3rd Anniversary gift!!!

Caricature by Jit.

nice rite? my favourite winnie the pooh!!!! and honey....hahahaha...
the best gift ever... :)
thankew boi!!! *muackz*

hey peepz!

sorry, due to some problem with my comp, i wun be able to update all my stuff at this moment..

there are lotsa things to say...haha...Christmas, Gatherings, Anniversary....etc.

will update once everything is settled...

also, dun be bothered by that person who keeps on interrupting my life...well, the same nuisance again...it's so obvious that he/she doesn't know that it's trackable..anyway, one more time, and i'll get this to the police..take it or leave it...PEST!

alright, it wun affect my mood..haha...
boi and me are obviously ok...celebrating our 3rd anniversary this coming weekend!!!!
*anticipating*

friday is the day....
REGISTRATION OF SUBJECTS!!
haven been doing such thing for a semester or more...so kinda not used to it...
plan your timetable well arh...
my wednesday will be a hectic day....ends at 7.30pm!!!!
no time for lunch and dinner too...poor me...
but anyway, just wanna focus on studies for this sem...promised boi that i'll do my best, and he will do his...
a difficult year, i would say, for both of us...but we will overcome it.... ;)

hy & cy,
let me know ur time tables....
i wanna take references...haha...
ok, time for dinner...

enjoy the rest of the hols before sch reopens, yah...

oh yar, before i forget.....
happy 21st birthday, hy!!! (sorry for being 2 days late...)

ps: rol, yu & wen....when are we meeting?????

update..update..

so many things happened...

Friday 15/12/2006
SQ (yanning's bf) came over to pass us the chocolates he bought from hoikaido..the 白色恋人 is very nice...haven't tried the strawberry dip..
met Brady friends (Wangjie, his room-mate, Fenglin & Junheng) at 8.30pm at clarke quay to bring them to Boat Quay's partyworld...
we were the first to reach...followed by Chin Leng..oh, he brought along his GF orh..haha..can't believe he also have one...lolz~
then, Francis...he lost his way lar, lousy..
lastly, Alex...(late for 2hrs)
had a great time singing..and my throat sores a bit..haha..
we sang till about 1am, and boi came over to fetch me home after his event..(with Jiantong)..
he went to a different partyworld, so i ended up waiting..haha...wasn't angry lar..only find that he is SO BLUR..
oh, i lost my lip balm there...i just bought it one month ago...haiz~
nvm lar...the whole session was really enjoyable..

Saturday 16/12/2006
SQ came again to pass us apple pie made by his mum...very nice k...woah..
did housework, as usual..
boi was busy with his event, so we never meet..
my house's TV set spoilt after 14 years..
we went to buy one after much discussion with my aunt, who has just bought one not long ago..
yup...32" HD tv, with a HDD/DVD recorder...haha..
so happy..
then we went over to sanyi's house to pay a visit...

Sunday 17/12/2006
went out early in the morning to buy paint to paint the house..
then boi came over to fetch my sisters and me to east coast for cycling...
but it rained non-stop...waited in the car for 1hr plus..
then, kian came, and we went bowling..my bowling sux lar...
after bowling, the sky was clear...so we went to cycle.. :)
then, we parked at Shaw Tower and walked over to Chin Chin for dinner..
we ran in the rain, and were drenched...
but it's quite fun lar..
then, we headed to Suntec to shop...boi got us potatochips dipped in chocz from Royce...
very unique, but delicious..

yup...that's all (in summary)

my whole body is aching after a whole day of furnishing....will continue tomorrow...
ok, go watch my TV...

unfeeling

Francis has finally sent me the notes...haha...
finally got something to read during the short holidays...but whether it is relevant or not, i'm not sure..but at least i can kill some time..
and he told me a bad news just now...
our friday meet up may be cancelled...
yar, after a long period of planning, and there it goes...
well, i've expected that to happen..so not much of a SHOCK to me..
i suddenly have no mood to attend the meet up too...WHATEVER.

hy reminded me of youtube...yes...i can watch taiwan/korean/hongkong (??) dramas thru it rite...
kill boredom...yeah!
thanx arh..i really forget about it...

have been watching Asian Games for the past weeks...(have panda eyes le)
really enjoyed watching...esp. the bowling finals....Remy Ong!!!! though he lost, he is still 2nd k..
inspired by him, i wanna go bowling!!!! hahaha...
but my skill really CMI..better dun sia suay.. =X

Also, the list of my night "activities" every week....
*10pm's HK show, 冲上云霄, on Channel U every Monday to Friday
*8pm's Project Superstar II on Channel U every Wednesday & Thursday
*8pm's 摆家乐 on Channel 8 every Monday
*a call from boi (if he is free)

actually not alot lar...most of the time, i'll be doing housework/ going out/ helping my parents/ surfing net....bla bla bla...haha....

so, i'm really very very free now lor...
cy gone to jb, hy going to 海南岛...so left me alone... *sob sob*
when u guys free, man...
and saturday can only meet yu, rol & wen for a short while...arrrrgggghhhh....
can anyone find a ONE WHOLE DAY free for me?
think only boi can...but he is very busy dis month...
nvm...i'll force drag jio my youngest sister for a swim...hope she has some time for me...

alrite, gotta go now..

over the weekend

went to marina square with boi for lunch at asian kitchen...oh, did i mention that boi fetch me with his little kangoo??haha...and he said it's a sports car..a sports car that travels at a max speed of 70km/h??? lolz~
then, we bought secret recipe's cheesecakes and 1A curry puffs for boi's family & me..

spent a few hours in boi's house before we headed to Changi Airport to fetch his brother...saw Chow Yun Fatt at Airport k...he is tall lor, and quite friendly... :)
boi's brother really bought a lot of things...his clothes have already filled up the whole luggage, not mentioning some of them have arrived earlier by courier service, and not mentioning that he has donated 5 big boxes of his clothes...wow, he has clothes more than a normal woman k...50 pairs of jeans that cost $200~$300 plus...uncountable number of shirts...bla bla bla...spoilt brat..i really feel this way k..boi, dun blame me for saying this hor...
but he gave me a bag, which brand will come to Singapore next year (i heard)...quite nice, i can say..though the colour is kinda light to me, i like it lar..haha...and a box of chocz... ;P thanx that there are finally no NOUGATS...*giggle*






today, went out with cy to search for hy's present...
well, waited for her for 1/2 hr k...
nvm, we walked around, ended up looking for our OWN stuff...haha...
but, the main point is, we've finally got something for her... :)
a tough search...something that is rather...erm.....not what hy will normally have...
hehe...dun let your imagination run wild...nothing dirty or wat...
just that we think it's NICE...
ok, shall not say much....

gotta bathe,
end here...


ps: miss my boi...haiz~

Last day of IA

yesterday was my last day in Brady...

well, if you ask me how i feel, i really dunno....
a bit of 舍不得, a bit of happiness, a bit of not used to my life....etc.
really alot alot of feelings...

Our R&D director, Wilson, chatted with Francis and I on our last day...
he told us that if we wanna come back to work after we graduate, he'll be willing to...hmm...
he also said that next time if we need to look for any job, and if we need his/ Liu Bing's help, we can just contact them...
we talked about our days in brady, our projects, and what we've learnt...
but we never mentioned to him about the "spider"...let CL does it before he leaves ba..
Liu Bing also said that if we need to do FYP, we can go back Brady...eh, this i really have to consider...haha..

before we left, CL and Alex waved goodbye from the window...haha...
like they are caged inside the building...so pathetic...
actually, it's quite touching lar, coz i made friends there...
dun dare to turn back, scared that i'll cry...
but i dun really get my actual feeling at that point of time, coz i'm missing boi too much...
nothing seems more important than that, at that moment...

yup, finally, tomorrow i'll be seeing him...
he promised to meet me very early in the morning, to spend the Sunday meaningfully with me..
it's getting so hard to even receive his little SMS nowadays...
haiz~
i'm trying to cope with my emotions, and i wanna make myself more independent..
yes, yes...
everything must learn...
*pout*

oh, hy is representing MSE today for bowling competition...
hope everything turns out fine...hehe...
go go, 加油！！ (famous line in 浪漫满屋. alrite, i'm a korean drama craze..)

2nd last day of my IA

Liu Bing bought us Canadian pizzas for lunch as a form of farewell...
a slice of pizza is slightly bigger than my hand...and i ate 3...haha..
so, till now i'm still very full...

we got him a set of parker pens...yar, typical brand lar...
hope he'll like it...

was quite angry today, coz of the "spider"...
scold me for no reason...he is stressed doesn't mean he can vent his anger on US rite...
but well, i'm not angry anymore..coz he apologised..haha...
yeah, a sincere "sorry" can cease unhappiness/hatred/wateva-bad-expression-that-you-wanna-put....
anyway, i wun be seeing him tomorrow, or should i say, forever...
coz tmr is my last day!!!!! and he is taking leave....*phew*

no mood for work actually...but i got no choice...
last day, must take a good look at everything before i leave... =)

boi is very very busy today...
he dun even have the time to SMS me lor...haiz~ so sad rite? hehe...
but i'm used to it..
shall not interrupt him...
oh, my bag has arrived today (rite?)....
coz his brother has packed all his stuffs and our (his sis & me) bags in one of the boxes that were arrived in singapore TODAY...
his brother will come back on 10/12...
ooh, can't wait to see........MY BAG lar....then, his bro meh...
haha..no lar, boi will get angry if i say bad things about his bro...
BUT, really wanna thank him for helping me to buy the bag... *grin*

yanning found a job...so happy for her...

alrite, francis is talking about proj superstar on MSN with me again....
sigh~
eh, wrong expression....sigh sigh~
hahahahaha...

weekend is coming!!!!!

