007 will be a tough year for me...
hope everything will be smooth-sailing.

meet ups!!!

meet up hy and cy to celebrate hy's belated st bdae...well, it's already 2007 le...lolz~..
we went somerset for lunch at Vil'age...exactly like Marche...
chatted alot lor...then we strolled around Orchard and ended up sitting in BK for a drink..
oh, we got a two-day job at Science Park...hehe...
got a little income, yeah...not bad lar..

then, i got to clark quay to meet boi and his family for dinner at Yum Cha...
heard that it's an early celebration for boi's bdae...rather early hor..hehe...
the food is quite nice...
boi and i travelled to bugis coz i need to get breakfast for my family tomorrow..
i got biscuits from Marks & Spencer too...haha...
and the best thing is, i got my Papillo!!!!
finally....though the pattern wasn't the actual one that i want...it has satisfied my needs, so i'm ok with it...
saw yanning & SQ...haha...
how interesting, boi is so kpo...go peep at what they are doing...lolz~
i dun bother one lar..
hmm, need to get a pair of jeans soon...
this saturday ba...
i must emphasize, I PAY, coz boi always dun want me to pay...get irritated at times...haha...but it's really not fair to let guys pay for everything ma...

ok, i shall go rest now..
tomorrow still need to work... *yawn*
nitez, people..

So much to say...

shall let pictures do the talking...haha...kinda lazy to elaborate everything...so shall note down all the things briefly to remind myself of it.. :)


22/12/2006
Went out with my Pri sch mates...
people went: kit, agnes, ruifen, veron (joined us for dinner), weifu & leehong (joined us for KTV).
places went: Indulgz Bistro (Bugis)...food really nice, but it's a fine dining..so everything sikit sikit lar & Kster (Chinatown)...




24/12/2006
Out with boi, andrew, angeline (their employee), kian, hansheng & JJ...
went Kushin bo for lunch..the food was very nice.
also a mini celebration for Christmas eve...
we had gift exchange session, each bought a ten-dollar gift, and had a passing gift session..
i got the gift from andrew...
JJ, andrew & angeline bought each of us a gift...haha..THANKEW!

Pics with kian.

then, all of us, except angeline & hansheng, went to watch "Charlotte's web" at cathay. (kian's treat)..
the pig is so cute...hehe..
but seriously, is the spider who is smart, not the pig...but dunno why everyone says the pig does miracle...maybe yes in improving the animals' relationship ba... :)
boi, kian and me went to PS to stroll...we then went to Kovan for dinner, ate the famous nasi lemak there...actually it doesn't really taste that nice lar...haha..
played sparklers and got my thumb burnt..it hurts k..
we headed home after that...stayed overnite at boi's house 2nd time...hehe...


25/12/2006
went home at about 10am to unload all my stuff and get myself changed while boi waiting patiently downstairs...
then, it's a way back to his house again...haha..lotsa travelling lar...
we went TM to catch a movie.."Night at the Museum"...hilarious movie and worth watching lar..
then, we went kovan's pizza hut for dinner (the service there sux man...serve cold food, wrong no. of wings, and bad attitude...haiz..)
i can't remember where we went after that..but i enjoyed his company...as usual wad..


27/12/2006
helped my mum to collect vouchers at Tanjong Pagar..
travelled to bugis to HELP MY MUM to buy bah kua...
then, proceed to Sim Lim to get boi's anniversary gift -- Nokia Bluetooth...



28/12/2006
met boi at his office, then we travelled to suntec to collect my contact lenses...

after that, we met my pri sch friends (veron, susan, agnes, ruifen & her bf, and weifu) at sakae for dinner...(yar, i noe sakae's food not nice...and very sian, always those few..but..yar...)
a rather short meet up lar...coz agnes going US...sort of a farewell for her lor.
glad that boi likes his gift... :)



29/12/2006
boi fetched me and angeline early in the morning at 8.45am...
coz i'm directing them the direction to NTU, and i need to go NTU to register my modules too...
reached there at about 9.30am, and we had Mac breakfast before they go for their meeting...
after that, i moved to a nearby bench that has sockets, and started to watch my 恶作剧之吻...lolz~
hy came at about 12pm to acc me...haha...so grateful leh...

the registration was quite successful...praying hard that i got my first choice for both PE and GE...



30/12/2006
met boi at 11am and we travel to his office to do facial...
supposedly to do facial, but it was not a success lar..coz the lady not feeling quite well...
he bought my fav papillo...the pattern that i wanted, but it was a size too big...
so i ended up giving it to his sister... *sob sob*
the best gift that i got is the caricature (see previous post.)
i posted that pic in his office...haha...

guess how much??

one hundred and thirty bucks k...

but Jit was really good in drawing...
i look awful...haha....but that's the purpose of caricature...i dun really mind, coz i'm not gd looking wad..
it wasn't a gd day for me, coz i'm down with bad flu...
wasn't willing to go anywhere...but we still went vivocity to watch "Death Note 2"....my favourite!!!!

he asked me what i want for dinner, and i told him that i want his cook...haha...
so we headed to The Market Place to get all the necessary ingredients and went to his place..
he cooked for me and his sister...

it was...erm....quite salty lar...
oh, as usual, spagetti lor...wat else...haha...



went home at about 10plus as i wasn't feeling good...


31/12/2006
went Toa Payoh with my family to my aunt's house for a mini celebration...
i was still quite sick...
the food was so not-for-sick-people...
curry, mee goreng (super hot one), 北京烤鸭, bah kua, bla bla bla...
killing my throat, and declared that my voice was totally gone..


1/1/2007
hansheng came over to my house to help me repair my comp...
and it's fixed!!!!
THANX, HANSHENG...

after that, boi and me went to harbour front to take cable car...
it was my FIRST time on cable car k...
so scary...but fun..hehe...
travelled to sentosa to realise that it was drizzling...
was trying to get to somewhere when the rain got heavier...

sigh~

so after awhile, we travelled back to harbour front...
a pleasant experience...



had dinner at Kimgary...not bad lar...but it's not something that i would recommend lor...
after that, we travelled to clark quay to park his car there and go for a stroll to chinatown...
nothing much after that...


wow~ a very long post....

3rd Anniversary gift!!!

Caricature by Jit.

nice rite? my favourite winnie the pooh!!!! and honey....hahahaha...
the best gift ever... :)
thankew boi!!! *muackz*

hey peepz!

sorry, due to some problem with my comp, i wun be able to update all my stuff at this moment..

there are lotsa things to say...haha...Christmas, Gatherings, Anniversary....etc.

will update once everything is settled...

also, dun be bothered by that person who keeps on interrupting my life...well, the same nuisance again...it's so obvious that he/she doesn't know that it's trackable..anyway, one more time, and i'll get this to the police..take it or leave it...PEST!

alright, it wun affect my mood..haha...
boi and me are obviously ok...celebrating our 3rd anniversary this coming weekend!!!!
*anticipating*

friday is the day....
REGISTRATION OF SUBJECTS!!
haven been doing such thing for a semester or more...so kinda not used to it...
plan your timetable well arh...
my wednesday will be a hectic day....ends at 7.30pm!!!!
no time for lunch and dinner too...poor me...
but anyway, just wanna focus on studies for this sem...promised boi that i'll do my best, and he will do his...
a difficult year, i would say, for both of us...but we will overcome it.... ;)

hy & cy,
let me know ur time tables....
i wanna take references...haha...
ok, time for dinner...

enjoy the rest of the hols before sch reopens, yah...

oh yar, before i forget.....
happy 21st birthday, hy!!! (sorry for being 2 days late...)

ps: rol, yu & wen....when are we meeting?????

update..update..

so many things happened...

Friday 15/12/2006
SQ (yanning's bf) came over to pass us the chocolates he bought from hoikaido..the 白色恋人 is very nice...haven't tried the strawberry dip..
met Brady friends (Wangjie, his room-mate, Fenglin & Junheng) at 8.30pm at clarke quay to bring them to Boat Quay's partyworld...
we were the first to reach...followed by Chin Leng..oh, he brought along his GF orh..haha..can't believe he also have one...lolz~
then, Francis...he lost his way lar, lousy..
lastly, Alex...(late for 2hrs)
had a great time singing..and my throat sores a bit..haha..
we sang till about 1am, and boi came over to fetch me home after his event..(with Jiantong)..
he went to a different partyworld, so i ended up waiting..haha...wasn't angry lar..only find that he is SO BLUR..
oh, i lost my lip balm there...i just bought it one month ago...haiz~
nvm lar...the whole session was really enjoyable..

