chalet photos n more...

1st day of chalet...


these are the two units that we stayed in during the chalet...haha..and for your information, dis will be the last stay..coz it's going to be closed down in 2weeks' time...*sob sob*
how sad rite? so shall have it as our memories..












this is the gals' unit...hehe..where i stayed.
never really take much photos, coz it's the first day ma, nothing much to take oso..hehe...

went out with my cousin at night to search for bbq food... =)










2nd day of chalet


my 4 yr old cousin drinking pacifier n that's what she usually does after that...STARING INTO SPACE..

wow, sun tanning in my baby pool...envy me??


my da yi n san yi..hehe..da yi learning how to swim...and she's really good...two days can learn how to swim le...

ok, that's all the morning part...

in the afternoon,


wow, yanxin got help out in preparing the bbq stuff orh..hehe..i oso got help k, oni nv take...haha..

then, my niece came...yar, the 1yr old gal, not 2 yr old..hehe..and yanxin. she looks like she is forced to take the photo with my sister..haha...


well, she is too cute le..so i took more pics of her..haha..

then is the bbq at nite...i forget to take pics coz i'm too busy bbq-ing...sorry guys..anyway, it's an enjoyable nite...oh, alfred came too..haha...

3rd day of chalet (after we checked out)

too much to say..so juz put them up without captions..they are my cousins, uncle, aunt, my sister n me...hehe...


that's all for the 3 days chalet....

here are some other pics taken for the past few days...hehe...


sash done by my mum...hehe...and the wordings by me and alfred...lousy alfred, hand shakes and so, my pic v blur...sigh~


took at crystal jade while celebrating carol's super belated bdae..haha...


my sun burnt face...so red....and ppl tot i blush...*dotx*


yanning's drawing...first time wor... =)

alright, that's all....waiting for alfred's call..hmm...i'm not having dinner with my family, so he better can meet me..haha...

alfred's family is going overseas today...bon voyage!!!

i'm drained..with sunburns

juz came back from chalet..it's very fun, but tiring..hehe
got take photos, of course...but will only put up the next time i blog..hehe..
swam for consecutive two mornings...so, it's quite predictable to get sunburns here and there...
shall elaborate the next time round...very tired le...

alfred will be busy today...sigh~
dun think i can meet him already...got to start work le leh...
and the stupid module registration thing is troubling me, coz i will be working on that day..sian..
hai~
i'll see how ba...

going to lala land now...
*zzzzzzZZZZZZ*

i love wapping prez..

spent the whole afternoon and nite wrapping the presents, with alfred, of course, and we've completed slightly more than half..haha..not bad huh..
we struggled till 11.30pm..den had to rush home, if not, alfred can't catch the last train...and luckily, he was able to..and he took cab from tampines.
alfred's skill for wrapping presents is....eh....not bad lar...well, after wrapping about 40 presents with me, his skill should improved greatly..so he brought home another 2oplus to complete..those are the easy ones..haha..oopz~
but, i love wrapping presents. dunno why..i dun feel bored wrapping the same thing over and over again..hmm, weird rite? i hope i can help today. however, i scared that i can't, coz my aunt is coming to fetch the three of us (me and my siblings) to chalet. so, if want, have to do it early..but alfred hasn't waken up yet..LAZY PIG!

anyway, i wanna at least complete the gals' presents ma..coz they are tougher...hehe...den alfred dunno how to cut the wrapping paper somemore...
aiya, i will go wake him up now...

*run for phone*


yippee! can go chalet, finally, after so long. gonna get the bbq stuff later with my sisters and cousins...hope it will be a fun one, though those that are present are much younger than me..or much older..hehe... *searching for age with first digit 2* oh, dun have...two years old kid oso dun hav. dun talk about 20plus..sigh~
nvm, i can self-entertain myself...by......staring into space, go for a walk or watch tv!!!
wow, so much things i can do arh... *suan-ny*

ok, i nid to prepare my stuff le...

piss-ful life

i juz dun understand, why guys are juz so nua...do anything muz last minute...send sms-es with lotsa ambiguity that leads to doubts and misunderstandings..
juz because they are extremely careless with small little things that will lead to terrible consequences??or are they juz simply irresponsible??
GUYS SUCKS!!

yeah, that applies to all...including u, if u are a guy.
stop thinking that u ppl are great, and please, ur face isn't anything k..it dun even worth a cent!!
So, stop being so MCP..u may say u dun, but u really don't??

