to go or not to go?

dunno why, suddenly have no mood to do anything...
the enthusiasm for going out on 15 dec is gone...
haiz~
kinda feeling sick of it, why so troublesome to go out?
people halfway wanna leave...some worse, maybe last minute can't go...
tell me, lidat where got any mood to do anything???
must as well call it off, isn't it?

as for malaysia trip,
that's even worse..
i just wanna go overseas to get some fresh air...
haiz, looks like it's not possible anymore.
CL most probably cant go...
Francis wanna go clubbing...
den...no point going le...
just so sick of everything...
please, dun organise anything le k..
always say this, say that and ended up???
NOTHING!

well, boi is totally not free during Dec, except Christmas...
so, who wanna jio me out in DEC??? let me know k..
if not, i will really bored to death man..
suddenly hate december so much...
and counting down??? i'm alone again...
arggghhhh, every year lidat...
that's the problem of having a boyfriend that does events...sigh~

*bad mood*