to cheer me up.

though boi doesn't know the reason for being sad, he roughly saw me blogging when he returned from his conversation with his colleagues..
he knew that i'm not happy all along, even when i've been putting on a smile in front of everyone.
it's not that i dislike them, i just feel that he should enjoy such function without me, coz i know that i will be a burden then...
well, maybe my presence is more important than caring about my feelings..i wun blame him, coz the matter maybe worse if i'm not there ba...i dunno...
knowing that i'm moody, boi brought me to Changi Airport, where we shared the happy moments together...
remember that i love the wind blowing onto my face while travelling on PIE?
yes, i have the privilege to enjoy that again!!! :)
though it started off with slight drizzle, it stopped, and boi unwound the windows and allowed me to get in touch with the wind out there..he enjoyed that moment too..
we sang songs that we heard from YES 93.3, and simple communication was established..
I had a great time then, and all the unhappiness ceased.

We had Popeye for dinner, though unhealthy, he enjoyed, as i'm the first one who ate it with him 3 years ago. before, he hadn't even tried it. :)
we walked to the viewing gallery after that to see the planes taking off...it's a pleasure to be able to do that..
we yearned to travel together one day...leaving all worries behind and leave this place for a while...

well, great moments are always short.
we had to leave that place early, as boi had his event the next morning, which is today, sunday.
the day ended with comforts and peace in my mind..
thankew boi for cheering me up, and making an extra effort to bear with my moodiness..


Sometimes i will ponder, what if i have only a month's life to go? what will I do? what will everyone does?
perhaps, that month will be the happiest time that I'll have in my life...
though people around me may feel sad, i will be able to get what i want -- respect...
sounded selfish...hehe..

so, live life without any regrets...coz you wun know what will happen the next second.
I had so much regrets in the past, but i wun allow more to come..
i promise!