yup, i'm quite abhor with guys...even alfred n my dad...no joke..
they are all the same...my mum will always scold us because my dad dun accompany her..WTH!!
so, understand why i'm abhorred?
and alfred, dun wanna mention...not that he did anything wrong, it's juz a man's innate thingy that makes me hate them so much...
nvm...

i will start working from next monday onwards...
woah~
got income leh..
wish me success...

yanning is camping in NUS now..
yesterday (should be dis morning) msg me at 3.30am to tell me that she is eating cup noodles..*dotx*
and she slept at 6am...if mama noes, she will sure scold one..
i wonder if she got energy to go for the chalet tomorrow...hmm...
pray that she wun fall sick...

ok, i still have some time before i meet alfred...
shall make use of the time to complete my stuff..and prevent my mum's nagging..haha..oopz~
end here...


ps: dun hit me if u are a guy...i'm just merely stating the general fact.. ;)

have you tried wrapping 80 over prez at one go?

tomorrow will be a busy day, i predict. i will be going concourse with alfred to carry the centre pieces..and search for wrapping papers. but i think we will go search for the sash n table cloth on wed??
and, we are going to wrap 80 over presents at one go..are we going to finish?? alfred said he will camped in office over nite to complete the present-wrapping task. i will provided that there is a tv there..haha..so it means i wun..moreover, i will have a chalet on wed onwards.i can't spend so much time staying out rite? coz i will miss my home...*yar-rite face*
but i can still help him on wed, coz i will only go for the chalet in the evening..with my cousins n sis to collect the food for bbq. are we?? all arranged!!!

i've been checking my ntu mail almost everyday..but it just dun show me when the results are released. sigh~
how long must i wait huh? i dreamt of me failing alot of subjects, and i have to give up studying...oh goodness, hope it's not true. *pray pray*

my mum and i have discussed what colour paint to use for our house..and we are thinking of throwing away some furnitures and buy some...well, it's just a discussion afterall. have to get dad's approval before we come to a conclusion..and oso, it depends on my mum's fickle-mindedness. she always dun do what she says..yup...very irritating indeed.

shall not criticise her.
i nid to go get my hair washed..
take care!

*yawn*

i got sleepy eyes now. Slept at 2am plus, and what's weird is, my whole family stayed up k.
Talk about my mum first.
though she hasn't broken my record, she chatted for 5 hours and a couple of minutes on phone yesterday nite...yup..until 2am plus. and the three of us were so happy, as there is no one there to control us. So, we slept at 2 plus too. now you know the reason why. After my mum put down her phone, she started to nag us to slp. *chuckle*

then, it's the three of us.
we were having fun trying out those stupid personality tests and at the same time, chatting with their friends. quite fun to do it together though..other than the result of a test saying that i act like 14yrs old.. *pout* and of course, my sisters can keep on laughing and laughing at my results..well, at least it keeps them entertained.. *grin* we went on and on, not realising that it was actually so late...though i did have some body signal, like my body turns weak n started to not feeling well, it doesn't really matter..coz it's quite rare for the three of us to be together, other than when we are going to sleep.. =)

Usually, we will only chat most while lying on the beds. we can talk alot alot, until our parents can't stand it (maybe we were too loud), and scold us to cut our conversations. however, we will try to soften our volume and start to talk again..haha...why dun i have any barrier while talking to them, but i do when it comes to friends?? nid to spend some time thinking about it.

i'll be meeting alfred today...FINALLY!!
but i'm afraid that there is anything that will make this meeting cancelled again..sigh~
i'm praying...
and i've cancelled the meet up with my primary school friends..i felt so bad..
anyway, i'm really sorry for all these troubles..
(alfred, it is ur fault..)

for now, i shall go brush my teeth and wash my face before i have my breakfast...oopz~..and the two little pigs are still sleeping...*shake head*

have a wonderful day, ppl!

a fresh start of life.

it rained so early in the morning..hehe..wow, fresh air huh. No wonder i wun be able to wake up, *find excuses* coz the cool air makes me feel like lazing in my small little bed. =) Thanx mama for buying fried bee hoon and making oatmeal for the three little pigs..haha..

my primary school friends are really slow-processing units. they can discuss an outing since last week(?), and till now, there isn't any confirmed answer. hmm, juz dun cancel it. please! i dun like the feeling of disappointment. it is especially so if it is something that i have been anticipating for a long time. well, i'm looking forward for that day to come. =)

my cousin and my sis have started planning for the coming chalet's bbq. i am contributing too. can't wait for that day to come, really. however, exams results are also coming out on that week. sigh~ i can't spoil my mood like that. what should i do? can't possibly avoid seeing the results ba..haha..ok, dun think so much first.

what should i do today?
i must help my mum to clean the house..yup..must do it today..
cut down on the interaction with computer..
control..control..control...


oh no, yanxin is singing!!! arghhh~
it's a torture..