Let me leave this place...

a place that i dread to go after work/school everyday...
a place where i feel so stressed...
a place where i must be responsible of anything...
a place where all the blames will be on me, even if i never do anything wrong...

let me leave this place...
i really had enough....how long do i still need to wait?
i'm afraid that i can't wait till that day...before i realise, insanity sets...


ps: i'm taking a half-day leave tomorrow...

one more week.

my IA is ending in one week's time...
whoa~
dunno whether to feel happy or sad...
haha...

i reach brady at 7plus today....
no one was there in the R&D department yet...
coz i dun wanna be late lar...
as our director has been on a look out for or punctuality...
so, i dun want to get myself into trouble lor...
and alex reached at 8.30am...on the dot...
haha...first time so early to work...but i think dis wun last long for him lar...
oopz~


saw Daniel Lin, my pri sch cum jc classmate, yesterday at Manhattan...
he eventually went SMU..haha..after such a long SMS conversation with me...
haiz..waste my msgs lor...
but glad that he is enjoying his life now too.. :)

Boi told me that he is very afraid that i will be snatched away...lolz~
i think he really thinks too much lar...
seriously speaking, i think only he will appreciate me lor...and only he will think that i'm pretty.. *blush*
other than that, really NO ONE ELSE..
so, dun nid to fear lar...
anyway, i dun wanna leave him too...he is really the best guy i've ever met, till now...
yup, not even the 3 guys in my IA....lolz~
anyway, they only look at pretty gals lar...their tastes are very superficial...
*bad mouth*

haha...boi's brother went for sky diving in australia...
coz he has graduated, and was enjoying the rest of the days he can spend in there...
but i'm really pei fu that he went for such a jump...
firstly, it's damn ex..
secondly, it's extremely dangerous...
thirdly, it's very scary to look down from so high up..
fourthly, the excitement is only the first few seconds...
so, i wun jump..haha...
i'm very afraid of heights..yup...
but really think that he is very daring lar...


alrite, tomorrow will be singing K with alfred's family....
abit nervous now...
but, hope everything will turn out well lor...
boi is busy today...hope everything turns out well...jia you!!

who is stressed?

just when i was walking to the bus stop just now, boi called me and told me how stress he was...
i just dun have the mood to talk to him..
i'm having those bochap attitude towards anything...sorry..
sometimes find that, why should you tell another person that how stress you are?
i'll never say...coz i noe everyone will have their things to bother...
why must add on to it?
sorry, i noe that being his girlfriend, i must at least hear him talk...
see if he is troubled, and try to console him, help him to find a solution...bla bla bla..
yup, i noe i must do all those stuffs...
But,
can i just dun listen, and end the call?
then i noe it'll hurt his feelings...and make myself look so NOT understanding..
i really wish i can be a total NOT understanding gal...
just because i need to spend too much time trying not to hurt anyone's feelings, i have to live my life in such a painstaking manner...
is it worth?


just let me SHOUT OUT today...
i need to vent these trashes somewhere...if not i'll explode....

"人不是在沉默中爆炸， 就是在沉默中死亡。。"

ok, project superstar is starting soon...
end here...

*let out a sigh*

to go or not to go?

dunno why, suddenly have no mood to do anything...
the enthusiasm for going out on 15 dec is gone...
haiz~
kinda feeling sick of it, why so troublesome to go out?
people halfway wanna leave...some worse, maybe last minute can't go...
tell me, lidat where got any mood to do anything???
must as well call it off, isn't it?

as for malaysia trip,
that's even worse..
i just wanna go overseas to get some fresh air...
haiz, looks like it's not possible anymore.
CL most probably cant go...
Francis wanna go clubbing...
den...no point going le...
just so sick of everything...
please, dun organise anything le k..
always say this, say that and ended up???
NOTHING!

well, boi is totally not free during Dec, except Christmas...
so, who wanna jio me out in DEC??? let me know k..
if not, i will really bored to death man..
suddenly hate december so much...
and counting down??? i'm alone again...
arggghhhh, every year lidat...
that's the problem of having a boyfriend that does events...sigh~

*bad mood*

Skin changed for countless times

and YEAH,

i've changed my blogskin AGAIN!!!!
i noe some people are really sick of me changing and changing...
actually i'm trying to look for a skin that is suitable for me...
so, at different stage of life, my mood changes, and so does my blogskin...
yup...just bear with me lar..

i really love this skin a lot..
and i really do hope that it will last for very very very long lar...haha...
unless i find any flaw, i will not change it..haha

did something meaningful..

haha...just managed to finish 3 art pieces....
hmm, can't say it yet...
shall wait till next week den disclose...
well, i think it'll be quite meaningful... ;P

got scolded by mum early in the morning...
haiz~
the feeling of leaving this house is getting stronger and stronger...
i really can't wait for the day where i can get out of here totally...
yar, i may regret, but the mental torture is much worse..
anyway, it's my fault...
i can't be a "good" daughter that my mum wants..
yup, and i noe he can help me...
he wants to...but it's not the rite time yet...
so, i'll wait patiently... =)

you may think it's childish...but who cares...
till you got a mum like mine, then u will understand....
my friends around me, even boi, will agree with me...haha...
ok lar, i'm really used to it le...21yrs le leh...just that i'm starting to not see the point of being a slave of my mum...yup...at least a slave for someone who will appreciate is better, isn't it?
ok, WHATEVER..

boi is busy today...
he is stressed, i noe...
so i shall not disturb him to add on to his problem...haha..
coz myself is a problem to him, at times...
hope everything will turn better...*grin*

i've not been talking about my IA recently...
coz i really gt nothing to talk about...
oh, other than the "死了都要爱" from Francis....so we all 死了都要挨 his terrible singing...haha...
Liu Bing is going overseas tomorrow till friday...haha...
we've decided to buy something for Liu Bing...Francis will decide what to buy lar..
hmm, can't think of things to say le..

i'm getting tired of my work in IA...
just dun see any purpose of all these formulations, castings, testings...bla..
why?
maybe because i've submitted my report ba...
dunno lar...must remain 开朗.

just now have a gush of thoughts to write, but now, dun feel like writing again..
ok, end here..

Songs that he sang to me...

everytime i hear these songs, i will think of him...well, these are the songs that make me feel so bliss...haha...*mushy* but really, it shows me how much he loves me..and me?


Nothing's gonna change my love for you

if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love you for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
you'll only chang my whole life throug but nothing's gonna chang my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead a way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you


i love the way you love me (his first cd album for me)

i like the feel of your name on my lips
and i like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
the way that your fingers run through my hair and how your scent lingers even when you're not there

and i like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
and how you enjoy your two-hour bath
and how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
with everyone watching like we were insane

but i love the way you love me
strong and wild
slow and easy
heart and soul
so completely
i love the way you love me

and i like the sound of old r 'n' b
and you roll your eyes when i'm sloppily off key
and i like the innocent way that you cry
at sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times


(listen to me now..)
and i could list a million things
i love to like about you
but they could all come down to one reason
i could never live without you..


that's all...
waiting for someone to call me...haha...
hope he'll reach home safely...*pray*

great weekend

Friday
went back to NTU to submit my report....
met up with hy & cy for k-session..
but well, we've spent too much time in school, ended up reaching marina square at about 4pm..
wanted to sing, but that stupid woman at the counter told us that we are only allowed to sing till 6pm...
WHAT??!?!?
2hours of singing but paying 5hours worth of k-ing? she must be nuts lor..
then, we loitered around...
went to suntec to play arcade..haha...(pics below)



saw wee kiat there...(juz a comment)
then, we try our luck at suntec's kbox...coz i dun want someone's curse to come true..
and glad that we did...we could sing from 5pm to 9pm k...paying for the drinks and tidbits only..
yeah...
*pics update at a later time*

and our dinner is at 9 plus...we ate Just Noodle...yup...eat noodles lar, obvious rite..
i really enjoyed myself...
thanx gals...
bring me along if u wanna buy converse shoes hor..coz i also interested...hehe..


Saturday
went out with boi...
hmm, trying to recall where we went...
oh, met him at tampines...
we went for lunch, and i bought a necklace from perlini's silver..very happy that i got that, actually..
then, it rained heavily, so we decided to go boi's house to watch tv..
his mum cooked for us..very simple, yet very nice!!!
at about 9pm, we travelled to Jalan Kayu for roti prata...haha..
i was quite full, and the pratas made me fuller...there goes my slimming plan again...haha...
since when i got such a plan??
*sob sob*
then, his family sent me home...


