the long anticipated day has finally come..

today is my last day of work...yeah...hope it will go on smoothly...hmm, promised my colleagues to mit them dis saturday...dunno where they wanna go...coz alot of them have their off day ma..haha..and they even wanna bring me around in Genting during dec holidays lor..den ask me to bring along alfred...hmm, they are sometimes very funny, but sometimes very slack...well, maybe i will miss them someday..haha..dunno..

i want to have breakfast with alfred soon!! so that i can wake up early..keke...and make my day more meaningful ma..think it is quite hard thou..nid to wait for his long weekend. i shall wait den..

i still can't upload my photos...sigh~ coz of the stupid samsung program, make me so disappointed...anyway, still waiting for carolyn to send me the program...hmm...*tap finger*

Mood: happy!!! =)



no nid to count down le...the day has arrived...hehe..

love waking up early..

i woke up especially early yesterday without my mum shouting at me..haha..coz i nid to mit up with the "nice person"..haha..coz she promised me to have a breakfast with me one of the days before i end my job..so she must keep her promise lor, and finally, we had our breakfast at Mac Donald...so long never eat Mac's breakfast le, really like it..ok, that's out of point.

i woke up at 7am to get myself ready..see, i got put in effort..and i gave myself some time to walk to Bugis MRT and meet her..though i dun really tok much, i enjoyed the chat alot..coz she seems like she got loads of things to say..haha..but great that she is enjoying her life now, and from her, i also know that there are many people that are leading their good lives now..so happy for all of them.....oh, dun forget her promise to drive me around on 13 aug arh (provided she pass her driving by then...hehe..and our dinner at Secret Garden...hmm...(purposely state all, so that everyone will be the witness..haha..)

well, i nid to mention her name coz she indirectly hinted me to have her name posted!!! but i purposely dun want leh...*bleah*

i met alfred yesterday night..though the meet up has somehow disappoint him and me, we did appreciate each other's effort...i nid to adjust my thought first...i know the reasons for him to ask me that question, and i know my answer disappoint him alot. he held back his tears and gave a forced smile..i'm sorry!! i know everything will be fine soon..and we wun wanna disappoint each other again...hope his business will be smooth-sailing...

when did liwen went overseas huh?? but hope she can come back soon...den we can have our KTV session...haha..*wink wink*

1 more day to freedom....*grin*

mood: happy, but bored...

happy :

1) i am going to end my work soon!!!
2) i'm able to meet up with my friends or even alfred as and when i like.. (soon)
3) i can watch my favourite tv programmes...hoho.. (soon)
4) i can eat my favourite food whenever i want..
5) i have my friends around to help me always.

6) i have my wonderful boyfriend..oopz...

bored:

1) i have to tolerate my work for another few days.

2) i have my routine work to do..

3) have to face those "pissful" colleagues...

ok,enough of all these le...i gotta study how that stupid samsung program works...haha..so no pictures at the present moment...haha..

3 more days to freedom...*anticipate*

A big thankew to my 3 wonderful friends...

have a heart-to-heart talk with my three friends yesterday..thanx for giving me a chance to tok..thanx for the change and everything....

Cheers to our friendship!!!

yesterday went KTV with alfred, sang for 4hrs plus non-stop..haha..now my throat abit sore...well, it is an enjoyable one...alright, i very sleepy now, but still have to go work later..sigh...
i love the sunshine after rain....reminds me of a song that i learnt when i'm very young...

