Tuesday, October 10, 2006

*troubled*

what's wrong with me dis time?
i'm not feeling good to be at my workplace....
i got nothing to do there....other than helping out here and there...
always need to face those idiots..sigh~
i dun feel comfortable when they start to tease about me n him, and it got worse after he has broken up with his gf...though i always jokingly played along and regretted after that...
today francis asked me a question...i was hesitating before i replied...how come??perhaps, i myself also dun really know the answer..sigh~
when he asked if he could give me a ride home today, i answered no..my natural reaction...haha..yar, just that my natural reaction doesn't really speak my mind..
well, i noe what my mind is thinking, but there is no other way other than that only path that i should take -- to move on silently, coz sooner or later, this will become a history...yup..

i need time to be alone and reflect...yesh...
it's not what you guys think, i'm very rooted to my decision....
but i just need time to remove that feelings from my mind...i noe i can...

had OT for two consecutive days le...quite tired...but was delighted when boi called me..hehe..what can be happier than receiving a call frm ur dearest after a long tiring day of work? too bad my mom called me, so i have to hang up...sorry dear...hope he will be home early today to call me....hehe...purposely put it big, so that he can see it and go home earlier??

enuf say....i shall start doing my report, even though there is nothing to write..


ps: update the trip to Vivocity again...well, actually nothing much to say about tt too, but got some pics lar..hehe..

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