Sunday, which is today
did lotsa household chores, as usual..
met boi at about 12plus...
we went suntec (again!!) for lunch...then marina....
saw ling feng, chester & guo ping working at SEXPO...they were bad, ask boi whether he wants those gifts...coz got condoms, vibrator, etc...*shake head*
those guys, bad influence...haha..
oh, i bought two shirts...coz i think i'll need them when i return to school...
also, boi forced me to go for professional eyebrows trimming...
and now, i really look weird!!!
omg~
wanna wear a mask out...
boi still says i look very nice..sigh~
wat a white lie...
had dinner with boi's family...
something Hainanese again...hehe...
but i think i really like hainanese food...oh, no...


ok, well, now i need to go...
sleeping soon....*yawn*

relaxed.

finally, tomorrow will be the submission of my report!!!
haha...fascinated as it will mean that there will be no more stress...i hope..
can't wait to see hy & cy...arggghhh~
miss them a lot...

boi's brother is coming back soon...
it's his final semester, and guess what? First class honours k...and heard that he top the whole school...*faint*
i like smart people...haha..but i dun like his brother...oopz~
no lar, he quite ok lar...eh, helped me buy a bag from australia..
can't wait to see it!!!!
oh, i will pay for that bag..i dun care... *pout*


ok, something serious...
after so many days of thoughts, i really decide to go back...
i'm tired of the times where i have to face those mental struggles, emotional breakdowns, etc.
yes, i dun wish to see history repeating itself...
one Simon is enough...i dun wish to be the second him...no...
if i do, then it will hurt boi alot...
i had boi as a pillar of support that time, but who will be his now?
SO, i should stay by his side...to heal his wound..it's me who cause all these, and i should be the one ending these..
解铃还需系铃人

as i've promised, i will stay by his side forever, no matter what..
then, i should keep my promise as a promise weighs a lot in both of our hearts..

boi, give me some time to get back..

dun snatch my freedom away k...
i need my friends too...

my favourite song, and it's kinda meaningful... =)


I think I (浪漫满屋) ~ translated

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there’s no way that I’m in love with you,
I lied to myself that it’s just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn’t a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there’s no way we can be lovers,
but I don’t want to make excuses anymore.
why didn’t I know that it was you,
why couldn’t I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.


anyway, as i've said earlier...
there is only one path i can choose...
soon, all these will be history...

sad...but is it over?

many terrible things happened for the past two days...
till now my feelings are still floating...
i've tried to talk, but it got worse..
i really feel like leaving this mess..
almost break up..but he just trying to salvage..
i dunno...

went to boi's office today...
everything seems alright...
is it really alright?
i'm confused...

i can't speak naturally in front of him..
i dunno...
wat's going on?
boi, i noe u still feel sad...you just trying to hide ur feelings...
but, is it going to help?

*let out a sigh*

is ending IA going to make both of us feel better?
i hope it will...


pics taken with him along the way from his office to esplanade...

will you regret going to the company for your IA?

dis is a question francis asked today...
hmm, i also dunno the answer..
well, wun regret ba...
reason same as him, coz i've made 3 friends...
yup...though i'm the only gal there, i dun really feel outcast k..
thru this IA, i start to love cars...while sitting at a corner of a bus, i'll look out of window and look at the models of the cars...quite interesting, actually..
also, their soccer betting sessions...it's a vice..i wun touch it, but it's fun to hear them say about soccer, like they very pro lidat..
teasings, jokes, actings, singing, bla bla bla....it's so funny when come to think of it...
guys are really different from gals...
they wun hate you forever...only that moment when you did something bad to them..yup..
still remember the flooding incident, i splashed dirty water on alex's face...coz he agitated me...but, he wasn't angry...i mean, he is angry, but he very fast forget it le..hmm, should learn from them...
maybe i'll end up having mindsets like them...oohh, not good..then i'll hurt people unintentionally..
haha..
but it's really fun to be in Brady for these few months..
very soon, it will mark an end to my attachment journey...and now, i must treasure every moment i spend in Brady..yup...
think i'll miss this place and these people alot!!! the security guards, that indian lady, the operators, aunty (cleaner), huiling, chinni (put for fun), kenryuu (put for fun too), liu bing, francis (still can see in ntu), chinleng and aiya, dun wanna say le..haha...so sad rite? life is just a torture at times. it's really fun to work with the 3 guys, coz they are just so child-like. it's a place where i wun see fake people (those wearing masks)...though quite a few backstabbers *giggling*, but they are just trying to be funny lar...i noe i'll miss them, true friends huh..also, i'll miss taking bus 21..miss eunos & jtc caifan..ok, enuf..yup..

oh, Francis is organising a KTV session on 16 dec...
i feel like going...but it's like a pub instead of those kbox or partyworld...
haiz~
boi sure wun allow one...coz...haiz, dun wish to mention again..
well, if huiling is going, i'll go lor...
if not, den i'll ask them to go somewhere else ba...haha..
think in the end, i will end up not going...why? restrictions!!!

nothing much to say le...
very tired...
finally finished my report!!! hope no error...
but it seems like it's too short leh...
haiz
anything den..can't be bothered le..

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got this by chance....very meaningful...

缘分

人与人之间的交往，总脱不开这一个“缘”字，在芸芸众生茫茫人海之中，二人能够相遇，这就是缘。一次目光的交流。一次心灵的邂逅，便结下了二人之间的不解之缘。即使是有缘无分，即使是今夕萍水相逢，明朝海角天涯，却依然能够给彼此留下一份意味深长的回忆。缘分，本是迷信的人认为人与人之间由命中注定的遇合的机会。就是在科学文明的现代社会，人们也宁愿相信缘分，并且痴心地向往缘分，真诚地期求缘分，尽管生活是那么现实，是有点不尽如人意。

2500年前，一代圣贤孔丘先生在一次偶然的机会中，与仰慕已久的春秋时著名美女卫国国君夫人南子曾有一面之缘，雷祯孝先生是这样描述的：孔子欣然应邀，与南子谈论音乐，弹琴唱歌。在优美的旋律中，他们一个暗送秋波，一个眉目传情，互相欣赏，心照不宣，如沐春风，如浴温泉，用眼光抚摸美丽，用语言辐射温柔。对这天赐良缘 ，孔老当然连高兴都来不及，然而，却难为他老人家在伪君子，登徒子与正人君子之间着实费心劳神地考虑了一番。可见，缘分有时能带给人无限欢乐，有时却让人进退维谷左右为难。缘分，实在令人难以捉摸，缘起缘落间，又隐忍着怎样的哀怨，又引起了多少阴晴圆缺，悲欢离合？其实，人世间哪来那么多缘份，若非这样，岂不早让月老下岗，红娘失业？当然，一曲瞎子阿炳的《二泉映月》，一束香气四溢的红色玫瑰，一次平淡无奇的无意相逢，都是有可能促成一段美满的姻缘的。中华民族的千古功臣张学良少帅与他的结发之妻于凤至小姐不也是 “古镇相亲结奇缘”吗？一旦机会来了，就好像是三生石上记录在案的缘分，任凭你怎样逃避推脱，总是于事无补的。

有人说，生命中最动人的情节永远是两个灵魂蓦然相遇相知相爱相惜的刹那。这也许道出了恋人共同的心声。真的，当我们青春年少时，在山间溪旁车上舟中有缘会过聚过，不管他年是不是相濡以沐相依为命，还是相忘于红尘世界，不见于天地之悠悠，但总是在一起过，开心过，热闹过，全心地投入过，诚挚地交往过，没有隔碍地度过了一段时日。当我们七老八十闲着无聊的时候，回首往昔岁月中那段动人的缘分决不会有错失良缘的痛苦与忏悔，饱经沧桑的脸上肯定会挂住一个会心甜蜜的笑容。

生命本是一种缘。我们不必十分刻意地去追逐缘分，假若缘分就在我们身边，只要好好地珍惜缘分，把握缘分，对得住缘分，这样就够了。

When stupidity acts, embarrassment follows..

pics taken on saturday nite...boi took one, looked so stunned..haha..and the pooh!!! our resemblance...god, can't imagine our child looks like this..argghhh~ *想太多了*



boi fetched me yesterday...
he drove!!!
yar, i'm the live street directory lar..ask him to turn here, turn there...interesting..
we went to watch Casino Royale..
better than i expected..haha..
dun wanna embarrass him, so shall not say much about his driving incidents, other than he never switch off his headlights before he went off and forgetting to change his gear to "parking" when he parked....oopz~ ok, no more from me k..hahaha...
it's really ex to park at esplanade k...haiyo...*shake head*

hmm, so many things happened today...
the worst news, i need to re-do my report and hand it to liu bing by tomorrow..sigh~
it's very sad and stress to hear that...
so, i'll be taking a half-day leave tomorrow...going brady in the afternoon lar..
i'll be going back school dis friday!!!
hy & cy, wanna meet for lunch??very very long never meet le leh...*sob sob*
second, everything suddenly seems so clear le...i noe what i'm doing now..thanks! shhh, this is a secret, can't say..was very troubled the whole day, but now, i noe what i should treasure..but i still need time to get back from the aftermath, get myself healed..haha...great counsellor, indeed. but still i have to say this, SORRY! 2 more weeks, and these will be history..and i have to forward to next stage of life..friends, will our friendship ends just lidat? well, someone just wun bother, i noe..nevermind.
third, casted more than ten inks today...the washing part is worse...and wat adds on to my pissfulness is all the inks failed!!! damn it. Substrates are limited! i need to coat primer again, and time will be wasted! excuse me, how much more must i do?
fourth, i realised that i forgot to bring home my important documents for project when i'm already halfway home...so, boi called me and persuaded me to travel back..excuse me, it's raining k...but i still ran back to brady...the security guard was confused, but i can't be bothered to explain to him lar..and i never regretted going back..coz now, i got something to write...THANX, DEAR!

alrite, no more time wasted...
i need to get started now..

