i need to learn to express myself better

sorry for the disruption caused yesterday night...
i think i really have some problem with my style of communication...
i noe you've been very patient with me...
at times, i may choose not to talk as i dun see the point of telling you...
i dunno that every word, every sentence, every thought mean so much to you...
actually, i've tried very hard to communicate with you..i tried my best to let you know how i feel...
maybe it's still not enough...
it's stressful to change my way of communicating, but i will try, for your sake...
let me do the talking one day k... =)


ps: my whole family is driving me crazy...tell me how to make me change my attitude towards them? i wanna leave them asap...yes, my parents failed to teach us, as adults, well...practice of favouritism is indeed not a good choice..but, they will never understand...