oh dear, Alfred is ill

alfred got food poisoning today, and he is having duty in camp..so worried abt him..and the worst thing is he can oni go see doctor tomorrow..hai~...dunno how he is now..

dese few days i dun have much energy while working, coz i am sad over many things. Also, i got a few lectures from my supervisor, coz i am too tired and always forget some procedures to do..sigh~..after reading alfred's blog, find that alfred actually have more true frenz than me..haha...good for him...and as for me, i've totally given up...and i no time to care for such thing at the present moment..i nid to tackle my family, alfred's family and work at the present moment...nothing else!!! whatever nonsense others wanna give me, up to them...yes, serious..

to miss A: i dunno what's wrong with you, or maybe what's wrong with me that you dun like..but den, if u think that our frenship has ceased, den let it be...i'm tired to care abt all these things too...yup, dun ask me why or ask why i'm so pessimistic...whatever it is, let it be...i'm too tired to care....we may be absolutely good frenz in the past...but that's the past..if you still think we are frenz, den tell me wat i shd do...or even, what you should do...yup...(sorry for being insulting, but i'm sad and worried too...)

to miss B: thanx for enlightening me and let me think that our frenship has some hope?? i'm really tired...if you ask if i bear to give up such a deep frenship after so much that we've gone thru, i can say, it is really up to her...i wun force and i dun mind too...

to miss C: you are the one that dunno anything that is happening, i'm supposed..i've done what i'm told to...take care fren...

it's time to leave this behind??? i nid to take a break from all these stuff...