from now on, i shall keep my mouth shut!!!

Grace's theory: it's better to have your absence felt than your presence not felt... =)

i get what she mean...

so, yar, just dun speak in any case...

something funny

this is how a poor maths student will do to answer maths question...




get it?? expansion...boi, i think his maths is much worse than yours...lolz~



alrite, got all these from an email...meeting boi soon, need to get prepared...
oh, yesterday's steamboat dinner was marvellous...yummy...

and i've planned everything that i want to do for my bdae...decided to go for a makeover photoshoot at Jean Yip...dunno whether good or not...or should i go Picture Me?? still deciding, but most likely Jean Yip ba...any better suggestions???

never really tot of such shoots in the past, thanx to Huiling...she says it's a good experience, and if dun take now, next time old le will regret...haha....ok, i'll heed her advice..yup...

enjoy your Sunday....

^o^ Take Care, peepz..

what the world has become?

people nowadays are becoming bo liao and crazy.
yanxin received criticisms frm unknown person, and she still mentioned her school..such a disgrace, man.
why people like to scold others through blogs, making my sister so sad over it. i personally experienced it before, and i can understand how it feels like. they are just a bunch of sickening people who laugh at other people's wounds..well, i wun let this matter off..i wun let anyone hurt my sisters, even though they may be irritating at times...hehe...no lar, on a serious tone, please think twice when u wanna bad-mouth peopl in their online diary. dun think that hiding behind ur stupid little nickname, you are able to get away with it, and in the first place, are you reprimanding the right person? why should you scold when you didn't even clarify who you are? and what is worse is, she scolds everyone who defend my sis..damn her, man..never see who i am, dare to agitate me..i will make her two times more depressed than my sister...i wun let this matter rest. a lesson to her: dun mess with crazy woman like me...muahahaha...

what the world has become? people are becoming sick...mentally...they like to seek trouble, putting people in difficult positions...for instance, yanning received calls from those chat lines saying that someone give them her name and phone number...what a joke..why people are becoming so childish? i just dun understand..whatever it is, I WUN LET THIS MATTER REST SO EASILY, never...You have to pay for the hurt you have done to my sister...

i may sound evil, i am...
i can be kind if you are kind to me...but i can turn extremely nasty if i want to..
dun test my patience...
this is the least i can do for my sister...yup...
well, this is the power, strength, wateva, of our relationships...

Great lunch

Had lunch with Kenryuu, Chinni & Huiling (perm staffs)...coz it's a farewell lunch for Keyur, Tung & Huiting..Today is Keyur's last day in Brady, and he is flying off tonight..or should i say, now, to New York..*sob sob* miss him, somehow..ok, emotions aside, we had a wonderful lunch as Kenryuu called up Pizza Hut for delivery...we all enjoyed it..and Keyur went to 5th floor to get free coke for all of us...lolz..he even brought a plastic bag to contain them, and was spotted by a lady upstairs..hmm, she was staring at him, of cuz...but nothing happened eventually...
it was fun to chat with them as we all dun like Liu Bing & a bit of Wilson...haha..coz they were too old to join us..you noe, generation gap. =x

oh, make a new friend from NTU again today...her name is Fenglin, also from MSE..my senior, of course. she is doing her FYP at Brady...quite fun to tok to her, only that Chin Leng said she is a bit Ah lian...haha...but, ok to me..Alex wun be working tomorrow, coz he has to go school to prepare their Matriculation Day...what is that, man???? A day for matriculation?? sounded weird, but well, it's just a day for celebration, i supposed.

has nothing to do tomorrow again...wait for Kenryuu's/ Chinni's instructions ba..meanwhile, i shall hop around and be a KPO...haha..no lar, i just help out lor..i very good one.. *hao lian face*

what else?

think that's about all..
i miss boi...(must say..if not he angry.)
when is our next meet up?? i not sure...
also, i havent think of where to go for dinner to celebrate my bdae...
why am i cracking brains when it's my bdae?? shouldn't it be.....ahem....*hint hint*....who decide? hey friends, C'mon...help me think k..hehe...thanx!

and now, i need to go do work..
already had enuf of scolding frm my mum dis morning for unknown reasons...
my morale is actually quite low the whole morning, but now, i think, should be fine le..
it's bad to get scolded early in the morn, coz ur mood will totally be spoilt..
well, she wun understand..

ok, shuddup & scram....