Saturday 16/12/2006
SQ came again to pass us apple pie made by his mum...very nice k...woah..
did housework, as usual..
boi was busy with his event, so we never meet..
my house's TV set spoilt after 14 years..
we went to buy one after much discussion with my aunt, who has just bought one not long ago..
yup...32" HD tv, with a HDD/DVD recorder...haha..
so happy..
then we went over to sanyi's house to pay a visit...

Sunday 17/12/2006
went out early in the morning to buy paint to paint the house..
then boi came over to fetch my sisters and me to east coast for cycling...
but it rained non-stop...waited in the car for 1hr plus..
then, kian came, and we went bowling..my bowling sux lar...
after bowling, the sky was clear...so we went to cycle.. :)
then, we parked at Shaw Tower and walked over to Chin Chin for dinner..
we ran in the rain, and were drenched...
but it's quite fun lar..
then, we headed to Suntec to shop...boi got us potatochips dipped in chocz from Royce...
very unique, but delicious..

yup...that's all (in summary)

my whole body is aching after a whole day of furnishing....will continue tomorrow...
ok, go watch my TV...

unfeeling

Francis has finally sent me the notes...haha...
finally got something to read during the short holidays...but whether it is relevant or not, i'm not sure..but at least i can kill some time..
and he told me a bad news just now...
our friday meet up may be cancelled...
yar, after a long period of planning, and there it goes...
well, i've expected that to happen..so not much of a SHOCK to me..
i suddenly have no mood to attend the meet up too...WHATEVER.

hy reminded me of youtube...yes...i can watch taiwan/korean/hongkong (??) dramas thru it rite...
kill boredom...yeah!
thanx arh..i really forget about it...

have been watching Asian Games for the past weeks...(have panda eyes le)
really enjoyed watching...esp. the bowling finals....Remy Ong!!!! though he lost, he is still 2nd k..
inspired by him, i wanna go bowling!!!! hahaha...
but my skill really CMI..better dun sia suay.. =X

Also, the list of my night "activities" every week....
*10pm's HK show, 冲上云霄, on Channel U every Monday to Friday
*8pm's Project Superstar II on Channel U every Wednesday & Thursday
*8pm's 摆家乐 on Channel 8 every Monday
*a call from boi (if he is free)

actually not alot lar...most of the time, i'll be doing housework/ going out/ helping my parents/ surfing net....bla bla bla...haha....

so, i'm really very very free now lor...
cy gone to jb, hy going to 海南岛...so left me alone... *sob sob*
when u guys free, man...
and saturday can only meet yu, rol & wen for a short while...arrrrgggghhhh....
can anyone find a ONE WHOLE DAY free for me?
think only boi can...but he is very busy dis month...
nvm...i'll force drag jio my youngest sister for a swim...hope she has some time for me...

alrite, gotta go now..

over the weekend

went to marina square with boi for lunch at asian kitchen...oh, did i mention that boi fetch me with his little kangoo??haha...and he said it's a sports car..a sports car that travels at a max speed of 70km/h??? lolz~
then, we bought secret recipe's cheesecakes and 1A curry puffs for boi's family & me..

spent a few hours in boi's house before we headed to Changi Airport to fetch his brother...saw Chow Yun Fatt at Airport k...he is tall lor, and quite friendly... :)
boi's brother really bought a lot of things...his clothes have already filled up the whole luggage, not mentioning some of them have arrived earlier by courier service, and not mentioning that he has donated 5 big boxes of his clothes...wow, he has clothes more than a normal woman k...50 pairs of jeans that cost $200~$300 plus...uncountable number of shirts...bla bla bla...spoilt brat..i really feel this way k..boi, dun blame me for saying this hor...
but he gave me a bag, which brand will come to Singapore next year (i heard)...quite nice, i can say..though the colour is kinda light to me, i like it lar..haha...and a box of chocz... ;P thanx that there are finally no NOUGATS...*giggle*






today, went out with cy to search for hy's present...
well, waited for her for 1/2 hr k...
nvm, we walked around, ended up looking for our OWN stuff...haha...
but, the main point is, we've finally got something for her... :)
a tough search...something that is rather...erm.....not what hy will normally have...
hehe...dun let your imagination run wild...nothing dirty or wat...
just that we think it's NICE...
ok, shall not say much....

gotta bathe,
end here...


ps: miss my boi...haiz~

Last day of IA

yesterday was my last day in Brady...

well, if you ask me how i feel, i really dunno....
a bit of 舍不得, a bit of happiness, a bit of not used to my life....etc.
really alot alot of feelings...

Our R&D director, Wilson, chatted with Francis and I on our last day...
he told us that if we wanna come back to work after we graduate, he'll be willing to...hmm...
he also said that next time if we need to look for any job, and if we need his/ Liu Bing's help, we can just contact them...
we talked about our days in brady, our projects, and what we've learnt...
but we never mentioned to him about the "spider"...let CL does it before he leaves ba..
Liu Bing also said that if we need to do FYP, we can go back Brady...eh, this i really have to consider...haha..

before we left, CL and Alex waved goodbye from the window...haha...
like they are caged inside the building...so pathetic...
actually, it's quite touching lar, coz i made friends there...
dun dare to turn back, scared that i'll cry...
but i dun really get my actual feeling at that point of time, coz i'm missing boi too much...
nothing seems more important than that, at that moment...

yup, finally, tomorrow i'll be seeing him...
he promised to meet me very early in the morning, to spend the Sunday meaningfully with me..
it's getting so hard to even receive his little SMS nowadays...
haiz~
i'm trying to cope with my emotions, and i wanna make myself more independent..
yes, yes...
everything must learn...
*pout*

oh, hy is representing MSE today for bowling competition...
hope everything turns out fine...hehe...
go go, 加油！！ (famous line in 浪漫满屋. alrite, i'm a korean drama craze..)

2nd last day of my IA

Liu Bing bought us Canadian pizzas for lunch as a form of farewell...
a slice of pizza is slightly bigger than my hand...and i ate 3...haha..
so, till now i'm still very full...

we got him a set of parker pens...yar, typical brand lar...
hope he'll like it...

was quite angry today, coz of the "spider"...
scold me for no reason...he is stressed doesn't mean he can vent his anger on US rite...
but well, i'm not angry anymore..coz he apologised..haha...
yeah, a sincere "sorry" can cease unhappiness/hatred/wateva-bad-expression-that-you-wanna-put....
anyway, i wun be seeing him tomorrow, or should i say, forever...
coz tmr is my last day!!!!! and he is taking leave....*phew*

no mood for work actually...but i got no choice...
last day, must take a good look at everything before i leave... =)

boi is very very busy today...
he dun even have the time to SMS me lor...haiz~ so sad rite? hehe...
but i'm used to it..
shall not interrupt him...
oh, my bag has arrived today (rite?)....
coz his brother has packed all his stuffs and our (his sis & me) bags in one of the boxes that were arrived in singapore TODAY...
his brother will come back on 10/12...
ooh, can't wait to see........MY BAG lar....then, his bro meh...
haha..no lar, boi will get angry if i say bad things about his bro...
BUT, really wanna thank him for helping me to buy the bag... *grin*

yanning found a job...so happy for her...

alrite, francis is talking about proj superstar on MSN with me again....
sigh~
eh, wrong expression....sigh sigh~
hahahahaha...

weekend is coming!!!!!

