Lotsa things to say..but..

Went out with yu & wen last saturday...
to update each other about all the stuffs going around...
to get rol's prez...hehe..
heard quite alot of stuffs, but can't say it here..
met yu at about 5pm, and started to search for what we want.. :)
then, we sat down somewhere and chatted while waiting for wen to come..
many things happened, and i felt sad over it..
but well, it may be a good thing afterall...
yup..
then, we had dinner at Thai Express before we went SHOPPING!!!
i only bought a belt...
the people working in that shop, esp. the guy, keep laughing at us. They were really entertained by our silly, sua ku and san ba acts..hehe..
still remembered a disgusting guy with hair sticking out of his nostrils trying to harass yu..haha..
saw some weird dressings, maybe due to Halloween ba...a "spiderman" and a "batwoman" running across the walkway at cine trying to avoid attentions and get a cab..but, all of us there, i mean everyone, noticed their existence...and, of cuz, laugh lar..
well, then after much shopping, we went Coffee Club, our fav hangout, for dessert..funny thing happened again, the waiter was trying to bluff us, coz the three of us were sitting there saying jokes and laughing like nobody's business while waiting for a sit..the process is too long to be written down..but it's quite funny..
it's been so long since i meet them and really LAUGH OUT LOUD..
well, we left at about 11.50pm...
wen & i were rushing for our last train, while yu took her cab..
when i reach home, boi messaged me tt his event has just ended..
he tot that i've slept..haha...
but days without bf around, no restriction, can be very fun...hor...



sunday went boi's house to finish watching 《宫》...
i love it!!!
but 律's ending is rather sad...
i cried a few times...*sniff sniff*
but finally, i can return the vcds..no more pestering..hehe..

today's work...
busy the whole day...
alex came half day, coz his granny was hospitalised..
hmm, hope everything is ok...
Francis cut his finger while preparing his samples..
he won le lor..use a pen knife to cut the substrate also can't cut properly..
the wound was rather deep, a portion of his skin was sliced out totally...
arggghhhh~
shall not say about it le...the scene is rather gross...eeekkk...

*hit my forehead repeatedly*

ok, that's all ba..
rushing my report..very scared that i can't finish... =(

被骗记。

well, i wasn't alone at work today....
the two idiots (francis & alex) have been lying yesterday saying that they wun be coming today...
i thot it's real, coz alex seemed so sincere...
and today, i was totally confused, coz why alex is here?
he said, “感动吧！怕你自己一个人很孤单。。特地来陪你。。”
yar rite, bluff me still say till so nice..
the whole day is full of laughters lar...talked about alot of things...

and after work, i waited for them outside R&D lab..
waited for about 5min still never see them..
than francis came out from behind saying that we can go, alex has went home...
just when i opened the door, alex jumped out trying to surprise me..
but too bad, he failed..haha...
yar, the guys are just immature...one 28 and the other 23..so old le still so childish..
sigh~
anyway, i enjoyed my day...


met boi just now for a short dinner at my hse here..
thanx for coming down to chat with me for awhile..hehe..
and tomorrow, i can't see him..*sob sob*
haiz, dun wish to think of it...


go bathe now...

two IA students at work

as i've mentioned before, today only alex and i were working..thot that it will be very boring, but overall, i'm still ok with it lar..

we went all the way out for lunch again...
see, we only have 1hr..and let say we take 20min to eat, we'll only have 15min each to travel to and fro..
yup, that's what we've calculated...
as he drove, we were thinking of where to eat...
Bedok?? ...too bad, we just past the road, and no time for a U-turn..
Katong??...very difficult to find parking lot..
Parkway??....hmm, can consider...

then we started to chat......
alex suddenly said, "we go east coast to eat!"
haha...ok lor, hope we have the time, dun wanna end up da bao-ing Mac back..hehe..
had a sumptous lunch...he treated me a drink, i noe..still wanna bluff me say that the aunty see him shuai, give him for free..wanna pay him, but he refused..
whatever then...
some things in common among guys: they like to speed...like to scold people who are blocking their ways unintentionally...like to dash pass when the light is turning red..haha

we were only 5min late k..phew..no nid stay back dis time, but it's quite rush lar..
wang jie came after lunch...oh, i dun nid to face alex, alone, anymore..hehe..
even wang jie said the 3 guys are bullying me leh..thanx, man..help me 打抱不平!!!