blank!

sitting in the living room using his sis's laptop, while he is sleeping in his room...
haiz~
what's the purpose of going out these few days?
my precious weekend....am i going to waste it just like that?
why am i forever waiting for him?
why am i feeling down?
i'm trapped?
*let out a sigh*


i've finally said...
yup...glad that the outcome is much better than expected...
well, i still think that i shouldn't have said...haiz~
i'm troubled now...
*breathe in, breathe out*
ok, i'll take it as nothing has happened...hehe...
lalala....
back to the happy me...


still waiting for boi to wake up..
how miserable....
thank god that his mum and sis are there to keep me entertain..
i really dun wish to be in this stage...
arrrrgghhh...
i wanna stay single!!!!
i yearn those days....
i dun want such life...
why must i accomodate him all the time?
haiz~

a long lost friend found!

i'm really feeling very happy...
coz i found a friend who i once was very close to thru friendster....my brother!!!
Kenneth!!
we lost touch ever since my secondary school days ended..
he is still the same...so nerdy..haha..
very very smart guy..
i always have him set as a goal..to achieve as much as him...but of cuz, i failed..

a little history about our friendship...
i knew him since the first day of my school life...PRIMARY ONE..
he was my "partner"...you noe, last time teachers will pair a guy and a gal up for queueing up before we proceed to another place..
and yup..he is the first guy who held my hand...hahaha...
it makes me laugh when i think about it..
his grades always top our class...but that doesn't make him distant from all of us..
he is very 懂事..
he treated me like his sister..never failed to share his things with me...even if it's a little candy, he will divide it into half..and give me the other..
haha...he dotes on his sister alot..
he is really SMART!!!
he wanted to be a doctor since very young...and now, he is half-doctor le...jiayou!
hmm, what else? he folded a origami for me, and till now, i still keep it k..
during secondary school days, we still keep in contact, coz we were both under Nelson Kwei's choir...he is from RI and i'm from TK...then we will meet up for a chat or something...

after sec 4, i lose contact with him le...
i almost forgot his existence...how sad...
till recently, i tried to look into friendster....and i found him!
haha...

hmm, that's about all ba...

mixed thoughts

1) For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
2) He who angers you conquers you.
3) Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools.

So why should i be a fool? why should i let those people conquer me? why should i lose my 60 sec of happiness? see!

The best remedy for a short temper is a long walk. ~Jacqueline Schiff

yup..so, that's why i like to walk alot...haha...
just kidding..
i'm no longer angry k.. :)


i'm starting to love quotes...dunno why..
they are just so meaningful...smart people, indeed..
they let you think of things that you will never think of at that point of time..
they broaden your perspectives and make your emotion change...
powerful!


i've done my report!!! yes, finally...
submitted today..hope everything turns out fine...
well, i just hope that nothing goes wrong, other than that, i dun really dare to think..

and today, i've played piano again...yeah, after so many months/ years?? i dunno how long in exact, but i really miss playing piano..
did i ever mention that i love running notes and octaves?? haha...
that's why all my past exam pieces are full of running notes and octaves..and that's why i always flunk..
as you know, these pieces are always killers..but well, it's good to play such songs when you are angry, bored, sad or wateva ur feelin is...
singing too..just dun make ur neighbours complain lar...lolz~

well, i personally think that i'm a very ART person...love drawing, designing, singing, playing musical instruments, enjoy my time in any art museum, bla bla bla..
still remember the times in Sec 3 & 4 when all the art students in my class gather together to draw, do batik paintings, learn drawing perspectives that make all of us perspire alot, as we were doing it under hot sun, do graphic designing, posters, class T-shirt -- Hitler with a paint brush on his hand (well, coz my class was made up of history and art students), canvas paintings, go Art Friend together before exams, helping each other with the courseworks...haha.. still can remember i helped yushi to poke a big hole in her piece of acrylic...that's a really tough job..almost burnt our hands...but well, it's enjoyable lar...Tingli helped me hammer the nails into my wooden plank (my coursework)...
those were the days..

But why am i into SCIENCE then?
hmm, i also dunno..since i've already walked so far, i shall continue with this journey ba..

Art is the only way to run away without leaving home. ~Twyla Tharp

maybe that's the reason why i love art so much... :)

winnie the pooh

boi bought a cute baby pooh for me yesterday...
i was quite surprised coz i never expect that he will buy it for me..haha.
everytime i pass by these shops, i'll give these pooh bears a pat on their heads..
and maybe because of this, boi thinks that i may like it, so he went to buy..
haha..he said that when i miss him, i can look at this pooh...when i'm angry, i can punch it..but how would i bear to punch it rite?
coz he knew that he can't have much time for me, so this is what he can offer as a "substitute"?? hehe..my siblings say that it looks like boi, and boi said it looks like me...
so now i understand why people always mix up, thinking that i'm his sister, coz we both look like Winnie the Pooh in a way or another!!!
yar, 没身材, as my mum said, that's why it looks like me..well, i'm chubby like pooh cannot arh..
i have no figure like pooh cannot arh...my eyes as small as pooh, also cannot arh..
but i think the eyes, nose and mouth looks really like boi...
oh, the eyebrows look like wen!!??!!?! lolz~
shhh,dun tell her..



this is the second pooh bear he gave me...the first one is the hp pouch that he sew for me..and this is the other one.. =)
thankew boi...


next week gonna go Kbox with boi's family...yesh, with his parents and sister!!!
hmm, and you noe when i'm in Kbox, i got no image one...arrrrggghhhh~
hope i can control myself well...but really very long never sing le..
gals, meet up after exams/ IA for a session k...

today, i'll be at home rushing my report...must finish by today...
coz boy is busy with his roadshow & shooting...
shall not interrupt him..
yanning is having her exams halfway thru, hope she can do really well for her 'A' levels. i know she can..
加油！

The pen that i've mentioned yesterday....interesting rite?



Alex is back today...
his hair is...i-dunno-how-to-describe-but-very-funny type..haha...
they 3 of them are really terrible...
gamble and gamble...
all because of francis lar...
he is a soccer craze..crazy because he is betting on it..
haiz~
well, just hope that they dun blame me for not winning..oopz~

after seeing those beautiful pics on internet, i wanna go Maldive too!!!
but it's really quite ex, coz with the $, i can go other places that are more worthwhile...
well, it really depends on whether you want a relax tour or a see-a-lot-of-things tour...
to me, i want both..haha...
greedy!!
no lar, i've been yearning to go to a place like this, but then now, it's too ex for me to afford lar..
but i seriously love it, especially with all your friends and loved ones..hehe..
too bad boi wun like it, coz he can't swim...
ok, stop dreaming.


back to report... *pout*

another birthday

Happy birthday, Yan Ning!

haha...just celebrated her 18th birthday..
boi and i bought her a shawl and a very interesting pen that looks like a toothpaste..
i'm glad that she likes them..
very full now, coz we ate a lot of stuff..*take a deep breath in*

stupid yanxin is trying to snatch the comp from me...
gotta go bathe now...
sigh~

shall update the photos again...

random thoughts.

before i say anything,

Happy 21st Birthday to Carolyn!!

yup, went to rol's celebration last saturday...
the place was quite difficult to find, but thank to the big advert, i'm able to guess my way.. :)
the food was nice...
the ambience was great too...
oh, rol's wore the dress, i also have one similar...design the same, only different colour and prints..lolz...but i have it with jeans lar..
where was i?
the toilet there got jacuzzi k..
wen, CK and i were quite sua ku, so we took pics of it, with us and without us...haha..
enjoyable night out..

picz!!



Warning!
If you are having BIRTHDAY today, don't read on.


boi asked me a question yesterday...
he said what will i do if he dies...
i told him that i will feel so sad that i'll die with him...
you guys may say that i'm naive, but i really can't live without him...
unless, i have other responsibilities....
even if i dun die, my life will be as well as dead..
maybe i'll live in misery...
maybe i can never face reality again...
maybe...
i dunno..i dun wanna think about it..

a few months ago, i asked him the same question...
he said he will feel very sad, but he will live on... (more realistic)

but it's how i really feel..
haiz..watever..


arghhh...
need to rush my report now...
(>.<)

Lotsa things to say..but..

Went out with yu & wen last saturday...
to update each other about all the stuffs going around...
to get rol's prez...hehe..
heard quite alot of stuffs, but can't say it here..
met yu at about 5pm, and started to search for what we want.. :)
then, we sat down somewhere and chatted while waiting for wen to come..
many things happened, and i felt sad over it..
but well, it may be a good thing afterall...
yup..
then, we had dinner at Thai Express before we went SHOPPING!!!
i only bought a belt...
the people working in that shop, esp. the guy, keep laughing at us. They were really entertained by our silly, sua ku and san ba acts..hehe..
still remembered a disgusting guy with hair sticking out of his nostrils trying to harass yu..haha..
saw some weird dressings, maybe due to Halloween ba...a "spiderman" and a "batwoman" running across the walkway at cine trying to avoid attentions and get a cab..but, all of us there, i mean everyone, noticed their existence...and, of cuz, laugh lar..
well, then after much shopping, we went Coffee Club, our fav hangout, for dessert..funny thing happened again, the waiter was trying to bluff us, coz the three of us were sitting there saying jokes and laughing like nobody's business while waiting for a sit..the process is too long to be written down..but it's quite funny..
it's been so long since i meet them and really LAUGH OUT LOUD..
well, we left at about 11.50pm...
wen & i were rushing for our last train, while yu took her cab..
when i reach home, boi messaged me tt his event has just ended..
he tot that i've slept..haha...
but days without bf around, no restriction, can be very fun...hor...



sunday went boi's house to finish watching 《宫》...
i love it!!!
but 律's ending is rather sad...
i cried a few times...*sniff sniff*
but finally, i can return the vcds..no more pestering..hehe..

today's work...
busy the whole day...
alex came half day, coz his granny was hospitalised..
hmm, hope everything is ok...
Francis cut his finger while preparing his samples..
he won le lor..use a pen knife to cut the substrate also can't cut properly..
the wound was rather deep, a portion of his skin was sliced out totally...
arggghhhh~
shall not say about it le...the scene is rather gross...eeekkk...