Let me leave this place...

a place that i dread to go after work/school everyday...
a place where i feel so stressed...
a place where i must be responsible of anything...
a place where all the blames will be on me, even if i never do anything wrong...

let me leave this place...
i really had enough....how long do i still need to wait?
i'm afraid that i can't wait till that day...before i realise, insanity sets...


ps: i'm taking a half-day leave tomorrow...

one more week.

my IA is ending in one week's time...
whoa~
dunno whether to feel happy or sad...
haha...

i reach brady at 7plus today....
no one was there in the R&D department yet...
coz i dun wanna be late lar...
as our director has been on a look out for or punctuality...
so, i dun want to get myself into trouble lor...
and alex reached at 8.30am...on the dot...
haha...first time so early to work...but i think dis wun last long for him lar...
oopz~


saw Daniel Lin, my pri sch cum jc classmate, yesterday at Manhattan...
he eventually went SMU..haha..after such a long SMS conversation with me...
haiz..waste my msgs lor...
but glad that he is enjoying his life now too.. :)

Boi told me that he is very afraid that i will be snatched away...lolz~
i think he really thinks too much lar...
seriously speaking, i think only he will appreciate me lor...and only he will think that i'm pretty.. *blush*
other than that, really NO ONE ELSE..
so, dun nid to fear lar...
anyway, i dun wanna leave him too...he is really the best guy i've ever met, till now...
yup, not even the 3 guys in my IA....lolz~
anyway, they only look at pretty gals lar...their tastes are very superficial...
*bad mouth*

haha...boi's brother went for sky diving in australia...
coz he has graduated, and was enjoying the rest of the days he can spend in there...
but i'm really pei fu that he went for such a jump...
firstly, it's damn ex..
secondly, it's extremely dangerous...
thirdly, it's very scary to look down from so high up..
fourthly, the excitement is only the first few seconds...
so, i wun jump..haha...
i'm very afraid of heights..yup...
but really think that he is very daring lar...


alrite, tomorrow will be singing K with alfred's family....
abit nervous now...
but, hope everything will turn out well lor...
boi is busy today...hope everything turns out well...jia you!!

who is stressed?

just when i was walking to the bus stop just now, boi called me and told me how stress he was...
i just dun have the mood to talk to him..
i'm having those bochap attitude towards anything...sorry..
sometimes find that, why should you tell another person that how stress you are?
i'll never say...coz i noe everyone will have their things to bother...
why must add on to it?
sorry, i noe that being his girlfriend, i must at least hear him talk...
see if he is troubled, and try to console him, help him to find a solution...bla bla bla..
yup, i noe i must do all those stuffs...
But,
can i just dun listen, and end the call?
then i noe it'll hurt his feelings...and make myself look so NOT understanding..
i really wish i can be a total NOT understanding gal...
just because i need to spend too much time trying not to hurt anyone's feelings, i have to live my life in such a painstaking manner...
is it worth?


just let me SHOUT OUT today...
i need to vent these trashes somewhere...if not i'll explode....

"人不是在沉默中爆炸， 就是在沉默中死亡。。"

ok, project superstar is starting soon...
end here...

*let out a sigh*

to go or not to go?

dunno why, suddenly have no mood to do anything...
the enthusiasm for going out on 15 dec is gone...
haiz~
kinda feeling sick of it, why so troublesome to go out?
people halfway wanna leave...some worse, maybe last minute can't go...
tell me, lidat where got any mood to do anything???
must as well call it off, isn't it?

as for malaysia trip,
that's even worse..
i just wanna go overseas to get some fresh air...
haiz, looks like it's not possible anymore.
CL most probably cant go...
Francis wanna go clubbing...
den...no point going le...
just so sick of everything...
please, dun organise anything le k..
always say this, say that and ended up???
NOTHING!

well, boi is totally not free during Dec, except Christmas...
so, who wanna jio me out in DEC??? let me know k..
if not, i will really bored to death man..
suddenly hate december so much...
and counting down??? i'm alone again...
arggghhhh, every year lidat...
that's the problem of having a boyfriend that does events...sigh~

*bad mood*

Skin changed for countless times

and YEAH,

i've changed my blogskin AGAIN!!!!
i noe some people are really sick of me changing and changing...
actually i'm trying to look for a skin that is suitable for me...
so, at different stage of life, my mood changes, and so does my blogskin...
yup...just bear with me lar..

i really love this skin a lot..
and i really do hope that it will last for very very very long lar...haha...
unless i find any flaw, i will not change it..haha

did something meaningful..

haha...just managed to finish 3 art pieces....
hmm, can't say it yet...
shall wait till next week den disclose...
well, i think it'll be quite meaningful... ;P

got scolded by mum early in the morning...
haiz~
the feeling of leaving this house is getting stronger and stronger...
i really can't wait for the day where i can get out of here totally...
yar, i may regret, but the mental torture is much worse..
anyway, it's my fault...
i can't be a "good" daughter that my mum wants..
yup, and i noe he can help me...
he wants to...but it's not the rite time yet...
so, i'll wait patiently... =)

you may think it's childish...but who cares...
till you got a mum like mine, then u will understand....
my friends around me, even boi, will agree with me...haha...
ok lar, i'm really used to it le...21yrs le leh...just that i'm starting to not see the point of being a slave of my mum...yup...at least a slave for someone who will appreciate is better, isn't it?
ok, WHATEVER..

boi is busy today...
he is stressed, i noe...
so i shall not disturb him to add on to his problem...haha..
coz myself is a problem to him, at times...
hope everything will turn better...*grin*

i've not been talking about my IA recently...
coz i really gt nothing to talk about...
oh, other than the "死了都要爱" from Francis....so we all 死了都要挨 his terrible singing...haha...
Liu Bing is going overseas tomorrow till friday...haha...
we've decided to buy something for Liu Bing...Francis will decide what to buy lar..
hmm, can't think of things to say le..

i'm getting tired of my work in IA...
just dun see any purpose of all these formulations, castings, testings...bla..
why?
maybe because i've submitted my report ba...
dunno lar...must remain 开朗.

just now have a gush of thoughts to write, but now, dun feel like writing again..
ok, end here..

Songs that he sang to me...

everytime i hear these songs, i will think of him...well, these are the songs that make me feel so bliss...haha...*mushy* but really, it shows me how much he loves me..and me?


Nothing's gonna change my love for you

if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love you for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
you'll only chang my whole life throug but nothing's gonna chang my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead a way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you


i love the way you love me (his first cd album for me)

i like the feel of your name on my lips
and i like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
the way that your fingers run through my hair and how your scent lingers even when you're not there

and i like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
and how you enjoy your two-hour bath
and how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
with everyone watching like we were insane

but i love the way you love me
strong and wild
slow and easy
heart and soul
so completely
i love the way you love me

and i like the sound of old r 'n' b
and you roll your eyes when i'm sloppily off key
and i like the innocent way that you cry
at sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times


(listen to me now..)
and i could list a million things
i love to like about you
but they could all come down to one reason
i could never live without you..


that's all...
waiting for someone to call me...haha...
hope he'll reach home safely...*pray*

great weekend

Friday
went back to NTU to submit my report....
met up with hy & cy for k-session..
but well, we've spent too much time in school, ended up reaching marina square at about 4pm..
wanted to sing, but that stupid woman at the counter told us that we are only allowed to sing till 6pm...
WHAT??!?!?
2hours of singing but paying 5hours worth of k-ing? she must be nuts lor..
then, we loitered around...
went to suntec to play arcade..haha...(pics below)



saw wee kiat there...(juz a comment)
then, we try our luck at suntec's kbox...coz i dun want someone's curse to come true..
and glad that we did...we could sing from 5pm to 9pm k...paying for the drinks and tidbits only..
yeah...
*pics update at a later time*

and our dinner is at 9 plus...we ate Just Noodle...yup...eat noodles lar, obvious rite..
i really enjoyed myself...
thanx gals...
bring me along if u wanna buy converse shoes hor..coz i also interested...hehe..


Saturday
went out with boi...
hmm, trying to recall where we went...
oh, met him at tampines...
we went for lunch, and i bought a necklace from perlini's silver..very happy that i got that, actually..
then, it rained heavily, so we decided to go boi's house to watch tv..
his mum cooked for us..very simple, yet very nice!!!
at about 9pm, we travelled to Jalan Kayu for roti prata...haha..
i was quite full, and the pratas made me fuller...there goes my slimming plan again...haha...
since when i got such a plan??
*sob sob*
then, his family sent me home...


