oh well, my IA result is out....
got a B+....
ok lar, i quite satisfied with it, as long as i never did badly, i'm fine...haha...
yeah, but i'm not happy too lar...just can't be bothered type lor...dunno why...
anyway, go check ur result ba... :)
Sims Life Stories is fun!!!!!
but, i need to study le...can't play anymore till hols ba...
now, time is very limited...so must jiayou with my studies...
ok, back to study.
yeah, finally it's friday...
went to school early in the morning to attend my lecture and tutorials...
then, we accompany hy to get her black polo tee for tomorrow SHE's concert... :)
after that, we travelled to Cityhall to walk walk...
cy & hy were discussing whether we should go for some sports activities...hmm, i really dun mind...anything lor...but really want NTU arh? very far and paiseh..haha...i dun mind going for Kickboxing...should be interesting??
along the journey, an idiot smsed me, asked a whole lot of questions just want me to help him get two tickets for tomorrow's soccer match.....Singapore vs Malaysia...
WTH!
really best lor...
it was raining very heavily then....so i told myself that if 6.30pm still rains, i will not go buy...
BUT, the weather is at his side k....it was still drizzling when i reach home, but, but it stopped at 6plus...so have to walk all the way to Jalan Besar Stadium just to get two tickets...
reached there to see a huge crowd of people...typically guys...to be specific, malay guys...uncles....dunno lar, just feel out of place there. Eyes were on me when i'm queueing...they must be wondering how come this gal will come here..yar, never buy such tickets before...
now then know that actually there is no seats to choose one...haha...sua ku..
yar, he came over to my house area here to collect lar...
hey, owes me a TREAT arh... :)
must state here,
Date: 26 January 2007
Time: 6.30pm
Alex owes me a BIG TREAT!
so many things happened...
Friday 15/12/2006
SQ (yanning's bf) came over to pass us the chocolates he bought from hoikaido..the 白色恋人 is very nice...haven't tried the strawberry dip..
met Brady friends (Wangjie, his room-mate, Fenglin & Junheng) at 8.30pm at clarke quay to bring them to Boat Quay's partyworld...
we were the first to reach...followed by Chin Leng..oh, he brought along his GF orh..haha..can't believe he also have one...lolz~
then, Francis...he lost his way lar, lousy..
lastly, Alex...(late for 2hrs)
had a great time singing..and my throat sores a bit..haha..
we sang till about 1am, and boi came over to fetch me home after his event..(with Jiantong)..
he went to a different partyworld, so i ended up waiting..haha...wasn't angry lar..only find that he is SO BLUR..
oh, i lost my lip balm there...i just bought it one month ago...haiz~
nvm lar...the whole session was really enjoyable..
Saturday 16/12/2006
SQ came again to pass us apple pie made by his mum...very nice k...woah..
did housework, as usual..
boi was busy with his event, so we never meet..
my house's TV set spoilt after 14 years..
we went to buy one after much discussion with my aunt, who has just bought one not long ago..
yup...32" HD tv, with a HDD/DVD recorder...haha..
so happy..
then we went over to sanyi's house to pay a visit...
Sunday 17/12/2006
went out early in the morning to buy paint to paint the house..
then boi came over to fetch my sisters and me to east coast for cycling...
but it rained non-stop...waited in the car for 1hr plus..
then, kian came, and we went bowling..my bowling sux lar...
after bowling, the sky was clear...so we went to cycle.. :)
then, we parked at Shaw Tower and walked over to Chin Chin for dinner..
we ran in the rain, and were drenched...
but it's quite fun lar..
then, we headed to Suntec to shop...boi got us potatochips dipped in chocz from Royce...
very unique, but delicious..
yup...that's all (in summary)
my whole body is aching after a whole day of furnishing....will continue tomorrow...
ok, go watch my TV...