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy, that's why you are great (izit correct??)
you never know dear, how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away...hehehe

6 more days to freedom...i love counting down...haha...

daydreaming...how i wish i can go windsurfing also...without water?!!?? 

windsurfing??? why got no water?? hmm... 

wow...i finally see some enlightenment...hahaha...( taken by yanning)

realise how much to learn from my dad...

went to orchard just now with my dad to pass his customer something...just went there as a helper??haha...customers from brunei...from the conversations, i realised how much my dad has to go through...to be tolerant, to be able to look at the optimistic side...bla bla bla...great dad!!! i can understand how much you have to handle while overseas...ok, not tok abt him so much..

these are some drawings gotten from my sister's friend...great drawings, dun you think so?? they are not computerised, they are really drawn...no bluff..







why people are always so self-centred?? why people only think of themselves only?? hai~...well, it's not my problem...coz my friends are not in those categories...haha.. ;)
so sorrie that i can't meet yup with them, coz my parents dun allow...hai~ kena scolded by my mum just because i say i'm meeting them at 8pm...Bishan somemore..sigh...well, i will mit them oni after june ba..coz one of the two is going overseas...hehe...really appreciate their efforts...thankew so much and thanx for all the efforts though it is still the same eventually...yup..but i'm contented to have them around...and of course, my other dear friends..dun worry, my mind is clear enough to differentiate the right and wrong...and to know where my friends truly are.... =)


widen your views and you will be able to see things that you never thought it will be...

7 more days before i "ORD"...haha...

Happy Father's Day!!!

well, before i forget today is Father's Day...thanx to Yan Ning...if not bcoz she reminds me, i would have forgotten..haha.but i nid to work today..sigh...alright, to those people as blur as me, just a reminder here...give ur dad a treat today k...

Happy Father's Day to all fathers in the world!!!

11 days more to freedom...yeah...

haha..changed my blog...

coz my mum complain that my blog is too messy...so i decided to change to a super simple one..haha...ooh, did i just mentioned that my mum do see my blog??? haha...yar...she just wanna read for fun...so let her read lor...

supposed to put up a pic of redang beach...but den there is some technical problem, so i shall do it another day ba..

today is another day at work...as days past, i'm becoming happier..haha..coz i realised that i have two weeks more before i end dis dreadful work...hehe..how i wish i can go Genting one day too...i wanna try the theme park there...am i too old to join??? haha...but i think i will be taking Transtar coach instead...dun ask y...coz it is a company's thing...

dis friend of mine has promised me to show me photos of him, coz he is gonna go backpacking.so i will have many photos of different countries..hahaha..hmm...so good...but i wun want to do tt as i think it is too dangerous...got a tour guide will be better..haha..hor alfred??

so surprised that my orientation friend, Aaron, messaged me yesterday to ask abt me..好姐妹..haha..and good that he nv forget me huh...but i'm not joining FOC dis year..coz i nid to work..sigh...how i wish i can go..hmm..to relax, to somehow have a gathering with my ex-OG..hehe..and see if we, the Archilles (is dis or Archiles??), will win the Venus...coz last year we shared a trophy...hai~...and come to think of it, my OG-mates recommended me to be the Chairperson of Archilles (erm, shd spelt dis way ba)...can't even spell the word correctly, how to be the Chair??haha..well, i will recommend junqin, no matter wad...he is power...eat chilli like nobody's business, drink 1.5L of pepsi within 3 mins, able to mix around with people and create bonding, bla bla bla...he showed me the miracle...how much the normal human beings can't do, he can...(",)...no wonder he can be a commando..ok, enough of that..

who can teach me how to make the samsung software work? coz i have difficulty connecting the phone to the software...and i'm not able to transfer the photos...sigh...i'm IT idiot..hehe...but better than someone who is technophobia....hahaha...u noe who i'm refering to rite, Alfred???oopz~

12 more days to freedom..*tapping the table*

alrite, i shall blog

have been so troubled for some stuffs these few days..anyway, those problems are quite redundant for me...but nvm....have to settle it no matter wad...just dun understand why are there people around who like to create problems...and why are there people who think that those problems are problems...haha..i dunno how to answer...coz i am a very problematic child..hohoho..

today morning went out with alfred for lunch before work...we went concourse and found out something quite amazing...have anyone heard of "four clover leaves"? heard that it will bring luck..hmm..but den, i think it is too expensive le..and i believe if one can really increase luck, den there must be something god will take away from him/her...so, i decided not to buy...

