Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Who's smarter?

Something really funny that was sent by my friend...just wanna share it with you people, who are reading...


Who's smarter? Men or Women?

A man was out golfing one day when he hit the ball into the woods.
He went into the woods
to look for it and found a frog in a trap.
The frog told him, "If
you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."
The
man freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that
there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your wife will get
it ten times!"
The man said, "That's okay."

For his first wish, he wanted to be the most handsome man
in the world.The frog warned him, "You do realize that this wish will also make
your wife the most beautiful woman in the world, an whom men will flock to".
The man replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most handsome
man and she will have eyes only for me."
So, *KAZAM* he's the most
handsome man in the world!

For his second wish, he
wanted to be the richest man in the world. The frog said, "That will make your
wife the richest woman in the world. And she will be ten times richer than you.
"
The man said, "That's okay, because what's mine is hers and
what's hers is mine."
So, *KAZAM* he's the richest man in the
world!

The frog then inquired about his third wish,
and he answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack!"

Moral of the story: Men are clever. Don't mess with them!
Attention male readers: This is the end of the joke for you. Stop here and continue feeling good!

Female readers: Please scroll down.




The woman had a heart attack ten times milder than her husband!!!
Moral of the story: Men are really dumb but think they're really smart!
Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show!


PS: If you are a man and are still reading this; it only
goes to show that men never listen!!!

Birthday

Happy 22nd Birthday, Boi!!!


*music starts*
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to XMF...
Happy birthday to you!!!!

Monday, January 08, 2007

a forty-dollar lesson

boi called me just now and said he was "cornered" by 3 ah-beng-look-a-like salesmen while he was driving at loyang industrial area...
they "forced" him to buy some equipment at the price of $400 plus...
boi was rushing for a meeting then, so he told them that he only has $40, and they took his money, and boi left...
can't imagine what will happen if it's me...
think they may smash my car as i wun give them $$ one lor...
but he is in a rush lar..so what can he do rite...and they got 3 people...later got beaten how..
so i agree with wat boi is doing...

he then went back office to search for that company, and found out that it's a CON!
so, to me, this is like a new way to rob people lor..
haiz...
thank god that boi is fine...

so must be careful, friends..

first day of school

First day of school and i'm already sian half...
i just can't get my mood adjusted...*sob sob*...i need to change my mindset...

reached school at about 9plus to queue for my notes...
saw Darryl (Chan Bros) in LWN library...i almost can't recognise him, and i think he too...aiya, as usual, i never say hi to him...
then, i went to MSE computer lab to collect my contact-less access card...
guess wad? i saw wang jie(FYP student)!!!! hahaha...
so qiao...

had my lectures at LT 6....what's best is cy is late!!!! first day, first lecture, and she is late...haiz~
the lectures were boring...nothing much has taught...screen so dim, how to see???
cy and i were discussing where we wanna have our lunch and are we going to pon the last lecture.....first day, and we already have such mentality...not good...*shake head*
got such 损友 is really....dunno how to say...
anyway, got online lectures...so i find it totally stupid to go school...
after the lectures, i saw jun heng (FYP student) and wangjie (again)...they called for me dis time...haha....feel like in Brady lidat...
oh, of course i saw francis...
he acted very guai k...can't stand it...hahaha...

cy and i went JP to eat lunch...
then we travelled to vivocity to get boi's present.
walked alot alot trying to find the knitted vest that he want...saw one from GAP, but when we reached there....the person said SOLD OUT!!!
*depressed*
we walked to other shops to look for any possibility, but to no avail...
so we decided to give up that idea...
and i bought a whole set of Vichy stuff for him....
*pocket burnt a hole*
really hope those stuff (that i actually craved...oopz~) will help to improve his terrible complexion lar..haha...
tomorrow will be his bdae...hmm....can't wait!!!


had a fruitful weekend last week....
Saturday
meet up with the three ladies for lunch...
saw a Project Superstar contestant, Nat, at Swensen (not a good place for food)...
then, we went for pooling at marina square...my skill cannot make it lar...haha...
we ended like about 5pm before we went to buy ice cream...
along the way to bras basah, i saw Charm, Koon Kiat & Jane, and marie...
meet up with boi & kian at bras basah and bid farewell with the gals...
we then went to 天天火锅 for dinner...what the hell lor..
last time 2 ppl, say have to wait very long...3 ppl, say got seats, aircon somemore...
ok lar, very filling...
went to search for wireless router & acc kian to buy his working clothes..
haven't buy my wireless router yet...need to go see more places then decide..