well, tomorrow will be me, ALONE, le..
coz alex taking leave to stay at home and SLEEP!!
francis going back NTU (yar, like i believe..)
CL still in Hongkong...
*sob sob*
pray hard that there isn't much work for me to do..hehe...

and my meet up with boi tomorrow is cancelled, coz my dad went overseas le...
saturday can't see him either, coz he will be busy...
only left with Sunday...sigh~
i'm getting that sickness again...
the feeling of not looking forward for anything...arggghhhh~ *terrible*


back to report..


ps: boi still doesn't want to call me...i think he is really angry dis time..i'm angry too, so i wun surrender..no way.. =(

last tues @ vivocity

yup, i went to vivocity again!!!!!
you may say, "not sian meh.."
eh, hehe...my answer is, "still ok lar."

tried a top at Mango, not very nice, so never buy....
then went to Principle and tried another top...very nice buy the price is WAH-type...
so i also never buy...haha..
well, but i bought some stuffs...something rather irrelevant...it's from Candy Empire!!
yeah, bought a pack of chips, chocolate and a box of Belgium cookies... *yummy*
but i never eat lar...coz i bought them for boi's family...(coz i paiseh, always go his house & they always buy things for me ma..)
hey, buying food/candies and share them with your friends can be an enjoyable activity leh..
but now, i'm trying to slim down...hope i can...*sob sob*
an extremely difficult task, i noe...haiz~

a new resolution (hope i can do it): to get myself slimmed down by the time my hair becomes long again... =)

eh, i very scared i can't do it...


CL is going Hongkong tomorrow morning...francis is still in his chalet...left me & alex tomorrow..sigh~ very sian leh....i dun want to eat lunch with him..have to face him whole day, so boring..arrrggghhhh~

ok, shall continue with my report and jot something down in the PEACE book..

quote of the day

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."

a quote of the day..
how true..
more like trying to make myself feel better... =)

i'm used to the word "sorrow"..
smile from my heart has become a stranger to me..
someone has told me this before,"in every stage of your life, you will meet different people. While making new friends, you, at the same time, will lose the old ones...it's part and parcel of life, so just treasure those that are still standing by you.."

familiar?

yup, this question has arisen again..but then, now, i'm used to it..
to be alone again..with my boi, the only one that never fails to be there..
it's not a bad thing, rite?

wasn't happy the whole day today..
kept thinking of what i've been doing for these years..
why are the friends around me decreasing in number?
i dunno too..
well, as long as they are more comfortable that way, then let it be...


ps: i've finally gotten my "peace" book back..i miss it..and reading back for the past two yrs plus, i find that we've matured, but then, i'm keeping more and more things to myself..sigh~

bored.....sianz...terrible feeling!!!

who can help me??
i'm so damn bored!!!!!

i wanna go out...i wanna go out....i wanna go out!!!!!


stupid project...dunno what to write, coz in the first place, i dun even have a proper project to do...i hate it..sick..pissed...annoyed...irritated..

so, i would want to go out...to get some fresh air..it's my holiday leh...
but no one is free, coz they are either having lessons, work, or studying for exams... =(
life is so monotonous...

i can't go out too...coz my parents wun allow me to..wanna cry..

...continue with my report....

wonderful weekend....

so many things to say...shall start from thursday ba...

Thursday, 19 Oct 2006
went to parkway for lunch with the 3 guys....alex drove us there..had a very enjoyable meal there, but we ate for 2 full hours, was reprimanded, of course..so we had to stayed back 1 hour, which means our work end at 6.30pm instead...but i'm meeting boi at 7pm....was very troubled, but francis drove, luckily...was able to meet boi around that time..hehe..shall not go so far next time, unless it's the whole R&D department that suggests..haha..was quite pissed off with the people working there, coz the two heads were not around, and they left their workplace at 4pm..excuse me, isn't that worse than us having 2hrs' break?? but well, we do not want anything to turn nasty, so ended up tolerating them..