*hit my forehead repeatedly*

ok, that's all ba..
rushing my report..very scared that i can't finish... =(

被骗记。

well, i wasn't alone at work today....
the two idiots (francis & alex) have been lying yesterday saying that they wun be coming today...
i thot it's real, coz alex seemed so sincere...
and today, i was totally confused, coz why alex is here?
he said, “感动吧！怕你自己一个人很孤单。。特地来陪你。。”
yar rite, bluff me still say till so nice..
the whole day is full of laughters lar...talked about alot of things...

and after work, i waited for them outside R&D lab..
waited for about 5min still never see them..
than francis came out from behind saying that we can go, alex has went home...
just when i opened the door, alex jumped out trying to surprise me..
but too bad, he failed..haha...
yar, the guys are just immature...one 28 and the other 23..so old le still so childish..
sigh~
anyway, i enjoyed my day...


met boi just now for a short dinner at my hse here..
thanx for coming down to chat with me for awhile..hehe..
and tomorrow, i can't see him..*sob sob*
haiz, dun wish to think of it...


go bathe now...

two IA students at work

as i've mentioned before, today only alex and i were working..thot that it will be very boring, but overall, i'm still ok with it lar..

we went all the way out for lunch again...
see, we only have 1hr..and let say we take 20min to eat, we'll only have 15min each to travel to and fro..
yup, that's what we've calculated...
as he drove, we were thinking of where to eat...
Bedok?? ...too bad, we just past the road, and no time for a U-turn..
Katong??...very difficult to find parking lot..
Parkway??....hmm, can consider...

then we started to chat......
alex suddenly said, "we go east coast to eat!"
haha...ok lor, hope we have the time, dun wanna end up da bao-ing Mac back..hehe..
had a sumptous lunch...he treated me a drink, i noe..still wanna bluff me say that the aunty see him shuai, give him for free..wanna pay him, but he refused..
whatever then...
some things in common among guys: they like to speed...like to scold people who are blocking their ways unintentionally...like to dash pass when the light is turning red..haha

we were only 5min late k..phew..no nid stay back dis time, but it's quite rush lar..
wang jie came after lunch...oh, i dun nid to face alex, alone, anymore..hehe..
even wang jie said the 3 guys are bullying me leh..thanx, man..help me 打抱不平!!!

well, tomorrow will be me, ALONE, le..
coz alex taking leave to stay at home and SLEEP!!
francis going back NTU (yar, like i believe..)
CL still in Hongkong...
*sob sob*
pray hard that there isn't much work for me to do..hehe...

and my meet up with boi tomorrow is cancelled, coz my dad went overseas le...
saturday can't see him either, coz he will be busy...
only left with Sunday...sigh~
i'm getting that sickness again...
the feeling of not looking forward for anything...arggghhhh~ *terrible*


back to report..


ps: boi still doesn't want to call me...i think he is really angry dis time..i'm angry too, so i wun surrender..no way.. =(

last tues @ vivocity

yup, i went to vivocity again!!!!!
you may say, "not sian meh.."
eh, hehe...my answer is, "still ok lar."

tried a top at Mango, not very nice, so never buy....
then went to Principle and tried another top...very nice buy the price is WAH-type...
so i also never buy...haha..
well, but i bought some stuffs...something rather irrelevant...it's from Candy Empire!!
yeah, bought a pack of chips, chocolate and a box of Belgium cookies... *yummy*
but i never eat lar...coz i bought them for boi's family...(coz i paiseh, always go his house & they always buy things for me ma..)
hey, buying food/candies and share them with your friends can be an enjoyable activity leh..
but now, i'm trying to slim down...hope i can...*sob sob*
an extremely difficult task, i noe...haiz~

a new resolution (hope i can do it): to get myself slimmed down by the time my hair becomes long again... =)

eh, i very scared i can't do it...


CL is going Hongkong tomorrow morning...francis is still in his chalet...left me & alex tomorrow..sigh~ very sian leh....i dun want to eat lunch with him..have to face him whole day, so boring..arrrggghhhh~

ok, shall continue with my report and jot something down in the PEACE book..

quote of the day

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."

a quote of the day..
how true..
more like trying to make myself feel better... =)

i'm used to the word "sorrow"..
smile from my heart has become a stranger to me..
someone has told me this before,"in every stage of your life, you will meet different people. While making new friends, you, at the same time, will lose the old ones...it's part and parcel of life, so just treasure those that are still standing by you.."

familiar?

yup, this question has arisen again..but then, now, i'm used to it..
to be alone again..with my boi, the only one that never fails to be there..
it's not a bad thing, rite?

wasn't happy the whole day today..
kept thinking of what i've been doing for these years..
why are the friends around me decreasing in number?
i dunno too..
well, as long as they are more comfortable that way, then let it be...


ps: i've finally gotten my "peace" book back..i miss it..and reading back for the past two yrs plus, i find that we've matured, but then, i'm keeping more and more things to myself..sigh~

bored.....sianz...terrible feeling!!!

who can help me??
i'm so damn bored!!!!!

i wanna go out...i wanna go out....i wanna go out!!!!!


stupid project...dunno what to write, coz in the first place, i dun even have a proper project to do...i hate it..sick..pissed...annoyed...irritated..

so, i would want to go out...to get some fresh air..it's my holiday leh...
but no one is free, coz they are either having lessons, work, or studying for exams... =(
life is so monotonous...

i can't go out too...coz my parents wun allow me to..wanna cry..

...continue with my report....

wonderful weekend....

so many things to say...shall start from thursday ba...

Thursday, 19 Oct 2006
went to parkway for lunch with the 3 guys....alex drove us there..had a very enjoyable meal there, but we ate for 2 full hours, was reprimanded, of course..so we had to stayed back 1 hour, which means our work end at 6.30pm instead...but i'm meeting boi at 7pm....was very troubled, but francis drove, luckily...was able to meet boi around that time..hehe..shall not go so far next time, unless it's the whole R&D department that suggests..haha..was quite pissed off with the people working there, coz the two heads were not around, and they left their workplace at 4pm..excuse me, isn't that worse than us having 2hrs' break?? but well, we do not want anything to turn nasty, so ended up tolerating them..

Saturday, 21 Oct 2006
left my house in the morning at about 10...went to The Cathay to watch "Death Note" with boi..quite nice, but i doesn't really like the ending..yup...saw Lawrence Eng, who was working there....then after the show, i saw Xiao Wei and her husband...hehe..they were rushing for their movie too...then, we went plaza sing for lunch before we headed back to his house...was actually stuck, coz we can't think of a place to go...yup..spent the rest of the night at boi's house..his mum ordered pizza, and the three of us (his sis, him & me) had a great time eating...haha..GLUTTONS!! boi & i watched tv till 2am in the morning before we went to sleep..

Sunday, 22 Oct 2006
i woke up at 9.30am...was very late, i noe..coz i slept too late the day before..btw, i was sharing the same room as boi's grandma..that was his sister's bed...hehe..felt quite bad to actually "snatch" her bed..ok, then we had to brush up fast, coz his dad needs to fetch his grandma to redhill, and can send me home after that....

when reached my house area, boi has to buy two 10kg or rice home..haha..aiya, he is strong enough to carry lar, so no worry about that..hehe..then, i went home to help my mum to prepare for the cooking, as well as, washing up the dishes..

i met boi at 3.30pm....i was late..hehe..supposed to wear contact lenses, but i really hate Bausch & lomb's contacts..always give me problems..i wanna change!!!! will get them before i go back NTU.. went vivocity with boi, coz the previous time, not much shops were opened..saw quite a few things nice...wanna buy, but as usual, boi asked me not to buy on impulse...but we both have same taste... :D well, we'll go take a look at it again....i love that place so much, other than there are too many people, and too little chinese restaurants..why did i say that? continue with my story and you will noe...we were supposed to meet at Tangs, but we couldn't see each other even when we were so near, due to the crowd...there are times whereby we had to squeeze through huge crowds in order to get to the other place...whoa~ terrible..boi's family was there, as well..but we weren't shopping together lar...supposed to meet for dinner only..then, when it's time for dinner, we can't find a proper chinese restaurant for dinner...everywhere was so crowded, and we went to harbour front...there is only one chinese restaurant there, Dragon Gate...so we travelled all the way up to that restaurant to realise that the whole place was booked due to a wedding taking place...*sob sob*

then, boi's dad drove us to clementi to eat XO fish slice noodle soup...hehe..finally, we were able to sit down and eat...a lady asked us if we want any drinks, and we said homemade barley...and guess what she gave us...instant barley, hot ones, that came from some instant packaging..our moods were turned off, i mean boi's sis, boi and his dad...hehe..i was still ok, other than the drink smells like milk, and taste like barley...you noe the feeling, which will make your brain confuse..haha..but well, everything else is ok...