anyway, i had a great chat with my colleagues today...gossiping, joking, and sharing problems with work... =) noe why we can tok so much?? coz the boss isn't around to control us..hehe..feeling quite relaxed, except kenna some lectures when i do things wrongly or i forget to do somethings...but i'm used to it le...haha..做人要懂得看开...that is what i always tell myself..and it makes me feel better and learn to look at things at a bigger image...

everything must learn...learning to be happy...learning to be a grown up...learning to be numb with people's bad attitudes...learning to be soft-spoken????erm....haha..it's very difficult, esp. for the last one...well, must perservere...

alfred is busy today...gotta book in at night and tomorrow got shooting some more...sigh~....so no phone chat with him...but he promised he will call at 11pm....predict it to be short, but happy one..haha..ok, end here...

p/s: sorrie dear, i dun think i have so much things to say to fill up the whole page..haha..

"time will prove me right..."

14 days more to freedom....hehe...

i miss you so much...remember the days when we took 179 to my hostel..hehe 

害怕

我本害怕孤单，直到我学会爱自己。
我本害怕失败，直到我体会不尝试，则只有失败一途。
我本害怕成功，直到我理解值得一试，好让自己快乐。
我本害怕人言，直到我学会，不管如何，人们总会对我有意见。
我本害怕遭拒，直到我学会自信。
我本害怕痛苦，直到我学会此乃成长必经的路。
我本害怕真相，直到我看出谎言的丑。
我本害怕生活，直到我体验它的美。
我本害怕死亡，直到我了解它并不是终点，而是开始。
我本害怕命运，直到我了解我有能力改变生活。
我本害怕憎恨，直到我看见无知更糟。
我本害怕爱，直到我心感动，他让黑夜消褪，进入无限光明。
我本害怕遭人嘲笑，直到我学会如何自我解嘲。
我本害怕长大，直到我得以日增智慧。
我本害怕未来，直到我体悟生命渐次美好。
我本害怕恋爱，直到我知道有人可以和你相知相守此生不渝。
我本害怕过往，知道我本会到它已无伤于我。
我本害怕黑暗，直到我看见星夜之美。
我本害怕光亮，直到我学会真理给我力量。
我本害怕改变，直到我看到最美的蝴蝶尚需在展翅前，经历锐变。

yeah, juz quoted everything from some useful books...hehe..i really miss alfred alot...so much so that i will always think of him and even cry when i never see him around, like yesterday..think i am too dependent on him..hai~...i just can't imagine what will happen if i lose contact with him one day...dun even wanna think about life without him around...it must be really miserable..haha..

heard that he will be coming to fetch me today...so happy...even for an hour only, i'm more than happy le... =)

16 days to freedom....*anticipating*

first time doing departure..stress!

yesterday, my colleague was busy preparing for today's morning departure...coz there are about 12 buses dis morning...hence, i had my first try doing the check-in. It is really very stressful...nid to inform the customers alot of stuff and got drivers to tend to...also, there are people around to "listen" to what i'm saying...luckily, "Ah Boy" is there to assist me..haha..but he is indeed very lazy...very unwilling to do alot of things..maybe because i'm one yr younger than him?? (-_-)"'

today is my day off...gonna go ntu later to fill up the green form..and i think i'm not able to meet alfred today, coz he has his shooting later in the afternoon, and have to have dinner with his seageant....hai~...nvm, i dun think that will really matter..hmm...

no one is accompanying me to ntu today..sigh~...my buddy nids to work, and alfred too...and my sisters not that bo liao to go with me...well, travel all alone just to fill up the green form..sounded abit ridiculous, but i got no choice...maybe going to jurong point for a while to shop or what...dunno lar...see how lor..

sian, sian, sian....teach me how to make my life more meaningful and purposeful...work has become a large part of my life le. I dun like it, but what can i do....money is the main issue here. I nid to earn my own allowance, u see..nid to be more independent..earn your own money, so that you can spend it with more consideration, more meaningful, and happier...hehe...

today will end soon...hai~....(pessimistic)

shall stop this pessimism..should say, today has just started...hehe....