Sunday
everytime i organise my time properly, someone will spoil it...hmph..
after finished my work & get myself changed, i walked to bugis...coz i told boi the day before that he can cut his hair at 11am and i meet him at 12pm..
guess wat, i happened to see the yellow kangoo with the same plate number on the road while i was walking...yar, it's him, obviously..
still dare to smile when he was late..
so i have to wait for him to finish his haircut lor...and waste time...haiz~ haha...just joking...
we went to search for jeans...never buy, coz we set our targets...."must lose 5kg this year..." the earlier the better, coz i can get my jeans...haha...
we went to boi's house after that, coz his mum cooked...
reached there to find out that his relatives were there too...hehe..
then his bro started to give lectures lar...
can't stand him at times...but he is of good intention...

ended my day well, but not very happy coz i need to go school the next day...sigh~

Saturday, January 06, 2007

i'm fine

*take a deep breath in*

phew~
i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm fine!!!!
hehe...
well, think i can switch my emotions pretty fast...hmm...
coz i dun like to think of bad things...

oh yar, shall update abit about today's stuff...
i'll be meeting yu, rol & wen (can we find something to represent us, coz it seems too long to always type "yu, rol & wen"...haha) later at 12pm....
going for a lunch & pool....
then, i'll be meeting boi...hahaha...finally...

school starting really soon...wonder how it will be like when it starts...
my heart starts to beat abnormally when thinking of school...dunno why....haha..
DREADED!
hope it will be a good semester for me... ;)

oh, CL & alex have their IA presentation at NUS today....
wonder how is it? haha...
aiya, not counted, so think it will be ok ba...
*pout* so sad, we are here enjoying our weekend, and they still have their presentation to do...
aiyo....*shake head*
(full of sarcasm...hahahha..)

yanning has been doing relieve teaching for 2days of the 6 months.
she is teaching E maths & A maths at CCHS (M) (Chung Cheng High School (main))...sec one and three ba...
she could adapt quite well inside...good for her... :)

oh, time's up...
i need to get myself changed...
enjoy ur last weekend before ur school reopens k...HAVE FUN!!!!

Friday, January 05, 2007

a big blow.

the fear came...

what's wrong with her? i mean, what's wrong with me?

为什么她总是要争对我?
我为这个家所做的一切,她怎么永远也看不到。
在我的记忆里,她对我的关怀备至只停留在很久、很久以前。。。
她说我疑心病太重,但她有没有想过这是谁造成的。。
念中学以后,她是怎样对待我的。。。
她叫我起床时,不是打,就是骂。。。那种被惊醒的滋味谁会知?到现在,只要他一说话,我就会醒来。。只要她一骂人,我就会认为是我的错。
在朋友面前给我一个耳光,让我难堪。。最令我生气的事,她打我根本不是因为我做错。
总是以为我能知道她要的是什么。。我不想让她失望,所以她吩咐什么,我就做,但她总是不满足。
我一不做事,她就会骂我。。。
我真的很恨她。。从中学时期就开始问自己,这是我的家吗?

我忍,她毕竟是我的妈妈。。
但是内心深处,我已告诉自己,我要离开这里。
至今,我还是会把事情做好,还是会依照她的吩咐去做。。。
我不需要她的疼爱,只求她不要再骂我了。
等时机一到,我一定会走。。。一定会。。。

我本不想说这一切,但是我真的很辛苦。。。
我不是要博取同情,只想把我的痛苦找一个地方发泄。。
我没把我自己说得很惨,我只是在把我内心所要说而没法说出来的话写了下来。。
我很想乐观的看我的生活,很可惜,我太笨,什么都看不到。。

现在,没人会跟我说话。。妹妹们都站在我妈那一边。。
当然,她们是我妈的宝贝女儿,不会有这种待遇。。。
我能离开吗?我真的很想走。。。
还有多久?

我到底做错了什么?

Thursday, January 04, 2007

that feeling has arisen again.

blogging seems to trigger my brain to think more and more, and it's kinda fun, in some sense...maybe that explains why i've got so many posts just within these few days...