Saturday, 21 Oct 2006
left my house in the morning at about 10...went to The Cathay to watch "Death Note" with boi..quite nice, but i doesn't really like the ending..yup...saw Lawrence Eng, who was working there....then after the show, i saw Xiao Wei and her husband...hehe..they were rushing for their movie too...then, we went plaza sing for lunch before we headed back to his house...was actually stuck, coz we can't think of a place to go...yup..spent the rest of the night at boi's house..his mum ordered pizza, and the three of us (his sis, him & me) had a great time eating...haha..GLUTTONS!! boi & i watched tv till 2am in the morning before we went to sleep..

Sunday, 22 Oct 2006
i woke up at 9.30am...was very late, i noe..coz i slept too late the day before..btw, i was sharing the same room as boi's grandma..that was his sister's bed...hehe..felt quite bad to actually "snatch" her bed..ok, then we had to brush up fast, coz his dad needs to fetch his grandma to redhill, and can send me home after that....

when reached my house area, boi has to buy two 10kg or rice home..haha..aiya, he is strong enough to carry lar, so no worry about that..hehe..then, i went home to help my mum to prepare for the cooking, as well as, washing up the dishes..

i met boi at 3.30pm....i was late..hehe..supposed to wear contact lenses, but i really hate Bausch & lomb's contacts..always give me problems..i wanna change!!!! will get them before i go back NTU.. went vivocity with boi, coz the previous time, not much shops were opened..saw quite a few things nice...wanna buy, but as usual, boi asked me not to buy on impulse...but we both have same taste... :D well, we'll go take a look at it again....i love that place so much, other than there are too many people, and too little chinese restaurants..why did i say that? continue with my story and you will noe...we were supposed to meet at Tangs, but we couldn't see each other even when we were so near, due to the crowd...there are times whereby we had to squeeze through huge crowds in order to get to the other place...whoa~ terrible..boi's family was there, as well..but we weren't shopping together lar...supposed to meet for dinner only..then, when it's time for dinner, we can't find a proper chinese restaurant for dinner...everywhere was so crowded, and we went to harbour front...there is only one chinese restaurant there, Dragon Gate...so we travelled all the way up to that restaurant to realise that the whole place was booked due to a wedding taking place...*sob sob*

then, boi's dad drove us to clementi to eat XO fish slice noodle soup...hehe..finally, we were able to sit down and eat...a lady asked us if we want any drinks, and we said homemade barley...and guess what she gave us...instant barley, hot ones, that came from some instant packaging..our moods were turned off, i mean boi's sis, boi and his dad...hehe..i was still ok, other than the drink smells like milk, and taste like barley...you noe the feeling, which will make your brain confuse..haha..but well, everything else is ok...

after that, we went to redhill to fetch boi's grandma, who loves to play mahjong..while waiting, we went for dessert at a nearby hawker centre..(now you noe why i can't slim down... =( ) then, they sent me home..*satisfied grin* i love my weekend....yeah...but it passes too fast le..oh, boi's sis is going to order papillo & birkenstock soon...yeah..but i wun wear it yet lar..wait till next year's school term starts ba..


you may wonder why i'm writing at this timing...coz i doesn't need to work today...so does tomorrow...hehe...but then, after tomorrow, i will sigh again...haha..whatever, i need to start to do my project report now...*sianz*

Flooding in Brady

there was a bad flood in Brady R&D department yesterday...
i was shocked to see CL early in the morning mopping floor in the office...then i realised that it was flooded because the hose that was fixed to the humidity chamber was loosen...and distilled water flowed throughout the night...

we spent 3hour cleaning up the place and now, my arms are aching..hehe...

me & CL...stupid alex dun even noe how to take a proper pic...



a pic that i took last time....mirror image...not very good one lar...(models: CL & alex)


lolz...i post this pics during work...so...i have to do it fast...
yup..
that's all...
buaiz~

宫！ 野蛮王妃

it's very nice...hehehe....


my dad bought a phone...Nokia 6070...did i mention that he lost his previous phone not long ago?? yar...we all were very sad, coz my dad is too careless le..


hope he wun be so careless again...hmm...

miss boi now...sigh~
ok, go bathe first....