*disappear*

saturday & sunday

Saturday
woke up early in the morning and travelled to VJC alone to watch yanning's piano ensemble competition, Vivace '06 in her school's performance theatre...
enjoyed it, coz there were many interesting pieces played..




yanning and her duet partner...well, the judge said that they chose the most difficult piece..they never won lar, coz they just go there to play for fun..hehe..


3rd: VJC, 2nd: NJC, and 1st: VJC..

that's all for the concert...

my family met up with our aunts and cousins at night for a steamboat dinner...
the food wasn't very nice, as voted by many of my cousins & aunts...haha..but we all enjoyed alot..too bad i forget to bring my phone, so i never managed to take any pics...

that night, my mum decided to invite my aunts for my birthday celebration on 13 Aug, with boi...at first she doesn't want to let them know as she dun want them to buy prez for me..yar, true...shouldn't waste their hard-earned money...but then, they mentioned it during the dinner, so my mum has no choice, but to hold a celebration with them..hope everything will turn out fine..and boi, dun worry, 12 Aug is still yours...hehe... =)

still haven decide whether to take a day leave on 11/8 or 14/8..hmm...should discuss it with my family first..hehe..hope that by the time i return back to workplace, my colleagues wun splash inks on me as their "celebration"...coz Francis mentioned it today...hmm, quite scary...haha..

alrite, i wun go back Chan Bro to help during weekends...i will only go for the fair on 25 Aug..yup...i've decided..

Sunday
still woke up early in the morning to go for a jog with boi...managed to run 2.4km even though i've never run for so long...quite happy with my performance..hehe..then, we bought breakfast home for my family...and after washing up, we headed to boi's house to complete the remaining of the miniature...and finally, we managed to finish it by evening...



nice rite? feel like doing the whole collection...hmm....just kidding...hehe..

alrite, i need to do my work before my mum starts to nag again..


ps: miss my boi..*sob sob*

idiotic acetone

my poor phone was partially damaged by acetone!!!
it damaged the cover, and the surface (dunno whether if it is the lens) of my front camera..i was so sad, but when i called boi, he seems to be ok with what has happened..he wasn't shocked or angry...hmm..it makes me feel more guilty..sigh~ i'm going to bring it to nokia care soon..maybe dis sunday ba..

my mum told me a SHOCKING news...she found it by chance that my body is showing warning signs that i've never noticed..i have high tendency of getting diabetes..yup..and what i have to do now is to watch what i eat..i dun want it to become true...i'm quite depressed after hearing it..just find myself damn suay...i really hate myself, my body, my life...it sucks..

and well, i wish i can just die peacefully..
this is how i feel at the present moment...
and is the gift that god's giving me for my bdae?

*tears rolled uncontrollably down my cheeks*

hope things can be better soon..... =)

thots @ random

i can't believe it!!! yanxin got the chairperson post for her String Ensemble....
wow~
think it will be the downfall for her school's SE...the teacher must have some problem with her eyes...lolz~
ok, anyway, must still say something good here...
erm, let me think what lies i can say....
oh, i'm happy that she got her desired post, and eh....wat else...nvm...that's all..
Congrats!!

