determined to complete my materials science revision by TODAY!!

yesterday went suntec with the two of them..to shop, of course!! but the weather isn't really very nice to us..had been raining almost the whole day lor..and is super chilling even when i'm in my hostel room..we went carrefour coz chuying wanna look for her earphone and huiyi wanna buy her necessities..but ended up, huiyi bought so many things and chuying empty-handed..so we decide to go funan..and that is where cy finally found her earphones..haha...and we saw that zen micro is selling at $345 each...den that huiyi was so fasinated lor...and ended up buying 2..one for herself and the other for her cousin..haha...however, one is faulty..so today,she has to make a trip back to that shop to as for a change..good luck!

nothing much after that..cy and i rushed for our malay..and had a rather nice dinner lar..haha..well, den after bath,i went to their room to study lor...and stayed overnite..

it is really a torture...coz here i was mugging, there they are..playing online games...wat a fren.haha..it requires alot of concentration and self-discipline..haha..but i succeeded lor..

no choice, who ask me to have more tests than them dis week rite..

tomorrow is my materials sci quiz..have to finish my mat sci by today..no matter wad...den tmr morning can have some revisions..haha..my thinking is too ideal le..hope i really can do according to what i've planned..

gonna rush for my computing soon...haven have my lunch yet...and today alfred is taking his basic theory test...wish him all the best...muz do well arh..coz it should be a rather easy paper..haha..dunno, nv take before..and think i dun have the chance to take too! =)

watch out when u walk on road

orchard is a place where you can see many ppl,eh...to be more specific, is many familiar faces...that isn't the worst, worst is when u see someone that u dun even feel like seeing for mths..yrs...bla bla bla..ok, shall talk about what i've seen yesterday, which is saturday, at orchard...here it goes...

i was supposed to mit alfred at somerset at 3pm..well, i was late by 3mins according to alfred..den we went to cineplex to go watch "swing girls"..btw, it is a very entertaining show..thou, the ending is predictable,but it always makes me feel comfortable..rather than those ghostly movies..haha..so,i can't be the one recommending show,coz u ppl will sure think that my taste "bleah"...haha..ok,get back to the main topic..oh,so we went to buy the ticz for 5.30pm one..coz the earlier one is almost full..den dun like to sit at the front..yar..den we decide to go to HMV to shop ma..so we crossed the road..and that is when the nightmare begins..

i received a phone call...and to my horror..is simon..well,y the heck would he wana call me..den i answer..so, i realised that he is actually behind us..well,he nv change at all lor..oni his galfren that is changing..think is his 8th galfren ba..when i tot he juz broke up not long ago,and here he is with another one..wow...*clap clap*..and his galfren super "dao" one..nv even say hi or wad..but who cares..haha..and wat surprises me is not that i saw him...but more of my feeling at the moment...i really dun feel anything, not even an increase in heartbeat..well, y??haha...maybe my heart is too tired to beat so fast le ba..juz dun feel anything other than hypocrisy..the atmosphere at that time isn't quite good, coz can sense alfred's uneasiness..and of cuz, my super hypocritical smile..can't believe that i can really be so fake..haha..anyway,me and alfred really dunno how to react to such situation lor..but it is ok if it occurs rarely... =)

well,den after we've finished walking around HMV, we decide to go back to cine..to continue to waste time...and heard that fionna xie and sharon au will be there..so, we hurried to the basement, where there is a M1 road show. haha..really saw them..took a few pics of them, but like not very clear..hai~..but, nvm lar..at least can see them with my own eyes..haha..den alfred saw some ex-detainees eating at the food court...they are quite friendly actually. so,dun think that all detainees are bad..no!!!some may be good oso..den when it's about time, we went upstairs to wait..and i saw zhi hui and his galfren...yesh,no doubt, the pr 6/2 zhi hui..ruifen..ahem..haha..and he abit like xianwei lor..that's alfred's comment lar..anyway,his galfren quite good lookin lar..but he can't recognise me le..but no worry, xianwei still better looking..haha..nx, alfred saw his fren...erm, think is a band member who is close to kexin..and like huiyi dun like one..haha..should be lar..but she changed alot..became prettier??

