idiotic acetone

my poor phone was partially damaged by acetone!!!
it damaged the cover, and the surface (dunno whether if it is the lens) of my front camera..i was so sad, but when i called boi, he seems to be ok with what has happened..he wasn't shocked or angry...hmm..it makes me feel more guilty..sigh~ i'm going to bring it to nokia care soon..maybe dis sunday ba..

my mum told me a SHOCKING news...she found it by chance that my body is showing warning signs that i've never noticed..i have high tendency of getting diabetes..yup..and what i have to do now is to watch what i eat..i dun want it to become true...i'm quite depressed after hearing it..just find myself damn suay...i really hate myself, my body, my life...it sucks..

and well, i wish i can just die peacefully..
this is how i feel at the present moment...
and is the gift that god's giving me for my bdae?

*tears rolled uncontrollably down my cheeks*

hope things can be better soon..... =)