Chester's 21st birthday...

went to chester's (boi's friend) 21st birthday yesterday....
though i dun really talk to anyone there, i'm glad that boi is happy to meet up with them, to update himself on his ex-classmates...so it means that my suggestion is not bad afterall... =)

boi is very stressed these few days...
so do my parents....
my sisters....
everyone is...
they have their work to do, to trouble...and me, i can't help much, and instead, add more problems to them...
i feel quite bad...

boi, if you need a shoulder to lean on, you have mine....
just let me know k...i'll always be there...

ok, back to work..
update again..

vivocity & bla..

as promised, photos lor...not much of it coz most of the shops wun open...only can see human crowds...



then, something that i love from boi....
can you see it??? no???nvm..look at the next pic..


see???hehe...*blush*

btw, it's starbucks chocolate cake's residue..hehe...*gross*

alrite, i'll update again next time, coz my irritating sister wants to use the computer....*pout*


ps: i've decided to get Birkenstock instead of Papillo...coz i think papillo is kinda childish and the design wun last long....hehe...yeah, finally decided wat to get..so happy....

i need to learn to express myself better

sorry for the disruption caused yesterday night...
i think i really have some problem with my style of communication...
i noe you've been very patient with me...
at times, i may choose not to talk as i dun see the point of telling you...
i dunno that every word, every sentence, every thought mean so much to you...
actually, i've tried very hard to communicate with you..i tried my best to let you know how i feel...
maybe it's still not enough...
it's stressful to change my way of communicating, but i will try, for your sake...
let me do the talking one day k... =)


ps: my whole family is driving me crazy...tell me how to make me change my attitude towards them? i wanna leave them asap...yes, my parents failed to teach us, as adults, well...practice of favouritism is indeed not a good choice..but, they will never understand...

*troubled*

what's wrong with me dis time?
i'm not feeling good to be at my workplace....
i got nothing to do there....other than helping out here and there...
always need to face those idiots..sigh~
i dun feel comfortable when they start to tease about me n him, and it got worse after he has broken up with his gf...though i always jokingly played along and regretted after that...
today francis asked me a question...i was hesitating before i replied...how come??perhaps, i myself also dun really know the answer..sigh~
when he asked if he could give me a ride home today, i answered no..my natural reaction...haha..yar, just that my natural reaction doesn't really speak my mind..
well, i noe what my mind is thinking, but there is no other way other than that only path that i should take -- to move on silently, coz sooner or later, this will become a history...yup..

i need time to be alone and reflect...yesh...
it's not what you guys think, i'm very rooted to my decision....
but i just need time to remove that feelings from my mind...i noe i can...

had OT for two consecutive days le...quite tired...but was delighted when boi called me..hehe..what can be happier than receiving a call frm ur dearest after a long tiring day of work? too bad my mom called me, so i have to hang up...sorry dear...hope he will be home early today to call me....hehe...purposely put it big, so that he can see it and go home earlier??

enuf say....i shall start doing my report, even though there is nothing to write..


ps: update the trip to Vivocity again...well, actually nothing much to say about tt too, but got some pics lar..hehe..

Over the weekend...

ok, shall start from friday...no, should be thursday night...(boi, i still wanna type everything down..hehe..)

i've made a mistake by sending a sms to people who don't read msgs thoroughly...

here the message goes from lee hong when i was talking on phone with boi...

我爱你！





你别误会，我是因为昨晚睡觉时梦见月老， 他叫我在中秋节前向七个像猪的人说我爱你，我就会福寿安康！哈哈！中秋节快乐！


yup, i sent to many people, none replied other than Alex....this is what he said....

"me too! i share the same sentiment as you..."

by the time i received this, it's the next day (friday) morning le...i never replied, coz to me, he is saying that i looks like a pig...yar yar yar...

On friday,
i wore pretty different...coz it's mid-autumn festival and i'm meeting boi ma..hehe...
all the guys there were actually commenting on my dressing, coz i usually wear a T-shirt & a pair of jeans..hehe..all the guys, including Kenryuu, but excluding Alex..
we went for a 2hr lunch break, coz Wilson treated us to a Chinese restaurant..sat in Nam Seng's (another R&D guy, who i seldom tok to..) car, and played with his child's toys...hehe...coz i'm very bored..the 3 guys sat in another person's car..yup...nothing much happened lar, other than the food was nice..hehe...