*finding ear stoppers*

happy nite, happy day

yesterday
i had a very enjoyable dinner with yu and rol..supposed to go to pepperplus(izit? i forget the name of the place) at orchard, but the place is terrible...very terrible...so, we went Crystal Jade..
had a very full meal..chatted alot..but very engaging.
too bad wen wasn't there..coz she is sick...sigh~
hope she will recover soon.. =)

today
i nid to plan wat to do later...
and oso, nid to list down wat food to buy for nx week's bbq..
something sad to say, my results will be out nx week...sigh~
why so soon?
i'm sick and tired of seeing it...coz sure lotsa red marks lor...
wateva~


yanxin is so terrible...wat time isit now, and she is still sleeping...
oh, my goodness...
hopeless gal...

alrite, end here..

i love my 3 little friends...

thanx so much for being so considerate and by my side when i'm in desperation, like now!!

ps: yearning to meet you guys today... =)

it's time to noe more about moi...hoho

true anot, i dunno...but have fun reading and trying if u are interested... =)

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Anani Roselani

What's your Hawaiian Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Minako Gosetsuke

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers. You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going. And you can keep these thoughts going at any time. You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Mood Ring is Light Purple

Clever Witty Sharp

Mood Ring Generator

Your Inner Child Is Angry

You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver Your energy: contracting Your season: fall You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn). If you see something you want, you go for it. You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down. Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

What Element Are You?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

Your Nail Polish Color is Red

How you're unique: You have an incredible eye for style and art Why your style rocks: You are classic and classy - and that's hot! What this color says about you: "I'm smart, sassy, and sexy. And I know it."

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You are a Tomboy Girl!

Instead of flirting, you tend to pal around with the guys you crush on. And why not? You can hold your own in sports, video games, and gross out contests. Just make sure and suprise them with a touch of girlishness every once and a while. Then you'll be treated like the hottie you are - not like one of the guys.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Are a Good Girl

You are 80% Good and 20% Bad Generally speaking, you're a very good girl. (But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

hmm, i dun think i'm a good Girlfriend...anyway, it's up to alfred to decide..haha...

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in. Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you. You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

anxiety

i was on my way to my block when i saw Gurmit Singh and Michelle Chia...wow!
they were very friendly...but hope that i wasn't captured by the camera...please....but i think my back view was captured...god~
i saw the two of them walking around in the coffeeshop downstairs, interviewing people...
i was so afraid that they will come over and ask me...
*heart pounding like dunno wat*
i was queueing for the Ba Chor Mee...and they were there filming on that stall...
saw them keep walking around me...but too bad i forget to bring my phone along...
hai~
Michelle's figure is superb...slim....not skinny...
Gurmit is very friendly...haha...ok, wateva...
nice celebs... =)


my dad went overseas again...early in the morning at about 6am...
i haven even greet him yet... *pout*
bon voyage~

alfred sent a weird message to me. too erm...nvm...
msged back le, but he nv reply me...sigh~
ok nvm...

wat should i do now? there are many things for me to do actually, but it seems like i still can't get myself organised...i nid a memory card with infinite memory for my small little brain...the present brain is like a dumping ground...lotsa trash inside that are not able to classify into any category...haha.. =)

wateva~

alfred will be busy tmr...again..rjc prom nite. it's school hols k, and i'm still stuck at home like during exams lidat...sian
but i'm going out with my friends tmr..hohoho...
though i dun really wanna eat Seoul Garden, coz i wanna save money, i think suan le lar...not always ma, so should be ok.. =)
tokkin about my 3 other friends, i think they have poor management over money...yup...i can't adapt myself with them when they shop...i wun wanna waste my money lidat...coz i nid them for something more purposeful...material stuff are juz secondary for me..i nid money to help alfred...i nid money to lessen his loads...i nid money to lessen my parents' loads too...i nid money for myself to survive..
anyway, let's not tok about it..

hmm, i got nothing much to do now...
oh, i nid to feed my camster le...oopz!

learn to embrace others

alfred cried yesterday...it made me feel sad n troubled...i dun wish to elaborate...all i can say is, that's life..full of ups and downs...
jiayou ba!

today went bugis and suntec to get some stuffs...can't say...hehe..
coz it's meant for a special someone... =)
*zip my mouth*

helped alfred with the stupid banner design...so long nv try macro freehand le..abit rusty..haha...but it's no kick for me...*bhb*
i managed to do it...but that fussy _JC woman...pick here, pick there...
the last touch up wasn't a gd one, i think...
i dunno lar...juz hope that i didn't screw anything up... *pray pray*

alfred is damn busy today....now still at Grand Hyatt, i think...
reason: NYJC prom nite lor....
W a i T i n G for his C A L L patiently!!

he promised he will call me... so i wait lor...
waiting...waiting.....waiting......

