last paper of the semester

time really flies soooooOO fast...
my last paper is in less than 24hrs' time...
i think i'm quite prepared...but still, I'm fearful of it...who knows what questions were those professors come up with and kill all of us? haha..
shall not think so much about it, as it will only make my heart pump faster and my mind work slower...
anyway, i'm not really worried about my exams, but more for my health...

i'll be going for a medical checkup this saturday....it sounded scary to me, as I wouldn't know the outcome..
anyway, I'll just pray that everything will be fine...

i would wanna do a lot of things after exam...hehe...
i know many people have finished theirs, hey, mine is coming to an end soon too...hehe...
yar, i envy you guys who can sit down at home and shake legs while watching tv...my turn will come soon.. :)
oh, no no...my turn wun come..i wun wanna waste time doing nothing and let time drifts past...i'll make full use of every waking hour to do something I want to -- to make full use of your life, to live life without regrets, to do everything that I want.


"It's a blessing to be able to wake up and see today, coz you wouldn't know whether you will have such privilege tomorrow. So, live life to the fullest and of course, thank it for having able to see the 'today' everyday." ~ me

one more paper down..

can't really recall about my paper today...
hy, cy and me went cine's kbox after the paper...haha...
it was really fun!

met boi for dinner at Marutama Ramen @ Central...it is really good...they sell limited dishes, only ramen...
the ramen was really good, especially the egg...btw, you have to add the egg at $1...
well, you may say what so good about the egg...have you eaten a hard-boiled egg that has 3/4 cooked egg yolk? those who like egg yolks that are watery ones...yesh, it's exactly like this...i dunno how they do it..but it is really amazing...how can a hard boil egg has watery egg yolk????
and it is really nice...i will go there again, for sure...


my neck really got problem...
the second and third neck bones were shifted, i dunno what they are...but it sounded serious to me...
has to go for an xray or something soon...
sigh~
hope it wun worsen...
also, my health problem...
sometimes i just feel like giving up on myself...
nothing is good about me, body so problematic, health bad, mind not functioning well, studies not good...
what's good, tell me?
i'm trying so hard to be optimistic, yet setbacks come one after another...
ok, fine...

tell me, how much more optimism should i have?
*gone to bathe*

to cheer me up.

though boi doesn't know the reason for being sad, he roughly saw me blogging when he returned from his conversation with his colleagues..
he knew that i'm not happy all along, even when i've been putting on a smile in front of everyone.
it's not that i dislike them, i just feel that he should enjoy such function without me, coz i know that i will be a burden then...
well, maybe my presence is more important than caring about my feelings..i wun blame him, coz the matter maybe worse if i'm not there ba...i dunno...
knowing that i'm moody, boi brought me to Changi Airport, where we shared the happy moments together...
remember that i love the wind blowing onto my face while travelling on PIE?
yes, i have the privilege to enjoy that again!!! :)
though it started off with slight drizzle, it stopped, and boi unwound the windows and allowed me to get in touch with the wind out there..he enjoyed that moment too..
we sang songs that we heard from YES 93.3, and simple communication was established..
I had a great time then, and all the unhappiness ceased.

We had Popeye for dinner, though unhealthy, he enjoyed, as i'm the first one who ate it with him 3 years ago. before, he hadn't even tried it. :)
we walked to the viewing gallery after that to see the planes taking off...it's a pleasure to be able to do that..
we yearned to travel together one day...leaving all worries behind and leave this place for a while...

well, great moments are always short.
we had to leave that place early, as boi had his event the next morning, which is today, sunday.
the day ended with comforts and peace in my mind..
thankew boi for cheering me up, and making an extra effort to bear with my moodiness..


Sometimes i will ponder, what if i have only a month's life to go? what will I do? what will everyone does?
perhaps, that month will be the happiest time that I'll have in my life...
though people around me may feel sad, i will be able to get what i want -- respect...
sounded selfish...hehe..

so, live life without any regrets...coz you wun know what will happen the next second.
I had so much regrets in the past, but i wun allow more to come..
i promise!

A happy weekend.

Oh, yesterday was yanxin's birthday...and it was boi's grandma's birthday too...

just let me jot down what I did yesterday....
I went to NTU to meet up with Prof Chen to listen to his briefing on the FYP projects....
went there with Jiehui and Hwee Yun...
Prof Chen treated us drinks to make ourselves feel comfortable...not bad rite?
the projects are quite interesting..haha..his projects are mainly to enhance on the current materials used to prevent pollution, synthesize a new source to replace fossil fuel, and semiconductor devices...and I've already given him my name for one of the projects. SO, does that means that I finally settled my FYP??

