am i not facing the reality?

have been involved too much with my work, and now, when i realise i still have to face all those modules, a fear arises...
i dunno why, but i just dun feel good about it..
and after all, it's back to the primary question...
"why i study so hard for?"
i simply hate uni life..it teaches me individualism..self-centeredness...
is this what we should learn in uni?
is this a mini example of the really working world??
why i feel much better working in the two companies that i've worked in than leading a life in my study?
how i wish this holiday will never end...at least i can still enjoy my life in dis current job.. =)
*dreaming*

well, i still have one more semester to go b4 i really have to face my studies...
hope my IA wun be a disaster....i hope...

i'll still have to work tomorrow...
missing my days at home on saturdays..sigh~
and boi doesn't nid me for tomorrow's event..coz i'm simply a DISTRACTION to him..
how sad to hear that..
nvm...it's the last saturday that i'll be working in Chan Bro..
hope everything will turn out fine..

*pray pray*

may the lucky stars be with me for long...