*hands supporting my chin*

pics...and more pics...

some pics taken yesterday while yanning's fren came over to bake cake... =)
but i forgot to take a pic of the cake itself...*sob sob*











my mum teaching the two little greenhorns how to bake a cake..my sis was blocked by my mum and the one holding the wat-is-that-call container, which coincidentally covered her face, is my sis's fren, mona.. u may ask, den where's lisa... *dotx...*





woohh, mona's face is seen..and that yanning moved so fast, and too bad my phone's camera wasn't so good to capture movements..haiz~

anyway, can see that they were enjoying themselves..hahaha...i hope...
but my mum's skill is really good k...oh, btw, this cake is used to celebrate their friend's birthday, which falls on today...they wanna make her touched until she cry ma..so come up with this idea.. *silly gals*

no nid to feel so touched lar...the majority was done by my mum, not them leh...hehehe...oopz~ (dun hit me for telling the truth)




ok lar, give some credits to both of u... =)
see, got help arh...(though it is juz pouring some dunno-wat-izzit-call stuff...


ok, here are some shots taken while the cake was still baking...can see two extras inside..


wow, faces so big...*scared scared*


oh, one extra came out..*giggle*


the second extra....hahaha...


she tot she is very cute...*puke*...watch below...





her again...with mona and the furthest is me, eating cake...oopz~


those-were-the-days effect...



well, that's all...wat a hard day of work.....lolz

sunday is coming..*grin*

was busy for the past two days..finally!!!
went over to help alfred and oso, accompanied my sister to go buy textbooks...the term "textbook" sounds rather unfamiliar to me now..haha..yup..
i like to make myself busy, coz it makes me feel that there is still some purpose of life.. (stupid idea)

and of course, i'm preoccupied with my new tool...still learning how to use, coz there are too many functions... =) shall take some photos with alfred tomorrow...hope he has time for me..

*throw a coin into the wishing well*

when is exam's results coming out??
i'm both anticipating and fearful of it...this feelings sux men..
but seriously speaking, i dread more than anticipate..
i hate tokkin about results...
*trying to get the results phobia out of my mind*

ok, shall go tidy my room...
if not, my mum will start nagging...hehehe...
oopz~

wat a pathetic holiday...

after updated my december time-table, i can't help it, but to let out a long sigh. reason is simple. why is my dec timetable so empty? juz take a look at the sidebar and u will noe..pathetic rite?

i was thinking of the important dates to fill up that column when i realise that i got nothing much to squeeze out..*sniff sniff*
anyone there to add colours to my hols? *hopeful grin*

yesterday went out with yu and wen..quite last minute coz they oni informed me in the evening..
*pengz*
had a 2-minute dinner and got changed...and headed for citilink..
well, i'm not late actually...coz when i reached there, they were still having their dinner, u see...
so i loitered around...and around....and around....till my legs were tired. and finally, my mind told me to look for a seat to rest first...haha...den juz when i sat down at a seat nearby, they came out. so, we continued to walk...(poor legs)
searched here and there, and finally got rol's prez...we all agreed that it suits her..haha..hope it really suits..
then we went to anderson's ice cream to get ourselves desserts....ummmm, yummy hot waffles..oopz~...but it is really nice...muz try!

today is quite boring for me..i mean, it is a very boring day again...*hand supporting my chin and let out a sigh~* i have to send dinner over for alfred in the evening..and that's all...anything better for me to do??
boring..boring....boring~
nvm, have to get used to it...hehe..

for the time being, i will keep myself occupied...i hope i can find some things to do...
*pout*

sianz~

I'm so bored!!!

nothing much happened today...
went to help my dad in the afternoon...travelled to pasir panjang and back...sending goods over for exportation...that's all...how boring~
den, i spent the evening doing this snowy effect thingy..haha..since Christmas is coming, muz spread the festive mood around with my small little blog..hehe...
hope u guys like that effect...

tomorrow will be equally boring for me...i think...
still waiting for my friend's reply..hope she nv forget...
and now, i'm still cracking my brain to find out what i should do...haiz~

yesterday went over to alfred's office to wait for him for dinner..with han sheng too..haha..
and supposed to go funan to get some things...but apparently, there wasn't much time left..so he sent me home instead...then he rushed home to complete his proposal...
i'm quite glad that alfred did spend a short little while with me to tok to me...quality time..yes..
how i wish we can have a day where both of us are totally free...den we sit down somewhere and chat our way thru' the nite..haha..and maybe go for supper or something..oh, can prepare food together for cooking too...like steamboat, etc..
well, i wish...i wish...i wish....

it's not possible at the present moment, at least...
too many things to concern about...and i dun wish to be a burden to him...
so, let's drop the topic for the present moment??? hahaha...

i'm so bored....
who can spare me a knife to kill my boredom???