That feeling has arisen again -- FEAR.

what am i fearing of?
i can't figure it out. it's an uncomfortable feeling that will come suddenly and leave stealthily..
think i'm controlled by my haywired mood swings again..
the feeling of helplessness...
it makes me suffocate at times. trying to find ways to breathe better and deeper, but it doesn't seem to work.
pessimism...
it has worsened my feeling of helplessness. there seems to be no cure for it, or should i say, there is no chance for me to be optimistic.

what is going on this time round?
my heart is weakening. i can't afford to have another round of such feeling. my strong mind is withering.

...back to isolation state...

a day at Hewitt

hy, cy & me were working at Hewitt yesterday...
we met at 12pm, but they were late!!!! haha...
reached the office at 1pm and started with our work...
quite easy lar...
that's why we today dun nid to do work...everything was done yesterday...
do so fast for wat?
today got no income le lar..
anyway, it's a good experience to be able to work in such company..
the vending machine serves free drinks k...can drink whatever we want..
hope can go back there again tomorrow?

chatted with boi from 12am to about 2am...
i'm very tired now...
i wanted to do something for boi's birthday, but i dunno what to do...hmm...
boi seems busy nowadays...dun wanna interrupt him too..
a few more days before school starts, what is in my mind now?
lotsa things to do....draw out my timetable, arrange my stationery & files, printing out notes, etc...argghh..
i need to get a wireless router..i need it...i need it...
shall go see this saturday...
*paranoidal behaviour*

Reflection of 2006

finally have the time to sit down and think through what i've accomplished in the year 2006...
wasn't been able to do so because i've been busy with lotsa things, and partly because my comp spoilt...haha..

here it goes, shall only state the more significant (in my perspective) ones.
-first time wearing contact lenses....
-had my 3rd ear-piercing session at TM
-having my industrial attachment at Brady --> made 3 new friends (francis, CL & alex)
-cut my hair really short after so many years
-first time stayed overnight at boi's house
-first time sitting in a car that boi drove
-my 21st birthday...*sweet memories overwhelmed my mind at the moment*
-change my interpretation of friendship -- friends are not forever. they change with time.
-first time painting my house
-made new friends in boi's workplace, Angeline & JJ
-got my first "A" grade in NTU, though it's only a GE
-lotsa shocking news heard...too many to elaborate
-some disappointment for boi...yup..promised it will never happen again
-seen lotsa nice dramas, like 浪漫满屋,宫,恶作剧之吻, etc.
-learnt korean, though it's only 半桶水..
-health problem still persisting.
-still not slimmed down
-still not good in grades


yar, as usual, my resolutions every year are the same...
-be healthy
-have good grades
-slim down
-lessen my dad's loads
-be a good girlfriend
-to help anyone who needs it
-make everyone happy
-improve my character
-be more independent
-get a job to get my own income
-spend less *new


2007 will be a tough year for me...
hope everything will be smooth-sailing.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

meet ups!!!

meet up hy and cy to celebrate hy's belated st bdae...well, it's already 2007 le...lolz~..
we went somerset for lunch at Vil'age...exactly like Marche...
chatted alot lor...then we strolled around Orchard and ended up sitting in BK for a drink..
oh, we got a two-day job at Science Park...hehe...
got a little income, yeah...not bad lar..

then, i got to clark quay to meet boi and his family for dinner at Yum Cha...
heard that it's an early celebration for boi's bdae...rather early hor..hehe...
the food is quite nice...
boi and i travelled to bugis coz i need to get breakfast for my family tomorrow..
i got biscuits from Marks & Spencer too...haha...
and the best thing is, i got my Papillo!!!!
finally....though the pattern wasn't the actual one that i want...it has satisfied my needs, so i'm ok with it...
saw yanning & SQ...haha...
how interesting, boi is so kpo...go peep at what they are doing...lolz~
i dun bother one lar..
hmm, need to get a pair of jeans soon...
this saturday ba...
i must emphasize, I PAY, coz boi always dun want me to pay...get irritated at times...haha...but it's really not fair to let guys pay for everything ma...

ok, i shall go rest now..
tomorrow still need to work... *yawn*
nitez, people..