Francis has finally sent me the notes...haha...
finally got something to read during the short holidays...but whether it is relevant or not, i'm not sure..but at least i can kill some time..
and he told me a bad news just now...
our friday meet up may be cancelled...
yar, after a long period of planning, and there it goes...
well, i've expected that to happen..so not much of a SHOCK to me..
i suddenly have no mood to attend the meet up too...WHATEVER.
hy reminded me of youtube...yes...i can watch taiwan/korean/hongkong (??) dramas thru it rite...
kill boredom...yeah!
thanx arh..i really forget about it...
have been watching Asian Games for the past weeks...(have panda eyes le)
really enjoyed watching...esp. the bowling finals....Remy Ong!!!! though he lost, he is still 2nd k..
inspired by him, i wanna go bowling!!!! hahaha...
but my skill really CMI..better dun sia suay.. =X
Also, the list of my night "activities" every week....
*10pm's HK show, 冲上云霄, on Channel U every Monday to Friday
*8pm's Project Superstar II on Channel U every Wednesday & Thursday
*8pm's 摆家乐 on Channel 8 every Monday
*a call from boi (if he is free)
actually not alot lar...most of the time, i'll be doing housework/ going out/ helping my parents/ surfing net....bla bla bla...haha....
so, i'm really very very free now lor...
cy gone to jb, hy going to 海南岛...so left me alone... *sob sob*
when u guys free, man...
and saturday can only meet yu, rol & wen for a short while...arrrrgggghhhh....
can anyone find a ONE WHOLE DAY free for me?
think only boi can...but he is very busy dis month...
nvm...i'll force drag jio my youngest sister for a swim...hope she has some time for me...
alrite, gotta go now..
yesterday was my last day in Brady...
well, if you ask me how i feel, i really dunno....
a bit of 舍不得, a bit of happiness, a bit of not used to my life....etc.
really alot alot of feelings...
Our R&D director, Wilson, chatted with Francis and I on our last day...
he told us that if we wanna come back to work after we graduate, he'll be willing to...hmm...
he also said that next time if we need to look for any job, and if we need his/ Liu Bing's help, we can just contact them...
we talked about our days in brady, our projects, and what we've learnt...
but we never mentioned to him about the "spider"...let CL does it before he leaves ba..
Liu Bing also said that if we need to do FYP, we can go back Brady...eh, this i really have to consider...haha..
before we left, CL and Alex waved goodbye from the window...haha...
like they are caged inside the building...so pathetic...
actually, it's quite touching lar, coz i made friends there...
dun dare to turn back, scared that i'll cry...
but i dun really get my actual feeling at that point of time, coz i'm missing boi too much...
nothing seems more important than that, at that moment...
yup, finally, tomorrow i'll be seeing him...
he promised to meet me very early in the morning, to spend the Sunday meaningfully with me..
it's getting so hard to even receive his little SMS nowadays...
haiz~
i'm trying to cope with my emotions, and i wanna make myself more independent..
yes, yes...
everything must learn...
*pout*
oh, hy is representing MSE today for bowling competition...
hope everything turns out fine...hehe...
go go, 加油！！ (famous line in 浪漫满屋. alrite, i'm a korean drama craze..)
Liu Bing bought us Canadian pizzas for lunch as a form of farewell...
a slice of pizza is slightly bigger than my hand...and i ate 3...haha..
so, till now i'm still very full...
we got him a set of parker pens...yar, typical brand lar...
hope he'll like it...
was quite angry today, coz of the "spider"...
scold me for no reason...he is stressed doesn't mean he can vent his anger on US rite...
but well, i'm not angry anymore..coz he apologised..haha...
yeah, a sincere "sorry" can cease unhappiness/hatred/wateva-bad-expression-that-you-wanna-put....
anyway, i wun be seeing him tomorrow, or should i say, forever...
coz tmr is my last day!!!!! and he is taking leave....*phew*
no mood for work actually...but i got no choice...
last day, must take a good look at everything before i leave... =)
boi is very very busy today...
he dun even have the time to SMS me lor...haiz~ so sad rite? hehe...
but i'm used to it..
shall not interrupt him...
oh, my bag has arrived today (rite?)....
coz his brother has packed all his stuffs and our (his sis & me) bags in one of the boxes that were arrived in singapore TODAY...
his brother will come back on 10/12...
ooh, can't wait to see........MY BAG lar....then, his bro meh...
haha..no lar, boi will get angry if i say bad things about his bro...