think i noe what to do for my bdae...
i'll meet groups of people separately (suggested by boi)...so that no one will be neglected, and i'll be less tired...haha...
but 12-13/8 is booked by boi...and my family lar...
so think of dates like 8/8, 9/8, 11/8, etc...where i can celebrate my bdae with my friends..
sorry yu...tink i wun get a chalet...coz i wanna spend the counting down wif boi, unless you wanna join..hehe...
i'll spend it with my great friends instead of asking everyone..as boi said, shd spend it more meaningfully...yup, i agree...
yeah~
i shall arrange now..
hy n cy....u guys free on 9/8??
rol, yu, wen n shiying(??)....u guys free on 8/8 or 11/8 (after my work)??
and should i invite my pri sch friends??? coz i a bit paiseh if they get me prez...i just feel like enjoying, spreading my joy around..hmm, what should i do then?? they are my childhood friends till now...haiz...very fan2 nao3..
den which grp shd i put grace in?? omg!!! haiz...maybe ask simon too, den at least not so bad..
nvm..c how..

ok, i need to go bathe now..
those mentioned, let me know asap k....
thankew...

2nd week of work

quite sian to have to work on monday...but overall, i enjoyed still...haha..

today wore the same colour shirt as Chin Leng..and people thought that we wearing couple tee...*vomit* well, just so coincident that out of the six of us, two wearing orange (me & cl), two wearing white (alex & tung), and two wearing stripes (Francis & Hui Ting)...so funny..

took some photos of these people, other than Alex (coz he is busy)...
and today is Chinni's (one of the managers) bdae..so we were celebrating it..and it means we can slack and eat before we went home...haha..


can't see Francis, coz he doesn't want to take photo..haha..Alex wasn't inside...



spotted Keyur, the USA guy?? the dark-skinned one..and next to him is my supervisor, Liu Bing..Finally took a rather decent photo of Francis (the guy eating cake)...

Alrite, need to update the log book...sigh~
dunno what to write oso...anyway, nvm...

thanx ruifen for the sweet message...u r not forgotten too..
well, sometimes, though messages may be short, it means alot to us... =)

August Baby

What people say about August babies??

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.


It's so true!!!! i'm all...really..hmm...is it good or bad?? well, let you guys know more about me, so dun complain k..hehe...

work on miniature

went out wif boi just now...
we travelled to tampines by bus, and i showed him my old house there..
i really missed that place..it's so nice...how i wish i can go back there to stay again..but it's quite inconvenient lar..
then we walked to TM to take a look at the Hokkaido food fest...dun really appreciate the food there, so we ended up going to hagen das to eat ice cream..i had Venetian Love, which is really unique..(i sua ku..)..it's brownie immersing in coffee with vanilla ice cream as the topping...the taste is quite good..even people like me, who doesn't like the taste of coffee, finds it nice...so u wun regret trying...

boi bought me a miniature set that i took in my past blog on miniature. we bought the drinks stall one...managed to do the outer layer of it only..still got alot more to do...our hands were dirtied with super glue, but we seemed to be enjoying it...i'm glad to spend such quality time wif boi boi...hope he likes it too..

thanx his parents for treating me pizza..hehe..very full now...can't sleep...well, i really hope boi can call me now, but it's kinda late le, so i never dare to ask him to...i want him to have a gd rest, so that tomorrow he'll have enough energy for work..

ok, my sister needs to use comp le..
shall end here...
tomorrow is the start of another week, hope it'll be a good one...


i love you, boi...really miss you..and i'm sorry!

stinks

just finished doing all those household stuff, as usual..it's part of my sunday routine..
boi is coming soon, so happy...
haven been able to see him for so long k...sigh~

hope it is a pleasant one..
hmm,but i still haven think of a place to go yet...
dunno how..
let him decide ba..
i shall enjoy my day rest before i start work again tomorrow...

i love my IA...
i hope this feeling will last for long... =)

going for lunch now..

To all my friends..

Got this from an email...hope u guys like it...

:-) Friendship (-:

Many people will walk in and out of your
life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle
yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends

Anger is only one letter short of
danger
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you
twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds
discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who
loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses
all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of
nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't
live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Friends, you and me...
You brought another
friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle
of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or
end...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is
mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the
present.

