Post-exam syndrome

Is it true that people will feel lost after exams?
I am.
Still trying to gather my thoughts and organise them...

My throat started to sore today, and the feeling was terrible. Can my body be sickness-free?
OMG.
Was quite lost today, not sure what I should do.
SO, i ended up playing Sims...haha...oopz~
yar, i deserve a slap. My parents need my help, and i'm there playing games.
anyway, i like to help, but i dislike sitting at the shop and do nothing..nvm..

helped my sister to tabulate the marks..
really terrible, so many failures..
and her colleague joked that seeing the results of that class, people will think that the total marks is 20 instead of 40...it's quite funny, only i'm not good at telling jokes..yes.
Saw the whole pile of exam papers my sister need to mark...woah, her Saturday will be gone..
her job is so sacrificial...and earn so little..not worth it...
students called her late at night to ask her Maths, when the next day has Maths exam!!!
WTH, so last-minute, burn midnight oil oso wun do well lor..
then they still blame my sister for teaching too fast, when she is actually so way behind time.
my sister rebutted that they should raise hand and ask questions when they dun know...
but, well....students are "customers" in school...they are always right...
so, maybe this is the reason why the quality of education declines in our country.
enuf say of this..

Finally has something meaningful to do tomorrow.
I will be going for a checkup...haha..
hope i will be fine, though i am prepared for the worst...
(so contradicting)

alright, I will blog less, I think...reason being, my mother doesn't like me to blog..for whatever reason it is...
she is my mum, so she is right...
yar, i'm treating her like my customer..haha....then, my tolerance level can be maximised...
well, we were never in good terms, so why should i wish for a better?
i'm happy with my present life lar, with some sadness added from the hurt my mum gave....
trying to psycho myself to be optimistic...haha...
i'm quite good at it, till now..
no matter how bad the matter is, i've learnt to pause and find an optimistic way to look at the situation...so, hopefully it will work for long...

it's better to make yourself feel forgiving and happy, rather than angry and sad..
you may say, who dun know this...
but, you may be surprised, they know, but they never put it into practice...haha..

ok ok, my throat is killing me...
should go sleep early..
Good night, people.

Reflection of 2006

finally have the time to sit down and think through what i've accomplished in the year 2006...
wasn't been able to do so because i've been busy with lotsa things, and partly because my comp spoilt...haha..

here it goes, shall only state the more significant (in my perspective) ones.
-first time wearing contact lenses....
-had my 3rd ear-piercing session at TM
-having my industrial attachment at Brady --> made 3 new friends (francis, CL & alex)
-cut my hair really short after so many years
-first time stayed overnight at boi's house
-first time sitting in a car that boi drove
-my 21st birthday...*sweet memories overwhelmed my mind at the moment*
-change my interpretation of friendship -- friends are not forever. they change with time.
-first time painting my house
-made new friends in boi's workplace, Angeline & JJ
-got my first "A" grade in NTU, though it's only a GE
-lotsa shocking news heard...too many to elaborate
-some disappointment for boi...yup..promised it will never happen again
-seen lotsa nice dramas, like 浪漫满屋，宫，恶作剧之吻， etc.
-learnt korean, though it's only 半桶水..
-health problem still persisting.
-still not slimmed down
-still not good in grades


yar, as usual, my resolutions every year are the same...
-be healthy
-have good grades
-slim down
-lessen my dad's loads
-be a good girlfriend
-to help anyone who needs it
-make everyone happy
-improve my character
-be more independent
-get a job to get my own income
-spend less ^*new


2007 will be a tough year for me...
hope everything will be smooth-sailing.