So much to say...

shall let pictures do the talking...haha...kinda lazy to elaborate everything...so shall note down all the things briefly to remind myself of it.. :)


22/12/2006
Went out with my Pri sch mates...
people went: kit, agnes, ruifen, veron (joined us for dinner), weifu & leehong (joined us for KTV).
places went: Indulgz Bistro (Bugis)...food really nice, but it's a fine dining..so everything sikit sikit lar & Kster (Chinatown)...




24/12/2006
Out with boi, andrew, angeline (their employee), kian, hansheng & JJ...
went Kushin bo for lunch..the food was very nice.
also a mini celebration for Christmas eve...
we had gift exchange session, each bought a ten-dollar gift, and had a passing gift session..
i got the gift from andrew...
JJ, andrew & angeline bought each of us a gift...haha..THANKEW!

Pics with kian.

then, all of us, except angeline & hansheng, went to watch "Charlotte's web" at cathay. (kian's treat)..
the pig is so cute...hehe..
but seriously, is the spider who is smart, not the pig...but dunno why everyone says the pig does miracle...maybe yes in improving the animals' relationship ba... :)
boi, kian and me went to PS to stroll...we then went to Kovan for dinner, ate the famous nasi lemak there...actually it doesn't really taste that nice lar...haha..
played sparklers and got my thumb burnt..it hurts k..
we headed home after that...stayed overnite at boi's house 2nd time...hehe...


25/12/2006
went home at about 10am to unload all my stuff and get myself changed while boi waiting patiently downstairs...
then, it's a way back to his house again...haha..lotsa travelling lar...
we went TM to catch a movie.."Night at the Museum"...hilarious movie and worth watching lar..
then, we went kovan's pizza hut for dinner (the service there sux man...serve cold food, wrong no. of wings, and bad attitude...haiz..)
i can't remember where we went after that..but i enjoyed his company...as usual wad..


27/12/2006
helped my mum to collect vouchers at Tanjong Pagar..
travelled to bugis to HELP MY MUM to buy bah kua...
then, proceed to Sim Lim to get boi's anniversary gift -- Nokia Bluetooth...



28/12/2006
met boi at his office, then we travelled to suntec to collect my contact lenses...

after that, we met my pri sch friends (veron, susan, agnes, ruifen & her bf, and weifu) at sakae for dinner...(yar, i noe sakae's food not nice...and very sian, always those few..but..yar...)
a rather short meet up lar...coz agnes going US...sort of a farewell for her lor.
glad that boi likes his gift... :)



29/12/2006
boi fetched me and angeline early in the morning at 8.45am...
coz i'm directing them the direction to NTU, and i need to go NTU to register my modules too...
reached there at about 9.30am, and we had Mac breakfast before they go for their meeting...
after that, i moved to a nearby bench that has sockets, and started to watch my 恶作剧之吻...lolz~
hy came at about 12pm to acc me...haha...so grateful leh...

the registration was quite successful...praying hard that i got my first choice for both PE and GE...



30/12/2006
met boi at 11am and we travel to his office to do facial...
supposedly to do facial, but it was not a success lar..coz the lady not feeling quite well...
he bought my fav papillo...the pattern that i wanted, but it was a size too big...
so i ended up giving it to his sister... *sob sob*
the best gift that i got is the caricature (see previous post.)
i posted that pic in his office...haha...

guess how much??

one hundred and thirty bucks k...

but Jit was really good in drawing...
i look awful...haha....but that's the purpose of caricature...i dun really mind, coz i'm not gd looking wad..
it wasn't a gd day for me, coz i'm down with bad flu...
wasn't willing to go anywhere...but we still went vivocity to watch "Death Note 2"....my favourite!!!!

he asked me what i want for dinner, and i told him that i want his cook...haha...
so we headed to The Market Place to get all the necessary ingredients and went to his place..
he cooked for me and his sister...

it was...erm....quite salty lar...
oh, as usual, spagetti lor...wat else...haha...



went home at about 10plus as i wasn't feeling good...


31/12/2006
went Toa Payoh with my family to my aunt's house for a mini celebration...
i was still quite sick...
the food was so not-for-sick-people...
curry, mee goreng (super hot one), 北京烤鸭, bah kua, bla bla bla...
killing my throat, and declared that my voice was totally gone..


