relaxed.

finally, tomorrow will be the submission of my report!!!
haha...fascinated as it will mean that there will be no more stress...i hope..
can't wait to see hy & cy...arggghhh~
miss them a lot...

boi's brother is coming back soon...
it's his final semester, and guess what? First class honours k...and heard that he top the whole school...*faint*
i like smart people...haha..but i dun like his brother...oopz~
no lar, he quite ok lar...eh, helped me buy a bag from australia..
can't wait to see it!!!!
oh, i will pay for that bag..i dun care... *pout*


ok, something serious...
after so many days of thoughts, i really decide to go back...
i'm tired of the times where i have to face those mental struggles, emotional breakdowns, etc.
yes, i dun wish to see history repeating itself...
one Simon is enough...i dun wish to be the second him...no...
if i do, then it will hurt boi alot...
i had boi as a pillar of support that time, but who will be his now?
SO, i should stay by his side...to heal his wound..it's me who cause all these, and i should be the one ending these..
解铃还需系铃人

as i've promised, i will stay by his side forever, no matter what..
then, i should keep my promise as a promise weighs a lot in both of our hearts..

boi, give me some time to get back..

dun snatch my freedom away k...
i need my friends too...

my favourite song, and it's kinda meaningful... =)


I think I (浪漫满屋) ~ translated

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there’s no way that I’m in love with you,
I lied to myself that it’s just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn’t a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there’s no way we can be lovers,
but I don’t want to make excuses anymore.
why didn’t I know that it was you,
why couldn’t I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.


anyway, as i've said earlier...
there is only one path i can choose...
soon, all these will be history...