BUT, really wanna thank him for helping me to buy the bag... *grin*
yanning found a job...so happy for her...
alrite, francis is talking about proj superstar on MSN with me again....
sigh~
eh, wrong expression....sigh sigh~
hahahahaha...
weekend is coming!!!!!
my IA is ending in one week's time...
whoa~
dunno whether to feel happy or sad...
haha...
i reach brady at 7plus today....
no one was there in the R&D department yet...
coz i dun wanna be late lar...
as our director has been on a look out for or punctuality...
so, i dun want to get myself into trouble lor...
and alex reached at 8.30am...on the dot...
haha...first time so early to work...but i think dis wun last long for him lar...
oopz~
saw Daniel Lin, my pri sch cum jc classmate, yesterday at Manhattan...
he eventually went SMU..haha..after such a long SMS conversation with me...
haiz..waste my msgs lor...
but glad that he is enjoying his life now too.. :)
Boi told me that he is very afraid that i will be snatched away...lolz~
i think he really thinks too much lar...
seriously speaking, i think only he will appreciate me lor...and only he will think that i'm pretty.. *blush*
other than that, really NO ONE ELSE..
so, dun nid to fear lar...
anyway, i dun wanna leave him too...he is really the best guy i've ever met, till now...
yup, not even the 3 guys in my IA....lolz~
anyway, they only look at pretty gals lar...their tastes are very superficial...
*bad mouth*
haha...boi's brother went for sky diving in australia...
coz he has graduated, and was enjoying the rest of the days he can spend in there...
but i'm really pei fu that he went for such a jump...
firstly, it's damn ex..
secondly, it's extremely dangerous...
thirdly, it's very scary to look down from so high up..
fourthly, the excitement is only the first few seconds...
so, i wun jump..haha...
i'm very afraid of heights..yup...
but really think that he is very daring lar...
alrite, tomorrow will be singing K with alfred's family....
abit nervous now...
but, hope everything will turn out well lor...
boi is busy today...hope everything turns out well...jia you!!
dunno why, suddenly have no mood to do anything...
the enthusiasm for going out on 15 dec is gone...
haiz~
kinda feeling sick of it, why so troublesome to go out?
people halfway wanna leave...some worse, maybe last minute can't go...
tell me, lidat where got any mood to do anything???
must as well call it off, isn't it?
as for malaysia trip,
that's even worse..
i just wanna go overseas to get some fresh air...
haiz, looks like it's not possible anymore.
CL most probably cant go...
Francis wanna go clubbing...
den...no point going le...
just so sick of everything...
please, dun organise anything le k..
always say this, say that and ended up???
NOTHING!
well, boi is totally not free during Dec, except Christmas...
so, who wanna jio me out in DEC??? let me know k..
if not, i will really bored to death man..
suddenly hate december so much...
and counting down??? i'm alone again...
arggghhhh, every year lidat...
that's the problem of having a boyfriend that does events...sigh~
*bad mood*
haha...just managed to finish 3 art pieces....
hmm, can't say it yet...
shall wait till next week den disclose...
well, i think it'll be quite meaningful... ;P
got scolded by mum early in the morning...
haiz~
the feeling of leaving this house is getting stronger and stronger...
i really can't wait for the day where i can get out of here totally...
yar, i may regret, but the mental torture is much worse..
anyway, it's my fault...
i can't be a "good" daughter that my mum wants..
yup, and i noe he can help me...
he wants to...but it's not the rite time yet...
so, i'll wait patiently... =)
you may think it's childish...but who cares...
till you got a mum like mine, then u will understand....
my friends around me, even boi, will agree with me...haha...
ok lar, i'm really used to it le...21yrs le leh...just that i'm starting to not see the point of being a slave of my mum...yup...at least a slave for someone who will appreciate is better, isn't it?
ok, WHATEVER..
boi is busy today...
he is stressed, i noe...
so i shall not disturb him to add on to his problem...haha..
coz myself is a problem to him, at times...
hope everything will turn better...*grin*
i've not been talking about my IA recently...
coz i really gt nothing to talk about...
oh, other than the "死了都要爱" from Francis....so we all 死了都要挨 his terrible singing...haha...
