i'm so glad today, thou i realised that i can't finished my chem

y i'm happy...answer is obvious...because of alfred..really think he matured alot..haha..but, should not praise him first,coz he may become arrogant..haha..anyway, the obstacles he faced has gradually mould him to become a stronger, more flexible, wat else, erm...a more thinking person..yar...i like him more now..hmm, but den i really wanna think thru still,coz i dun wan to make any rash decision and end up regretting..

juz now went dinner with him, i treat him again..coz i see him so stress, den so poor le,so being a girlfren shd do something constructive...haha..but can tell that there is something still up in his mind..he was deep in thought when we are having meal...he ate oni abit..think he is too stressed le...i try to help, but think my help isn't very useful ba..so i dun dare to tok so much...

wondering where has alfred's innocent smile gone?

i missed his smile....

i dun want him to give a bitter smile always..

what is wrong?

what should i do to make that smile once again appear on his face? *troubled*

alright, meanwhile, i shall study my chem, c how much info can get into my brain..haha