returning from a rather short break...

time past so fast,i wanna stay at hme more oso can't..really enjoy the past few days at hme..thou i fell sick again,but it is really happy moments..haha..if time can be rewind,it will be super nice men..we go shopping together,chit chatting,watch tv together...how nice..

choir camp is going to start tomorrow..super sianz...but no choice,i have to attend...suddenly a thot come to my mind..perhaps,if i stop staying in hostel,all these problems will not occur le..but,there is a dilemma lingering in my mind..if i gonna quit staying,i will have more time at home (yeah yeah), and have ppl to tok to..oso,i will have my holidays...haha..and no nid to spend time thinkin of my ECAs...yar rite....

but the problem is,i will have to spend more time travelling up and down..hmm...and wat if i have nite classes??how???yar,very troublesome..anyone can give me any suggestions??oso,i'll have to wake up early in the morn and travel all the way down (hmm..tt's not a problem,coz i'm ok wif waking up early)..ok,yar...so how?

oh,my cousin gave birth le..yesterday midnite.it is a she,haven see her yet,but heard from ma tt she is very pretty.ok lar,understandable,coz my cousin and her husband both v good lookin..wow,i'm going to become ah yi le..but,quite weird..i so young,den she address me till like so old..hmm..but betta den my youngest cousin who is oni 3yrs old..haha..looking forward to meet them during Christmas..yar..

den received an email from the mentors tt the mentees we taught have all passed their PSLE..hehe..our hardwork did count leh...ok,i gonna watch tv alone le..

wow..holiday is here...yanxin is also here in hostel to pei2 wo3

my youngest sister, yan xin, is here in my room to pei2 wo3 for this week..it is mother's suggestion..coz yan xin is quite bored at home and oso no one look after her...the suggestion is good. at first, yan xin is also quite happy,coz can come to a new environment...so excited about everything..

yan xin leaning against the cupboard while watching tv...

then, today, she starts to show a sian look le..she is v bored with everything here..understandable..coz no one tok to her when i went for choir practices..so,she will feel very bored..wat to do, i can't possibly clone another me rite..den the whole day,she is extremely sianz...oni can use comp and watch tv..if not, will be reading story book..wat should i do to make her feel beta??

worse still, choir usually starts from 7-10pm..den sometimes,if got meeting or wad,it will start earlier or end later...hai~..den when i reached my room, she is already going to sleep le..thank god that alfred will be here tomorrow..but wat time will he come and wat time will he leave,i not very sure..but hope he can keep my sis company..i juz wish to go home as soon as possible...think yan xin will feel the same too...

my sister and i rotting in the room, so try to entertain each other...haha

feelin so free...

13 November 2004

exams are finally over.i went back immediately after materials science paper..actually, not really immediately lar..i went out wif alfred to find my top,so tt can match wif the skirt tt i'll be wearing for the night..oh,btw...coz it is my cousin's wedding dinner...so we went jurong pt, as usual..we had fish and co. den we start to walk around to hunt for top...heehee...can't find..so we went bugis...den finally found one..yup..really take a long time to finally conclude wif a suitable top...so fickle-minded...but tt's me lar.den,nothing much about the dinner. after tt, our whole family decided to walk home from orchard..not far actually,especially wif so many ppl accompanying you..haha..den my sisters and i sang throughout the way hme. quite fun..

15 November 2004

i went out wif alfred again..we went to watch "The Shuttle"...quite scary..but that stupid alfred keep laughing..dunno laughing at me or the show..wateva, but it is quite irritating thou..haha..before tt, we were loitering around coz we hav lotsa time to spend before the movie..so as we walked around Tampines Mall, i tot i saw Abel...yes,Abel Ho..wif a gal beside him...think it is him ba..coz he keep staring at me like knowing who i am..hmm...but he had slimmed down quite alot..hahah...oops..den,nothing much abt tt day...

19 November 2004

me and alfred went Geylang East Library to find art pieces done by Leonardo da Vinci..coz i really into "The Da Vinci code" thingy...well,coz i'm not a Christian,so shall not make much comments abt the story..but it decodes wat Da Vinci had drawn..v interesting...haha..ok,back to the main point..i saw Ms Lim Ah Ber...yes...the Chinese teacher...haha..she still can remember me...dunno whether it is a good thing or bad..yar...the library trip was not a fruitful one,coz most of his books are borrowed...hmm...y huh?? nvm...den we went to eat dim sum...yup,the one i ate one yr ago wif someone else...ok, it is quite filling actually..and moneyworth...den we went to watch "The Incredibles" at jurong pt...it is a really funny show..thou abit long..but worth watching..ok,den something bad happened on tt day...shall not say it..but,i will not do tt again to alfred again...no matter wat...ok,not tt i dun wanna say,but coz it will take me hrs to explain the whole process..too lazy le..haha..

calling for..."Materials Science"

wow,finally reaching my last paper le..so happy..but i really scared abt my results..hai~..anyway,dun think too much le..

takin a rest after long hours of study..

today really v sian...dunno that actually it is a holiday..wat holiday,erm..i not very sure about that..but is super super sian..coz i still have to study for my last paper..
Materials Science...a subject with the most number of formulas to memorise..and the formulas are very confusing..hai~..but no matter wad,i've walked so far le..shd not stop..so muz continue..heehee...

now very hungry..haven eat lunch yet..thinking of our canteen food make me lose appetite le..so tt's y i drag till now still haven eat..hmm..but wat else i can eat?? have to walk v far to find food if i wan to...c if i got mood anot first lor...ok..muz go le..

break is over...continue with materials science...

my untidy desk during exam.. 