Liu Bing is going overseas tomorrow till friday...haha...
we've decided to buy something for Liu Bing...Francis will decide what to buy lar..
hmm, can't think of things to say le..
i'm getting tired of my work in IA...
just dun see any purpose of all these formulations, castings, testings...bla..
why?
maybe because i've submitted my report ba...
dunno lar...must remain 开朗.
just now have a gush of thoughts to write, but now, dun feel like writing again..
ok, end here..
finally, tomorrow will be the submission of my report!!!
haha...fascinated as it will mean that there will be no more stress...i hope..
can't wait to see hy & cy...arggghhh~
miss them a lot...
boi's brother is coming back soon...
it's his final semester, and guess what? First class honours k...and heard that he top the whole school...*faint*
i like smart people...haha..but i dun like his brother...oopz~
no lar, he quite ok lar...eh, helped me buy a bag from australia..
can't wait to see it!!!!
oh, i will pay for that bag..i dun care... *pout*
ok, something serious...
after so many days of thoughts, i really decide to go back...
i'm tired of the times where i have to face those mental struggles, emotional breakdowns, etc.
yes, i dun wish to see history repeating itself...
one Simon is enough...i dun wish to be the second him...no...
if i do, then it will hurt boi alot...
i had boi as a pillar of support that time, but who will be his now?
SO, i should stay by his side...to heal his wound..it's me who cause all these, and i should be the one ending these..
解铃还需系铃人
as i've promised, i will stay by his side forever, no matter what..
then, i should keep my promise as a promise weighs a lot in both of our hearts..
boi, give me some time to get back..
dun snatch my freedom away k...
i need my friends too...
my favourite song, and it's kinda meaningful... =)
I think I (浪漫满屋) ~ translated
I refused to believe that it could be so,
there’s no way that I’m in love with you,
I lied to myself that it’s just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.
I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.
We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn’t a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there’s no way we can be lovers,
but I don’t want to make excuses anymore.
why didn’t I know that it was you,
why couldn’t I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.
anyway, as i've said earlier...
there is only one path i can choose...
soon, all these will be history...
many terrible things happened for the past two days...
till now my feelings are still floating...
i've tried to talk, but it got worse..
i really feel like leaving this mess..
almost break up..but he just trying to salvage..
i dunno...
went to boi's office today...
everything seems alright...
is it really alright?
i'm confused...
i can't speak naturally in front of him..
i dunno...
wat's going on?
boi, i noe u still feel sad...you just trying to hide ur feelings...
but, is it going to help?
*let out a sigh*
is ending IA going to make both of us feel better?
i hope it will...
pics taken with him along the way from his office to esplanade...
dis is a question francis asked today...
hmm, i also dunno the answer..
well, wun regret ba...
reason same as him, coz i've made 3 friends...
yup...though i'm the only gal there, i dun really feel outcast k..
thru this IA, i start to love cars...while sitting at a corner of a bus, i'll look out of window and look at the models of the cars...quite interesting, actually..
also, their soccer betting sessions...it's a vice..i wun touch it, but it's fun to hear them say about soccer, like they very pro lidat..
teasings, jokes, actings, singing, bla bla bla....it's so funny when come to think of it...
guys are really different from gals...
they wun hate you forever...only that moment when you did something bad to them..yup..
still remember the flooding incident, i splashed dirty water on alex's face...coz he agitated me...but, he wasn't angry...i mean, he is angry, but he very fast forget it le..hmm, should learn from them...
