feelings??

yar, my feelings...i can't find a word to describe my feelings now. i miss fred so much!! there is no words that can describe the intensity in me...haha..

i can't wait to see him tomorrow...we gonna have our haircut together...hehe..hope everything will turn out to be fine..haha..

school is starting soon!!! have been telling myself almost everyday..haha..and of course, that is when my stress level starts to increase..can teach me how to curb dis fear? can't picture it as a beautiful scene in my mind..haha..why huh? whatever the reason is, i wish i can sail through dis journey smoothly...

Mood: happy, anticipating and worried...

mixed, mixed....all mixed...feeling terrible..

oh, i still nid to go apply my concession soon...shall do it later...if not, i'll drag till dunno when..now feeling so hungry..though i ate my breakfast, my stomach isn't satisfied..my mum wants me to vacuum the whole house today, ALONE!! sigh~ feel abit lazy to do all these..hmm, at least after i gained my energy first ba..ok, i'm running out of ideas to write le..not thinkin clearly oso..haha..dunno why..end here ba..

thirteen weeks will pass very fast..and dec hols will come again..haha..but meanwhile, i will need to study first...*ah choooo*...oh no, dusty dusty...or izit my immune system is going down slope??