Sunday, which is today
did lotsa household chores, as usual..
met boi at about 12plus...
we went suntec (again!!) for lunch...then marina....
saw ling feng, chester & guo ping working at SEXPO...they were bad, ask boi whether he wants those gifts...coz got condoms, vibrator, etc...*shake head*
those guys, bad influence...haha..
oh, i bought two shirts...coz i think i'll need them when i return to school...
also, boi forced me to go for professional eyebrows trimming...
and now, i really look weird!!!
omg~
wanna wear a mask out...
boi still says i look very nice..sigh~
wat a white lie...
had dinner with boi's family...
something Hainanese again...hehe...
but i think i really like hainanese food...oh, no...


ok, well, now i need to go...
sleeping soon....*yawn*

relaxed.

finally, tomorrow will be the submission of my report!!!
haha...fascinated as it will mean that there will be no more stress...i hope..
can't wait to see hy & cy...arggghhh~
miss them a lot...

boi's brother is coming back soon...
it's his final semester, and guess what? First class honours k...and heard that he top the whole school...*faint*
i like smart people...haha..but i dun like his brother...oopz~
no lar, he quite ok lar...eh, helped me buy a bag from australia..
can't wait to see it!!!!
oh, i will pay for that bag..i dun care... *pout*


ok, something serious...
after so many days of thoughts, i really decide to go back...
i'm tired of the times where i have to face those mental struggles, emotional breakdowns, etc.
yes, i dun wish to see history repeating itself...
one Simon is enough...i dun wish to be the second him...no...
if i do, then it will hurt boi alot...
i had boi as a pillar of support that time, but who will be his now?
SO, i should stay by his side...to heal his wound..it's me who cause all these, and i should be the one ending these..
解铃还需系铃人

as i've promised, i will stay by his side forever, no matter what..
then, i should keep my promise as a promise weighs a lot in both of our hearts..

boi, give me some time to get back..

dun snatch my freedom away k...
i need my friends too...

my favourite song, and it's kinda meaningful... =)


I think I (浪漫满屋) ~ translated

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there’s no way that I’m in love with you,
I lied to myself that it’s just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn’t a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there’s no way we can be lovers,
but I don’t want to make excuses anymore.
why didn’t I know that it was you,
why couldn’t I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.


anyway, as i've said earlier...
there is only one path i can choose...
soon, all these will be history...

sad...but is it over?

many terrible things happened for the past two days...
till now my feelings are still floating...
i've tried to talk, but it got worse..
i really feel like leaving this mess..
almost break up..but he just trying to salvage..
i dunno...

went to boi's office today...
everything seems alright...
is it really alright?
i'm confused...

i can't speak naturally in front of him..
i dunno...
wat's going on?
boi, i noe u still feel sad...you just trying to hide ur feelings...
but, is it going to help?

*let out a sigh*

is ending IA going to make both of us feel better?
i hope it will...


pics taken with him along the way from his office to esplanade...

will you regret going to the company for your IA?

dis is a question francis asked today...
hmm, i also dunno the answer..
well, wun regret ba...
reason same as him, coz i've made 3 friends...
yup...though i'm the only gal there, i dun really feel outcast k..
thru this IA, i start to love cars...while sitting at a corner of a bus, i'll look out of window and look at the models of the cars...quite interesting, actually..
also, their soccer betting sessions...it's a vice..i wun touch it, but it's fun to hear them say about soccer, like they very pro lidat..
teasings, jokes, actings, singing, bla bla bla....it's so funny when come to think of it...
guys are really different from gals...
they wun hate you forever...only that moment when you did something bad to them..yup..
still remember the flooding incident, i splashed dirty water on alex's face...coz he agitated me...but, he wasn't angry...i mean, he is angry, but he very fast forget it le..hmm, should learn from them...
maybe i'll end up having mindsets like them...oohh, not good..then i'll hurt people unintentionally..
haha..
but it's really fun to be in Brady for these few months..
very soon, it will mark an end to my attachment journey...and now, i must treasure every moment i spend in Brady..yup...
think i'll miss this place and these people alot!!! the security guards, that indian lady, the operators, aunty (cleaner), huiling, chinni (put for fun), kenryuu (put for fun too), liu bing, francis (still can see in ntu), chinleng and aiya, dun wanna say le..haha...so sad rite? life is just a torture at times. it's really fun to work with the 3 guys, coz they are just so child-like. it's a place where i wun see fake people (those wearing masks)...though quite a few backstabbers *giggling*, but they are just trying to be funny lar...i noe i'll miss them, true friends huh..also, i'll miss taking bus 21..miss eunos & jtc caifan..ok, enuf..yup..

oh, Francis is organising a KTV session on 16 dec...
i feel like going...but it's like a pub instead of those kbox or partyworld...
haiz~
boi sure wun allow one...coz...haiz, dun wish to mention again..
well, if huiling is going, i'll go lor...
if not, den i'll ask them to go somewhere else ba...haha..
think in the end, i will end up not going...why? restrictions!!!

nothing much to say le...
very tired...
finally finished my report!!! hope no error...
but it seems like it's too short leh...
haiz
anything den..can't be bothered le..

缘分

got this by chance....very meaningful...

缘分

人与人之间的交往，总脱不开这一个“缘”字，在芸芸众生茫茫人海之中，二人能够相遇，这就是缘。一次目光的交流。一次心灵的邂逅，便结下了二人之间的不解之缘。即使是有缘无分，即使是今夕萍水相逢，明朝海角天涯，却依然能够给彼此留下一份意味深长的回忆。缘分，本是迷信的人认为人与人之间由命中注定的遇合的机会。就是在科学文明的现代社会，人们也宁愿相信缘分，并且痴心地向往缘分，真诚地期求缘分，尽管生活是那么现实，是有点不尽如人意。

2500年前，一代圣贤孔丘先生在一次偶然的机会中，与仰慕已久的春秋时著名美女卫国国君夫人南子曾有一面之缘，雷祯孝先生是这样描述的：孔子欣然应邀，与南子谈论音乐，弹琴唱歌。在优美的旋律中，他们一个暗送秋波，一个眉目传情，互相欣赏，心照不宣，如沐春风，如浴温泉，用眼光抚摸美丽，用语言辐射温柔。对这天赐良缘 ，孔老当然连高兴都来不及，然而，却难为他老人家在伪君子，登徒子与正人君子之间着实费心劳神地考虑了一番。可见，缘分有时能带给人无限欢乐，有时却让人进退维谷左右为难。缘分，实在令人难以捉摸，缘起缘落间，又隐忍着怎样的哀怨，又引起了多少阴晴圆缺，悲欢离合？其实，人世间哪来那么多缘份，若非这样，岂不早让月老下岗，红娘失业？当然，一曲瞎子阿炳的《二泉映月》，一束香气四溢的红色玫瑰，一次平淡无奇的无意相逢，都是有可能促成一段美满的姻缘的。中华民族的千古功臣张学良少帅与他的结发之妻于凤至小姐不也是 “古镇相亲结奇缘”吗？一旦机会来了，就好像是三生石上记录在案的缘分，任凭你怎样逃避推脱，总是于事无补的。

有人说，生命中最动人的情节永远是两个灵魂蓦然相遇相知相爱相惜的刹那。这也许道出了恋人共同的心声。真的，当我们青春年少时，在山间溪旁车上舟中有缘会过聚过，不管他年是不是相濡以沐相依为命，还是相忘于红尘世界，不见于天地之悠悠，但总是在一起过，开心过，热闹过，全心地投入过，诚挚地交往过，没有隔碍地度过了一段时日。当我们七老八十闲着无聊的时候，回首往昔岁月中那段动人的缘分决不会有错失良缘的痛苦与忏悔，饱经沧桑的脸上肯定会挂住一个会心甜蜜的笑容。

生命本是一种缘。我们不必十分刻意地去追逐缘分，假若缘分就在我们身边，只要好好地珍惜缘分，把握缘分，对得住缘分，这样就够了。

When stupidity acts, embarrassment follows..

pics taken on saturday nite...boi took one, looked so stunned..haha..and the pooh!!! our resemblance...god, can't imagine our child looks like this..argghhh~ *想太多了*



boi fetched me yesterday...
he drove!!!
yar, i'm the live street directory lar..ask him to turn here, turn there...interesting..
we went to watch Casino Royale..
better than i expected..haha..
dun wanna embarrass him, so shall not say much about his driving incidents, other than he never switch off his headlights before he went off and forgetting to change his gear to "parking" when he parked....oopz~ ok, no more from me k..hahaha...
it's really ex to park at esplanade k...haiyo...*shake head*

hmm, so many things happened today...
the worst news, i need to re-do my report and hand it to liu bing by tomorrow..sigh~
it's very sad and stress to hear that...
so, i'll be taking a half-day leave tomorrow...going brady in the afternoon lar..
i'll be going back school dis friday!!!
hy & cy, wanna meet for lunch??very very long never meet le leh...*sob sob*
second, everything suddenly seems so clear le...i noe what i'm doing now..thanks! shhh, this is a secret, can't say..was very troubled the whole day, but now, i noe what i should treasure..but i still need time to get back from the aftermath, get myself healed..haha...great counsellor, indeed. but still i have to say this, SORRY! 2 more weeks, and these will be history..and i have to forward to next stage of life..friends, will our friendship ends just lidat? well, someone just wun bother, i noe..nevermind.
third, casted more than ten inks today...the washing part is worse...and wat adds on to my pissfulness is all the inks failed!!! damn it. Substrates are limited! i need to coat primer again, and time will be wasted! excuse me, how much more must i do?
fourth, i realised that i forgot to bring home my important documents for project when i'm already halfway home...so, boi called me and persuaded me to travel back..excuse me, it's raining k...but i still ran back to brady...the security guard was confused, but i can't be bothered to explain to him lar..and i never regretted going back..coz now, i got something to write...THANX, DEAR!