maybe i'll end up having mindsets like them...oohh, not good..then i'll hurt people unintentionally..
haha..
but it's really fun to be in Brady for these few months..
very soon, it will mark an end to my attachment journey...and now, i must treasure every moment i spend in Brady..yup...
think i'll miss this place and these people alot!!! the security guards, that indian lady, the operators, aunty (cleaner), huiling, chinni (put for fun), kenryuu (put for fun too), liu bing, francis (still can see in ntu), chinleng and aiya, dun wanna say le..haha...so sad rite? life is just a torture at times. it's really fun to work with the 3 guys, coz they are just so child-like. it's a place where i wun see fake people (those wearing masks)...though quite a few backstabbers *giggling*, but they are just trying to be funny lar...i noe i'll miss them, true friends huh..also, i'll miss taking bus 21..miss eunos & jtc caifan..ok, enuf..yup..
oh, Francis is organising a KTV session on 16 dec...
i feel like going...but it's like a pub instead of those kbox or partyworld...
haiz~
boi sure wun allow one...coz...haiz, dun wish to mention again..
well, if huiling is going, i'll go lor...
if not, den i'll ask them to go somewhere else ba...haha..
think in the end, i will end up not going...why? restrictions!!!
nothing much to say le...
very tired...
finally finished my report!!! hope no error...
but it seems like it's too short leh...
haiz
anything den..can't be bothered le..
pics taken on saturday nite...boi took one, looked so stunned..haha..and the pooh!!! our resemblance...god, can't imagine our child looks like this..argghhh~ *想太多了*
boi fetched me yesterday...
he drove!!!
yar, i'm the live street directory lar..ask him to turn here, turn there...interesting..
we went to watch Casino Royale..
better than i expected..haha..
dun wanna embarrass him, so shall not say much about his driving incidents, other than he never switch off his headlights before he went off and forgetting to change his gear to "parking" when he parked....oopz~ ok, no more from me k..hahaha...
it's really ex to park at esplanade k...haiyo...*shake head*
hmm, so many things happened today...
the worst news, i need to re-do my report and hand it to liu bing by tomorrow..sigh~
it's very sad and stress to hear that...
so, i'll be taking a half-day leave tomorrow...going brady in the afternoon lar..
i'll be going back school dis friday!!!
hy & cy, wanna meet for lunch??very very long never meet le leh...*sob sob*
second, everything suddenly seems so clear le...i noe what i'm doing now..thanks! shhh, this is a secret, can't say..was very troubled the whole day, but now, i noe what i should treasure..but i still need time to get back from the aftermath, get myself healed..haha...great counsellor, indeed. but still i have to say this, SORRY! 2 more weeks, and these will be history..and i have to forward to next stage of life..friends, will our friendship ends just lidat? well, someone just wun bother, i noe..nevermind.
third, casted more than ten inks today...the washing part is worse...and wat adds on to my pissfulness is all the inks failed!!! damn it. Substrates are limited! i need to coat primer again, and time will be wasted! excuse me, how much more must i do?
fourth, i realised that i forgot to bring home my important documents for project when i'm already halfway home...so, boi called me and persuaded me to travel back..excuse me, it's raining k...but i still ran back to brady...the security guard was confused, but i can't be bothered to explain to him lar..and i never regretted going back..coz now, i got something to write...THANX, DEAR!
alrite, no more time wasted...
i need to get started now..