1/1/2007
hansheng came over to my house to help me repair my comp...
and it's fixed!!!!
THANX, HANSHENG...

after that, boi and me went to harbour front to take cable car...
it was my FIRST time on cable car k...
so scary...but fun..hehe...
travelled to sentosa to realise that it was drizzling...
was trying to get to somewhere when the rain got heavier...

sigh~

so after awhile, we travelled back to harbour front...
a pleasant experience...



had dinner at Kimgary...not bad lar...but it's not something that i would recommend lor...
after that, we travelled to clark quay to park his car there and go for a stroll to chinatown...
nothing much after that...


wow~ a very long post....

Saturday, December 30, 2006

3rd Anniversary gift!!!


Caricature by Jit.

nice rite? my favourite winnie the pooh!!!! and honey....hahahaha...
the best gift ever... :)
thankew boi!!! *muackz*

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hey peepz!

sorry, due to some problem with my comp, i wun be able to update all my stuff at this moment..

there are lotsa things to say...haha...Christmas, Gatherings, Anniversary....etc.

will update once everything is settled...

also, dun be bothered by that person who keeps on interrupting my life...well, the same nuisance again...it's so obvious that he/she doesn't know that it's trackable..anyway, one more time, and i'll get this to the police..take it or leave it...PEST!

alright, it wun affect my mood..haha...
boi and me are obviously ok...celebrating our 3rd anniversary this coming weekend!!!!
*anticipating*

friday is the day....
REGISTRATION OF SUBJECTS!!
haven been doing such thing for a semester or more...so kinda not used to it...
plan your timetable well arh...
my wednesday will be a hectic day....ends at 7.30pm!!!!
no time for lunch and dinner too...poor me...
but anyway, just wanna focus on studies for this sem...promised boi that i'll do my best, and he will do his...
a difficult year, i would say, for both of us...but we will overcome it.... ;)

hy & cy,
let me know ur time tables....
i wanna take references...haha...
ok, time for dinner...

enjoy the rest of the hols before sch reopens, yah...

oh yar, before i forget.....
happy 21st birthday, hy!!! (sorry for being 2 days late...)

ps: rol, yu & wen....when are we meeting?????

Monday, December 18, 2006

update..update..

so many things happened...

Friday 15/12/2006
SQ (yanning's bf) came over to pass us the chocolates he bought from hoikaido..the 白色恋人 is very nice...haven't tried the strawberry dip..
met Brady friends (Wangjie, his room-mate, Fenglin & Junheng) at 8.30pm at clarke quay to bring them to Boat Quay's partyworld...
we were the first to reach...followed by Chin Leng..oh, he brought along his GF orh..haha..can't believe he also have one...lolz~
then, Francis...he lost his way lar, lousy..
lastly, Alex...(late for 2hrs)
had a great time singing..and my throat sores a bit..haha..
we sang till about 1am, and boi came over to fetch me home after his event..(with Jiantong)..
he went to a different partyworld, so i ended up waiting..haha...wasn't angry lar..only find that he is SO BLUR..
oh, i lost my lip balm there...i just bought it one month ago...haiz~
nvm lar...the whole session was really enjoyable..

Saturday 16/12/2006
SQ came again to pass us apple pie made by his mum...very nice k...woah..
did housework, as usual..
boi was busy with his event, so we never meet..
my house's TV set spoilt after 14 years..
we went to buy one after much discussion with my aunt, who has just bought one not long ago..
yup...32" HD tv, with a HDD/DVD recorder...haha..
so happy..
then we went over to sanyi's house to pay a visit...

Sunday 17/12/2006
went out early in the morning to buy paint to paint the house..
then boi came over to fetch my sisters and me to east coast for cycling...
but it rained non-stop...waited in the car for 1hr plus..
then, kian came, and we went bowling..my bowling sux lar...
after bowling, the sky was clear...so we went to cycle.. :)
then, we parked at Shaw Tower and walked over to Chin Chin for dinner..
we ran in the rain, and were drenched...
but it's quite fun lar..
then, we headed to Suntec to shop...boi got us potatochips dipped in chocz from Royce...
very unique, but delicious..

yup...that's all (in summary)

my whole body is aching after a whole day of furnishing....will continue tomorrow...
ok, go watch my TV...