*dotx...*

a boring day..post-exam syndrome?

suddenly feel that i got nothing to do..so bored~
was very busy for the past few days..helped alfred did some stuff..den still have my niece's bdae celebration..yup yup...enjoyed the busi-ness..haha..

and now, i'm really free..other than my mum demanded me to clear my notes and rubbish, i can't find a thing to do..how come?
coz life isn't the same anymore..
i have to learn to be independent..be alone..
trying hard~ and i think i can't make it..

alfred told me that the parker pen tt i gave him 2yrs ago was broken into two..
here the story goes...
he left that pen in his pocket and threw his pants into the laundry for washing...well, his mum nv realised and there it goes...into the washing machine...so that's how it ended up becoming two pieces..sigh~

i dun blame his mum...it's his own fault..it's not the first time he left anything in his pocket and turned out to be tattered and torn...he juz dun learn his lesson...i'm quite angry and sad though..nvm...

the history of the pen:
2yrs ago before christmas, it was found by me and wen..we were searching high and low for a gift for alfred..and lastly, we came up with this pen idea..haha..so i bought the pen and had alfred's name carved..pretty cheap actually..coz we wun together then..so, i juz anyhow get him something...oopz~

that was the first prez i've given him...and it has some significance in it...coz on the day i gave him the gift, of course, with the "luv and kisses" clock that he gave me as well, we "declare" our luv for each other..haha..

anyway, it's spoilt nw..hai~
he wun understand a thing...nvm...
if he did treasure, everything wun be lidat...juz like the ring...if i treasure it, it wun be lost...
and now, no point moaning...
let it be lar...


alrite, i'm still trying to think of something to do today..hmm...
headache~

pics...as promised

some pics uploaded from my sis's hp...resolution abit cmi..haha..but everything can still be seen lar..


this is my sis, yanning, and my cute little niece..hehe..her 2yr old bdae is coming!! dis saturday~ and gonna have a celebration with her..hmm, that means i can't accompany alfred for dinner?? i dunno leh...see how first ba..
this shot is very difficult to take..coz she tends to get distracted easily...den nid to keep calling her name to attract her attention to the camera..haha..that is wat kids are...

nice hands..hehe..it's my sis's bdae gift..btw, it's a pen..can see the contrast??

a closer look at the pen.

that's about all..the rest better not put up..coz i dun wanna get beaten by my sis..haha..oopz~

tmr will be a busy day for me..nid to be a part-time cleaner to vacuum alfred's office and wipe the glass, tables and bla bla bla...hope it can keep me fit~
*giggles*

yeah! exams' over...finally

had a great day today...though lotsa unhappy stuff happened, i'm still happy eventually...wat rubbish i'm tokkin about...nvm...
anyway, i went lotsa places after my exam...without a handphone in my hand...
met alfred at bugis.i waited for 45mins before he appeared..den accompany him to clarke quay to oversee his still-under-renovation office...it's really very nice!!!! so glad for them (andrew and alfred)..yup..
then, we went orchard...coz he nids to meet his client...so i loitered for about 2hrs alone in orchard...i felt so aimless and giddy...dunno why i'm unwell...juz feel so giddy that i wanna puke or something...nvm...something that comes out frm alfred's mouth disheartened me alot...but anyway, i'm ok now...he realised his mistake and i understand him... =)
where am i?
oh, after that, we went to Simei to meet someone and shun4 bian4 had our dinner there...i dunno why i juz dun have appetite today...maybe it's because i'm not feeling well ba...so oni have some drinks and finger food...well, everything should be more or less settled..so happy...
hope that everything can be settled and sui sui by 26 nov...a great day awaits~

alfred called juz now and told me that he likes the gift that my mum made for him alot...hehe...so happy..something that he said made me happier...eh, shall not reveal it..haha...secret!!! anyway, lotsa efforts has put in...and the outcome is really superb...it is "wah, very nice leh!!!" type...really...

hai~ wanna upload some photos...but think i do it nx time ba...too late le..and the comp dun seem to listen to my command...nvm...

