Friday, October 29, 2004

*sob sob*... =(

dunno what happened to me today..i'm v v depressed.actually is since yesterday already lidat..my comp dunno what went wrong again...hai~..i really v sian wif it le..also,exams are making me worse...now i'm sick,having a stupid sore throat and keep feeling like vomitting..really wanna cry..y i always so suay??
two weeks of exams may seem fast...but it is really v v long to me..tmr i going home.coz i really not feeling well..lucky got alfred there for me..if not,i really dunno how..is there such thing as pre-exam sickness??meaning depression???if have den i'm one of them ba...my brain dying..my health collapsing..my eyes closing...how sad.wat should i do wif my stupid comp?and wat shd i do wif the lacking in coping wif my exams??how??
who can help me??hai~....

arhhhhhh....exams coming real soon!!!

aiyo...my comp is super irritating..anyway,dunno y yesterday can't get into blogger..watever it is,yesterday went for my health check-up..everything is fine except i nid lotsa EXERCISES!!! and drink lotsa water lor..hai~~~never mind,i'll find ppl to go exercise with me..hahaha...
exams are really annoying!! they make me study SssoooooOOo hard,and restrict my movement..meaning can't go anywhere further than the campus itself..haiyo,v sian...den i study till so hard,if i still not doing well,i really will faint..hmm...maybe should plan of where to go before the results come out..wei4 yu3 chou2 mo2 ma...but pray hard tt i can do well or...if not how???
dear dear is coming later...i really nid him lor..so stressed up..really wanna kua3 le..at least if he is here,he can tell jokes and make me happy for that moment..eh,tt moment only...ok,should not waste much time le...get started ba...JIAYOU!!!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

today is really v suay men....

today had my two idiotic tests (physics and materials)...hai~..think i fail again..really dunno y,my mind is blank.sianz...was actually quite sad,coz i studied till so hard and yet,i black out during the tests..tt's not all..i went to huiyi's room after the test..btw,we took some photos for me to put up on friendster...ok,back to the main pt.juz when we are about to leave for maths lecture,it rains...so heavy lor..den on my way out of hall 7,i slipped and fell...it's really painful men..and got a cut on my toe...den went for the lect wif my wet umbrella on my hand..i was actually holding it throughout the lecture..coz i forgot to bring a plastic bag to contain it..and oso,no plaster for my wounded toe...watever it is....
and the worst of all,i made alfred angry... =..( my mum wan me to stay overnite at hall coz it is raining heavily at my hse there..so i agreed..however,i forgot to tell alfred,who still thought tt i'll go home after everything is done..so he waited...and den when he ask if we can leave,i den told him tt i'm staying over...he was quite pissed off (easily shown on his face and his actions)..anyway,he juz walked out of the room...den i followed him...along the way, we nv tok..i was quite scared..but maybe i'm oso v tired,so i nv really care abt it..i scared tt i may say something wrong oso..but anyway,i apologised after tt..yup..we are quite ok le..i hope..dunno y,sometimes i juz think tt we hav many things dun see eye to eye..some things i find tt his approach is wat i really cannot take it..dunno y..but i dun dare to tell him oso.dun wanna hurt him,coz he is doing me a favour,can't be so bad rite? but i still love him no matter wad..i may be sianz wif our different perspectives,quite irritated wif him teasing me,super buay da han when he starts nagging...but above all these is LOVE!!! i love him so much...yup...no matter how suay i've been today,his forgiveness has healed all these problems...heehee...

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

hai...another round of tests are so near....

there is nothing special about today,yesterday or the day before...i've watched the korean scary movie...eh,dun really remember wat's the name...like ouija dunno wat lar..anyway,it is the first scary movie tt i managed to finish watching..haha..thou still got cover here and there abit,but it's a major improvement.. ;)
den today have to start studying for life sci on wed..haiyo..v sian leh..coz all the notes are full of things tt need lotsa analysis..yup..anyway,still have to study..so no pt complaining rite? oh,i've signed up for the NKF health screening thingy..nv try before...so sign up lor..anyway,shd at least have some knowledge of my own health ma..yup..
tmr v v slack, oni have to attend one lesson and tt is econs..haha..den hav more time study my life sci..hope really have time ba..anyway,i shall end here le..coz i need to pia my life sci..hmm...ok,Good Luck to MMMMEEEE!!!!!

Friday, October 15, 2004

it's a long and tedious day...

i'm almost late for today's lab early in the morn at ard 8.30am..coz i overslept till 8.10am den woke up..rush like mad lor,and nv eat breakfast...thank god tt carolyn gave me a can of milo and a snack bar..but still no time to eat...tokkin abt the labwork,it is really sickening..have to calculate so much..press the calculator till my hands numb...moreover,so long nv use calculator in such a fast speed le,tt's y my hands tend to go out of control..haha..
after practical,i went to CITS to find out wat's wrong with my comp..everything is ok until i started to serve the net..hai~~..den the person oso can't figure out y,so she trail and error abit..oni in a more pro manner ba..den there goes my lunch le...but while waiting for her to figure out wat's wrong,i eat my bar and drink my milo...hoping it can "tahan" till after lects...and finally she managed to fix my comp..hahaha...so so so happy..
den i tried to use wireless network in MLT...hmm...tt huiyi said she noe how to set up,so help me to set up the network..but she took abt one hr but still the same..den i decide to ask jia quan..haha...good move..he told me to find the NTUWL server or wat..den,somehow it works..yup..den half the lesson is wasted le..not oni tt,after i managed to get the connection up,the comp seems to refuse my username...so sick...den i spent another 30 minutes on tt..by the time i complete the setup and got into the lecture site...the lesson left abt 5 minutes...den tt's the end of the lesson...hai~~...wat the....
hmm...after tt i finally can have a proper meal le..thou not sure whether it is a breakfast,lunch or dinner tt is taken at abt 3.45pm...but,think i hav an enjoyable meal ba...hehehe...alfred will scold me again for not having proper meals..or skipping meals...hai~~~but tt's not what i purposely did one...

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

tada...i'm back finally..haha...;)

wow,after so long,anyone miss my blog??haha...phew..i finally finished installing all the necessary stuff for my laptop..so happy,can "touch" my comp again..
ok,i'm v v happy today..the four of us meet after so long..den that jiayu keep crapping,makin weird english pronunciation,and go crazy..haha..den tt liwen...hai~ as usual,oni become thinner..haha..yup,quite fun thou we oni hav a short meeting.
tests coming up nx week,so sian...got life science,materials sci and physics...wad the....all come at the same time,so irritating..den exams coming real soon oso..hai~..ok,enuf of complaining..i got nothing more to say le..end here...i love my dear dear..muz say,if not he'll complain..hahaha...oopz!!!