Went out with yu & wen last saturday...
to update each other about all the stuffs going around...
to get rol's prez...hehe..
heard quite alot of stuffs, but can't say it here..
met yu at about 5pm, and started to search for what we want.. :)
then, we sat down somewhere and chatted while waiting for wen to come..
many things happened, and i felt sad over it..
but well, it may be a good thing afterall...
yup..
then, we had dinner at Thai Express before we went SHOPPING!!!
i only bought a belt...
the people working in that shop, esp. the guy, keep laughing at us. They were really entertained by our silly, sua ku and san ba acts..hehe..
still remembered a disgusting guy with hair sticking out of his nostrils trying to harass yu..haha..
saw some weird dressings, maybe due to Halloween ba...a "spiderman" and a "batwoman" running across the walkway at cine trying to avoid attentions and get a cab..but, all of us there, i mean everyone, noticed their existence...and, of cuz, laugh lar..
well, then after much shopping, we went Coffee Club, our fav hangout, for dessert..funny thing happened again, the waiter was trying to bluff us, coz the three of us were sitting there saying jokes and laughing like nobody's business while waiting for a sit..the process is too long to be written down..but it's quite funny..
it's been so long since i meet them and really LAUGH OUT LOUD..
well, we left at about 11.50pm...
wen & i were rushing for our last train, while yu took her cab..
when i reach home, boi messaged me tt his event has just ended..
he tot that i've slept..haha...
but days without bf around, no restriction, can be very fun...hor...
sunday went boi's house to finish watching 《宫》...
i love it!!!
but 律's ending is rather sad...
i cried a few times...*sniff sniff*
but finally, i can return the vcds..no more pestering..hehe..
today's work...
busy the whole day...
alex came half day, coz his granny was hospitalised..
hmm, hope everything is ok...
Francis cut his finger while preparing his samples..
he won le lor..use a pen knife to cut the substrate also can't cut properly..
the wound was rather deep, a portion of his skin was sliced out totally...
arggghhhh~
shall not say about it le...the scene is rather gross...eeekkk...
*hit my forehead repeatedly*
ok, that's all ba..
rushing my report..very scared that i can't finish... =(
well, i wasn't alone at work today....
the two idiots (francis & alex) have been lying yesterday saying that they wun be coming today...
i thot it's real, coz alex seemed so sincere...
and today, i was totally confused, coz why alex is here?
he said, “感动吧！怕你自己一个人很孤单。。特地来陪你。。”
yar rite, bluff me still say till so nice..
the whole day is full of laughters lar...talked about alot of things...
and after work, i waited for them outside R&D lab..
waited for about 5min still never see them..
than francis came out from behind saying that we can go, alex has went home...
just when i opened the door, alex jumped out trying to surprise me..
but too bad, he failed..haha...
yar, the guys are just immature...one 28 and the other 23..so old le still so childish..
sigh~
anyway, i enjoyed my day...
met boi just now for a short dinner at my hse here..
thanx for coming down to chat with me for awhile..hehe..
and tomorrow, i can't see him..*sob sob*
haiz, dun wish to think of it...
go bathe now...
as i've mentioned before, today only alex and i were working..thot that it will be very boring, but overall, i'm still ok with it lar..
we went all the way out for lunch again...
see, we only have 1hr..and let say we take 20min to eat, we'll only have 15min each to travel to and fro..
yup, that's what we've calculated...
as he drove, we were thinking of where to eat...
Bedok?? ...too bad, we just past the road, and no time for a U-turn..
Katong??...very difficult to find parking lot..
Parkway??....hmm, can consider...
then we started to chat......
alex suddenly said, "we go east coast to eat!"
haha...ok lor, hope we have the time, dun wanna end up da bao-ing Mac back..hehe..
had a sumptous lunch...he treated me a drink, i noe..still wanna bluff me say that the aunty see him shuai, give him for free..wanna pay him, but he refused..
whatever then...
some things in common among guys: they like to speed...like to scold people who are blocking their ways unintentionally...like to dash pass when the light is turning red..haha
we were only 5min late k..phew..no nid stay back dis time, but it's quite rush lar..
wang jie came after lunch...oh, i dun nid to face alex, alone, anymore..hehe..
even wang jie said the 3 guys are bullying me leh..thanx, man..help me 打抱不平!!!
well, tomorrow will be me, ALONE, le..
coz alex taking leave to stay at home and SLEEP!!
francis going back NTU (yar, like i believe..)