*sigh*...no more micro and macro...the worst subject is yet to come...

And wat we had today? econs!!! thought that i'll have nothing to write on the thick answer booklet,i was pretty surprised that i can manage to write something on it.people like Jiaquan think that i took econs before,but they juz can't get the actual fact into their mindset..hai~..anyway,who cares. And wat i'll be having on wed is physics..perhaps the next blog that i'll be posting will be full of moans and crys..etc..i dun understand how to study physics.though many will say, "remember the formulas and definitions".."understand the concept"..bla bla bla..but still,wat's the point? i've been doing this since secondary school,but wat i've got..is quite obvious in my results..the same formulas applied can result in different answers,or even got a big "X" in my script..wat's wrong?

no matter how tough the route is,we still have to walk through..and only to experience,we'll learn more,not juz academically,but maybe socially??

Alfred is really nice to me,especially now,when i'm having exams..he'll bring food for me,help me buy breakfasts when he books out,and leave small little encouraging notes either on my notice board or my calendar,call me on and off to check if i'm still able to cope wif studies...well,he is really very nice..juz so nice that i can't find a word to describe..eh,maybe it's oso due to my limited vocab ba..haha..how can i bear not to love him whole-heartedly?
"an end of a painful relationship is a start of a better one.." now i understand..so ppl,dun feel sad when any trouble is bothering you..as after you've pulled through this,it is another sunshine..juz remember: there is alwis a sun shines after rain..(eh, provided it is day time)..and the sunshine is always much brighter than before..(due to a contrast between rain(dark) and sun(bright))..

alright,i have to bathe now..later still hav to pia physics..yup..

bio warfare is over finally...haha..but results maybe scary.. =[

today's life science exam is really v crazy..how these prof expect us to remember all the small little details in the lecture notes??but i'm sure got such crazy ppl to go memorise every single thing..wateva..a 2 1/2h paper can finish within less than 1h..oh my god,can u believe it??still got time to go evaluate whether to stay till the whole exam is over or to leave at 10.30am..and after much evaluation,i decide to leave the exam hall..coz the time can be used for more meaningful stuff than sitting down there and stare at the questions tt i've got no idea wat the answer is..so let's pray hard ba...or shd i say,i shall pray hard ba..anyway,it's over and gone..if going to see the notes again,maybe will be nx semester le..meaning "da3 bao1"..*touchwood*..

now muz mug for my econs again..so sick,but better than life science lar..ok,shud be ok ba...dun think so much le...GET DOWN TO WWWWOOOORRRRKKKKK!!!!!! *sigh*

guess wad??today is my first paper....MaTHs...

i've not had enuf sleep since yesterday..dunno y can't sleep..sianz..den dis morning woke up at abt 6.10am to continue study my maths. however, when i stared at the paper juz now,i literally forgot almost all the formulas(except some easy ones)..think i'll have a high chance of retaking this module..anyway,it is rather predicted ba..i've not been performing well ever since i step into uni..especially for maths and physics..they are similar..but more indepth..and tt makes me feel inferior..so difficult..everytime do tutorials till i v pek chek..anyway,it's over..c the results den start moaning ba..
now feeling v tired...think is because this is exam period..many ppl start to become more hardworking..heehee..and tend to sleep at v late timing..hmm..so i believe tt many ppl are suffering from an illness during exams....that is exhaustion..wateva the case,finishing a paper is a symptom of an alleviating stress and fear..wow,exams can be that scary if you nv realise lor..well,i shall mug again...this time is physics...wait til i complete my exams le den i'll come back ba....

for those who read this blog, all the best for the rest of the exams....10 more days to go k...hang it there k...

i've tried my best le...everything else shall leave it till after exams..

wow..i've changed my image...eh,more towards blog's image lar..haha..anyway,this is oni a transition period.."improvement is still in progress"...but perhaps will last till end of the exams...and Gek Tiang..haha..u tag a msg huh....thanx alot...huiyi too...mugging is indeed a v tedious,irritating...wad else...oso v brain draining...anyway,tt's not the point...the point is, after exams can play,can slack..can do watever i want without restrictions..wwwooooooohhhhaaaaaaa.
oops!!!...*demure*..
anyway,i shall not be seeing alfred for two weeks le..tokkin about alfred,i today den realise that we got no common topic at all..wateva i say,he not interested..oni fu1 yan3...and wateva he says,i oso not interested..but will reply him...to start the ball rolling..yup..wat's wrong wif us?? in the past,we like got so many things to tok abt..but now??oso,shud we keep tokkin rubbish?or something constructive,like....wad huh?? to him,i can never find a rite topic to tok to him..dunno y..oso quite sian wif all these stuffs.anyway,shall concentrate on my study now..as for these,two weeks later den say ba..hahaha..
ok,carry on mugging now...*yawn* *yawn*....oops....