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

unfeeling

Francis has finally sent me the notes...haha...
finally got something to read during the short holidays...but whether it is relevant or not, i'm not sure..but at least i can kill some time..
and he told me a bad news just now...
our friday meet up may be cancelled...
yar, after a long period of planning, and there it goes...
well, i've expected that to happen..so not much of a SHOCK to me..
i suddenly have no mood to attend the meet up too...WHATEVER.

hy reminded me of youtube...yes...i can watch taiwan/korean/hongkong (??) dramas thru it rite...
kill boredom...yeah!
thanx arh..i really forget about it...

have been watching Asian Games for the past weeks...(have panda eyes le)
really enjoyed watching...esp. the bowling finals....Remy Ong!!!! though he lost, he is still 2nd k..
inspired by him, i wanna go bowling!!!! hahaha...
but my skill really CMI..better dun sia suay.. =X

Also, the list of my night "activities" every week....
*10pm's HK show, 冲上云霄, on Channel U every Monday to Friday
*8pm's Project Superstar II on Channel U every Wednesday & Thursday
*8pm's 摆家乐 on Channel 8 every Monday
*a call from boi (if he is free)

actually not alot lar...most of the time, i'll be doing housework/ going out/ helping my parents/ surfing net....bla bla bla...haha....

so, i'm really very very free now lor...
cy gone to jb, hy going to 海南岛...so left me alone... *sob sob*
when u guys free, man...
and saturday can only meet yu, rol & wen for a short while...arrrrgggghhhh....
can anyone find a ONE WHOLE DAY free for me?
think only boi can...but he is very busy dis month...
nvm...i'll force drag jio my youngest sister for a swim...hope she has some time for me...

alrite, gotta go now..

Monday, December 11, 2006

over the weekend

went to marina square with boi for lunch at asian kitchen...oh, did i mention that boi fetch me with his little kangoo??haha...and he said it's a sports car..a sports car that travels at a max speed of 70km/h??? lolz~
then, we bought secret recipe's cheesecakes and 1A curry puffs for boi's family & me..

spent a few hours in boi's house before we headed to Changi Airport to fetch his brother...saw Chow Yun Fatt at Airport k...he is tall lor, and quite friendly... :)
boi's brother really bought a lot of things...his clothes have already filled up the whole luggage, not mentioning some of them have arrived earlier by courier service, and not mentioning that he has donated 5 big boxes of his clothes...wow, he has clothes more than a normal woman k...50 pairs of jeans that cost $200~$300 plus...uncountable number of shirts...bla bla bla...spoilt brat..i really feel this way k..boi, dun blame me for saying this hor...
but he gave me a bag, which brand will come to Singapore next year (i heard)...quite nice, i can say..though the colour is kinda light to me, i like it lar..haha...and a box of chocz... ;P thanx that there are finally no NOUGATS...*giggle*






today, went out with cy to search for hy's present...
well, waited for her for 1/2 hr k...
nvm, we walked around, ended up looking for our OWN stuff...haha...
but, the main point is, we've finally got something for her... :)
a tough search...something that is rather...erm.....not what hy will normally have...
hehe...dun let your imagination run wild...nothing dirty or wat...
just that we think it's NICE...
ok, shall not say much....

gotta bathe,
end here...


ps: miss my boi...haiz~

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Last day of IA

yesterday was my last day in Brady...

well, if you ask me how i feel, i really dunno....
a bit of 舍不得, a bit of happiness, a bit of not used to my life....etc.
really alot alot of feelings...

Our R&D director, Wilson, chatted with Francis and I on our last day...
he told us that if we wanna come back to work after we graduate, he'll be willing to...hmm...
he also said that next time if we need to look for any job, and if we need his/ Liu Bing's help, we can just contact them...
we talked about our days in brady, our projects, and what we've learnt...
but we never mentioned to him about the "spider"...let CL does it before he leaves ba..
Liu Bing also said that if we need to do FYP, we can go back Brady...eh, this i really have to consider...haha..

before we left, CL and Alex waved goodbye from the window...haha...
like they are caged inside the building...so pathetic...
actually, it's quite touching lar, coz i made friends there...
dun dare to turn back, scared that i'll cry...
but i dun really get my actual feeling at that point of time, coz i'm missing boi too much...
nothing seems more important than that, at that moment...

yup, finally, tomorrow i'll be seeing him...
he promised to meet me very early in the morning, to spend the Sunday meaningfully with me..
it's getting so hard to even receive his little SMS nowadays...
haiz~
i'm trying to cope with my emotions, and i wanna make myself more independent..
yes, yes...
everything must learn...
*pout*

oh, hy is representing MSE today for bowling competition...
hope everything turns out fine...hehe...
go go, 加油!! (famous line in 浪漫满屋. alrite, i'm a korean drama craze..)

