i wanna go beach!!!

feeling bad for alfred that I may not be able to mit up with him nx weekend, though he has a long weekend break..not that i dun want to, i have to mit up with my friends too..even when he said it is ok and he understand, i can still sense his disappointment..and we promised each other to go to the beach one day..basically to destress...hehe...but must learn to prioritise friends and him equally, if not, some people will say me again..haha...Alfred, let's make it another day???

timetable is still in progress and i realise that my brain functioning speed is really weak...can't think of how to solve the clashes in timetable...and no matter grp A or grpB that i choose, it is still the same...what should i do??? so sad...

I'm trying to add more colours to my life...and make me feel better each day. but now, i'm so tied down by work..真是心有余而力不足.....however, there is a hidden happiness inside me..maybe, i think it is because that my pay day is getting really near..hahaha..($_$)

so happy that alfred came to fetch me yesterday and bought me something...can't say what it is..hehe..anyway, i am very happy as i always think that it is a blessing to have your boyfriend or husband to fetch you after work...how nice rite? though everytime we can oni meet for 1hr, and nothing much can be done, i'm very happy le...and thanx for his effort to rush down to meet me for that 1hr..haha...how i wish i can end my work asap, so that i can meet up with friends and him...and able to help out at home...

i wanna go beach...i miss the breeze...that is where i can relax...that is where i can sense the presence of nature... =)

lalalala...lalala.....hope today is another happy day...