after that, we went to redhill to fetch boi's grandma, who loves to play mahjong..while waiting, we went for dessert at a nearby hawker centre..(now you noe why i can't slim down... =( ) then, they sent me home..*satisfied grin* i love my weekend....yeah...but it passes too fast le..oh, boi's sis is going to order papillo & birkenstock soon...yeah..but i wun wear it yet lar..wait till next year's school term starts ba..


you may wonder why i'm writing at this timing...coz i doesn't need to work today...so does tomorrow...hehe...but then, after tomorrow, i will sigh again...haha..whatever, i need to start to do my project report now...*sianz*

Flooding in Brady

there was a bad flood in Brady R&D department yesterday...
i was shocked to see CL early in the morning mopping floor in the office...then i realised that it was flooded because the hose that was fixed to the humidity chamber was loosen...and distilled water flowed throughout the night...

we spent 3hour cleaning up the place and now, my arms are aching..hehe...

me & CL...stupid alex dun even noe how to take a proper pic...



a pic that i took last time....mirror image...not very good one lar...(models: CL & alex)


lolz...i post this pics during work...so...i have to do it fast...
yup..
that's all...
buaiz~

宫！ 野蛮王妃

it's very nice...hehehe....


my dad bought a phone...Nokia 6070...did i mention that he lost his previous phone not long ago?? yar...we all were very sad, coz my dad is too careless le..


hope he wun be so careless again...hmm...

miss boi now...sigh~
ok, go bathe first....

Chester's 21st birthday...

went to chester's (boi's friend) 21st birthday yesterday....
though i dun really talk to anyone there, i'm glad that boi is happy to meet up with them, to update himself on his ex-classmates...so it means that my suggestion is not bad afterall... =)

boi is very stressed these few days...
so do my parents....
my sisters....
everyone is...
they have their work to do, to trouble...and me, i can't help much, and instead, add more problems to them...
i feel quite bad...

boi, if you need a shoulder to lean on, you have mine....
just let me know k...i'll always be there...

ok, back to work..
update again..

vivocity & bla..

as promised, photos lor...not much of it coz most of the shops wun open...only can see human crowds...



then, something that i love from boi....
can you see it??? no???nvm..look at the next pic..


see???hehe...*blush*

btw, it's starbucks chocolate cake's residue..hehe...*gross*

alrite, i'll update again next time, coz my irritating sister wants to use the computer....*pout*


ps: i've decided to get Birkenstock instead of Papillo...coz i think papillo is kinda childish and the design wun last long....hehe...yeah, finally decided wat to get..so happy....

i need to learn to express myself better

sorry for the disruption caused yesterday night...
i think i really have some problem with my style of communication...
i noe you've been very patient with me...
at times, i may choose not to talk as i dun see the point of telling you...
i dunno that every word, every sentence, every thought mean so much to you...
actually, i've tried very hard to communicate with you..i tried my best to let you know how i feel...
maybe it's still not enough...
it's stressful to change my way of communicating, but i will try, for your sake...
let me do the talking one day k... =)


ps: my whole family is driving me crazy...tell me how to make me change my attitude towards them? i wanna leave them asap...yes, my parents failed to teach us, as adults, well...practice of favouritism is indeed not a good choice..but, they will never understand...

*troubled*

what's wrong with me dis time?
i'm not feeling good to be at my workplace....
i got nothing to do there....other than helping out here and there...
always need to face those idiots..sigh~
i dun feel comfortable when they start to tease about me n him, and it got worse after he has broken up with his gf...though i always jokingly played along and regretted after that...
today francis asked me a question...i was hesitating before i replied...how come??perhaps, i myself also dun really know the answer..sigh~
when he asked if he could give me a ride home today, i answered no..my natural reaction...haha..yar, just that my natural reaction doesn't really speak my mind..
well, i noe what my mind is thinking, but there is no other way other than that only path that i should take -- to move on silently, coz sooner or later, this will become a history...yup..

i need time to be alone and reflect...yesh...
it's not what you guys think, i'm very rooted to my decision....
but i just need time to remove that feelings from my mind...i noe i can...

had OT for two consecutive days le...quite tired...but was delighted when boi called me..hehe..what can be happier than receiving a call frm ur dearest after a long tiring day of work? too bad my mom called me, so i have to hang up...sorry dear...hope he will be home early today to call me....hehe...purposely put it big, so that he can see it and go home earlier??

enuf say....i shall start doing my report, even though there is nothing to write..


ps: update the trip to Vivocity again...well, actually nothing much to say about tt too, but got some pics lar..hehe..

Over the weekend...

ok, shall start from friday...no, should be thursday night...(boi, i still wanna type everything down..hehe..)

i've made a mistake by sending a sms to people who don't read msgs thoroughly...

here the message goes from lee hong when i was talking on phone with boi...

我爱你！





你别误会，我是因为昨晚睡觉时梦见月老， 他叫我在中秋节前向七个像猪的人说我爱你，我就会福寿安康！哈哈！中秋节快乐！


yup, i sent to many people, none replied other than Alex....this is what he said....

"me too! i share the same sentiment as you..."

by the time i received this, it's the next day (friday) morning le...i never replied, coz to me, he is saying that i looks like a pig...yar yar yar...

On friday,
i wore pretty different...coz it's mid-autumn festival and i'm meeting boi ma..hehe...
all the guys there were actually commenting on my dressing, coz i usually wear a T-shirt & a pair of jeans..hehe..all the guys, including Kenryuu, but excluding Alex..
we went for a 2hr lunch break, coz Wilson treated us to a Chinese restaurant..sat in Nam Seng's (another R&D guy, who i seldom tok to..) car, and played with his child's toys...hehe...coz i'm very bored..the 3 guys sat in another person's car..yup...nothing much happened lar, other than the food was nice..hehe...

after lunch, we travelled back to Brady, and continued with our work...then, Alex started to tell the 2 other guys that i confessed to him yesterday...i was like, "yar lor...i finally confessed...happy??" aiya, you noe, the very normal me, crap along with them...i really tot he was crapping, until he asked me, "why did you suddenly wanna say that to me?" i was like, huh?? what you talking?? *lotsa question marks* then i asked him to scroll down the text...then, "oooohhhh, i see...hehe..." i was even more confused...coz if he never see what's below, then his reply means.....................*stunned*....but i never really ask him lar, dun wanna malu him..hehe..and he just smile to stop the conversation on that topic...

well, after that, we chatted alot, coz i need to help him for casting varnishes...then, he asked, "so why did you wear so nice today?" i was like...erm, because i'm going out ma...so, he said, "then, you mean you always go home straight after work arh..." yar, why? cannot meh..he asked me about my boi & dunno why he mentioned about wang jie too...the rest of the conversation was redundant, other than before we bid goodbye, "he shouted across the street saying, "我爱你！我爱你！” *jokingly* yup...just wanna jot it down to make myself laugh when i read back again in future...no other meaning...and i still love boi alot k...i wun choose alex one, dun worry, coz he got too many gals around him, and i dun like to see history to repeat..yup yup..

oh yar, that night was too hazy for boi n i to carry lanterns around..we can only hide indoor...sigh...

then today,
went to Cathay with boi to watch Rob-b-hood....i tot i wun watch this show, but....hmm..the show is nice...yesh, it's funny and yet, very touching....i love the baby alot alot... *grinning*
then, we passed by ben & jerry...boi asked if i wanna eat, but i shaked head...so we continued walking, until i heard a voice calling my name from behind....it's LIWEN!!! hehe...she is working there and wanted me to buy ice cream...so i bought the mix n' match (3 scoops)...well, she gave me try almost all the ice creams, and gave me servings that is almost twice the size of the norm...boi and i was stuffing ourselves with the 3 scoops..hehe..then, we realised that we dun have much space left for dinner with boi's family...gawd!!!

we travelled to toa payoh to meet up with his family, and we went 幸福饮茶 for dim sum and dinner...i really can't eat much, but i can't reject his parents' offer, so i continued to stuff myself with food...btw, someone was holding a wedding there, so food was served quite slowly..hehe..after that, we went walking around toa payoh to shop with his family...saw BRODS...they were having some "concerts" there...yup yup...then, we headed back to Sengkang to watch TV until 10pm, before boi and his parents sent me back home..boi's driving has improved...more steady now.. =P

i felt tired, moody & sick........all because of that stupid idiotic HAZE!!! *faint*
i really feel suffocated, even at home..haiz...please go away k...i dun want an attack of asthma...
alright, boi, thankew so much...i noe i'm not in gd mood this morning..sorry..have a good rest k...tomorrow, hmm....i'll see if i can meet you...i'll need to finish my housework first..*muackz*

goodnight peepz...
recently, there is this haze, and some diseases around....please take good care of yourself, my dear friends... =)

a pic i took while on the way to the restaurant (in Nam Seng's car)....one of his daughter's toys..