den had a great dinner with alfred,coz i treat him..hehe..first time..and we had a great chat at my hse there...alfred is asking for my permission to let him set up a business with xianwei..well,i'm ok with it..coz he can gain some experiences lor..he was very happy..and i promised to help him in one way or another..and, he scared that he can't do much due to his NS..and make xianwei do alot of stuff...so that is y he ask me if i can help..of course lar..nan2 de2 alfred so hardworking..haha..i sure will help one..well, what i'm more scared is, alfred may end up having a conflict with xw..coz one super rash,and one super lack..hmm..i really fear for such thing to happen lor...hope it will not happen..*pray*

it's time for study again..so tired...but, bo bian..haha..ok lar...jiayou!!!

a happy day

after a long hours of preparation for my speech yesterday nite till 2am, it is finally over today...the presentation today is quite good, though all of us fumble abit..but overall is ok lar..hmm, so fast finished le..quite relieved..but another round of battle will come nx week...shd be prepared for it first...

now down with slight flu..think is due to the lack of slp for the past few days as there are so many tests...sian. but luckily, tmr is my last day before a long week end..haha..well, i love friday, saturday and sunday..coz i can GO HOME!!! hurray...really anticipating...

alfred came today juz to accompany me to eat dinner..haha..really very happy..and he is so anxious about my meal..well, i juz dun hav the habbit of having a very full dinner lor..anyway,i wun blame him,coz it's the concern that counts..haha..and wat surprises me more is he updated his blog without me nagging..haha...finally!!! though he always write the same old story, but i enjoy reading..as i can sense his presence even though he is not beside me...

ok,shall go eat my apple le..haha..

p/s: alfred, kamu bukan sahaja baik hati malah tampan...hehe...

first time design my own blog..hehe

i noe some people will start to say, " wah, so free to design a blog arh..no nid study izit?"

hmm, coz i think that the previous blogskin got some problem..anyway, first try, so there are some more touch up to do..but now isn't the time, coz i nid to start preparing for tests and exams to come...

today is really a battle..coz i had chemistry and computing tests...chem should be ok, coz i never spot any mistake yet..but this is hard to say one..hehe..and that computing, really what the hell lor..i dun understand wat is numeric array, coz i never studied that..anyway, i thot the test is on GLUT, so yar....my fault...the tutor want us to write down a program on standard deviation...alamak, it is a gone case. actually, many of us dunno how to start oso..but eventually, still managed to set up one. thou not sure if it is a correct one,but at least i got submit one..haha..

ms ong chatted with me yesterday nite at around 1am...should be dis morning..haha..she very qian4 bian3 one..everytime wanna suan me..btw, she asked me to join her new set up choir...oso, want me to drag alfred along..haha..i really dunno how lor..should i go for it or should i join nyjc alumni?? so fan2...

tmr is my malay oral exam...starting to panick le..very scared later he asks questions that i dun understand..den i'll end up saying, "erm...er...eh...."
*~ stressed!!!

ok, end here...gonna start studying now...

last friday, i went out wif alfred's family to celebrate his grandma's birthday..we went to the restaurant at Ang Mo Kio, forgot wat is the name..anyway,the food wasn't really very nice..i like the fish and the prawn oni...oopz...but that is true lar..alfred's mum kept asking him to help me take the food...so paiseh, and i really very full le, that stupid alfred still keep giving me. and himself oni eat abit..haha..so, bo bian, have to stuff everything in...had a great time there, though i oni spent very little time with alfred... =)

den, my mum really very power sia..she got back the $58 from the company that conned me..she called the company and scolded them for using such despicable tricks to cheat "innocent" ppl like me..ahem..haha..yar, den she really wanted to write in to SPH to complain..wow, her complaining skill is so powerful that the manager decided to return the $58 to appease my mum's anger..well, c how much i hav to learn from my mum..haha...but it is not always so lucky, so muz learn from the mistake...and i'm quite relieve, at least not feeling so guilty le..haha..

