I wonder why.

sadness overwhelmed me for no reason again...
visited a few blogs that i've not been reading for very very long...
know many many stuffs through blogging...
i'm happy for those who were still doing well...
read some who are facing problems...hmmm, shall not elaborate here..
i thought reading blogs should be enjoying....
but the feeling of hurt grows within me...
why?
i'm not sure...
i'm sad for them? i feel pity with my situation?
i dunno.
i just felt so distant with my mind...
can't control my thoughts...
i've lost the battle again...
Is sadness the only emotion that will sustain in my life?
why?


Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are good is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian. ~Dennis Wholey

i find the quote quite funny and true...haha...reading quotes really do make you feel much better..hehe..coz you learn a lot of things through reading and understanding them...

Head growing BIG!

went to school early in the morning at about 10plus to do my MS3002 report...sigh~
hopefully no errors for the graphs lar...
den dun nid to go back sch to snatch the MSE comp lab's computers...haha...
the rest will be the analysis and typing...

I went to the Cafe Alfresco for lunch...also dunno why....
the food today wasn't very nice, maybe because it's during term break, the food happened to be quite cold.
after lunch, i walked all the way to hall 4/5's bus stop to take bus...then along the way, it just rained very heavily, until i found a shelter...yesh, it stopped raining when i found a shelter!!!!! fine, i'm used to it.

Travelled to JP to wait for the rest of my project mates to discuss the never-ending projects at Mac cafe...MS3030 followed by MS3005...arrrgghhh...
my brain just went blank in-between the meetings....stoning all the way...
Zhao Hong still took out a piece of Toto's paper and asked us for birth dates...wah, win le..
the whole meetings ended at about 5pm lidat..
was super tired then..

on the MRT, a very fat uncle happened to sit on my left, reading newspaper....it's already so squeezy, and he was still reading newspaper...WTH.
so you can imagine, the hand movement of his, and that newspaper, sure irritated me in some ways...
then, a lady, pretty slim, was sitting on my right...i was ok with her sitting beside me, coz it gives me more space to move slightly to the right....
but, she slept...and her head kept swinging left and right...
i really scared that her head might just land on my shoulder somehow...
thank god she doesn't...
so throughout the journey was full of squeezing and siam-ing...haha...
terrible...well, when you take a long journey on MRT, you are sure to see many stuffs...
quite entertaining though, but not when it happens on you, yourself...


ok, i need to start doing my proj....
still got tests to study...sigh~
what a bad recess week....

Piggy personality test...haha..very funny

Your choice of background shows that you are friendly, kind and optimistic but can sometimes speak from the mind not from the heart.
The direction your pig is facing indicates you being direct and straightforward, you will not avoid confrontation when hard decisions are needed. You will play devil's advocate to ensure that all possible avenues have been explored.
The amount of detail in your pig means you are driven by emotion and find detail boring. You follow your gut feeling and can be a risk taker.
Because your pig has four legs, some may say you are stuck in your ways but actually this reflects your strong beliefs and your stubbornness in defending them.
The larger the pig's ears, the better listener you are.The longer your pig's tail, the better your sex life – need we say more!


piggy test

photos! (finally)

Photos taken during CNY dinner with Events Architects ppl...

The EA Family!!!



The girls...haha...


me...angeline....sherlyn....and...jiantong's girlfriend...

the guys one...hmm...i dun have it.

alright, shall end here...wait till more photos are up...u noe, boi's efficiency is rather low...plus he is so busy...so, i have to wait lor...hehe..

On Business Times

Boi's company, Events Architects, is on Business Times today....

yar, nothing fascinating, since it's not the first time on papers...but, i'm still very glad that they are able to walk till so far...hehe...
idiotic boi boi keep calling me to ask me if i bought the paper...so ex, $0.85 for a few pieces of papers that i dun even read/understand....only read his article...but, it's worth it lar...

ok, i've read the paper...so when are you going to upload the photos and send it to me????(to boi)....i can't blog abt CNY all because there are no photos...later no mood to write le lar..

back to study..

personality test (again!)

haha...if everything i touch really turns into gold...hmmm....lolz~ but i like to give people a hug esp. when they are sad...of cuz, people i noe and close to lar...coz i always feel that it's a way to comfort them...
I'll update more about my CNY stuff when the photos are ready....hehe...

新年快乐！

haha....Happy Lunar New Year to all my friends...
feeling kinda tired, coz i slept very late last night...coz need to 守岁...

btw, just realised that my dad knows 吴尊's family...haha...his family is very rich lor..
but my dad says he is not really very shuai...coz he knew some who look more handsome than him....ooh, can't believe that Brunei got lotsa shuai ge....hmm...

ok, enjoy your CNY celebrations....dun eat too much orh..