中秋节

Friday is finally arriving..haha...

had OT today, coz i help francis to do the ink-blending for mass production...instead of being appreciated, i was suan-ed by the 3 idiotic guys..really hate them at times..wanna strangle them all..ok, yesh, i'm extremely angry with them..almost cried, but i told myself that i must be strong..shouldn't be aggitated by those monkeys..*breathe in breathe out* can't imagine if i'm going Malaysia with them...sigh~ why should i agree in the first place??? nightmare, nightmare....seriously speaking, some guys like to 挑破犁尖 (i dunno if i'm writing the correct word)..they like to anyhow frame others and help each other to force the weaker being to surrender..excuse me, though i'm the only gal there, that doesn't mean i will surrender to those idiots..feel like slapping them...whateva...whateva...yar, whateva...

sick stuff aside...
maria messaged me to check out the slackers' club stuff...
after so long, i'm glad that they never phased me out of the club..haha..
well, they are planning for an outing to Malaysia (again~) this December...hehe..
though i've worked in Grassland for almost a year, i have never stepped onto those places before..yar, really..
hope it'll be success, and i wanna go holiday....hehe..also, dunno if i got anything to tok to them after so long...*worried*...

will go out with boi tomorrow after work to celebrate 中秋节..hehe..yeah, can carry lanterns..so happy...*sounded childish*

me: eh, i very traditional k..

unknown: really meh? i think is the meeting up with your boi that is making you sOOooo happy..

me: *ahem* ...oie, who you are? dun disclose me leh....*faking a smile* i love festivals k..

unknown: har nah...like real....

me: *!#$@%^!&@*


ok, that's all for today....

wait...wait.....wait....

almost forget,

中秋节快乐！

reason why i'm happy today..

i'm happy because Dr. Liu Bing wasn't here today, and we all don't feel the presured, tensed and wateva-you-may-think-of expression...we do our work freely without any restrictions, can chit-chat and laugh like nobody's business, coz Dr. Wilson wun bother too..hehe..

oh, this friday, Wilson will treat all of us for lunch....yesh, our beloved R&D director is treating all of us k..so, i hope there isn't any KFC or Pizza...*grinning* but liu bing will come along *sigh*..anyway, as long as everything turns out well, i dun really bother...

Also, i have an extra off day...hmm, wonder when should i use it....it's just a day to replace Deepavali lar...must make full use of it...so, i'll go have a thorough thought about it...everyone is using their off on the following monday after Deepavali, coz tuesday will be another off...hmm, should i apply too???coz even if i go work, not many ppl will be around too wad..so, hehehehe....aiya, i'll go think about it..

one more thing, i'll be going Johor with Francis, Alex & Chin Leng on 20plus of this month..just an outing organised by francis..and we will be mitting early in the morning for breakfast at Woodlands...*har-so-early expression* my parents have approved..hehe..francis asked boi to come along too, but he wun be free on that day, i supposed..even if he is, he wun be able to go overseas with me too..so, leave him out ba...we are going to take bus there..no one is driving, coz they say it's very dangerous to drive there, esp. with Alex's BMW...you noe why lar hor...yup, so i hope it will be an interesting trip.. =)

see, so many happy things happening in a row...OMG..
how i wish i'll feel this way everyday...hmm....
but the guys still bully me all the time...*hmmpphh*
well, i have my own way to handle such people now...they almost gave up in talking to me, coz i always act blur...so.....they have no chance to suan me now....lalalala..

ok, i've gotta go now...
hope boi will call me soon...*pout*

something funny..

Something funny here, go check it out when you free...hehe..

A perfect Man & Woman


Today is Alex birthday...nothing special happened, other than he was being scolded by liu bing on his birthday...suay, but 活该! as for me, francis pushed one of his projects to me...!%$%#*^#$%^$. haha...but at least i'm able to learn more ma...was pissed off with liu bing today, coz he made me wash 100 over small containers for re-use purpose..excuse me, i got my stuff to do too k..but well, other than i almost smashed the containers on his head, alex came over and pity me, with a sarcastic tone..he where got so good rite..and francis said, "i thot it's alex's job?? how come you do?" now you know why i'm very pissed off...

oh, i forget to thank boi for buying my family a box of Shangri-la mooncake..haven't have the chance to eat yet, but it looks nice..hehe..talking about mooncakes, i've eaten quite alot...大中国's, Harbour City's, Tong Lok's, and many others tt i've forgotten the brand le..i'm a real glutton..*sob sob* and this friday, kenryuu is going to buy another box of mooncakes, ordering Pizzas & KFCs for us to celebrate Mooncake Festival, CL's & Alex's Birthdays altogether..why there is no celebration on my birthday????....haiz..gonna grow fatter soon... =(

I wish saturday will come asap.... *smiling to myself*
coz...coz...coz....
many happy moments will come...hehe..
but i still wish i can light up lanterns on friday with my family and boi..i noe it's kinda childish, but i find it fun. Still remember the times whereby hy, cy & me sat at the pavilion in Yunan Garden, busy lighting up candles, eating mooncakes & drinking green tea...haha...still remembered we chatted till 3am in the morn before we headed back to our hostels...

*pout and let a sigh*

time, please pass slightly faster k..hehe...anyway, today is already Tuesday...and soon, another weekend will be coming...actually, time passes quite fast already...but,if i can control time, of cuz i want good moments to stay longer...hehe..

good luck for those who are having CAs...

FYP student

i saw one FYP student from NTU MSE today...a China man...but...but...he is not like any other zhong1 guo2 ren2...he is very good looking, demure, gentleman...bla bla bla...*faint*

haha...no lar, i'm not charmed by him..but chatting with him ease my almost gone-case brain..
taught him how to do peel adhesion today..he is quite cool..i've never seen such a person for very long...erm, maybe since Secondary School ba...he is abit like Clarence type..oh, shuai ge.... *burst my dream bubble* yup yup...alex said he is jealous (jokingly), coz i tok to wang jie...oh, btw, his name sounded like a singer rite?? ok, back...yar, everyone there was giggling when i tok to wang jie lor..please..can't stand those childish people..even kenryuu k..*slap on forehead* but seriously, he is more shuai than anyone in Brady k..nvm, that's not important..i still like my boi...faithful gal k..hehe..

tomorrow can see boi boi le...yeah..very happy *clap clap*
hope it'll be an enjoyable meet up.. =)

waiting for a phonecall

almost every night i'll be waiting patiently for that person to call me, and i yearn to receive the call. Sometimes, i'll feel sad if the chat is short & empty...but then, i'll tell myself,"hey, at least he called.." and i'll feel better after that..haha..but usually, he will be the one doing the talking and me, the listener...i dun like to talk so much when my parents are around, coz it makes me feel awkward..thanx to him for being so understanding and being able to read my mind, so our communication comes with lotsa guessings....

ooh, he called...
update again!!!

Bored..bored..BORED!!!

This is what i've been doing the whole day...eh, almost the whole day..hehe..



Went out with yanning in the afternoon to library to borrow books, then to Bugis...saw FM 93.3 DJs,Chongqing and Peifen...then, we travelled to Kallang to meet up with Mom...of course, we went to none other place other than NTUC. Grabbed lotsa food, fruits, drinks & other necessities like preparing for food rationing lor..hehe..i found out that i've been bad, coz my sis is actually going out today, and i went out with her...so sorry..i noe she is feeling sad, coz can't see her guy..anyway, paiseh...next time must say arh... (oh, we all knew about you and SQ's thingy..yanxin told me one...)

nothing much...
boi is very busy ma, so no time to accompany me...
sigh..
but i can see him tomorrow!!! yeah...
he will be helping me to dye hair tmr..hmm, hope nothing goes wrong..oso, he'll be coming to fetch me, again...hehe..so happy..dear, remember that we must go pray k..dun forget arh..almost all the housework is done today, so tomorrow will be quite free..and my mom is busy tomorrow, so no one will scold me..hehe...The best Sunday ever, i hope.. =)

alrite, i need to go..
enjoy your weekend.....

Papillo!

When there are so many choices, a normal human being will always be fickle-minded over which one is the best....*sigh*


Here are a few pairs of papillo that i really like..hehe...

The floridas....






The thongs....hehe...






And the others....which i find them nice, but most probably wun get it, coz it's kinda ex..




So how??? what should i do??? *pout*
i'll discuss with boi again...coz his sister is ordering soon, with her friends...
suggestions are welcomed!!! =)

updates!

as promised, my ugly photos of my new hairstyle...sigh~ was quite bothered with it as my colleagues say it looks like a helmet on the head...*frown* arrrrgggghhhh~



The photos taken for the Consonance...btw, the middle is supposed to be a heart-shape, but my skill not good enough..lolz~ and that stupid mic stand, blocked my way, and that's why there is a black line there...pardon me k..



went over to boi's office just now, coz i wun be able to see him tomorrow...we chatted for awhile, and i wanna say, "Thanks dear...you are my pillar of support...without you, i would have ended up in IMH." yup...many things happened, which i dun wish to say...and i'm still trying to tolerate. Without him, i would have blown up in front of many people. I heart boi!!! 사란헤요! (I love you!)