CL still in Hongkong...
*sob sob*
pray hard that there isn't much work for me to do..hehe...
and my meet up with boi tomorrow is cancelled, coz my dad went overseas le...
saturday can't see him either, coz he will be busy...
only left with Sunday...sigh~
i'm getting that sickness again...
the feeling of not looking forward for anything...arggghhhh~ *terrible*
back to report..
ps: boi still doesn't want to call me...i think he is really angry dis time..i'm angry too, so i wun surrender..no way.. =(
yup, i went to vivocity again!!!!!
you may say, "not sian meh.."
eh, hehe...my answer is, "still ok lar."
tried a top at Mango, not very nice, so never buy....
then went to Principle and tried another top...very nice buy the price is WAH-type...
so i also never buy...haha..
well, but i bought some stuffs...something rather irrelevant...it's from Candy Empire!!
yeah, bought a pack of chips, chocolate and a box of Belgium cookies... *yummy*
but i never eat lar...coz i bought them for boi's family...(coz i paiseh, always go his house & they always buy things for me ma..)
hey, buying food/candies and share them with your friends can be an enjoyable activity leh..
but now, i'm trying to slim down...hope i can...*sob sob*
an extremely difficult task, i noe...haiz~
a new resolution (hope i can do it): to get myself slimmed down by the time my hair becomes long again... =)
eh, i very scared i can't do it...
CL is going Hongkong tomorrow morning...francis is still in his chalet...left me & alex tomorrow..sigh~ very sian leh....i dun want to eat lunch with him..have to face him whole day, so boring..arrrggghhhh~
ok, shall continue with my report and jot something down in the PEACE book..
there was a bad flood in Brady R&D department yesterday...
i was shocked to see CL early in the morning mopping floor in the office...then i realised that it was flooded because the hose that was fixed to the humidity chamber was loosen...and distilled water flowed throughout the night...
we spent 3hour cleaning up the place and now, my arms are aching..hehe...
me & CL...stupid alex dun even noe how to take a proper pic...
a pic that i took last time....mirror image...not very good one lar...(models: CL & alex)
lolz...i post this pics during work...so...i have to do it fast...
yup..
that's all...
buaiz~
what's wrong with me dis time?
i'm not feeling good to be at my workplace....
i got nothing to do there....other than helping out here and there...
always need to face those idiots..sigh~
i dun feel comfortable when they start to tease about me n him, and it got worse after he has broken up with his gf...though i always jokingly played along and regretted after that...
today francis asked me a question...i was hesitating before i replied...how come??perhaps, i myself also dun really know the answer..sigh~
when he asked if he could give me a ride home today, i answered no..my natural reaction...haha..yar, just that my natural reaction doesn't really speak my mind..
well, i noe what my mind is thinking, but there is no other way other than that only path that i should take -- to move on silently, coz sooner or later, this will become a history...yup..
i need time to be alone and reflect...yesh...
it's not what you guys think, i'm very rooted to my decision....
but i just need time to remove that feelings from my mind...i noe i can...
had OT for two consecutive days le...quite tired...but was delighted when boi called me..hehe..what can be happier than receiving a call frm ur dearest after a long tiring day of work? too bad my mom called me, so i have to hang up...sorry dear...hope he will be home early today to call me....hehe...purposely put it big, so that he can see it and go home earlier??
enuf say....i shall start doing my report, even though there is nothing to write..
ps: update the trip to Vivocity again...well, actually nothing much to say about tt too, but got some pics lar..hehe..
ok, shall start from friday...no, should be thursday night...(boi, i still wanna type everything down..hehe..)
i've made a mistake by sending a sms to people who don't read msgs thoroughly...
here the message goes from lee hong when i was talking on phone with boi...
我爱你！
你别误会，我是因为昨晚睡觉时梦见月老， 他叫我在中秋节前向七个像猪的人说我爱你，我就会福寿安康！哈哈！中秋节快乐！
yup, i sent to many people, none replied other than Alex....this is what he said....