This poem is written by Eleanor Roosevelt (NOT ME)
All Winnie the Pooh images are Copyright © Disney Enterprises, Inc

reformating my comp

gonna reformat my computer soon...finally found that cd..phew~

saw fireworks just now....so nice..hehe..

tomorrow will be a busy day for me..need to do housework again..sianz..but i got no choice, coz my sisters just dun help..yup..have to do all the things alone..also, i dun want my mum to scold me..sick of my life..i want something better..when will it come??

alrite, end here...gonna go deal with my sick comp..
have an enjoyable weekend!!! (though i can't have mine)

can't be bothered

what should i write in my log book?
i simply have no mood to write anything in it..but it's just a keep track on what i've been doing during my IA..hmm..
whateva lar..i'm going to get some stuff to eat...
yup...maybe i'll turn into a glutton..
whateva..
i just can't be bothered...why should i care so much?
others' opinions dun really matter to me..
i hate boi..he is really a 缩头乌龟..
he just dun face problems...damn it..

shall not mention him here, will oni contaminate my blog..
well, i'm not treated well, neither am i ill-treated by him...i'm just totally being neglected.
he may be angry after reading this, but why shall i care? i just can't be bothered...
shall give myself a thorough break..i dun wanna care about anything, at least, at the present moment...
without his presence, i can still enjoy my life, my way...

alrite, enuf of complaints...
maybe i'll be better tomorrow..
maybe i'll still be the same...
i dunno and i totally can't be bothered!

i'm not feeling good

i can't find my window XP cd to reformat my comp!!!!
i can't go out on saturdays...coz someone is so damn busy!!!
when people are enjoying their saturdays and sundays, i'm stuck at home..
pathetic
why?
coz my timetable just can't compromise with his, and i have to do my best to suit him, do it his way.
i'm sick and tired of all these..
i need to get some fresh air before i go mad..

and yup, i change my blog skin again..well, dis will hopefully last for quite some time ba..
i get bored easily with the skins...
so just bear with it.. =)

and now, i have to go down for my lunch...
buaiiiii...

drained

very tired...everyone in the lab was...
did quite a lot of stuff, like casting 50 over inks onto the labels, and compiling the labels that were suitable for the printed circuit board...
inhaling in acetone while cleaning the machines..*stinks*
tomorrow has more things to do...but it's quite fun though.. =)

Francis and i brought home some past semester's IA report for reference...He is indeed a very clever man, and made me understand quite a lot of things..but he is old liao...i call him old man, coz he always forget this, forget that...haha..he is like my brother lidat..Tung was talking about what flowers to give to his girlfriend again...very funny guy, but very smart..he wanted to get roses within $10...wanted us to help him...well, Chin Leng has decided to help him made the roses...lolz~ they were all very funny, except Alex..he is quiet, on the whole...but he is very noisy when with Chin Leng.he talks to anyone but me..maybe because i'm also quite quiet there (oh, really??).Oh yar, he labelled the labels on the wrong side, and made our job difficult..haha...haiz, i just need to get use to the life with all the guys and i'm being the only girl inside...coz Hui Ting is ending her internship soon, and Tung also ending his...gonna miss them, coz they really teach us a lot of things. Can't imagine the life without them around...hmm...

ok, i need to start updating the log book..i'm scared that i'll forget or something...so troublesome..

ever since 1st day of my IA

10/7/06 (mon)
i was very early for my work at abt 8am..when i reach there then i realise tt i'm not allowed to go in until 8.30am..chatted with the security guard there and he issued me a visitor pass...

then, a lady called Betty brought me to the waiting area for ms siti to come...Francis (another NTU student) was late...we filled up many forms before we proceed to other departments..i was then given a pass for the entry to the R&D area..everything was still under construction, so all of us do not have a sit yet...made new friends from NUS and from USA...learnt new stuff that i like..

we had lunch together...it's fun to have them around...it was so different from the life in uni...hehe..well,enjoyed..

after work,i went to my dad's shop for dinner before attending a talk with my mum at suntec..stood there thru' out the talk that lasted for 3hrs, coz there is no seats left when we reach there...my legs went wobbling after the talk..was very tired then...