17 days more to freedom...lalala...

great chat

yesterday night i had a phone chat with Alfred..though i am abit sleepy, and think he is also, he is still willing to chat till 1am..so happy...but very sad that i can't see him till the week after next..will miss him alot..hehe..

my dad's shop kena termites...having a hard time clearing them..life is tough for my parents, but they never blame anyone..and i think my dad is very disappointed with his relatives...and yet, i can't do anything to help him...sigh~..

“经历过失败是半个人。。。而克服失败， 才是真正的一个人。。”
“失败乃是成功之母。。。既然是母， 那我们为什么那么害怕失败呢？”

quoted the above from FM 95.8...yar, it is a channel for the oldies..but i think all the things that they say are full of wisdom and make me learn alot of things..hehe

things that i still have not done:
=> eat steamboat
=> go beach
=> go shopping with alfred to buy those necessary stuff
=> go ktv
=> go chalet...must wait till dec...
=> go my friend's house to bunk...obviously nid to "jio" more ppl
=> buy backpack for the start of next semester..

alright, shall end here le...i wanna go do my stuff now...hope my friend will enjoy her newly found work, and hope alfred will have a good day in camp...and obviously, my parents will have a smooth sail with everything as well...

19 days more to freedom...hmm...

sunshine...i love sunshine...

i feel like spending my whole day at beach now...watching the sun...the waves...the blue sky...and if it is possible, i wanna see the sunrise...something that one may not even able to see for a lifetime..coz it is short and easily missed...

yesterday's battle is indeed a tiring one...i still have my two modules unregistered..one is because i have a clash with the other lecture, and the other is because my haywired internet connection...and had my vacancy being snatched away...well, have to wait till add/ drop period before i can register for the other two modules..

i also realised that alfred has changed alot alot...very funny rite? even though i'm with him all along, i can't sense his change till yesterday..he is really a great guy..one who protects his girlfriend, one who can handle his stress very well....and can be really serious and really crazy at times..hehe..though he may not be good looking, all his other assets do make people think he is attractive...haha...serious...

i've been thinking all along whether what i have now is real...how can there be someone that is so good in this world..all i knew and have seen are people who are self-centred...how come there are still people like him and my best buddy, who is willing to sacrifice for friends and loved ones..so, i think i'm really fortunate..though the uni route is an extremely tough one as there are far too much unhappiness and misfortune happened to me, these two people have made me realise that i am not that unfortunate after all...haha..also, alfred had told me...why not blame yourself for not hardworking enough and too narrow-minded, instead of being so bothered by those people's comments out there..yeah, true!! i will try...you noe, it is hard to change...but i will try...alfred has shown me miracles, so i believe nothing is impossible...“加油！！”this is a word that we keep reminding each other...

i'm afraid that all these are really dreams, and it will be gone soon...but i believe life is fair...no one will get the best of everything...so shall stop blaming the bad uni life that i'm leading now and start to see the better part of my life... =) (it is all about the psychological thingy..)

"it is only to taste the bitterness of overcoming the obstacles, one will then realise the sweetness and best of life...."

22 more days to freedom...

i had an enjoyable day today

had a great chat with my friends...kinda look things from lotsa different angles...well, no matter what, the earl tea with ice cream is indeed nice..hehe...took some photos too, and that gal is super slow in sending...u noe, her efficiency is about 50%...sometimes think that if one more person is added, is the conversation gonna stay the same?? i dunno...quite tired to think of it too..thou the meet up is rather short, coz got ppl late...but, i think it is a pleasant one...hehe..now, i noe what true friends are...

sorry alfred for waiting for me for abt 2hrs plus, walking aimlessly....i am too engrossed in the conversation basically that i forget the time...anyway, he wasn't angry...but i'm really bad..coz i scolded him for his indecisiveness...I'M A BAD GAL!!! i really dunno y alfred can still like me so much when i keep disappointing him...always make him sad...he always think that it is his fault, and say that he is not a good boyfriend, coz he can't make me happy...but that's not true...i'm not a good girlfriend..always make him sad..always spoil the happy mood..always so pessimistic..always so temperamental...yes, i admitted all...i dun deserve such a good guy actually..