nitez all~
*yawn*

2 more days to go

how i wish my exams have ended...
anyway, it's going to end...real soon...
*trying to distract myself from thinkin abt the results*

alfred is busy with setting up his office...
so he is rather bad-tempered recently...on the whole, he is still a nice person...keke..
i dunno what to write down here today...coz my mind keeps wandering off to 26 nov...haha...
hope everything will be fine and successful...
and i'm anticipating for 28 nov to come... ;)
ahem~

wateva it is, concentrate on studies now...left one more paper to go!!!!
jiayou~

my eyes turing @_@, coz i've been staring at notes for too long....
*giddy*

left one paper...

i'm not happy even though i noe that my exam is ending soon...why??
coz i can already predict my results le...arghhhh~

anyway, i will still do my best for my last paper...though i seriously feel very very depressed inside me...nvm....i should be prepared for it le..

a gd news for me...not gonna say...hehe...coz i got the stupid mentality that once if i say it, the good news will turn out to be bad news..yup...
i can't believe myself that it is true..nvm..ok...shall not reveal much..
really have to thank alfred...though it's free..oopz~
ok...enuf..

i nid to go prepare for the last paper le...
tmr will be a great day...going IKEA (again??) with alfred to get what he nids for the last minute work...hehe...

reasons why smokers shouldn't have any right..

i do dislike smokers...to a great extent actually...

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Reasons:
1. they make us, the non-smokers, suffer and suffocate.

There are some smokers who like to purposely walk in front of you and puff out the polluted air that stinks, especially in the morning, where others can breathe in the fresh-est air..juz dun understand why they wanna smoke?

2. they like to smoke in prohibited areas.

I've seen some smokers smoke in lifts, toilets, air-conditioned areas and underground passage way, even when the sign "no-smoking" is so BIG and obvious..
it is the worst for the lift case.
the air inside the life is already not well-ventilated, and we nid to depend on the poor little ventilator above us...since that's the case, why these smokers still wanna smoke inside?? haven they spare a thot for the non-smokers, the children, or even those cute little babies?? they puff their way down the storeys and happily walk out of the lift..and those who get into the lift after them will suffer...
there are some even worse, they dare to smoke in front of you in the lift..u may ask, den why you dun stop him/her from smoking?? the answer is obvious rite, kiasi lar...if i end up having bruises all over how?
so, i usually avoid taking lift with these people..

how i wish there is a smoke detector in the lift....hmm, den when anyone smoke, he/she will have a free shower...haha... *evil thots*

these people juz "smoke" their way thru, and still think that they are right..pretending that they nv see the sign...den what are the signs for???decoration??or juz to put there and say, "eh, dun say i nv do anything...i got put the sign hor.."
den tell me, what's the pt?

3. they litter around.

i can often see cigarette buds lying all over the floor, for it to be around the rubbish bins, in the drains, or juz anywhere...
these are not the worst...

i did experience once whereby an inconsiderate neighbour of mine (i seriously dunno why) threw a lighted cigarette down the storeys, and suay enuf..it dropped directly on my laundry...my school skirt (in my sec school days)!!! and it burnt a big hole on it...lucky enuf that skirt isn't made of total cotton...if not, we can call for civil defense le..

i dun understand why they are juz so lazy...haiz~

4. they stink.

obvious, isn't it?

5. they are juz a bunch of inconsiderate people.

this is even more obvious.

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see!
why should they fight for their rights when they dun even obey the rules in the first place?


all the above are what i've seen at my surroundings. if u do not belong to these group of people, dun take it too seriously and dun be one of them... =) and if you are one of them, pls do some soul-seaching...Thank you!


nothing much about me for today...
but i scared i will fail my maths again...*touchwood*
nid to pia my another maths le...
jiayou!!!

on the verge of falling

things aren't that good to me nowadays...
obstacles...
communication breakdown...
different frequencies...
and all other reasons that isolated me from everyone else...

at this point of time, it's again...a time for me to reflect...
but i have no much time for it..
after exams ba...
i really wanna go out everyday with my friends to wherever they wanna go...though it's some meaningless walking for me, coz i dun really like to shop...i gain friendship!!!
i really miss all my friends out there...
really, after exams, i muz meet u all k...

how i wish i can go out with my sisters for excursions, or even strolling at ECP...
i wish i can hav a bbq with my friends, relatives, siblings...
life can be so wonderful...depends on how you wanna mould it...
i miss the steamboat cum terpanyaki with my three friends...and torn overnite at someone's hse or somewhere after tt...how nice?? den we can chit-chat all the way thru'...
but, who has the time to spare???
life isn't the same as before...no one has time for anyone...timetable clashes...schedule full...bla bla bla...
quite sick n tired of listening to these actually, thou it isn't their faults...
hope my dec hols is a great one...