after lunch, we travelled back to Brady, and continued with our work...then, Alex started to tell the 2 other guys that i confessed to him yesterday...i was like, "yar lor...i finally confessed...happy??" aiya, you noe, the very normal me, crap along with them...i really tot he was crapping, until he asked me, "why did you suddenly wanna say that to me?" i was like, huh?? what you talking?? *lotsa question marks* then i asked him to scroll down the text...then, "oooohhhh, i see...hehe..." i was even more confused...coz if he never see what's below, then his reply means.....................*stunned*....but i never really ask him lar, dun wanna malu him..hehe..and he just smile to stop the conversation on that topic...

well, after that, we chatted alot, coz i need to help him for casting varnishes...then, he asked, "so why did you wear so nice today?" i was like...erm, because i'm going out ma...so, he said, "then, you mean you always go home straight after work arh..." yar, why? cannot meh..he asked me about my boi & dunno why he mentioned about wang jie too...the rest of the conversation was redundant, other than before we bid goodbye, "he shouted across the street saying, "我爱你！我爱你！” *jokingly* yup...just wanna jot it down to make myself laugh when i read back again in future...no other meaning...and i still love boi alot k...i wun choose alex one, dun worry, coz he got too many gals around him, and i dun like to see history to repeat..yup yup..

oh yar, that night was too hazy for boi n i to carry lanterns around..we can only hide indoor...sigh...

then today,
went to Cathay with boi to watch Rob-b-hood....i tot i wun watch this show, but....hmm..the show is nice...yesh, it's funny and yet, very touching....i love the baby alot alot... *grinning*
then, we passed by ben & jerry...boi asked if i wanna eat, but i shaked head...so we continued walking, until i heard a voice calling my name from behind....it's LIWEN!!! hehe...she is working there and wanted me to buy ice cream...so i bought the mix n' match (3 scoops)...well, she gave me try almost all the ice creams, and gave me servings that is almost twice the size of the norm...boi and i was stuffing ourselves with the 3 scoops..hehe..then, we realised that we dun have much space left for dinner with boi's family...gawd!!!

we travelled to toa payoh to meet up with his family, and we went 幸福饮茶 for dim sum and dinner...i really can't eat much, but i can't reject his parents' offer, so i continued to stuff myself with food...btw, someone was holding a wedding there, so food was served quite slowly..hehe..after that, we went walking around toa payoh to shop with his family...saw BRODS...they were having some "concerts" there...yup yup...then, we headed back to Sengkang to watch TV until 10pm, before boi and his parents sent me back home..boi's driving has improved...more steady now.. =P

i felt tired, moody & sick........all because of that stupid idiotic HAZE!!! *faint*
i really feel suffocated, even at home..haiz...please go away k...i dun want an attack of asthma...
alright, boi, thankew so much...i noe i'm not in gd mood this morning..sorry..have a good rest k...tomorrow, hmm....i'll see if i can meet you...i'll need to finish my housework first..*muackz*

goodnight peepz...
recently, there is this haze, and some diseases around....please take good care of yourself, my dear friends... =)

a pic i took while on the way to the restaurant (in Nam Seng's car)....one of his daughter's toys..

中秋节

Friday is finally arriving..haha...

had OT today, coz i help francis to do the ink-blending for mass production...instead of being appreciated, i was suan-ed by the 3 idiotic guys..really hate them at times..wanna strangle them all..ok, yesh, i'm extremely angry with them..almost cried, but i told myself that i must be strong..shouldn't be aggitated by those monkeys..*breathe in breathe out* can't imagine if i'm going Malaysia with them...sigh~ why should i agree in the first place??? nightmare, nightmare....seriously speaking, some guys like to 挑破犁尖 (i dunno if i'm writing the correct word)..they like to anyhow frame others and help each other to force the weaker being to surrender..excuse me, though i'm the only gal there, that doesn't mean i will surrender to those idiots..feel like slapping them...whateva...whateva...yar, whateva...

sick stuff aside...
maria messaged me to check out the slackers' club stuff...
after so long, i'm glad that they never phased me out of the club..haha..
well, they are planning for an outing to Malaysia (again~) this December...hehe..
though i've worked in Grassland for almost a year, i have never stepped onto those places before..yar, really..
hope it'll be success, and i wanna go holiday....hehe..also, dunno if i got anything to tok to them after so long...*worried*...

