yesterday's battle is indeed a tiring one...i still have my two modules unregistered..one is because i have a clash with the other lecture, and the other is because my haywired internet connection...and had my vacancy being snatched away...well, have to wait till add/ drop period before i can register for the other two modules..

i also realised that alfred has changed alot alot...very funny rite? even though i'm with him all along, i can't sense his change till yesterday..he is really a great guy..one who protects his girlfriend, one who can handle his stress very well....and can be really serious and really crazy at times..hehe..though he may not be good looking, all his other assets do make people think he is attractive...haha...serious...

i've been thinking all along whether what i have now is real...how can there be someone that is so good in this world..all i knew and have seen are people who are self-centred...how come there are still people like him and my best buddy, who is willing to sacrifice for friends and loved ones..so, i think i'm really fortunate..though the uni route is an extremely tough one as there are far too much unhappiness and misfortune happened to me, these two people have made me realise that i am not that unfortunate after all...haha..also, alfred had told me...why not blame yourself for not hardworking enough and too narrow-minded, instead of being so bothered by those people's comments out there..yeah, true!! i will try...you noe, it is hard to change...but i will try...alfred has shown me miracles, so i believe nothing is impossible...“加油！！”this is a word that we keep reminding each other...

i'm afraid that all these are really dreams, and it will be gone soon...but i believe life is fair...no one will get the best of everything...so shall stop blaming the bad uni life that i'm leading now and start to see the better part of my life... =) (it is all about the psychological thingy..)

"it is only to taste the bitterness of overcoming the obstacles, one will then realise the sweetness and best of life...."

22 more days to freedom...