recently like many mediacorp artistes like to come to jurong point to take shoots...saw 钟琴 and 周初明 last week...and today, i saw Fionna Xie and 王建复 for 好摄二人组...so coincidental..before they start to look for ppl, i saw Fionna Xie window shopping...looking at the shirt-printing shop...she is really very friendly, can take pics with anyone..and treat ppl as if they are her friends...haha..den that 王建复 was actually playing time crisis at the arcade before shooting lor...he was quite good...but, made us wait for our turn..and think he is too engross le, so nv realise that we are there...hehe...

hmm...well, today's physics paper sux...think i'm really gonna fail dis time round..nvm...shd prepare for chem test that is held tmr le...*sigh*

to comment on wat i've seen in carolyn's blog..hope she wun mind

shall write it in chinese..since chinese is the best way to communicate..haha...

对，世上没有所谓的童话故事。那些都是哄小孩子的玩意儿。但是，故事都会给我们一些启发点，比如，告诉我们什么是爱、什么是关怀。这些都是童话所要传达的。当然，不可能找到所谓的白马王子，而且，就算是个白马王子又怎样？他不一定会给你幸福。一定会有好跟坏的。。而我，不求一个好看的男友，只求一个对我好的。虽然刚开始很难接受，但我还是克服了。。你的天使就在眼前，他是你的守护者，请好好珍惜吧！别再对任何事而后悔了。可能它不是你最爱的人，但他一定是最爱你的人。至于过去的事，既然是过去，就别再想他了。。那不止会让你自己痛苦，也会让深爱你的人伤心。好好想吧。也好好珍惜你眼前的人。。hehe

well,take hrs to write dis few sentences..shall leave everything to after exams ba...now so stress,can't possibly write anything down...

btw, i will not be seeing alfred till after exams...dunno if i can manage to overcome all these lovesickness..oopz...too 肉麻了...haha..ok,shall get back to study...good luck to myself...

tests...tests..exams...exams..and a promise

nx week onwards is really going to be a long and tedious battle for me...and of course, many other people too..time really past so fast, dis sem is like coming to an end soon..and which means, exams are coming..so stress sia..nx week will hav my physics test on monday, chemistry and computing on tuesday...and luckily, materials science test is postponed to the week after..still got time to study..and the week after nx i will have my malay oral on mon, mat sci test on wed, effective comm oral presentation, and "are u ok?" test on thurs, and maths test on fri..oh,god..how to manage?? and juz when i think i can rest, is the week for exam!!! rest??no way!!

have to start studying like crazy le..dun blame me if i start to ignore questions..start to giving out-of-pt answers..haha..juz to remind u guys..oso,may i getting impatient now and den..haha..alrite, more to come, but can't possibly recall now..

and gek tiang, u are making my life difficult, u noe??hehe..coz i really dunno if i can make it for the concert...so much to learn in one mth plus...how to remember all the songs? i may not meet ur expectations lor..and i have not been singing for mths..my voice oso nid time to get warmed up..haha..to worsen the situation, i'm in desperate needs to find a job in the holidays..hai~ but will take serious consideration on whether to take part anot k...i nid to consult many people again..haha..and i do miss singing sooo much lor..wat should i do??

before i end dis blog, i wish everyone all the best for the upcoming exams!!! muz 加油 k...juz remember, there will be a long holiday after the exams..heehee..

sob sob....am i suffering from depression??or am i merely too emotional??

i suddenly feel very sad..dunno y..

my dad is going overseas again soon..very worried abt him always..coz no one take care of him when he is overseas.very scared...am i worrying too much??

nx, i scolded alfred in front of the public last week..i noe he is really very sad and disappointed..i dunno y i suddenly scold him till so jialat..when i realised i'm wrong, i couldn't find him anymore..at that moment, i was very scared..i tot he had left me and not returning..but, i was wrong..he waited for me in the mrt station..he nv leave me..he stood there, waiting patiently..and when he saw me, he was so happy..he nv even scold me or angry with me..he oni hug me and say "nvm..dun do that again..it is very hurting."..
i asked him,"y u still wait for me when u dun even noe if i will return anot?"
he replied, "i noe u will return.."
he has nv given up hope, always so patient wif me..tolerating my nonsense again and again..well,he is really a precious gift for me...