alrite, no more time wasted...
i need to get started now..

blank!

sitting in the living room using his sis's laptop, while he is sleeping in his room...
haiz~
what's the purpose of going out these few days?
my precious weekend....am i going to waste it just like that?
why am i forever waiting for him?
why am i feeling down?
i'm trapped?
*let out a sigh*


i've finally said...
yup...glad that the outcome is much better than expected...
well, i still think that i shouldn't have said...haiz~
i'm troubled now...
*breathe in, breathe out*
ok, i'll take it as nothing has happened...hehe...
lalala....
back to the happy me...


still waiting for boi to wake up..
how miserable....
thank god that his mum and sis are there to keep me entertain..
i really dun wish to be in this stage...
arrrrgghhh...
i wanna stay single!!!!
i yearn those days....
i dun want such life...
why must i accomodate him all the time?
haiz~

a long lost friend found!

i'm really feeling very happy...
coz i found a friend who i once was very close to thru friendster....my brother!!!
Kenneth!!
we lost touch ever since my secondary school days ended..
he is still the same...so nerdy..haha..
very very smart guy..
i always have him set as a goal..to achieve as much as him...but of cuz, i failed..

a little history about our friendship...
i knew him since the first day of my school life...PRIMARY ONE..
he was my "partner"...you noe, last time teachers will pair a guy and a gal up for queueing up before we proceed to another place..
and yup..he is the first guy who held my hand...hahaha...
it makes me laugh when i think about it..
his grades always top our class...but that doesn't make him distant from all of us..
he is very 懂事..
he treated me like his sister..never failed to share his things with me...even if it's a little candy, he will divide it into half..and give me the other..
haha...he dotes on his sister alot..
he is really SMART!!!
he wanted to be a doctor since very young...and now, he is half-doctor le...jiayou!
hmm, what else? he folded a origami for me, and till now, i still keep it k..
during secondary school days, we still keep in contact, coz we were both under Nelson Kwei's choir...he is from RI and i'm from TK...then we will meet up for a chat or something...

after sec 4, i lose contact with him le...
i almost forgot his existence...how sad...
till recently, i tried to look into friendster....and i found him!
haha...

hmm, that's about all ba...

mixed thoughts

1) For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
2) He who angers you conquers you.
3) Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools.

So why should i be a fool? why should i let those people conquer me? why should i lose my 60 sec of happiness? see!

The best remedy for a short temper is a long walk. ~Jacqueline Schiff

yup..so, that's why i like to walk alot...haha...
just kidding..
i'm no longer angry k.. :)


i'm starting to love quotes...dunno why..
they are just so meaningful...smart people, indeed..
they let you think of things that you will never think of at that point of time..
they broaden your perspectives and make your emotion change...
powerful!


i've done my report!!! yes, finally...
submitted today..hope everything turns out fine...
well, i just hope that nothing goes wrong, other than that, i dun really dare to think..

and today, i've played piano again...yeah, after so many months/ years?? i dunno how long in exact, but i really miss playing piano..
did i ever mention that i love running notes and octaves?? haha...
that's why all my past exam pieces are full of running notes and octaves..and that's why i always flunk..
as you know, these pieces are always killers..but well, it's good to play such songs when you are angry, bored, sad or wateva ur feelin is...
singing too..just dun make ur neighbours complain lar...lolz~

well, i personally think that i'm a very ART person...love drawing, designing, singing, playing musical instruments, enjoy my time in any art museum, bla bla bla..
still remember the times in Sec 3 & 4 when all the art students in my class gather together to draw, do batik paintings, learn drawing perspectives that make all of us perspire alot, as we were doing it under hot sun, do graphic designing, posters, class T-shirt -- Hitler with a paint brush on his hand (well, coz my class was made up of history and art students), canvas paintings, go Art Friend together before exams, helping each other with the courseworks...haha.. still can remember i helped yushi to poke a big hole in her piece of acrylic...that's a really tough job..almost burnt our hands...but well, it's enjoyable lar...Tingli helped me hammer the nails into my wooden plank (my coursework)...
those were the days..

But why am i into SCIENCE then?
hmm, i also dunno..since i've already walked so far, i shall continue with this journey ba..

Art is the only way to run away without leaving home. ~Twyla Tharp

maybe that's the reason why i love art so much... :)

winnie the pooh

boi bought a cute baby pooh for me yesterday...
i was quite surprised coz i never expect that he will buy it for me..haha.
everytime i pass by these shops, i'll give these pooh bears a pat on their heads..
and maybe because of this, boi thinks that i may like it, so he went to buy..
haha..he said that when i miss him, i can look at this pooh...when i'm angry, i can punch it..but how would i bear to punch it rite?
coz he knew that he can't have much time for me, so this is what he can offer as a "substitute"?? hehe..my siblings say that it looks like boi, and boi said it looks like me...
so now i understand why people always mix up, thinking that i'm his sister, coz we both look like Winnie the Pooh in a way or another!!!
yar, 没身材, as my mum said, that's why it looks like me..well, i'm chubby like pooh cannot arh..
i have no figure like pooh cannot arh...my eyes as small as pooh, also cannot arh..
but i think the eyes, nose and mouth looks really like boi...
oh, the eyebrows look like wen!!??!!?! lolz~
shhh,dun tell her..



this is the second pooh bear he gave me...the first one is the hp pouch that he sew for me..and this is the other one.. =)
thankew boi...


next week gonna go Kbox with boi's family...yesh, with his parents and sister!!!
hmm, and you noe when i'm in Kbox, i got no image one...arrrrggghhhh~
hope i can control myself well...but really very long never sing le..
gals, meet up after exams/ IA for a session k...

today, i'll be at home rushing my report...must finish by today...
coz boy is busy with his roadshow & shooting...
shall not interrupt him..
yanning is having her exams halfway thru, hope she can do really well for her 'A' levels. i know she can..
加油！

The pen that i've mentioned yesterday....interesting rite?



Alex is back today...
his hair is...i-dunno-how-to-describe-but-very-funny type..haha...
they 3 of them are really terrible...
gamble and gamble...
all because of francis lar...
he is a soccer craze..crazy because he is betting on it..
haiz~
well, just hope that they dun blame me for not winning..oopz~

after seeing those beautiful pics on internet, i wanna go Maldive too!!!
but it's really quite ex, coz with the $, i can go other places that are more worthwhile...
well, it really depends on whether you want a relax tour or a see-a-lot-of-things tour...
to me, i want both..haha...
greedy!!
no lar, i've been yearning to go to a place like this, but then now, it's too ex for me to afford lar..
but i seriously love it, especially with all your friends and loved ones..hehe..
too bad boi wun like it, coz he can't swim...
ok, stop dreaming.


back to report... *pout*

another birthday

Happy birthday, Yan Ning!

haha...just celebrated her 18th birthday..
boi and i bought her a shawl and a very interesting pen that looks like a toothpaste..
i'm glad that she likes them..
very full now, coz we ate a lot of stuff..*take a deep breath in*

stupid yanxin is trying to snatch the comp from me...
gotta go bathe now...
sigh~

shall update the photos again...

random thoughts.

before i say anything,

Happy 21st Birthday to Carolyn!!

yup, went to rol's celebration last saturday...
the place was quite difficult to find, but thank to the big advert, i'm able to guess my way.. :)
the food was nice...
the ambience was great too...
oh, rol's wore the dress, i also have one similar...design the same, only different colour and prints..lolz...but i have it with jeans lar..
where was i?
the toilet there got jacuzzi k..
wen, CK and i were quite sua ku, so we took pics of it, with us and without us...haha..
enjoyable night out..

picz!!