I wanted Joachim, my mentor, too...coz his projects are really interesting, and he don't need any students with bio background...but he got far too many students on his waiting list le...*pout* His projects are mainly on the biodegradable drug-eluting coronary heart stents, effects of micron-sized debris from hip-replacement implants on bone resorption, etc...mainly on biomaterials....very interesting rite...

well, well....

after the briefing, I travelled to Bugis to meet up with boi...he is supposed to fetch me from NTU, but he was caught in a traffic jam...no choice lor..

We got a 3D card for Yanxin's birthday...really interesting...it's a washing machine...haha..


My ugly drawing while boi was driving. (the envelope)


The pop-up card. (inside)


Our precious words. (back of the card)


Alright, she got a new handphone for her birthday...FREE one...coz yesterday was M1's dunno how many years birthday, and they were giving out 10,000 free 3G phones for new subscribers...so, to cheer her up and make her study well, my mum decided to get her one...haha...

a cheap but elegant phone...


alright, hope she will study hard...

After boi and I bought the card, we went back to his home...
It's their family tradition to have the family memberst to eat eggs during birthdays..
I ate one...hehe...
after boi's cousins came, we sang a birthday song to his grandma and took some photos..hehe...not in my camera though.. she is 84 this year...

then, we travelled to a restaurant near YCK mrt station for dinner...food quite ok lar, place is rather old, and price quite ok..haha..
nothing much after that...


boi is coming later..hehe...
better go bathe now..dun wanna make him wait too long...we are supposed to watch Mr. Bean today, coz boi wanted...hope it's nice...it's been so long since i watch a movie..though i have no craving for movies, hmmm.....nvm lar...

ok, end here..more online lectures coming up..sigh...

My new friend.

A new friend had entered my life last saturday.....

Guess who?

*Tada*

Yeah, Zen Vision: M.

I'm downloading videos to watch, so that i watch them when i'm travelling to school...good idea rite?

yup, i need to study le..coz i dun wanna be the last few of the cohort...i just wanna squeeze to the middle k..hehe...

ok, i miss boi...hope he is doing fine. dun understand why i can love him so much..he is lazy, irritating, unkempt, crazy and plump..haha...but i still love him...maybe i'll love him more if he can improve on the above mentioned...*hint hint* lolz.

enuf of nonsense, carry on with my work..

Bottle Tree Park

We went to Bottle Tree Park yesterday...it's my first time there, and i'm in love with that place...the whole place doesn't look like it's Singapore.That place is good for fishing and relaxing. Oso, it's a good place for camping as there are camp sites there too..haha...BTW, if you are trying to find out where this place is, it's at Yishun, nearer to Khatib MRT station, but still have to walk a distance. I dunno how to walk there, coz boi drove. It's a place worth visiting. Heard from boi that the owner of the land had this dream of having his own land and making it into a recreational area for the public. Too bad that he could only own the land for 6yrs, after that, no one knows if the government will claim back that land..

Oh, boi said those Bottle Trees are from Australia, and are very expensive (forget how much)...so can imagine how rich the owner is by counting the no. of trees there...haha...just kidding...
Alright, enough of saying...let the pics do the talking...the place is much more appealing than my photos, due to my lousy phone camera and lousy skills...haha..

Happy for my sis and cousins.

I'm very glad and proud of yanning...haha...
she did very well for her 'A' levels...scoring 4 As for core subjects, GP B3...but she failed her two 2 S-papers lar...
but well, it's ok, we are already very happy le...

SQ (sis's bf) scored damn well k....he ranked 25 out of the whole level in VJC...oh, my god!!!
scored 4 As, GP A1, 2 S-papers -- 1 Distinction, 1 Merit...hehe...
good for him....

two of my cousins had their results too....
the RJC one scored 4As, GP B3, 2 S-papers -- both distinctions....
Expected...coz he is always so clever..

the TPJC one doesn't score that well....about the same as me lar...
he is quite sad over his results, but well, there is still hope lar...


on the whole, all did very well... :)
think they went celebrating now...

ok, back to study....
jiayou for boi's event tonight!!!

Happiness

"Well," said Pooh, "what I like best," and then he had to stop and think. Because although Eating Honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were, but he didn't know what it was called. ~A.A. Milne


added (at nite):

isn't it true?
it is always the eves of festive seasons that everyone enjoys most...
anticipation for something good and near is a motivation...
yar, that applies to me...
days without knowing when to meet up with boi is really hard to pull through...
and days that are far away from weekends are always gloomy...like Monday...
that's why there is Monday Blues.
i like friday most, and i hate sunday night most...now you know why..hehe..

ok, too busy now...chatting with hy & francis online, and boi on the phone..
have a great week ahead..