Post-exam syndrome

Is it true that people will feel lost after exams?
I am.
Still trying to gather my thoughts and organise them...

My throat started to sore today, and the feeling was terrible. Can my body be sickness-free?
OMG.
Was quite lost today, not sure what I should do.
SO, i ended up playing Sims...haha...oopz~
yar, i deserve a slap. My parents need my help, and i'm there playing games.
anyway, i like to help, but i dislike sitting at the shop and do nothing..nvm..

helped my sister to tabulate the marks..
really terrible, so many failures..
and her colleague joked that seeing the results of that class, people will think that the total marks is 20 instead of 40...it's quite funny, only i'm not good at telling jokes..yes.
Saw the whole pile of exam papers my sister need to mark...woah, her Saturday will be gone..
her job is so sacrificial...and earn so little..not worth it...
students called her late at night to ask her Maths, when the next day has Maths exam!!!
WTH, so last-minute, burn midnight oil oso wun do well lor..
then they still blame my sister for teaching too fast, when she is actually so way behind time.
my sister rebutted that they should raise hand and ask questions when they dun know...
but, well....students are "customers" in school...they are always right...
so, maybe this is the reason why the quality of education declines in our country.
enuf say of this..

Finally has something meaningful to do tomorrow.
I will be going for a checkup...haha..
hope i will be fine, though i am prepared for the worst...
(so contradicting)

alright, I will blog less, I think...reason being, my mother doesn't like me to blog..for whatever reason it is...
she is my mum, so she is right...
yar, i'm treating her like my customer..haha....then, my tolerance level can be maximised...
well, we were never in good terms, so why should i wish for a better?
i'm happy with my present life lar, with some sadness added from the hurt my mum gave....
trying to psycho myself to be optimistic...haha...
i'm quite good at it, till now..
no matter how bad the matter is, i've learnt to pause and find an optimistic way to look at the situation...so, hopefully it will work for long...

it's better to make yourself feel forgiving and happy, rather than angry and sad..
you may say, who dun know this...
but, you may be surprised, they know, but they never put it into practice...haha..

ok ok, my throat is killing me...
should go sleep early..
Good night, people.

last paper of the semester

time really flies soooooOO fast...
my last paper is in less than 24hrs' time...
i think i'm quite prepared...but still, I'm fearful of it...who knows what questions were those professors come up with and kill all of us? haha..
shall not think so much about it, as it will only make my heart pump faster and my mind work slower...
anyway, i'm not really worried about my exams, but more for my health...

i'll be going for a medical checkup this saturday....it sounded scary to me, as I wouldn't know the outcome..
anyway, I'll just pray that everything will be fine...

i would wanna do a lot of things after exam...hehe...
i know many people have finished theirs, hey, mine is coming to an end soon too...hehe...
yar, i envy you guys who can sit down at home and shake legs while watching tv...my turn will come soon.. :)
oh, no no...my turn wun come..i wun wanna waste time doing nothing and let time drifts past...i'll make full use of every waking hour to do something I want to -- to make full use of your life, to live life without regrets, to do everything that I want.


"It's a blessing to be able to wake up and see today, coz you wouldn't know whether you will have such privilege tomorrow. So, live life to the fullest and of course, thank it for having able to see the 'today' everyday." ~ me

2 papers left..

phew~
finally, i left with two papers....which are the easier ones..

today had my MS3030...some HRM and Entrepreneurship thingy..
dun understand why we have closed-booked exam on this...
it's the skills that we are required to learn and know about it, not to memorise and forget...
anyway, everyone just crap their way through...and i'm one of them...
some questions require a lot of common sense...haha..but i lack..
there is this question on steps for Creative thinking...i almost wanted to write down "to answer this question, it stimulates my creative thinking skills."
yar, i just think of possible answers that were applied to my daily life and wrote them down...
think the marker will say,"a whole lot of rubbish..." with crosses all over...

anyway, it's over...
jia you for my MS3001!!!!

The only word in my mind now.

STUDY!

study...study...study...study...study...study...study...study...
study...study...study...study...study...study...


I'm learning to embrace Metallic and Ceramic Materials...haha..
think i'll love ceramics more than metals...dunno why...maybe our relationship has established after the whole semester of modules on semiconductors...haha...

semiconductors, endless and endless of it..
just finished microelectronics, and here is another round of semiconductors...arrrggghhh..


back to study..
hope exams end soon...

Flunked!

one module down..

feel so depressed..
i told myself i must do well this time round, and yet, i forget all the BLOODY formulae when i stepped into the exam hall..
idiot!
well, when i say flunk, i mean it...
not like those people's definition of not scoring 'A's & 'B's...
added up the marks that i've attempted, i merely pass 40...
and it's not as if i can get the 40 marks all right...
ok, fine..

no time to moan..
shall study hard for the rest of the modules...


ps: i am really stupid...coz my brain is.

Today's MS3005 quiz.

I think I should be able to pass the quiz today, as it is open-booked...
and the test is mainly copying points from the notes, so it means that those who copy fast enough, will score more...haha...
I couldn't finish my paper, as there are too many things to do within 1hr..
well, pray hard that i will not do badly for it..

studying for MS3002 now, though I have MS8005 tomorrow..
Simply because MS3002 is a core module and MS8005 is only an elective...hehe..
but i will still study lar...
I guess I'm on par again... *phew* till exams come...haha..

exams in 8 days' time..and yet, there are still quizes and report to finish...tutorials to attend...
I thought there is supposed to be a week off before exam???
seems like I have no time to take a break...eh, 2 deep breaths of break is better than nothing...haha..
ok ok, shall not waste time...
jia you!


ps: meeting boi later. eventhough it's a short meet-up, to accompany him to order cake & buy marshmallows for this saturday's celebration, and fetch my sister at 10plus, it's good enough..haha...so happy...