first day of work

i gonna meet my colleagues again later after one year...filled with anticipation, but feeling more dreadful than excited..haha..really scared lor..nid to learn alot more things than before...and the worst part is it ends at 10pm!!!! there goes my whole wonderful holiday...sigh....bo bian, have to input some income ma..

yesterday went to buy comp with my family, alfred tagged along too..hehe..not really a tough search lar...quite easily can get it done, but the prob is the process of waiting..hehe..very long about 1 1/2 hrs..my sis nv complain..hmm, perhaps is bcoz she can get her new comp, so no matter wad,she wun whine...haha...

den went esplanade with alfred again...coz we really love that place..dunno y...a place where we can relax and share things...of course, beaches too...but den, esplanade is nearer ma...haha..we took some photos again..but den, that alfred nv pass me his phone,so can't upload lar..and too bad, i haven got my phone yet..sigh...shall wait till i got my pay first, den buy ba..haha..oso nid my parents' approval...how long will it takes???

dunno y i start to fear for the exam results...hai~...i really scared i'll fail..even if i nv fail oso no use...i nid to re-take my physics 1 le....and i dunno wat to do,coz there is a subject that requires MS1001 as my prerequisite...die lar...that means i nid to overload for at least 2 more semesters..that is provided that there is no more failing and no more prerequisites...that is y i feel so sian about studying...so sick...anyway, juz do wateva i can..there is no one to rely on le...no frenz is true now...sigh....so disheartened...wish me good luck!! hope i can at least drag through dis uni life and cope with those "frenz" out there, who treat their frenz like rivalry....how sad undergrads are....no frenz, but enemies...a bunch of self-centred, super kiasu and tok nothing but study ppl....wat a failure...yar...those who doesn't fall under those criteria are considered rare and precious..haha...and are often struggling with uni life...1 victim here le..well, shall not bother so much le...and a good thing is i dun nid to stay in hostel le, so have a place for me to escape from all dreadful things, and that is home!!!! wonderful....

i will miss you, alfred....though i cannot see you for quite some times, juz remember that i have you in my heart always....*hug hug*....dun feel sad... =)