and den...there are so much things cramped inside me...gonna burst sooon...y muz i always cause so much trouble to ppl out there..always hurt ppl who are close to me..y?? i'm sure many ppl have experienced dis from me...hai~ what have happened to me??
i wanna change...but how?

y can't i be like others? y muz i keep every unhappiness to myself and end up bursting out and make everyone around me so shocked and pissed?i'm a real failure lor..dun even noe how to be a proper someone..please scold me to wake me up....thankew!!

clean here, clean there

have to thank my whole family for helping me to clean up my hostel room today..haha..now feeling so clean and comfortable..but it is really a long hours job to get all these things done..should i declare that my room is bug-free now?? :)

dis morning went to the food fest..it is super crowded..my mum bought so many things like they are free..of course, the things that she bought are all healthy food...had a great meal there too..den we went to the other exhibition hall that promotes skin care, beauty and dunno what products...well, i kenna cheated by one of the stall...they say can try for free...hmm..and i at first reject, but that salesgal is really very irritating..keep asking me to try...den since she say it is free,so no harm trying wad...den after tt...she insisted on wanting me to pay for the product..i was so stun...coz i thot she said it is free..den she said, "i did told u regarding the price..bla bla bla"..wat the hell...my sisters oso heard that lor...den my mum dun wanna make things difficult for me, so she paid...and that small little try cost me $58...my mum nv scold me..she oni say, this is a lesson..nx time dun accept such offer....yup...really lor...whoever is reading dis blog, remember dis k...dun get tricked..i still feel so bad and angry..sorry mum...

hmm, i got to hav my dinner now...

patience is a word of burden

have been tolerating dis for so long...shall write them all out, though i noe it may hurt some of my frenz..but y should i care so much and being so PATIENT with them??

i do admit that i have a rather bad temper, but i wun anyhow show it unless i am really pissed!! since JC, i've been tolerating nonsense like, can't making up a proper decision, and shy dis shy that...i tried to give in by deciding everything...i'm fine with one of them, cuz at least she is more organised...but y can't they be more independent???y everything muz ask for a confirmation before they act?? dare to say but dare not to do...wat is dis...*fumed*..

ok dis persisting patience aside. we were actually doing a project for effective comm( u shd noe who u are!!)..and since she want me to discuss, so i give some suggestions and hope that they are of great help..and what the hell...everything said will eventually been refused by an excuse or wat..i'm oso trying to help....hai~ i dun mind help her go out to interview if she dun dare lor...but, how to??since our interview thingy muz be done asap...and it is her camera, how am i supposed to say?? "eh, give me the cam, i go do.." ....no rite?? and i can't be assisting her in doing all these..she has to overcome her fear and move on....it is juz an interview..y so scared?? den the background of the ppt slides, was asking her what she want to put as backgrd...den she at first say maps of different countries..but i think it is too messy if put,so i ask if we juz put coloured backgrd wif colours of the countries we did..she say look like msn backgrd..ok, den i give up..den she suggested country flags..i say, anything lor...den when shera came online, she told her about the backgrd she suggested, den shera disagreed at first, but den, she say she will make it lighter or wad...and there confirms the backgrd..well, it is really up to her lor..if the backgrd come out to be weird, dun blame me...anyway, it is oni a project..better get it done and that's it..dun wanna lose my pts because of dis...so juz try my best ba..

sometimes i'm wondering, what is true frenship...dun tok abt cy,she can only be considered to be a good fren..hy??she keeps saying that i'm one of her very close fren...hmm...but i seriously think that i'm not..being close fren is a mutual thingy..how can it be decided lidat??....and everything she said is only concern abt her interest...like SHE...and someone, promised her not to say it..i'm so sick abt all these..trying to bear with her, to give in, to accept her thots...bla bla bla...i nv say i'm wei3 da4 or wad..i'm selfish..that's y i can't tolerate all these...