Warning!
If you are having BIRTHDAY today, don't read on.


boi asked me a question yesterday...
he said what will i do if he dies...
i told him that i will feel so sad that i'll die with him...
you guys may say that i'm naive, but i really can't live without him...
unless, i have other responsibilities....
even if i dun die, my life will be as well as dead..
maybe i'll live in misery...
maybe i can never face reality again...
maybe...
i dunno..i dun wanna think about it..

a few months ago, i asked him the same question...
he said he will feel very sad, but he will live on... (more realistic)

but it's how i really feel..
haiz..watever..


arghhh...
need to rush my report now...
(>.<)

Lotsa things to say..but..

Went out with yu & wen last saturday...
to update each other about all the stuffs going around...
to get rol's prez...hehe..
heard quite alot of stuffs, but can't say it here..
met yu at about 5pm, and started to search for what we want.. :)
then, we sat down somewhere and chatted while waiting for wen to come..
many things happened, and i felt sad over it..
but well, it may be a good thing afterall...
yup..
then, we had dinner at Thai Express before we went SHOPPING!!!
i only bought a belt...
the people working in that shop, esp. the guy, keep laughing at us. They were really entertained by our silly, sua ku and san ba acts..hehe..
still remembered a disgusting guy with hair sticking out of his nostrils trying to harass yu..haha..
saw some weird dressings, maybe due to Halloween ba...a "spiderman" and a "batwoman" running across the walkway at cine trying to avoid attentions and get a cab..but, all of us there, i mean everyone, noticed their existence...and, of cuz, laugh lar..
well, then after much shopping, we went Coffee Club, our fav hangout, for dessert..funny thing happened again, the waiter was trying to bluff us, coz the three of us were sitting there saying jokes and laughing like nobody's business while waiting for a sit..the process is too long to be written down..but it's quite funny..
it's been so long since i meet them and really LAUGH OUT LOUD..
well, we left at about 11.50pm...
wen & i were rushing for our last train, while yu took her cab..
when i reach home, boi messaged me tt his event has just ended..
he tot that i've slept..haha...
but days without bf around, no restriction, can be very fun...hor...



sunday went boi's house to finish watching 《宫》...
i love it!!!
but 律's ending is rather sad...
i cried a few times...*sniff sniff*
but finally, i can return the vcds..no more pestering..hehe..

today's work...
busy the whole day...
alex came half day, coz his granny was hospitalised..
hmm, hope everything is ok...
Francis cut his finger while preparing his samples..
he won le lor..use a pen knife to cut the substrate also can't cut properly..
the wound was rather deep, a portion of his skin was sliced out totally...
arggghhhh~
shall not say about it le...the scene is rather gross...eeekkk...

*hit my forehead repeatedly*

ok, that's all ba..
rushing my report..very scared that i can't finish... =(

被骗记。

well, i wasn't alone at work today....
the two idiots (francis & alex) have been lying yesterday saying that they wun be coming today...
i thot it's real, coz alex seemed so sincere...
and today, i was totally confused, coz why alex is here?
he said, “感动吧！怕你自己一个人很孤单。。特地来陪你。。”
yar rite, bluff me still say till so nice..
the whole day is full of laughters lar...talked about alot of things...

and after work, i waited for them outside R&D lab..
waited for about 5min still never see them..
than francis came out from behind saying that we can go, alex has went home...
just when i opened the door, alex jumped out trying to surprise me..
but too bad, he failed..haha...
yar, the guys are just immature...one 28 and the other 23..so old le still so childish..
sigh~
anyway, i enjoyed my day...


met boi just now for a short dinner at my hse here..
thanx for coming down to chat with me for awhile..hehe..
and tomorrow, i can't see him..*sob sob*
haiz, dun wish to think of it...


go bathe now...

two IA students at work

as i've mentioned before, today only alex and i were working..thot that it will be very boring, but overall, i'm still ok with it lar..

we went all the way out for lunch again...
see, we only have 1hr..and let say we take 20min to eat, we'll only have 15min each to travel to and fro..
yup, that's what we've calculated...
as he drove, we were thinking of where to eat...
Bedok?? ...too bad, we just past the road, and no time for a U-turn..
Katong??...very difficult to find parking lot..
Parkway??....hmm, can consider...

then we started to chat......
alex suddenly said, "we go east coast to eat!"
haha...ok lor, hope we have the time, dun wanna end up da bao-ing Mac back..hehe..
had a sumptous lunch...he treated me a drink, i noe..still wanna bluff me say that the aunty see him shuai, give him for free..wanna pay him, but he refused..
whatever then...
some things in common among guys: they like to speed...like to scold people who are blocking their ways unintentionally...like to dash pass when the light is turning red..haha

we were only 5min late k..phew..no nid stay back dis time, but it's quite rush lar..
wang jie came after lunch...oh, i dun nid to face alex, alone, anymore..hehe..
even wang jie said the 3 guys are bullying me leh..thanx, man..help me 打抱不平!!!

well, tomorrow will be me, ALONE, le..
coz alex taking leave to stay at home and SLEEP!!
francis going back NTU (yar, like i believe..)
CL still in Hongkong...
*sob sob*
pray hard that there isn't much work for me to do..hehe...

and my meet up with boi tomorrow is cancelled, coz my dad went overseas le...
saturday can't see him either, coz he will be busy...
only left with Sunday...sigh~
i'm getting that sickness again...
the feeling of not looking forward for anything...arggghhhh~ *terrible*


back to report..


ps: boi still doesn't want to call me...i think he is really angry dis time..i'm angry too, so i wun surrender..no way.. =(

last tues @ vivocity

yup, i went to vivocity again!!!!!
you may say, "not sian meh.."
eh, hehe...my answer is, "still ok lar."

tried a top at Mango, not very nice, so never buy....
then went to Principle and tried another top...very nice buy the price is WAH-type...
so i also never buy...haha..
well, but i bought some stuffs...something rather irrelevant...it's from Candy Empire!!
yeah, bought a pack of chips, chocolate and a box of Belgium cookies... *yummy*
but i never eat lar...coz i bought them for boi's family...(coz i paiseh, always go his house & they always buy things for me ma..)
hey, buying food/candies and share them with your friends can be an enjoyable activity leh..
but now, i'm trying to slim down...hope i can...*sob sob*
an extremely difficult task, i noe...haiz~

a new resolution (hope i can do it): to get myself slimmed down by the time my hair becomes long again... =)

eh, i very scared i can't do it...


CL is going Hongkong tomorrow morning...francis is still in his chalet...left me & alex tomorrow..sigh~ very sian leh....i dun want to eat lunch with him..have to face him whole day, so boring..arrrggghhhh~

ok, shall continue with my report and jot something down in the PEACE book..

quote of the day

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."

a quote of the day..
how true..
more like trying to make myself feel better... =)

i'm used to the word "sorrow"..
smile from my heart has become a stranger to me..
someone has told me this before,"in every stage of your life, you will meet different people. While making new friends, you, at the same time, will lose the old ones...it's part and parcel of life, so just treasure those that are still standing by you.."

familiar?

yup, this question has arisen again..but then, now, i'm used to it..
to be alone again..with my boi, the only one that never fails to be there..
it's not a bad thing, rite?

wasn't happy the whole day today..
kept thinking of what i've been doing for these years..
why are the friends around me decreasing in number?
i dunno too..
well, as long as they are more comfortable that way, then let it be...


ps: i've finally gotten my "peace" book back..i miss it..and reading back for the past two yrs plus, i find that we've matured, but then, i'm keeping more and more things to myself..sigh~

bored.....sianz...terrible feeling!!!

who can help me??
i'm so damn bored!!!!!

i wanna go out...i wanna go out....i wanna go out!!!!!


stupid project...dunno what to write, coz in the first place, i dun even have a proper project to do...i hate it..sick..pissed...annoyed...irritated..

so, i would want to go out...to get some fresh air..it's my holiday leh...
but no one is free, coz they are either having lessons, work, or studying for exams... =(
life is so monotonous...

i can't go out too...coz my parents wun allow me to..wanna cry..

...continue with my report....

wonderful weekend....

so many things to say...shall start from thursday ba...

Thursday, 19 Oct 2006
went to parkway for lunch with the 3 guys....alex drove us there..had a very enjoyable meal there, but we ate for 2 full hours, was reprimanded, of course..so we had to stayed back 1 hour, which means our work end at 6.30pm instead...but i'm meeting boi at 7pm....was very troubled, but francis drove, luckily...was able to meet boi around that time..hehe..shall not go so far next time, unless it's the whole R&D department that suggests..haha..was quite pissed off with the people working there, coz the two heads were not around, and they left their workplace at 4pm..excuse me, isn't that worse than us having 2hrs' break?? but well, we do not want anything to turn nasty, so ended up tolerating them..