"me too! i share the same sentiment as you..."
by the time i received this, it's the next day (friday) morning le...i never replied, coz to me, he is saying that i looks like a pig...yar yar yar...
On friday,
i wore pretty different...coz it's mid-autumn festival and i'm meeting boi ma..hehe...
all the guys there were actually commenting on my dressing, coz i usually wear a T-shirt & a pair of jeans..hehe..all the guys, including Kenryuu, but excluding Alex..
we went for a 2hr lunch break, coz Wilson treated us to a Chinese restaurant..sat in Nam Seng's (another R&D guy, who i seldom tok to..) car, and played with his child's toys...hehe...coz i'm very bored..the 3 guys sat in another person's car..yup...nothing much happened lar, other than the food was nice..hehe...
after lunch, we travelled back to Brady, and continued with our work...then, Alex started to tell the 2 other guys that i confessed to him yesterday...i was like, "yar lor...i finally confessed...happy??" aiya, you noe, the very normal me, crap along with them...i really tot he was crapping, until he asked me, "why did you suddenly wanna say that to me?" i was like, huh?? what you talking?? *lotsa question marks* then i asked him to scroll down the text...then, "oooohhhh, i see...hehe..." i was even more confused...coz if he never see what's below, then his reply means.....................*stunned*....but i never really ask him lar, dun wanna malu him..hehe..and he just smile to stop the conversation on that topic...
well, after that, we chatted alot, coz i need to help him for casting varnishes...then, he asked, "so why did you wear so nice today?" i was like...erm, because i'm going out ma...so, he said, "then, you mean you always go home straight after work arh..." yar, why? cannot meh..he asked me about my boi & dunno why he mentioned about wang jie too...the rest of the conversation was redundant, other than before we bid goodbye, "he shouted across the street saying, "我爱你！我爱你！” *jokingly* yup...just wanna jot it down to make myself laugh when i read back again in future...no other meaning...and i still love boi alot k...i wun choose alex one, dun worry, coz he got too many gals around him, and i dun like to see history to repeat..yup yup..
oh yar, that night was too hazy for boi n i to carry lanterns around..we can only hide indoor...sigh...
then today,
went to Cathay with boi to watch Rob-b-hood....i tot i wun watch this show, but....hmm..the show is nice...yesh, it's funny and yet, very touching....i love the baby alot alot... *grinning*
then, we passed by ben & jerry...boi asked if i wanna eat, but i shaked head...so we continued walking, until i heard a voice calling my name from behind....it's LIWEN!!! hehe...she is working there and wanted me to buy ice cream...so i bought the mix n' match (3 scoops)...well, she gave me try almost all the ice creams, and gave me servings that is almost twice the size of the norm...boi and i was stuffing ourselves with the 3 scoops..hehe..then, we realised that we dun have much space left for dinner with boi's family...gawd!!!
we travelled to toa payoh to meet up with his family, and we went 幸福饮茶 for dim sum and dinner...i really can't eat much, but i can't reject his parents' offer, so i continued to stuff myself with food...btw, someone was holding a wedding there, so food was served quite slowly..hehe..after that, we went walking around toa payoh to shop with his family...saw BRODS...they were having some "concerts" there...yup yup...then, we headed back to Sengkang to watch TV until 10pm, before boi and his parents sent me back home..boi's driving has improved...more steady now.. =P
i felt tired, moody & sick........all because of that stupid idiotic HAZE!!! *faint*
i really feel suffocated, even at home..haiz...please go away k...i dun want an attack of asthma...
alright, boi, thankew so much...i noe i'm not in gd mood this morning..sorry..have a good rest k...tomorrow, hmm....i'll see if i can meet you...i'll need to finish my housework first..*muackz*
goodnight peepz...
recently, there is this haze, and some diseases around....please take good care of yourself, my dear friends... =)
a pic i took while on the way to the restaurant (in Nam Seng's car)....one of his daughter's toys..