y can't she be like wen, yu, rol, or grace, which i will think of when i nid a listening ear???perhaps, she is not really my type of frenz ba...i dun think our frenship will last for long...think when uni life ends, our frenship will oso end....too tired to continue wif all these..and my patience limit has almost reached the fullest le....

well, i'm juz stating how i'm feeling...the truth is always cruel...if she can't accept what i said, i can understand...but i really too tired to be bothered...

bugs..bugs..BBBuuUUgggGGGzzzzzzz

i had dunno how many sleepless nitez ever since i realise my bed kena bed bugs...though still not confirm, but i got bite marks all over my body every morning..i juz can't wait to go home...arggggg!!! ok, back..my mum asked me to bring a mattress to the hostel room, and stop sleeping on the buggie bed..i did, but think the bugs are really li4 hai4. my present mattress oso kenna..sianz...and today, i finally found time to go hall office to report. however, the reply is making me fume...she said," go get ur bed expose to sun lor." but i really dunno wat to do..coz hall 5 dun have a proper place to dry clothes...so i asked her for suggestions for places to air my bed. she said, "oh, i dunno." and wat am i supposed to do?? *shake head* =(
y can't they juz change a bed for me?? or help disinfect my room?? y they give such a negative remark? hai~

well, i'll move out of this place around 30 apr...hope nothing worse than this will happen to me..and hope my effort in killing the bugs will help...

"bugs, bugs...go away...come again another day...little Xue Ying want to sleep...hehe.."

such a great weekend

yesterday is a great day..really have an enjoyable time with my ex-primary schoolmates..majority are still the same..haha..shall pen down what happened yesterday as a piece of memory. here it go...

We were supposed to meet at 5pm to have dinner...i wasn't really sure how many were going..anyway, the 6 of us were the earliest..Chien Kit, Bao Yan, Weifu, Weijie, ME and Alfred (the extra..oopz..haha)..since we were early, we started to think of places to hav dinner..and Weifu came up with Cafe Catel...so, everyone agreed..we asked for seats that can accomodate 13 ppl...and the person-in-charge really helped us...and we sat there for abt half an hour..den, we started to become impatient.."where are the rest???"..so Chien Kit and Baoyan contacted the rest...and guess wat??the majority said that they can only make it at 6pm...so we continued to wait...the queue at the entrance is getting longer and longer..and we were so paiseh..den ruifen msg that she wanna go Fish n Co. well, we initially really dunno wat to say, as we already started to order for food...and the person-in-charge helped us reserve so many seats...and the queue outside...hai~~...well, thanx Chien Kit..he came out wif a lie...forget wat is it...and we all managed to get out of the place..such an awkward scene...

den we all went Fish n Co. to hav our dinner...the rest of the ppl are...Susan, Siping, Lee Hong, Pei Suan and her bf (one more extra), Ruifen and Xianwei (another extra)..haha..we did have a great meal and chat..tok about our lives now, and oso about wat happened during those primary school days..the rest not so impt le, coz nothing much..but hav to thank xianwei and ruifen for driving Alfred n I home... =)

today, me and alfred went to the last day IT show at Suntec...it was so crowded...squeeze here and there...anyway, alfred managed to get his digital cam..haha..and that was after a long long search..he was very excited..can tell from his expression lar..den he came my house to drink green bean soup..and teach my dad to use digital cam..thou it is a waste of time, coz dun think my dad will remember how to use still..haha..oopz..ok, den thankew alfred for helping me to carry all the loads back to hostel..noe it is very tiring, but he insisted on carrying them..how nice..hehe..okok..but is indeed a wonderful and purposeful day...

haha..all those happy memories aside, shall start muggin le..dun wanna regret again...and hope everyone will be as happy as ever... ;)

COMPUTING n MATHS are killing me....

today got back my chemistry paper, so sian...got some careless mistakes..hai~..waste my points..anyway, it's over..no point moan over something that is done n cannot be undone..yup..my policy is can cope can le..haha..dun wanna give myself too much stress..