11/7/06 (tue)
learnt more stuff, and tried some handson..knew that our grp of R&D people has one vietnamese, one frm china and the rest are singaporeans...also, Francis is already 28 yrs old!!! he told me about his life..how come he ended up in uni...bla bla bla...Tung, the vietnamese, NUS,who plans everything in advance,but he was quite funny...Hui Ting, from china, NUS, who taught me alot of stuff..Chin Leng, a guy frm NUS, who likes to create jokes..and lastly, Alex, frm NUS, who is very softspoken, and always stick to his phone all the time....and the US guy, i dunno his name..haha..

realised that we can actually reach workplace before 9am, even though there stated 8.30am..

went out with boi after work for dinner..not a happy one..but well, everything is back to normal now...
got scolded when i reach home...lazy to mention why...but it's gt nothing to do with me, and i got scolded..WTH..nvm..it's fine now..

today
help out with those people who were busy with their projects...did immersion testing, preparation which made me cut hundreds of barcodes...but well, nothing much to do still..

heard tt tomorrow will be a busy day,coz we have assignments to do like casting of inks..and have to do testings again..haha..hope it's fun...

start to enjoy my work more...only that my supervisor, Liu Bing, is a bit too long-winded..haha..but well, time moves faster during work..hehe..hope dis momentum doesn't cease..

miss my boi...really dun have much time to spend with him..he also dun have much time for me..

have to bring yanxin to bugis for studio practice later..and i have to loiter around there until she ends her studio prac..sianz..but well, i shall go shopping den..hehe..

alright, have to get prepared to go soon..
will update more when i'm free..

fear arises

tomorrow will be my first day of attachment...
kinda scared, coz i really dunno what will happen...

went to brady corp just now to find out where the place was with boi..
we concluded that it is super-ulu place k..
have to walk a distance from the bus stop before i reach the building..
the building itself is rather nice..haha..but i'm still not comfortable in working there tomorrow..dunno how it will turn out to be...sigh~
oh, along the way to the building, an earthworm crawled onto my slippers...what's worse is i didn't realise it, and my bare foot stepped on it and crushed it..then, my foot turned sticky...and when i took a look at it, the earthworm was half-crushed and wriggling on my sole!!!! eeeekkk...i screamed k..and jumped all around (looked damn stupid)..thanx boi4 helping me to remove it...phew~ but i felt sorry for that poor earthworm...hmmmpphh...*pout*

then, we went parkway....had a great dinner there.
we intended to go for a walk at east coast after that, but it rained heavily..sigh~
so we ended up taking bus to suntec, and loitered to bugis for the Mr. Bean's ice cream...then to pasar malam...and back home...hehe..
enjoyed!!

i'm not gonna watch world cup, coz i have to report at my company at 8.30am k..
my sister's school is having screening for world cup later at 2am...and think my sis will not go ba..wonder if they can manage to listen to lesson tomorrow morning..hehe..wadeva..

to dear:
thankew very much for accompanying me the whole day today...i'm very glad
to have you around. i noe i wun be seeing you till nx sunday...sigh~...but
promise me to take care of yourself, sit up straight, have proper meals, and
call/message me when you free k... =) let's work towards a better life!!!
*hugs*

something wrong with my previous blogskin

haiz..have to change to a temporary one..
coz my previous blogskin got some errors...
anyway, i'll change to a desired one when i got the time... =)

enjoy your sunday watching the WORLD CUP FINAL!!!!

tada...

i'm back with my new skin...haha...rather cute one..
coz i simply need some life it dis blog...
well, this will be the current blogskin until i can find a better one...
and i think it wun last very long, coz the entry area is far too narrow and small..

yeah, the kiddy side of me again... =)

Things i need to do..

for IA...