will go out with boi tomorrow after work to celebrate 中秋节..hehe..yeah, can carry lanterns..so happy...*sounded childish*

me: eh, i very traditional k..

unknown: really meh? i think is the meeting up with your boi that is making you sOOooo happy..

me: *ahem* ...oie, who you are? dun disclose me leh....*faking a smile* i love festivals k..

unknown: har nah...like real....

me: *!#$@%^!&@*


ok, that's all for today....

wait...wait.....wait....

almost forget,

中秋节快乐！

reason why i'm happy today..

i'm happy because Dr. Liu Bing wasn't here today, and we all don't feel the presured, tensed and wateva-you-may-think-of expression...we do our work freely without any restrictions, can chit-chat and laugh like nobody's business, coz Dr. Wilson wun bother too..hehe..

oh, this friday, Wilson will treat all of us for lunch....yesh, our beloved R&D director is treating all of us k..so, i hope there isn't any KFC or Pizza...*grinning* but liu bing will come along *sigh*..anyway, as long as everything turns out well, i dun really bother...

Also, i have an extra off day...hmm, wonder when should i use it....it's just a day to replace Deepavali lar...must make full use of it...so, i'll go have a thorough thought about it...everyone is using their off on the following monday after Deepavali, coz tuesday will be another off...hmm, should i apply too???coz even if i go work, not many ppl will be around too wad..so, hehehehe....aiya, i'll go think about it..

one more thing, i'll be going Johor with Francis, Alex & Chin Leng on 20plus of this month..just an outing organised by francis..and we will be mitting early in the morning for breakfast at Woodlands...*har-so-early expression* my parents have approved..hehe..francis asked boi to come along too, but he wun be free on that day, i supposed..even if he is, he wun be able to go overseas with me too..so, leave him out ba...we are going to take bus there..no one is driving, coz they say it's very dangerous to drive there, esp. with Alex's BMW...you noe why lar hor...yup, so i hope it will be an interesting trip.. =)

see, so many happy things happening in a row...OMG..
how i wish i'll feel this way everyday...hmm....
but the guys still bully me all the time...*hmmpphh*
well, i have my own way to handle such people now...they almost gave up in talking to me, coz i always act blur...so.....they have no chance to suan me now....lalalala..

ok, i've gotta go now...
hope boi will call me soon...*pout*

something funny..

Something funny here, go check it out when you free...hehe..

A perfect Man & Woman


Today is Alex birthday...nothing special happened, other than he was being scolded by liu bing on his birthday...suay, but 活该! as for me, francis pushed one of his projects to me...!%$%#*^#$%^$. haha...but at least i'm able to learn more ma...was pissed off with liu bing today, coz he made me wash 100 over small containers for re-use purpose..excuse me, i got my stuff to do too k..but well, other than i almost smashed the containers on his head, alex came over and pity me, with a sarcastic tone..he where got so good rite..and francis said, "i thot it's alex's job?? how come you do?" now you know why i'm very pissed off...

oh, i forget to thank boi for buying my family a box of Shangri-la mooncake..haven't have the chance to eat yet, but it looks nice..hehe..talking about mooncakes, i've eaten quite alot...大中国's, Harbour City's, Tong Lok's, and many others tt i've forgotten the brand le..i'm a real glutton..*sob sob* and this friday, kenryuu is going to buy another box of mooncakes, ordering Pizzas & KFCs for us to celebrate Mooncake Festival, CL's & Alex's Birthdays altogether..why there is no celebration on my birthday????....haiz..gonna grow fatter soon... =(

I wish saturday will come asap.... *smiling to myself*
coz...coz...coz....
many happy moments will come...hehe..
but i still wish i can light up lanterns on friday with my family and boi..i noe it's kinda childish, but i find it fun. Still remember the times whereby hy, cy & me sat at the pavilion in Yunan Garden, busy lighting up candles, eating mooncakes & drinking green tea...haha...still remembered we chatted till 3am in the morn before we headed back to our hostels...

*pout and let a sigh*

time, please pass slightly faster k..hehe...anyway, today is already Tuesday...and soon, another weekend will be coming...actually, time passes quite fast already...but,if i can control time, of cuz i want good moments to stay longer...hehe..

good luck for those who are having CAs...