back to reality...
nothing is that great actually...i dun even noe who to turn to when i feel terrible...when i want a listening pair of ears...when i want to gossip...who??
no, not that i wanna keep things to myself...i juz dun wanna bother my friends for i always have the mentality that i will interrupt them..

how many more lonely years i am gonna lead...
how much more tears must i shed alone...

coz no one is free for me...*tears rolling down my cheeks*

hands aching

i finally finished completing a small little part of my revision...haha...
hands are quite tired le...but, i'm still able to type... =)
juz imagine putting your hands at the fixed position for hours...tiring rite?
ok...go bathe nw...

oopz~

ps: i miss him quite abit (or izit quite alot??)....*miss miss*

it's all about a tv show and a game..

yeah~
my favourite tv show, 王子变青蛙, is coming to an end soon!!!! 4 more episodes...*sob sob*
oh no....i will miss Ye Tianyu...Dang ou....jinzhi mama...Dawei...bla bla bla..
and my guanmei village....sigh~
i'm a real TeeVee addict!!! ever since very very young....hohoho...
alfred muz be umchio-ing now...hmph...coz he hates dis show...reason is simple: i can dun go out with him for the show...i can arrange a go-home-early-in-order-to-not-miss-the-show time...how can he not hate the show rite?? *giggle*

well, it is a way to reduce my stress during this exam period...
oh, and my bestest game....SUDOKU...i'm sure many of u have heard of this game...yup~
i love to play this type of games too, other than diner dash k...
it requires lotsa thinking...and of course, it will be more fun lidat ma.. =)
and this is what i do to kill exam stress!!!
conquer as many levels as possible...
yup...games that end up with bloody images or contain any amount of violence do not interest to me at all...too gross le~
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9......this is more preferable...hehe...

alfred called, juz oni...
but i still can't see him tmr...haiya...
quite silly of him to do the counting down thingy to our nx meet-up...haha...so sweet~

ok, i nid to go bathe le..
ending soon!!! jiayou~

take a short break

finished exercising early in the morning...
den study...study...and study...as usual lar.
today will be a studying day, and same for tomorrow, and so does Monday...and so on and so forth..
bOring~

as for exams, i dun really care about the results le...wait till dec den say ba...
now, all i nid to do is to do my best...
wateva the rest is, leave it to my fate...yup...
anyway, scoring good grades aren't everything to my life...i oni treasure the process..and most important is i learn SOMETHING...
grades?? leave it for those PRC and bla to snatch ba...*despicable grp of peepz*

ok, hope everyone is well...
stupid examinations tend to isolate me from everyone...or should i say, isolating everyone from everyone else???
hai~
it reminds me of a song by steph. sun....

时间是下午两点半我睡到自然醒
喔你来按电铃
喔该整理的还在原地
冰箱也冷清清该怎么招待你

摸摸口袋只剩铜板心里很酸
而且是新币三块半

唉懒得去管顺其自然
天空为你我而蓝
烦脑抛开脑袋空白
糊里糊涂也不坏

莫名其妙的城市谁回来谁离去
没有一定规律
喔在半夜吃个巧克力
会胖个几公斤又有什么关系
才出门去忘了手机心里很急
又发现钥匙还在家里

唉懒得去管顺其自然
天空为你我而蓝
烦脑抛开脑袋空白
糊里糊涂也不坏

摸摸口袋只剩铜板心里很酸
而且是新币三块半

唉懒得去管顺其自然
天空为你我而蓝(唉呀呀~)
烦脑抛开脑袋空白
糊里糊涂也不坏*

those bolded words are what keeps my mentality positive...haha...
though abit bochap type...but aren't it a good thing???

ok, a short break is over.....
back to study...
*faint*

i'm quite sad actually

yesterday's exam was a failure for me...
i suffered a blackout...and cried at the exam hall...SHIT!!!!
studied so hard for it and yet it turned out lidat...
well, i nid to re-take this module again nx sem le...

went home with my super low morale...black-faced...
then, juz before i stepped into my dad's shop, it suddenly made me feel like crying...
i saw alfred and andrew...they happened to pass by that place, so hopped by...
quite glad to see them (him actually...hehe..)...
they stayed there and chatted for awhile before they left..
at least i felt better... =)
alfred told me he purposely passed by my shop to look for me...coz we wun be seeing each other for 2weeks..yup...sad rite??

today, i got scolded by my mum early in the morning...
scold me for being STUPID...yar, i am...
scold me for not being able to control my two sisters...yesterday nite chatted till so late, and dis morning can't wake up on time...
blame my bf for making me a spoilt child...am i?? (if i am, den who isn't?)
scold me for preparing the wrong breakfast.... *censored words*
wat the hell happens to me? so damn bloody suay...
i dun wish to be a clown or a slave...

sad things aside...