Things to prepare:
1. buy clothes
(checked)
2. buy shoes
3. print my data sheet
4. my ic & bank book
5. study MS2007

left 2 days for me to enjoy....
my hols is so short...
haven't even enjoyed enough yet...
need to study a bit of revision on MS2007 for IA...
argh~

boi is busy with his event(again) now..
scared tt he has not enough sleep, coz he slept at 2am yesterday, and woke up at 5plus today...(according to him)...haiz~

i'll be meeting him in the evening today.. =)
ok, meanwhile, shall do some revision...*reluctantly flipping thru' the notes*

Special Semester result is out!!

i got my first A ever since i got into NTU..haha...
happy lar..but it's not a core subject...must thank my group-mates...

went out with yu,wen n rol on wednesday...
ate sakae and chatted thru' out...
nothing much to elaborate..
started to find the meaning of meeting up...


had a briefing at NTU yesterday morning. realised that Boon Lay Bus Interchange has changed it's location..and i had to walk one big round to 179 stop..i was 10mins late, but the whole MLT was quite empty...maybe it's due to the rain, that's why very few people there...and hy n cy was there 15mins before the briefing ended...haha..wth! btw, cy has her braces on..she has some difficulty talking k..and she wore the skirt that we bought her!!! her friend almost can't recognise her k..then we went JP to search for shoes...not fruitful...so i decided to go bugis...bid gdbye with them at Jurong east...

who noes, cy msged me and said they were on their way to bugis now...i was surprised and happy, of course...got friends to acc me for lunch and searching for shoes leh..tried many pairs...and i found one that i think it's suitable for office and lab wear...but i haven't bought yet..coz i need more opinions... =) went home after that to realise that my mum was going Bugis with me to search for clothes...(again!!!) so we went again....brought back sushi for my family..and went to fetch yanxin at esplanade...a tired day, indeed..

today..
yanning n yanxin are having their concerts tonite..dunno how my dad is going to fetch them..
boi is having his event tonite too...i'm left alone again..
i can't give much help, coz he simply doesn't want it..i was very sad upon hearing it, but well, maybe i'm used to it...
sad things aside...i dreamt of many wonderful memories added on together...
i dreamt of my old house at Tampines...i dreamt of myself going back and take a look at the house..i dreamt of my primary school classmates...it's their laughters that keep my days happy...i dreamt of a guy, one that i admire...hehe..but he is my friend now...(my pri sch mate)..happy that we dun avoid each other anymore. anyway, it is childish to do that too..it only happened during pri sch life k... ;) oh, den i dreamt of my sec sch friends...those that i've never tok to them for very long, and yet were very close to them during those days... =)
how i wish my dream will never cease...

back to reality..

i'll be alone at home today...i want to help out...
should go help my dad to do stuff, since boi doesn't appreciate me...

It's Friday!!!!!
i love friday...coz it means that i can start to relax after today...also, it means that i'm able to meet my boi soon...

have a pleasant weekend...

绿光森林 II

《勇敢的幸福》

伴着盛开的花蝴蝶才能飞舞
带着希望梦想才能飞往高处
迎着温暖的风我们不再无助
因为你的祝福我的爱不辛苦
呼吸感动我不再退步
让音乐赶走我的孤独
我的勇气因为你的保护
不曾停下追逐真爱的脚步
种下爱种下梦种下我们的心愿
让阳光照亮在我们心灵最深处
那些事那些歌伴着我们的誓约
不能哭我们要挑战未知旅途
不怕输我们有笑声交织着泪水
最勇敢的幸福