as for computing, it is quite fun, but there are too many programming language to remember, and i not sure if i noe when to apply which..haha..still can laugh..but really quite scared that i will not do well..realli..anyway, i'll go figure out soon..coz next tuesday is my computing test le.can't possibly dun care rite..haha..i do think that my computing tutor is quite good..but physics..hai~..at first is a chinese tutor, we cope well and understand all his teachings..den come an indian tutor..i really got nothing good to praise him. during lesson, he like tokkin to himself, and with his whole body covering the whiteboard while he is writing..and his fonts for transparency, as well as, things he wrote on the whiteboard are really small. wondering who he is teaching..to himself, or to us..

down with terrible flu today..coz i slept very little yesterday nite..den kept sneezing during lessons..so paiseh..and i think i've interrupted many ppl..but that is not my fault. i oso dun want that to happen..den i skipped two lectures in the afternoon, Chemistry and Computing, to go back hostel to sleep..after some medication and replenishing sleep, i'm feeling much better le..haha..if not, i wun be blogging..hmm, dis friday have maths test..i have to study now, in case i have to burn midnight oil again..haha..

p/s: i'm ok le..back to normal...gonna meet Alfred tmr...anticipating...hope dis kind of thing will not happen again...we are going to tok tmr, should be able to clear all the problems by then.. :)

things that trigger my thought to stay in hostel for another yr..

i'm quite certain that i wanna quit staying hostel until yesterday...i got scolded by my parents for tokkin on phone..suddenly feel so restricted..have no freedom to do anything i wan..hostel has become a hiding ground for me--to avoid all the noise n restrictions...but will i ended up regretting again??haha..well, who noes..especially when it comes to making decisions for myself...i'm extremely terrible at it..

tokkin about regretting...i really dunno if i'm starting to regret over wat i've done for many things, especially in relationship..i've made wrong decisions over and over again, and these decisions are crucial for the relationship to continue. i started to regret ever since i broke up wif Simon. y i would want to agree wif him that we should give each other time to cool down?and i regretted not asking him for the reason for breaking up..

nx, i regret starting a relationship wif Alfred..y muz i agree to be his galfren?if we are still brother and sister. perhaps, he will be much happier..and me too..that is only if we noe that so many problems will occur...wondering if he will still want to start this relationship if he initially noe that i'm so troublesome??i dunno the answer..den as our relationship starts to grow, we face many other problems...i dunno wat are they..think he too..coz we always avoid all of them..i regretted making decisions to solve problems individually, and end up wif quarrels, cries, and sadness...y???i really dunno how to love a person...who can teach me?? all those bullshiting sayings that glorify the power of love and bla bla bla...wat help can they provide?hai~

nx issue...i noe many ppl will kill me, one will avoid me, and one will hate me and feel sad, after reading dis, well, i dun bother...i really dunno wat my mind is thinking..i do noe how to persuade huiyi to forget weiliang..but wat abt me?finally can understand y she always say she can't forget him, even after so long..hmm, i really thought that i had forgotten dis guy for so long..but den, why hav i been dreaming of him for so many nites,so many months?? i can't explain myself..i will dream of time when we are together, and will feel a sense of happiness when i wake up. why? i dunno..is this the reason that make me keep isolating myself from Alfred, emotionally?? Xianwei had tok to me before regarding dis issue, but i seriously dunno wat i shd do..so sorry..i really can't love Alfred wholeheartedly...y?? yesterday, alfred told me that he feel that i'm taking advantage of him..well, i've said this in my past blog..but he felt that the reasons that i wanna mit him are when i'm lonely, sad, and nid someone to tok to...i do feel the same...but, if i dun like him, y will i feel equally sad when i hurt him? y i would care so much about his health, studies, future..bla bla bla...are there any hidden conspiracy that are yet to be seen...hai~...


I hate myself for giving ppl trouble and unhappiness...i dun want anyone to be unhappy because of me...I'm very sorry!!! i dun ask for forgiveness, but i do hope u will accept my sorry..that is all i ask for...

