back to normal soon..

despair will oni bring much misery to my life...so shall not avoid it, and start facing the reality...

i've thought through for days, and i think that since my results are already fixed, i shall not think so much...face it and overcome it...yeah...and like alfred's brother says," stress can make one youthful..." sounds mad..but, maybe it is true...so try to accept stress..haha..

well, frenship again...i've been sitting down here to wait for the rabbit to come..hmm..(shou3 zhu1 dai4 tu4)...haha..shall not do that le...think i will go contact her today. well, if she thinks that our frenship still have some hope, den good lor...if not, sigh~...i shall back off and stop all these thoughts...haha..

now abit headache le...have been thinking how to plan my timetable..like not v fruitful...too difficult to fit extra three subjects into my module...hai..

who will understand the problems that i'm undergoing? who is willing to care? Initiation seems too difficult at times...yar..ok, shall not think so much...i nid to go have my breakfast le..hahaha..

to open up is the only way to let yourself be understood...i'm trying...what about you?

p/s: thank you alfred...you've been a great help in one way or another...really!!! =)