Thursday, December 07, 2006

2nd last day of my IA

Liu Bing bought us Canadian pizzas for lunch as a form of farewell...
a slice of pizza is slightly bigger than my hand...and i ate 3...haha..
so, till now i'm still very full...

we got him a set of parker pens...yar, typical brand lar...
hope he'll like it...

was quite angry today, coz of the "spider"...
scold me for no reason...he is stressed doesn't mean he can vent his anger on US rite...
but well, i'm not angry anymore..coz he apologised..haha...
yeah, a sincere "sorry" can cease unhappiness/hatred/wateva-bad-expression-that-you-wanna-put....
anyway, i wun be seeing him tomorrow, or should i say, forever...
coz tmr is my last day!!!!! and he is taking leave....*phew*

no mood for work actually...but i got no choice...
last day, must take a good look at everything before i leave... =)

boi is very very busy today...
he dun even have the time to SMS me lor...haiz~ so sad rite? hehe...
but i'm used to it..
shall not interrupt him...
oh, my bag has arrived today (rite?)....
coz his brother has packed all his stuffs and our (his sis & me) bags in one of the boxes that were arrived in singapore TODAY...
his brother will come back on 10/12...
ooh, can't wait to see........MY BAG lar....then, his bro meh...
haha..no lar, boi will get angry if i say bad things about his bro...
BUT, really wanna thank him for helping me to buy the bag... *grin*

yanning found a job...so happy for her...

alrite, francis is talking about proj superstar on MSN with me again....
sigh~
eh, wrong expression....sigh sigh~
hahahahaha...

weekend is coming!!!!!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Let me leave this place...

a place that i dread to go after work/school everyday...
a place where i feel so stressed...
a place where i must be responsible of anything...
a place where all the blames will be on me, even if i never do anything wrong...

let me leave this place...
i really had enough....how long do i still need to wait?
i'm afraid that i can't wait till that day...before i realise, insanity sets...


ps: i'm taking a half-day leave tomorrow...

Friday, December 01, 2006

one more week.

my IA is ending in one week's time...
whoa~
dunno whether to feel happy or sad...
haha...

i reach brady at 7plus today....
no one was there in the R&D department yet...
coz i dun wanna be late lar...
as our director has been on a look out for or punctuality...
so, i dun want to get myself into trouble lor...
and alex reached at 8.30am...on the dot...
haha...first time so early to work...but i think dis wun last long for him lar...
oopz~


saw Daniel Lin, my pri sch cum jc classmate, yesterday at Manhattan...
he eventually went SMU..haha..after such a long SMS conversation with me...
haiz..waste my msgs lor...
but glad that he is enjoying his life now too.. :)

Boi told me that he is very afraid that i will be snatched away...lolz~
i think he really thinks too much lar...
seriously speaking, i think only he will appreciate me lor...and only he will think that i'm pretty.. *blush*
other than that, really NO ONE ELSE..
so, dun nid to fear lar...
anyway, i dun wanna leave him too...he is really the best guy i've ever met, till now...
yup, not even the 3 guys in my IA....lolz~
anyway, they only look at pretty gals lar...their tastes are very superficial...
*bad mouth*

haha...boi's brother went for sky diving in australia...
coz he has graduated, and was enjoying the rest of the days he can spend in there...
but i'm really pei fu that he went for such a jump...
firstly, it's damn ex..
secondly, it's extremely dangerous...
thirdly, it's very scary to look down from so high up..
fourthly, the excitement is only the first few seconds...
so, i wun jump..haha...
i'm very afraid of heights..yup...
but really think that he is very daring lar...


alrite, tomorrow will be singing K with alfred's family....
abit nervous now...
but, hope everything will turn out well lor...
boi is busy today...hope everything turns out well...jia you!!