Saturday, 21 Oct 2006
left my house in the morning at about 10...went to The Cathay to watch "Death Note" with boi..quite nice, but i doesn't really like the ending..yup...saw Lawrence Eng, who was working there....then after the show, i saw Xiao Wei and her husband...hehe..they were rushing for their movie too...then, we went plaza sing for lunch before we headed back to his house...was actually stuck, coz we can't think of a place to go...yup..spent the rest of the night at boi's house..his mum ordered pizza, and the three of us (his sis, him & me) had a great time eating...haha..GLUTTONS!! boi & i watched tv till 2am in the morning before we went to sleep..

Sunday, 22 Oct 2006
i woke up at 9.30am...was very late, i noe..coz i slept too late the day before..btw, i was sharing the same room as boi's grandma..that was his sister's bed...hehe..felt quite bad to actually "snatch" her bed..ok, then we had to brush up fast, coz his dad needs to fetch his grandma to redhill, and can send me home after that....

when reached my house area, boi has to buy two 10kg or rice home..haha..aiya, he is strong enough to carry lar, so no worry about that..hehe..then, i went home to help my mum to prepare for the cooking, as well as, washing up the dishes..

i met boi at 3.30pm....i was late..hehe..supposed to wear contact lenses, but i really hate Bausch & lomb's contacts..always give me problems..i wanna change!!!! will get them before i go back NTU.. went vivocity with boi, coz the previous time, not much shops were opened..saw quite a few things nice...wanna buy, but as usual, boi asked me not to buy on impulse...but we both have same taste... :D well, we'll go take a look at it again....i love that place so much, other than there are too many people, and too little chinese restaurants..why did i say that? continue with my story and you will noe...we were supposed to meet at Tangs, but we couldn't see each other even when we were so near, due to the crowd...there are times whereby we had to squeeze through huge crowds in order to get to the other place...whoa~ terrible..boi's family was there, as well..but we weren't shopping together lar...supposed to meet for dinner only..then, when it's time for dinner, we can't find a proper chinese restaurant for dinner...everywhere was so crowded, and we went to harbour front...there is only one chinese restaurant there, Dragon Gate...so we travelled all the way up to that restaurant to realise that the whole place was booked due to a wedding taking place...*sob sob*

then, boi's dad drove us to clementi to eat XO fish slice noodle soup...hehe..finally, we were able to sit down and eat...a lady asked us if we want any drinks, and we said homemade barley...and guess what she gave us...instant barley, hot ones, that came from some instant packaging..our moods were turned off, i mean boi's sis, boi and his dad...hehe..i was still ok, other than the drink smells like milk, and taste like barley...you noe the feeling, which will make your brain confuse..haha..but well, everything else is ok...

after that, we went to redhill to fetch boi's grandma, who loves to play mahjong..while waiting, we went for dessert at a nearby hawker centre..(now you noe why i can't slim down... =( ) then, they sent me home..*satisfied grin* i love my weekend....yeah...but it passes too fast le..oh, boi's sis is going to order papillo & birkenstock soon...yeah..but i wun wear it yet lar..wait till next year's school term starts ba..


you may wonder why i'm writing at this timing...coz i doesn't need to work today...so does tomorrow...hehe...but then, after tomorrow, i will sigh again...haha..whatever, i need to start to do my project report now...*sianz*

Flooding in Brady

there was a bad flood in Brady R&D department yesterday...
i was shocked to see CL early in the morning mopping floor in the office...then i realised that it was flooded because the hose that was fixed to the humidity chamber was loosen...and distilled water flowed throughout the night...

we spent 3hour cleaning up the place and now, my arms are aching..hehe...

me & CL...stupid alex dun even noe how to take a proper pic...



a pic that i took last time....mirror image...not very good one lar...(models: CL & alex)


lolz...i post this pics during work...so...i have to do it fast...
yup..
that's all...
buaiz~

宫！ 野蛮王妃

it's very nice...hehehe....


my dad bought a phone...Nokia 6070...did i mention that he lost his previous phone not long ago?? yar...we all were very sad, coz my dad is too careless le..


hope he wun be so careless again...hmm...

miss boi now...sigh~
ok, go bathe first....

Chester's 21st birthday...

went to chester's (boi's friend) 21st birthday yesterday....
though i dun really talk to anyone there, i'm glad that boi is happy to meet up with them, to update himself on his ex-classmates...so it means that my suggestion is not bad afterall... =)

boi is very stressed these few days...
so do my parents....
my sisters....
everyone is...
they have their work to do, to trouble...and me, i can't help much, and instead, add more problems to them...
i feel quite bad...

boi, if you need a shoulder to lean on, you have mine....
just let me know k...i'll always be there...

ok, back to work..
update again..

vivocity & bla..

as promised, photos lor...not much of it coz most of the shops wun open...only can see human crowds...



then, something that i love from boi....
can you see it??? no???nvm..look at the next pic..


see???hehe...*blush*

btw, it's starbucks chocolate cake's residue..hehe...*gross*

alrite, i'll update again next time, coz my irritating sister wants to use the computer....*pout*


ps: i've decided to get Birkenstock instead of Papillo...coz i think papillo is kinda childish and the design wun last long....hehe...yeah, finally decided wat to get..so happy....

i need to learn to express myself better

sorry for the disruption caused yesterday night...
i think i really have some problem with my style of communication...
i noe you've been very patient with me...
at times, i may choose not to talk as i dun see the point of telling you...
i dunno that every word, every sentence, every thought mean so much to you...
actually, i've tried very hard to communicate with you..i tried my best to let you know how i feel...
maybe it's still not enough...
it's stressful to change my way of communicating, but i will try, for your sake...
let me do the talking one day k... =)


ps: my whole family is driving me crazy...tell me how to make me change my attitude towards them? i wanna leave them asap...yes, my parents failed to teach us, as adults, well...practice of favouritism is indeed not a good choice..but, they will never understand...

*troubled*

what's wrong with me dis time?
i'm not feeling good to be at my workplace....
i got nothing to do there....other than helping out here and there...
always need to face those idiots..sigh~
i dun feel comfortable when they start to tease about me n him, and it got worse after he has broken up with his gf...though i always jokingly played along and regretted after that...
today francis asked me a question...i was hesitating before i replied...how come??perhaps, i myself also dun really know the answer..sigh~
when he asked if he could give me a ride home today, i answered no..my natural reaction...haha..yar, just that my natural reaction doesn't really speak my mind..
well, i noe what my mind is thinking, but there is no other way other than that only path that i should take -- to move on silently, coz sooner or later, this will become a history...yup..

i need time to be alone and reflect...yesh...
it's not what you guys think, i'm very rooted to my decision....
but i just need time to remove that feelings from my mind...i noe i can...

had OT for two consecutive days le...quite tired...but was delighted when boi called me..hehe..what can be happier than receiving a call frm ur dearest after a long tiring day of work? too bad my mom called me, so i have to hang up...sorry dear...hope he will be home early today to call me....hehe...purposely put it big, so that he can see it and go home earlier??

enuf say....i shall start doing my report, even though there is nothing to write..


ps: update the trip to Vivocity again...well, actually nothing much to say about tt too, but got some pics lar..hehe..

Over the weekend...

ok, shall start from friday...no, should be thursday night...(boi, i still wanna type everything down..hehe..)

i've made a mistake by sending a sms to people who don't read msgs thoroughly...

here the message goes from lee hong when i was talking on phone with boi...

我爱你！





你别误会，我是因为昨晚睡觉时梦见月老， 他叫我在中秋节前向七个像猪的人说我爱你，我就会福寿安康！哈哈！中秋节快乐！


yup, i sent to many people, none replied other than Alex....this is what he said....

"me too! i share the same sentiment as you..."

by the time i received this, it's the next day (friday) morning le...i never replied, coz to me, he is saying that i looks like a pig...yar yar yar...