Happy Birthday, Yan Ning!!!

yup, today is yanning's bdae...well, she got 3 celebrations already...still got 3-4 more to go...

envy~

who ask her to be so popular in schools....

glad for her that she is in an attachment at NUH..ooh...while the rest are still pending...

and she is also a volunteer in ASSISI...with her friends...

so busy man...but think it is a good thing for her... =)

and she oso have 2 S-papers to cope with...

wow, how i wish i can have a brain like hers... =)

nvm...i have my good points too... *bhb*

alrite, me gotta get back to study le...

everything will be over soon~

that's wat that builds up when exams come

i'm bored!!!
my family has gone out to shop and i'm stucked at home to study....*sob sob*
have to bear with it till after exam...hmm...

i feel sad...with abit of anger...and abit of regret...and abit of craziness..and bla bla bla...
i hate dis mixture of feelings...because it makes my senses numb...damn it!
i tend to get confused and lose myself totally...
this is wat i experienced when i'm stress ba...abnormal rite??
anyway,this is a still-do-even-if-u-dun-like process..sianz...i'm sure everyone will understand how i feel now...maybe with lesser intensity ba...hohoho...

alrite, before i really go mad...ahem...study!!!

ps: huiyi and chuying, when are u guys gonna invite me to ur hostel huh?? i waited for dog-gone years le...haha.. =)

mugging~

tomorrow is the first day of my exam...and i'm sure everyone will have their exam soon....

jiayou peepz!!

exams are coming, but feel that it's hols..

i love yesterday...i went to my aunt's house for a gathering with my cousins and aunts..and a small cute little niece who is oni 1yr plus..hehe..
we had curry for lunch and curry for dinner...with lotsa great food prepared by my xiaoyi...hehe..and not forgetting my mum's rojak...very nice orh...and of course, my eryi's great cooking skills..hehe...though it's hari raya...but it feels like it is our celebration day too...
enjoyed alot..hehe..

den jingying jie jie (my eldest cousin frm my mum's side) bought yanning a cake to have an early celebration of her birthday..haha...cool...it's a surprise for her and for all of us too...
wow, all my cousins are grown up alread...but that doesn't distant themselves from each other...they still able to play together and watch movies...bla bla bla...oni me...coz i too old to blend in with them le..haha..so i stayed in a room to finish my revision for MS2004...yup..and i managed to!!! so happy~

played with my niece, the first niece of mine..she is so cute, and she kept smiling though to her, it was the first time she saw me...she got baby fat at her cheeks area...hehe..so chubby...by the way, she is jingying jie jie's daughter... =)
nid to transfer her photo frm my sis's phone to the comp one day...hmm...tedious job again..
though the day ended fast, we were all very happy...however, it is still our aunts and my mum who brought all of us together... =)

hmm, i'm meeting alfred later at clementi, coz he wanna go SIM to register....and he dunno how to go there...hehe..
no worry, i asked gek tiang le...thanx gek!!
anyway, i hope i can find the place..haha..now gonna continue study le...

*flipping MS2007 notes*


3 days left...

i love public hols...

Happy Deepavali..

woke up early in the morning at about 6.45am with yanning and mama...we went strolling at the nearby park...it's kinda refreshing...yup yup...wonderful, though my dad wasn't there with us....
then we accompanied mama to the newly opened wet market to get some stuff for our meals.. =)
as for yanxin, she stayed at home sleeping...lazy gal...

in the afternoon, me, yanxin n mama clean up the whole house...
juz managed to finish everything...wow, look at the time now...hehe...
meeting alfred at 5.30pm at my hse here...hmm, why the clock ticks so slowly??

today is eat-vegie day...eh, i dunno the actual term of it..haha..
and my whole family hasn't touch a slice of meat ever since this morning...
feel so healthy..haha...it's quite filling actually...it is quite good to have such event on once in a while... ;)

this thursday is Hari Raya...
gonna spend a great day at my aunt's house...the most wonderful thing is i will be able to taste lotsa great malay food prepared by my aunts and my mum, of course...

meanwhile, i nid to study for my exam...quite lagging already....
shall study abit before alfred comes.... =)

6 days left...*panicking*