recently, there is this stupid rumour spreading around in my office, saying Alex & me...*puke*...you know, those typical childish rumour that i would have only heard it during Secondary school days.the cause of this rumour is too long to write it down here..and guess what, a 30yr old man, Kenryuu, has been very "helpful"...arranged many things for both of us to do together, and constantly reminding me of my “白马王子” (he really said it's my 白马王子 k..*headache*). CL and Francis were also pissing me off...When i talk to Alex, they will walk away, with a remark saying dun be a light bulb around..yar rite, den THANX to Alex, he replied, "Eh, dun disturb us leh...我们在谈情说爱.." I'm damn irritated..coz it's gone too far..i ignored them today totally, during lunch break..haha...and they thought i quarrelled with boi, den they treat me damn good k..lolz~ anyway, i think it's ok for them to be so irritating, but i just dun feel right at that point of time..hehe..and now, i'm ok..coz i met boi just now, though i never tell him dis..hope he is not angry. =) btw, Alex & I were both attached k...*ahem*

ok, gotta go..waiting patiently for boi to call me.. =P



ps: though boi said i can't say, i still wanna say.....I HATE "HARRY POTTER"!!!! He sux...not that Harry Potter by J. K. Rowling.. *wink wink* (i never say who arh...)

i've got my hair cut.

after 2yrs of long hair, i finally decide to cut my hair yesterday....initially thought of having it at my shoulder length, but the hairstylist (kimage) said it may curl, so ended up cut short...really SHORT!! ok lar, people around me say i look cute..haha...i think it's kinda ugly..nvm..who cares. i feel much lighter and happier... =)

boi drove his parents and me to kovan yesterday..i was very scared throughout the journey..his father was beside him guiding him...*cold sweat* haha..but he is good for a beginner lar..then, we took mrt to Cityhall to watch Consonance's concert..it's interesting, coz got showed some photos of Cadenza II..haha..boi was inside too..then, after the concert, Xianghong proposed to Yan Hong..hehe..so touching...well, happy for them. saw many other familiar faces, but have nothing much to talk to them about too...maybe it's because it's been a long time since we saw one another...overall, it's not bad. (photos will be posted soon...not alot actually.)


today, i was busy doing housework the whole morning, and just when i've finished, boi called and said that his family and him were waiting downstairs for me...felt so paiseh to have them waited, but they seem happy, so....hehe...boi drove all of us to JP (yesh, Jurong Point), a place where i've never stepped into for quite some time...we shopped around for a while, and travelled to Toa Payoh...saw a small portion of the Project Superstar's audition, quite boring lar...the audition has nothing much to see too..we went there to loiter around coz the famous chicken rice restaurant (at Braddel) wasn't open then..had a full meal, as usual..sigh~ (growing fatter and fatter..) then his dad dropped us off at Toa Payoh...

bought 2 pairs of earings, coz they were very nice....thought of catching a movie there, but no movie really interest us for that timing, so we travelled to Novena..had some snacks there before we travelled by bus to Bugis..chatted alot, i love the long conversation with boi always. =p walked around before we actually walked back home...we sang along the way, like we usually do..

weekend is indeed short..dun have much time to spend with boi, coz next saturday he wun be free, so i can only meet him on Sunday..sigh~ anyway, i'm happy enough to be able to see him at least once a week. =) think back, i was so dependent on him in the past...almost cant live without seeing him for a day...must meet him so many days in a week........and now, once is enough..of course i will be happy if i'm able to see him more, but he has his stuff to do too..i understand, coz these are wat he told me before hand, not LAST MINUTE..


tomorrow is another start of the week.....sianz...have to see those colleagues again..i'm quite sick and tired of seeing them, though they are ok to me..but it's very boring!!!!! hope it'll end soon..*sianz half*

ok, i need to go bathe...
nitez!


A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,
A song is no song 'til you sing it,
And love in your heart wasn't put there to stay -Love isn't love
'Til you give it away.
~Oscar Hammerstein, Sound of Music, "You Are Sixteen (Reprise)"

Boi got his license!!!!

was worried the whole morning.
i not sure whether boi can pass his driving, coz it rained so heavily...
so worried that i dun even wanna talk to my colleagues..
until lunch, when i received a call from boi...
he told me that he passed with 8 points!!
Francis said it's very good to score such grade for first time, private and the worst is, it's raining heavily...

Boi, i'm very proud of you!! *huggies*

the joy filled my head and till now, i'm still very happy.. =)


yup, that's about all...

regarding my IA, i'm still ok..very sian to keep doing the Chemical testings, handling extremely dangerous chemicals that make my heart skipping beats..always got people (cl, alex & francis) around to disturb me, and i just turn a deaf ear...hehe..so i have a nick there call chao he lang (hokkien)...wateva..i dun bother and it backfires their teasings...haha..smart rite?

nothing much to say le..

Driving test

Good Luck to Boi's Driving tomorrow!!!
加油！

Reminder!!

haha...boi will be on 惊叹号 this coming thursday, 9.30pm on Channel U..hehe..i noe i've been saying it for endless times, but i just wanna remind you guys to watch, if u r interested lar...

boi is going to have his driving test this friday...hope he can really do well...hehe..i'll be praying for him.. =) 加油！！

me going to cut my hair short dis saturday..yeah!!! but how short, i dunno leh..i'm just sick of having long hair in this hot and humid country..it's just so inappropriate to me..nvm..

today is Monday...and i, like anyone else, also hav "Monday Bluez"...haiz...dun really have the mood to talk..so, that's all for now...

tata!

korean language is fun..

안녕하세요 (Hello!)

dunno if it is because of "Full House", i starts to learn korean language recently...and i realise that it is very interesting..hehe...boi and i went to Times last thursday to get the language handbook on this. I think it is kind of fun to learn languages, see how languages differ from each other..yup..though my mum thinks that i'm wasting my time, i believe learning languages may be beneficial to me at times, who knows rite. Also, it's my interest to take up new experiences, so i still think that i've made the right move.. =)

btw, i've changed my blogskin again, as you can see...
coz i'm sick of black background..hehe...
well, i just want to make myself look at my own blog more lar, that's why i keep changing the skin...
anyway, hope you guys like it!!


안녕히계세요! (Goodbye!)

浪漫满屋 II

recently has been really into this drama...hehe...just bear with me...

the MTV..i personally love the song very much..and of course, the show!!!


三只熊 song...very cute...


三只熊 song (cartoon version)..


yup, that's about all...

浪漫满屋！！！

i've been quite crazy over this show recently...this show is introduced by boi's mom..hehe..and after one episode, i got addicted!!! yar, another love story...





My beautiful dream house....*blink blink*


Inside the house.....

2nd storey corridoor..


英宰's room...


智恩's working place..


erm, i forget where is this place..hehe..


the kitchen..


The living room..


the walkway to the seaside..



ok, a short summary abt wat i've done...
went to play badminton with boi & kian yesterday, and my right arm is aching now..haiz...
it was enjoyable, of course...then after dinner, boi & i rushed to sengkang to continue watching "Full House"...can't finish, but i think i can finish all the episodes by dis coming saturday..haha..thanx boi for fetching me up and down..also thank him for the snacks that he bought for me while we were watching..and his parents!!! buy dim sum for us... :)
happy!

that's all...
my IA is becoming busier nw, coz i got my project...but i still can manage lar, so not much of a problem...but, i'm quite sian with my IA le...so monotonous, no changes...hope it'll end soon..hehe..coz i dun wanna wake up so early everyday!!!! ok, i'm being picky again...

*tired*

a rainy day

it is raining heavily outside..and somehow, i love the feeling of downpour. though rain brings inconvenience, make me drench and etc, i feel that it's quite refreshing..haha..i usually dislike rainy days, but dunno why, there is this feeling of joy when it started to rain just now.. *take a deep breath in*

well, shall start with wat i have been doing today...practically, i did nothing much other than searching for MSDSs (materials safety data sheets)..it's not a tough job, of course..finished everything within 1hr...then, i started to slack till kenryuu called for us for lunch...and guess where we went?? Waraku @ East Coast..thanx alex for driving us there...we all had to squeeze in his BMW..but lucky we aren't that fat, u see...lolz..know the reason why we can travel so far? coz liu bing & wilson wun around..and when your bosses aren't around...he he he...but really thank kenryuu for treating all of us..it must have cost him a bomb..oh, btw, UOB credit card got 10% discount k.. ;) the food was much nicer than what i've eaten in other jap restaurants, too bad i was busy eating and forget to take some photos of it..yup..hope it's a good recommendation to all..it does have other branches, but i dunno where..haha..i think cuppage ba...clarke quay's one coming soon...i think only lar..



below is a pic of Brady building that i've taken a few weeks ago during the fire drill..haha..


alex agitated me today...but actually it wasn't something serious, but i just think it's too irritating to keep repeating the same joke, and it's on me..i gave him a glare, a glare oni k..and he apologised non-stop..but of course, i ignored him, coz my mood not v good (because of some other reasons)..dun wish to scold ppl, spoil my image ma..so i just diam diam, sit down there and do my stuff..then he came over and said in chinese, "xue ying, sorry, dun be angry k..it's just a joke...sorry.." but i just kept quiet..after some time, i messaged him and said that i'm not angry with him, and everything ok lar...and guessed wat he replied? "oh, i almost wanted to treat you lunch and dinner for the rest of the week, but now, i think dun nid le...heng ahh.." *puke blood* 死信不改...but ok lar, i got used to them le..so i just treat them as rubbishing lor..but i dunno that my glare can be so scary..hehe..oopz~

This unknown plant grew in my mum's small little garden since 3 weeks ago, i think...it is believed to be delivered by a bird, which planted a seed into the soil of one of the pots in my mum's garden..something weird about this plant is, it opens up in the morning, and closes at night, as you can see from the pics below..it's quite interesting.it grows very fast too...but i seriously dunno what plant it is..anyone can tell me?? thanx!


boi is having an event tonight...good luck k...all the best!