On friday,
i wore pretty different...coz it's mid-autumn festival and i'm meeting boi ma..hehe...
all the guys there were actually commenting on my dressing, coz i usually wear a T-shirt & a pair of jeans..hehe..all the guys, including Kenryuu, but excluding Alex..
we went for a 2hr lunch break, coz Wilson treated us to a Chinese restaurant..sat in Nam Seng's (another R&D guy, who i seldom tok to..) car, and played with his child's toys...hehe...coz i'm very bored..the 3 guys sat in another person's car..yup...nothing much happened lar, other than the food was nice..hehe...

after lunch, we travelled back to Brady, and continued with our work...then, Alex started to tell the 2 other guys that i confessed to him yesterday...i was like, "yar lor...i finally confessed...happy??" aiya, you noe, the very normal me, crap along with them...i really tot he was crapping, until he asked me, "why did you suddenly wanna say that to me?" i was like, huh?? what you talking?? *lotsa question marks* then i asked him to scroll down the text...then, "oooohhhh, i see...hehe..." i was even more confused...coz if he never see what's below, then his reply means.....................*stunned*....but i never really ask him lar, dun wanna malu him..hehe..and he just smile to stop the conversation on that topic...

well, after that, we chatted alot, coz i need to help him for casting varnishes...then, he asked, "so why did you wear so nice today?" i was like...erm, because i'm going out ma...so, he said, "then, you mean you always go home straight after work arh..." yar, why? cannot meh..he asked me about my boi & dunno why he mentioned about wang jie too...the rest of the conversation was redundant, other than before we bid goodbye, "he shouted across the street saying, "我爱你！我爱你！” *jokingly* yup...just wanna jot it down to make myself laugh when i read back again in future...no other meaning...and i still love boi alot k...i wun choose alex one, dun worry, coz he got too many gals around him, and i dun like to see history to repeat..yup yup..

oh yar, that night was too hazy for boi n i to carry lanterns around..we can only hide indoor...sigh...

then today,
went to Cathay with boi to watch Rob-b-hood....i tot i wun watch this show, but....hmm..the show is nice...yesh, it's funny and yet, very touching....i love the baby alot alot... *grinning*
then, we passed by ben & jerry...boi asked if i wanna eat, but i shaked head...so we continued walking, until i heard a voice calling my name from behind....it's LIWEN!!! hehe...she is working there and wanted me to buy ice cream...so i bought the mix n' match (3 scoops)...well, she gave me try almost all the ice creams, and gave me servings that is almost twice the size of the norm...boi and i was stuffing ourselves with the 3 scoops..hehe..then, we realised that we dun have much space left for dinner with boi's family...gawd!!!

we travelled to toa payoh to meet up with his family, and we went 幸福饮茶 for dim sum and dinner...i really can't eat much, but i can't reject his parents' offer, so i continued to stuff myself with food...btw, someone was holding a wedding there, so food was served quite slowly..hehe..after that, we went walking around toa payoh to shop with his family...saw BRODS...they were having some "concerts" there...yup yup...then, we headed back to Sengkang to watch TV until 10pm, before boi and his parents sent me back home..boi's driving has improved...more steady now.. =P

i felt tired, moody & sick........all because of that stupid idiotic HAZE!!! *faint*
i really feel suffocated, even at home..haiz...please go away k...i dun want an attack of asthma...
alright, boi, thankew so much...i noe i'm not in gd mood this morning..sorry..have a good rest k...tomorrow, hmm....i'll see if i can meet you...i'll need to finish my housework first..*muackz*

goodnight peepz...
recently, there is this haze, and some diseases around....please take good care of yourself, my dear friends... =)

a pic i took while on the way to the restaurant (in Nam Seng's car)....one of his daughter's toys..

中秋节

Friday is finally arriving..haha...

had OT today, coz i help francis to do the ink-blending for mass production...instead of being appreciated, i was suan-ed by the 3 idiotic guys..really hate them at times..wanna strangle them all..ok, yesh, i'm extremely angry with them..almost cried, but i told myself that i must be strong..shouldn't be aggitated by those monkeys..*breathe in breathe out* can't imagine if i'm going Malaysia with them...sigh~ why should i agree in the first place??? nightmare, nightmare....seriously speaking, some guys like to 挑破犁尖 (i dunno if i'm writing the correct word)..they like to anyhow frame others and help each other to force the weaker being to surrender..excuse me, though i'm the only gal there, that doesn't mean i will surrender to those idiots..feel like slapping them...whateva...whateva...yar, whateva...

sick stuff aside...
maria messaged me to check out the slackers' club stuff...
after so long, i'm glad that they never phased me out of the club..haha..
well, they are planning for an outing to Malaysia (again~) this December...hehe..
though i've worked in Grassland for almost a year, i have never stepped onto those places before..yar, really..
hope it'll be success, and i wanna go holiday....hehe..also, dunno if i got anything to tok to them after so long...*worried*...

will go out with boi tomorrow after work to celebrate 中秋节..hehe..yeah, can carry lanterns..so happy...*sounded childish*

me: eh, i very traditional k..

unknown: really meh? i think is the meeting up with your boi that is making you sOOooo happy..

me: *ahem* ...oie, who you are? dun disclose me leh....*faking a smile* i love festivals k..

unknown: har nah...like real....

me: *!#$@%^!&@*


ok, that's all for today....

wait...wait.....wait....

almost forget,

中秋节快乐！

reason why i'm happy today..

i'm happy because Dr. Liu Bing wasn't here today, and we all don't feel the presured, tensed and wateva-you-may-think-of expression...we do our work freely without any restrictions, can chit-chat and laugh like nobody's business, coz Dr. Wilson wun bother too..hehe..

oh, this friday, Wilson will treat all of us for lunch....yesh, our beloved R&D director is treating all of us k..so, i hope there isn't any KFC or Pizza...*grinning* but liu bing will come along *sigh*..anyway, as long as everything turns out well, i dun really bother...

Also, i have an extra off day...hmm, wonder when should i use it....it's just a day to replace Deepavali lar...must make full use of it...so, i'll go have a thorough thought about it...everyone is using their off on the following monday after Deepavali, coz tuesday will be another off...hmm, should i apply too???coz even if i go work, not many ppl will be around too wad..so, hehehehe....aiya, i'll go think about it..

one more thing, i'll be going Johor with Francis, Alex & Chin Leng on 20plus of this month..just an outing organised by francis..and we will be mitting early in the morning for breakfast at Woodlands...*har-so-early expression* my parents have approved..hehe..francis asked boi to come along too, but he wun be free on that day, i supposed..even if he is, he wun be able to go overseas with me too..so, leave him out ba...we are going to take bus there..no one is driving, coz they say it's very dangerous to drive there, esp. with Alex's BMW...you noe why lar hor...yup, so i hope it will be an interesting trip.. =)

see, so many happy things happening in a row...OMG..
how i wish i'll feel this way everyday...hmm....
but the guys still bully me all the time...*hmmpphh*
well, i have my own way to handle such people now...they almost gave up in talking to me, coz i always act blur...so.....they have no chance to suan me now....lalalala..

ok, i've gotta go now...
hope boi will call me soon...*pout*

something funny..

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A perfect Man & Woman


Today is Alex birthday...nothing special happened, other than he was being scolded by liu bing on his birthday...suay, but 活该! as for me, francis pushed one of his projects to me...!%$%#*^#$%^$. haha...but at least i'm able to learn more ma...was pissed off with liu bing today, coz he made me wash 100 over small containers for re-use purpose..excuse me, i got my stuff to do too k..but well, other than i almost smashed the containers on his head, alex came over and pity me, with a sarcastic tone..he where got so good rite..and francis said, "i thot it's alex's job?? how come you do?" now you know why i'm very pissed off...

oh, i forget to thank boi for buying my family a box of Shangri-la mooncake..haven't have the chance to eat yet, but it looks nice..hehe..talking about mooncakes, i've eaten quite alot...大中国's, Harbour City's, Tong Lok's, and many others tt i've forgotten the brand le..i'm a real glutton..*sob sob* and this friday, kenryuu is going to buy another box of mooncakes, ordering Pizzas & KFCs for us to celebrate Mooncake Festival, CL's & Alex's Birthdays altogether..why there is no celebration on my birthday????....haiz..gonna grow fatter soon... =(

I wish saturday will come asap.... *smiling to myself*
coz...coz...coz....
many happy moments will come...hehe..
but i still wish i can light up lanterns on friday with my family and boi..i noe it's kinda childish, but i find it fun. Still remember the times whereby hy, cy & me sat at the pavilion in Yunan Garden, busy lighting up candles, eating mooncakes & drinking green tea...haha...still remembered we chatted till 3am in the morn before we headed back to our hostels...

*pout and let a sigh*

time, please pass slightly faster k..hehe...anyway, today is already Tuesday...and soon, another weekend will be coming...actually, time passes quite fast already...but,if i can control time, of cuz i want good moments to stay longer...hehe..

good luck for those who are having CAs...