3yrs ago...3yrs later...

boi has been very sentimental...haha..
he recalled that 4yrs ago, we weren't even talk to each other in school...
3yrs ago, we were very good friends...
3yrs later, we can't live without each other...
how fate is playing its game here...
but there are still things that will never change, 3yrs ago, 3yrs later...
there are some things whereby we will try to avoid saying..some things whereby we do not wish to remember...

recently, i keep having dreams that will end up waking me in a state of shock..
i couldn't explain why...maybe my life is too busy now, that's why...
but the feeling wasn't good at all...
long forgotten memories had came back vividly in my mind...
i thought i've forgotten...why did it come back?
*let out a sigh*
hope everything will be fine... :)

this week, a student asked MS8005 lecturer whether a broken-up couple could came back to friends like before...
well, her answer is, "NO, never possible."
then she explained a lot of things, which i can't remember clearly...
the hurt, the intimacy, are all these gonna be forgotten? (according to the lecturer)
haha...well, i dunno...maybe it is never possible..but i've seen cases whereby couples ended up being very good friends...it really depends lar...
depends on how seriously you take the relationship...
depends on how easily you can let go...
depends on a lot of things..

boi is stressed, can tell even when he didn't say a word...
it hurts me a lot to see him like this..
he lost his smile again....something that i saw 2yrs ago...the innocent smile isn't there...
whenever this happens, i'm very worried...
hope everything turns out well for him.