Post-valentine

Lotsa things to do!!!!!
arggghh...
why can't i have a more relaxing CNY?
projects...projects...projects....
Essays...essays...essays....
reports...reports...reports...
i really had enough...thanx to these lecturers, give us such a great Ang Paos for this CNY "long" holiday...

i received the greatest gift every from boi dis Valentine...hehe....
he made a bouquet of roses for me....MADE!!!!
so touched...he slept very late the day before to rush out all the roses...hehe...
almost cried, but well, i held back my tears of joy...and the wonderful card that is so cute, with two pairs of earrings that i actually intended to buy only one of them....
he said he was so paiseh to went into Diva, where the whole shop has only girls...but, really thankew...lucky i'm not looking for bras...hahaha....
anyway, i had a great dinner with boi at some coffee shop...hehe...food is great, but i can't finish, coz got alot...

meeting boi later to go shopping!!!!
alright, shall do my work first,
still need to go school for proj meeting later...sigh~

Happy Valentine's Day.

Said this in advance, coz i think i wun have the time to do so tomorrow....

Saw a girl CARRYING a huge bouquet of flowers today...was actually laughing at her, coz i dun get why the guy wanna give her such a big bouquet?is it plainly for show? haha...she just became an entertainer for us lar...coz the bulk in her hands with her bag and files...oh no, such an unnecessary trouble....well, i still believe ONE stalk of rose is enough le lar...it's just a celebration wad, why need such a fuss...and roses aren't cheap during this occasion...why not use the money for a sumptuous dinner instead? well, maybe the girl likes it....who knows...haha..


i just finished my part on proj MS3005...think it's quite bad, but i can't be bothered lar...wait till they ask me to edit, then i will do some touching up...

tomorrow sure dun have a proper place for dinner le...like last year, every restaurant is so crowded...and guess wat boi says? we go Chinatown to eat Chicken Rice lor....wah...thanx leh...and Chinatown is so crowded now, coz of CNY...are we gonna squeeze again? i dun mind eating Chicken rice lar, coz mustn't be indifferent ma..ok, yar...his excuses..got used to it, somehow. Will talk to him later to confirm..

my family went out to get ingredients for Kuey Lapis...my mum is going to make 4 dis time..coz need to give SQ, boi, xiao yi and ourselves...hehe...so i will be very busy leh...sigh~ do you know that one kuey lapis needs about 3-4 hours to bake? den our oven so limited, not like those in bakery shops...take 4 hours x 4 cakes = 16 hours.....oh no!!!! so now you know why i will be very busy...

ok, study now...

IA results

oh well, my IA result is out....
got a B+....
ok lar, i quite satisfied with it, as long as i never did badly, i'm fine...haha...
yeah, but i'm not happy too lar...just can't be bothered type lor...dunno why...
anyway, go check ur result ba... :)

Sims Life Stories is fun!!!!!
but, i need to study le...can't play anymore till hols ba...
now, time is very limited...so must jiayou with my studies...

ok, back to study.

专属天使

My another favourite song...dedicated to Boi...thanx for being my 专属天使...thanx for bringing light to my life...

^NOTE! please pause the background music before playing this song..

专属天使- tank

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

CNY dinner with EA.

哈哈，才发现我应该用华文来写我的日记。。。。

上个拜六，我和 Events Architects 的所有人一起在 Jumbo Seafood (Riverside) 吃晚餐。。
在场的人有 Boi, Andrew, Jiantong (and girlfriend), Hansheng, Kianhock, JJ, Angeline, Sherlyn 和我。。
我们捞了鱼生。。哈哈。。第一次跟朋友捞鱼生，感觉有点怪怪的。。但是挺开心的。
虽然开心，但有点儿不自在。。他们不把我当朋友，把我当老板娘来看。。
不太喜欢这种感觉，好像有点儿陌生。。。不过最后还好啦，没什么大不满。。。嘻嘻。
拍了一些照片，得等 Angeline 和 kianhock 把照片寄给我。。。
过后，我们到牛车水走走看看。。。没什么好看的，因为我和 boi 已经走了六次了。。又挤又热。。有时还真的挺讨厌去那儿的。。
总算是开心的一天吧！


昨天到 boi 的家去。。。
吃吃喝喝咯。。还跟 boi 走去 Compasspoint。。。算是散步吧。。
买了 Sims Life Stories 的游戏来打发我休闲的时间。。哈哈。。我哪有空呢？




昨天才知道星期三是情人节。。。。
看我真的忙到糊涂了，要 boi 来提醒我。。。哈哈。
但是情人节有什么好过的。。。感觉上跟平时没什么不同。。糟了，为何有这种感觉？
其实，不知从何时， 我总觉得过这些日子真的很无聊。。。
我想是因该洗一下我的脑了。。

好了，得准备我的MS8202 的测验了。。。


ps: 还是用回英文比较容易写。。。哈哈。。。

华文。

不知不觉中，我又在一次开始喜欢上华文。。。
种觉得华文字是一种艺术。。。嘻嘻。。
而且真的很美。。

所以我可能从今天起，就开始用华文来写博客。。。
很久没碰华文了，希望没写错字。。哈哈！
如果有，记得要通知我哦。。。

有太多事情要做了。。。
真伤脑筋。。。
不聊了，happy weekend!

