i almost lose my comp

i almost can't post dis blog today,coz some "accidents" happened to my comp...oni hui yi noe..*wink wink*...i was so helpless juz now..but den, by trial and error, i managed to get it back..haha..well, hope it wun happen again...if not i will faint...very stress!!

today's computing...hai~...it juz hurt me when it is mentioned, coz i sure wun do well one..so many damn programs to write...how can i memorise all?? hai~...but hope the rest are correct,den at least i can get a pass...haha...shall buck up for my chemistry and mat sci on consecutive days,thurs and fri...( when will i have a time to relax?)....*sigh*

i find that i can't cope with the lifestyle in Singapore...y? being a singaporean, still say such thing...so embarrassing...but the stress level here is too high le, for it to be working class or juz students...my parents have to stayed up late at office to finish their jobs..and we students have to keep studying, studying, and studying...and wat satisfaction can we get other than the good results that we got...is it the reason y ppl turn to material goods to satisfy their emotional needs?

well, not that i wanna announce to the world, but juz to let my dear frens noe that i've broken up with alfred a few days ago...it is a partial one, meaning we are still officially together, but juz that we are not together..*confused*...nvm..coz i nid some space to breathe and think..hmm, dun feel shock...it is quite common within couples, coz when we are too into each other, we tend to deviate the meaning of relationship...juz a time to cool down and think thru...hope the result is something positive..haha..but for now, juz concentrate on my studies...by the way, we are still very good frenz...thanx alfred for making his first step out of his fear...heehee...

"is it true that there are really angels in this small little world??"