Shocking news!!!

finally can manage to update my blog..haven been doing so for quite awhile..mainly due to the problems my comp received, like spyware, n updating failure...bla bla bla..well, anyway, i've finally managed to settle that problem le..hope there are no more problems to my comp.haha..

read a news juz now tokkin about the high failure rate for English in TK. really quite shock..and i seriously believe that there are some miscalculation in the marks..how can that be? being an ex-tksian,i would say that the English teachers there are mostly very good in teaching English..if not, i would not have do well...from an E8 in prelim to a B3 in 'O' levels..dun tell me my marks oso miscalculated..haha..*touchwood*..it is a very sad news, and i believe that all tk and ex-tk students will agree wif me that there is really something wrong with the calculation..and wat aggitated me is they only allow 15 students to re-check their marks...how can? wat about the rest? I dun think that such limitation is fair..

worst of all, English is one of the most important subjects for further education..and yet, such thing did happen..wat are these ppl going to do? perhaps, their dreams are shattered by the results they got..hope that there will be a proper analysis and a proper way to deal with this...however, why is it that only TK got such thing?....hmm, this is indeed very strange...well, shall not jump to any conclusion...let the next news report tell us the conclusion ba..

oh, my god...kena gastric pain again...hai~....

test result...

You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music. Musical/Rhythmic 96% Visual/Spatial 82% Verbal/Linguistic 79% Logical/Mathematical 79% Interpersonal 75% Intrapersonal 71% Bodily/Kinesthetic 43% The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences created with QuizFarm.com

shall i conclude that most choir members are categorised under musical/ rhythmic..i will write my blog some other days..coz there are too many tests coming up...

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

today is valentine's day...and alfred scared that he can't meet up wif me today,so yesterday he gave me a bouquet of flower..and oso his very own cd from "discovery studio"..finally got the name rite..well, i'm really touched,thou the song isn't really very well sung at the start..but it is very nice..and, now listening to the one and only song that he sang..haha.."i love the way you love me.." the funny thing is, he was so paiseh when he gave me the cd..coz he said that is not his best..but, think he is too ambitious le ba..i think it is quite nice leh..i shall try to put it online some day..


the flower and cd..the original one..haha..got his face some more..

juz received alfred's call tt he had juz booked out..haha..he is coming to fetch me at 4 plus...den i still hav to attend malay before i can hav a proper celebration wif him...i'm anticipating for that moment to come..

someone did ask me why ppl wanna go blog and hav their diary published online..hmm, think diff ppl will have diff reasons ba..but for me, i wanted so much bcoz it is a way for me to connect myself wif alfred and friends..esp. alfred..i seldom tok to him as he is serving NS and has been very busy..and oso, i rarely tok to him abt myself..so think this is a very good way to keep him update abt me..and oso, how i feel..and that is very important between couples..since we seldom can see each other, this is the best way to ensure our presence..hehe..and of course, i do get precious comments and advices from frenz as well..so no harm writing blogs, but of course...dun write blog juz for the sake of writing..but with ur feelings and thots lor...

anyway, here to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!!! enjoy ur day with ur loved ones, friends, and families...Take Care frens!

a gush of mix feelings is overpowering me.

shall write in chinese to make my feelings conveyed..thou i usually write alot of wrong words..haha..

刚才听到 FM 93.3 所播放的歌《掌声响起》，心里有很多说不出的感觉。每次听了都很想哭。。哈哈！脑海中一直不断地浮现出很多感触。。但是听了后很舒服，怪怪的，对吗？好啦，不说这些了。。

Alfred 刚才打电话给我，告诉我他很伤心。他说：“我刚才去 Design studio (应该吧，忘了它的名了〕录音，想把我唱的歌录成一个 cd，然后送给你做情人节礼物。但是，因为我太紧张和有点累，结果录不成。我很伤心！”

“他前天有 duty lor，今天又要射枪。射完枪就已经是7.30pm了，还要赶回家再去录音。我好为他心痛喔！”

