a boring day..post-exam syndrome?

suddenly feel that i got nothing to do..so bored~
was very busy for the past few days..helped alfred did some stuff..den still have my niece's bdae celebration..yup yup...enjoyed the busi-ness..haha..

and now, i'm really free..other than my mum demanded me to clear my notes and rubbish, i can't find a thing to do..how come?
coz life isn't the same anymore..
i have to learn to be independent..be alone..
trying hard~ and i think i can't make it..

alfred told me that the parker pen tt i gave him 2yrs ago was broken into two..
here the story goes...
he left that pen in his pocket and threw his pants into the laundry for washing...well, his mum nv realised and there it goes...into the washing machine...so that's how it ended up becoming two pieces..sigh~

i dun blame his mum...it's his own fault..it's not the first time he left anything in his pocket and turned out to be tattered and torn...he juz dun learn his lesson...i'm quite angry and sad though..nvm...

the history of the pen:
2yrs ago before christmas, it was found by me and wen..we were searching high and low for a gift for alfred..and lastly, we came up with this pen idea..haha..so i bought the pen and had alfred's name carved..pretty cheap actually..coz we wun together then..so, i juz anyhow get him something...oopz~

that was the first prez i've given him...and it has some significance in it...coz on the day i gave him the gift, of course, with the "luv and kisses" clock that he gave me as well, we "declare" our luv for each other..haha..

anyway, it's spoilt nw..hai~
he wun understand a thing...nvm...
if he did treasure, everything wun be lidat...juz like the ring...if i treasure it, it wun be lost...
and now, no point moaning...
let it be lar...


alrite, i'm still trying to think of something to do today..hmm...
headache~