感触良多

正在看《东方朱丽叶》，非常佩服亮和穗。。。
他们的感情波折那么多，加上父亲（褚形）的陷害，受到那么多创伤， 但是他们还是那么的坚强。。。。为理想，为爱情而奋斗。。。
真得很好看！！！
虽然没有什么笑料，但真的不像其他的偶像剧。。。
yar, say i'm a sadist...
偶尔看一下你争我夺的戏也不错嘛。。。哈哈。。

好啦，总觉得中学的朋友比初院的朋友还要亲切。。。
不知为何，在大学的生活里，碰到的初院的朋友大多都装着不认是。。。
而碰到的中学朋友则很热情地跟我打声招呼。。。
到底是哪里出了问题？
为何会这样？
真怀念中学时期的那段日子。。

不知从何时开始，我的内心变得软弱了。。
现在的我，找不到什么目标，也没能力为任何事奋斗。。。
我开心吗?
我到底是怎么想的?

视我为透明的你们又是怎么想的?

幸福是。。。能有一群很要好的朋友, 不管在哪里, 他们都会有你在他们的心里。
算了，别想那么多了。。。

继续努力读书吧！
不能辜负大家的心意。。。
加油！


ps: background music is my favourite song, "I Think I"...it's a korean song from Full House...hope you guys will like it too...

MV

幕后花絮 of that mv...so funny...

Death note personality test.

ohh, can't believe that i'm kind-hearted...haha...
think as time past, your character will really change... :)



the second attempt of the quiz....

recalling how i think when i'm in JC times....




hmm, very true, indeed...haha...ok, fine...think i've really changed lar...but i'm still a mix of both personalities...
complacent...who will want their future to be a housewife?? haha....me lor...oopz~


Death Note Personality Test

busy life

trying to squeeze out some time for blogging...coz someone is complaining that i never blog...ok ok...

here it goes...

i'm really very busy with my studies now...
reading online lectures (to get a better idea of my modules), quizzes, essays, discussions, tutorials...bla bla...
so many things i have to complete within a short time...
thank god that my momentum is still with me...haha...so still have some time for breathing...but no time for relaxing..not even a time for a phone chat with boi...hahaha...yup, grumpy boi boi...always grumble and grumble non-stop...
the re-test yesterday is like no much difference....my grade still remain stagnant, but i've tried my best, so i have no regrets... *grin*

oh, i saw Jerly yesterday....yar, the Thom & Jerly twins....
he is still lidat lor...only fringe getting longer..haha...
i never greet him lar, coz scared that he forget who i am....hmm, shouldn't be the case ba, coz he was once my buddy leh...haha...and since Thom can recognise me...hmmm.....whatever lar, just never say hi lor..

happy to see many familiar faces in school....
it makes me feel that i'm somehow in touch with those long lost friends...haha...my stupid mentality...
anyway, hope everyone is doing fine.. :)

i'm quite comfortable with what i'm doing now...hopefully it will help me to pull through the rest of the years in Uni..


ps: looking forward to the bowling competition and the paintball shooting with boi's colleagues...hehe....and more gatherings with many other friends..

Lowlighting

i've cut my hair again, and this time, i tried out lowlighting...haha....
tried it One by REDS..
supposed to go JERIC or REDS, but it's too expensive for lowlighting...
quite like the outcome..haha...
but my frindge is super short...good, then i wun complain that it keeps irritating my eyes...haha..
anyway, it's for the Chinese New Year ma...

ok, i'll need to study for my MS8202 quiz le...
hope i'll do well this time round...
(suffering, almost every monday got such test...sigh~)


yar, Monday Blues...hehe....
i'm numbedso i dun really bother about such feelings...

吴尊！！！

yar, i'm crazy....
after watching 花样少年少女，i'm completely obsess with 吴尊....帅呆了！
oh no.....
boi will get angry....but, hehe....

To: papa

爸爸，

虽然您在国外，不能够和您庆祝生日，但是希望这小小的简讯能让您感受我们给您的祝福。
祝愿您身体健康、平平安安、天天开心！

生日快乐！


女儿

CNY greeting

Dear Xy,

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Dear, friends may this coming CNY bring you full of joys and $$$.

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Best Wishes,

Francis Yeo