伴着盛开的花蝴蝶才能飞舞
带着希望梦想才能飞往高处
迎着温暖的风我们不在无助
因为你的祝福我的爱不辛苦
呼吸感动我不再退步
让音乐赶走我的孤独
种下爱种下梦种下我们的心愿
让阳光照亮在我们心灵最深处
那些事那些歌伴着我们的誓约
不能哭我们要挑战未知旅途
不怕输我们有笑声交织着泪水
最勇敢的幸福
我的勇气因为你的保护
种下爱种下梦种下我们的心愿
让阳光照亮在我们心灵最深处
那些事那些歌伴着我们的誓约
不能哭我们要挑战未知旅途
不曾停下追逐真爱的脚步
种下爱种下梦种下我们的心愿
让阳光照亮在我们心灵最深处
那些事那些歌伴着我们的誓约
不能哭我们要挑战未知旅途
不怕输我们有笑声交织着泪水
最勇敢的幸福

“只要我们相信，就能看见幸福绿光”

绿光森林

i love to watch this show...well, it teaches me freedom, to face obstacles with courage, and to see the greatness of love...it shows me how everyone is so bonded together..i love the feeling...
I'm sad that Owen can't be with his loved one, Sophie...but his sacrifices touched me deeply. Though it's just a show, i can sense the loneliness in me...where can i get such life?
are there friends forever??

yup, watch it..though it may be quite childish to you, it teaches me lotsa things...
thanx yanxin for introducing such show to me..haha..and we two are crazy over this show now...always get scolded by mama for being late for meals because we are watching the vcds..

yesterday's bbq was a success..hehe...lotsa food...can't finish man..
but i'm glad that boi actually enjoyed it..hehe..so happy for him..

oh, pics for the gathering..(only got 3..the rest still haven sent me..)

frm left: baoyu, susan, siping, ruifen, me, veron and agnes..


2nd row (from left): weijie, hanjie, weifu, lee hong and chien kit.


me n kit..

oh, cheng kai was there too...he was not in the previous photos because he was late...

they are all my wonderful friends, who never make me stop laughing during the gathering.. =)
thanx for everything!

alright, that's all..
feeling sticky..nowadays the weather is terrible..really terrible..
shall go bathe now.. =)


“如过不能哭泣，就用笑来代替，因为我不想让我所珍惜的人难过。。。”
- 靳元方

我的心到底在想些什么？

为何我会如此的担忧。。。到底在担心什么?
我的心为何要跳得那么快？
我在害怕吗？
我只知道我很难受。。如何能让我的心平定下来？
我真得很辛苦。。。
好想休息一下， 去明白我的心所要跟我说的话。。

想哭但是哭不出来。。。到底发生了什么事？

my opinion

i want to thank my dearest primary school mates for the wonderful evening yesterday...really had lotsa fun with them.. =) hope our friendship may last till the end of time...*hugz* I simply love you guys...you guys are great!!

well, many things happened yesterday...shall post more things regarding the gathering again..coz i nid to get the photos!!! Agnes is leaving for China..Lee Hong is going NS...i will miss them all..

ok, not gonna blog abt this at the moment...

heard something shocking yesterday from rol..
one of my sec. school mates have done something silly to himself...yup...ending his life..
i was sad upon hearing this, but at the same time, i'm angry...

i'm angry because i dun understand why people just dun treasure their lives...
true that there may be some serious problems going on or watsoeva, i'm not sure..but must they end their life? is this the only way out? there are people out there who wanted so much to live on, who suffered from terminal diseases and still wanted to live on...where on earth these people got the rights to end theirs? Is education in Singapore a real failure?? Yes!

it's a pity..it's a pity to their parents that all the hardwork they've put in for their children are wasted..they just dun treasure the efforts of their mother who tried so hard to give birth to them...they just dun treasure....

it's no use scolding here...since he can never see this again...
though i dunno what is the reason for such act, i believe he must be at his lowest morale then...
think twice before you act...coz it may means your final destination...and when you regret, it's too late..too late for anything...
NEVER ACT ON IMPULSE!

treasure your life, treasure your family, treasure your friends....
and for me, i'll want very much to live on, to learn, to be a better person...hope u share the same sentiment...

yup, that's all for now...
me going bbq later...need to get prepared now... =)

have an enjoyable sunday.