我听了这番话，突然有一丝的感动。真的很感人，因为我看到了他的认真。他总是那么在乎我们在一起所度过的每一个重要节日。。就算是不重要，他也会花很多心思去做。。我好惭愧啊！每次都把这些日子搞咂，不然就是随便的准备，就这样过那一天。他种是不介意，说只要我开心就可以了。。每次他做这些感人的事时，我都会很惭愧。。这是应该有的感觉吗？真是的，为什么要内疚、惭愧？我还真的不知要怎么办才能弥补我心的愧疚。。伤脑筋。。哈哈！

应该买东西给他，还是做一样东西给他才好。。。好烦啊！谁能给我一些意见让我参考。。哈哈！我好没诚意喔，但是真的没 idea了。。

oh, btw 在这里祝大家新年快乐！要天天开心 k。。

everywhere is filled with people..finally can feel the festive season mood..

think ppl can tell that i love Chinese New Year alot..

Alfred and I went Chinatown last Saturday to squeeze wif ppl..haha..really so crowded,but very happy coz can go window shopping..ok, that day we went to Chinatown to eat chicken rice...wait,it is real hainanese chicken rice..very nice..and is quite cheap, only $2.well, it is recommended by his brother..anyway, we had a great dinner there..reminder: if you wanna go there to eat, pls go without an empty stomach...reason is the queue is super long. so, if really go there to eat, you will faint ba..heehee..

after dinner, we continue to walk around Chinatown. as you noe, that place is very big and full of activities, so we indeed have a long and entertaining walk without stopping..haha..I met quite a few ppl there..firstly, i saw my ntu frenz (malaysians)..den is my secondary school choir senior, Suet Ying ( from hong kong)..and lastly, not my fren, but like to be hers...mediacorp artiste, 黄 碧 仁..she very pretty lor, and tall...oso, she very slim, thou she had given birth once..*envy*..ok, enuf of that..haha..well, we walked for so long that when on our way home in mrt, we finally find SEATS!!!..haha..that is the first time i feel that mrt seats are so comfortable..coz usually i think it is hard and difficult to sit there for long. perhaps, my legs are really tired le..and alfred too...

hmm, Chinese New Year coming, Valentine's Day is also coming..feel so excited..can't wait for tomorrow to come..CNY eve leh, having reunion lunch tmr...oh no, gonna grow fat again..haha..who cares when it comes to New Year rite? tokkin about Valentine's Day..my god, i still haven bought anything for alfred..*panick*...how? i running out of ideas wat to buy for him le..but, i did have a card for him le..hope he wun 闲 弃..hehe..i made one leh..ok, shall not reveal much..later if alfred happen to read my blog, den there is no more surprise le...hmm..oh, he promised me that he will blog when he is free..wonder if he did..thou i hav a strong feeling that he wun..haha..

oh no, i haven finished my fried rice..has been eating for abt one hour..coz i blog and busy msging my frenz..hahha...oopz!! ok, go finish up my dinner now..

wat a great morning....*yawn*

i luv morning!!! it gives me a very refreshing feeling, though every morning is about the same..well,now having my breakfast,but not sure wat to eat..coz i am quite sick of the food in my room...should i go out and eat? eh, nah nah...i was too lazy to do so, especially it is early in the morning.

yesterday, i went searching for New Year clothes..but i ended up going home empty-handed..haha..coz i really can't find a nice top. actually i did see one which is not that bad, but the colour isn't suitable for Chinese New Year, and the front design of the shirt is really quite childish..so, neverr buy lor..any idea where to go get a top?? i'm quite desperate for it, coz CNY is nx week!!!??!! *panick*

the computing test is not really that difficult as wat i've thot..lucky it is handson, and not written..if not, i'll sure fail, coz i can't memorise everything within such a short period of time..haha..anyway, computing is really fun..coz you can command "someone" to do things, which you cannot if it is a real someone..i like the process where i have to type the program, and when i execute, it works!!! that is a small sense of achievement ba...haha..i think it is more a morale booster lor.

Look at the candles, so cute rite. it is made of M&Ms...

oh, no...juz realise that i haven eat my breakfast...ok, shall go search for food le..haha..