just now, we went pasir ris, dunno for what, den changi airport to eat...den have some talks...i also enjoyed watching aeroplanes fly...and as the chat went on, it is abt time to say "bye bye" to that place...tmr is a another busy day for both of us...i nid to work, and alfred nids to go for his duty...i believe we will pull through all these... =) afterall, we've been through so much le..."i'm sorry, alfred...i noe i shouldn't scold you...it is all my fault...sorry..." i really wanted to say it, but dunno what has stopped me from saying that...maybe that's my character ba...one who will not apologise in front of a person when i'm in the wrong...hai~..bad habit..

i nid to get down to work le...nid to plan my timetable...hai~..and dunno what to do when everything clashes..sigh~

我相信，“船到桥头自然直”

serious, everything will turn out it's way eventually...so no matter how hard the obstacles are, i must overcome...yup..though mentally tired, but physically still able to cope...

24 days more to freedom...continue to count down...

time to meet up with my friends le.

juz received a msg from my friend...she is inviting us to her chalet to celebrate her birthday...i'm so happy to hear that...however, i'm tied down by my work..sigh...dun think i can make it..and it is a saturday and sunday somemore, i dun think i can easily request for my off day..anyway, i hope i can get one of the days off..*pray*

alfred is going sentosa today for a gathering with his jc classmates for volleyball game...so envy..haha..but dunno if he noe how to play anot..hmm..well, i'm glad that he finally noe how to relax and meet up with his friends le..enjoy your day dear.... =)

tomorrow is finally coming!!! so happy..but i'm quite disappointed that they can oni meet me at 2pm..i thot i can spend my whole morning and afternoon with them...den evening at least can go have dinner with alfred..but, hai..everything is disrupted...nvm lor, i will meet them for awhile lor..think i will leave around 4.30pm lidat ba...

i want to trim my hair...shd i have it short, or should i keep it long???? hai~ can't decide leh...think i leave it long first ba..coz i haven reached my desired length...hehe...but still gonna have my hair trimmed slightly...

should learn to count down for the end of working days....let me see..hmm...

26 more days to my freedom... =)

haha..no harm trying, but juz for fun

You Have A Type A- Personality

A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

MTVs (cartoon version)

got this websites from my friend, hope you all enjoy..

童话 MTV


老鼠爱大米 MTV

learn to treasure your loved ones...every effort does count....

my enthusiam for work has started to decline

yesterday i'm really sian throughout work...got scolded by one of the supervisors for something that i know i'm not at the wrong..bo bian, i'm new there..obviously they wun believe that it is those that are with more experiences that are at wrong. After the scold, i'm so tired out with my work, literary feel like quiting my job..feel like tell her right at her face, "dear supervisor, i maybe new, but you should not assume that the newcomers are always WRONG!!! open your eyes bigger and see, there are more colleagues around who always laze around, not answering phone calls or receiving faxes..did you see??? no!! what you know is to put all blames on us, the newcomers...and please be more impartial with work nx time...i dun wish to see more newcomers quiting after working for days..."

alrite, shall not tok about my unhappy working experiences..think i'll not go back again anyway...

my younger sister is having her leadership camp since monday...though her absence doesn't have much effect on me, i sometimes will anticipate for her to come back....haha..tokkin about leadersip camp, it reminds me of my leadership camp in NYJC days...still can remember how hard Charmaine and I tried to escape the camp due to choir intensive training..haha...came out with lotsa craps and lies (with the help of Ms Ong)...anyway, we succeeded though...not very proud of it actually, coz it is still lies....

yearning for dis sunday to come...hehe....shall start planning about what i'm supposed to do dis sunday...so that i will not waste another off day again.. =)