gimme a reason to feel sad..

i'm sad because i can't find a way to solve my problems..i noe i deserve criticisms from people coz i juz can't get that stupid mentality out of my mind, but what can i do? i'm juz any other human beings out there that can oni do limited things..and that's why i choose to escape from problems again and again..and as a result, i'm back to square one all the time..

i'm juz sick and tired of problems keep popping up...
one goes, the other come...
and perhaps this is my life...have to undergo endless problems..
am i problematic??
i dun think so...at least, not very..
den why are these problems keep bothering me and tangle up my thoughts??

well, fine..
i'm juz trying to junk everything and continue with my life..
i noe many ppl will feel piss with me, but as if i care...
there is nothing better than juz my family and my hunny...
yup yup...

why must i be so superficial in front of people??
dun ask me, ask those people out there...

give me a reason to feel sad...
i wanna know oso..
why it is always these people??

everything will have it's conclusion eventually...
so, i juz nid to continue with my happy-and-not-so-happy life...haha..

meeting alfred tomorrow for dinner...
i hope i can make it dis time...
i dun wish to disappoint him everytime..
ok, continue to study ba...

ps: to people out there, please leave me alone...i juz want peace...thank you!