stop pestering me..

was bugged by a person, shall not mention name here.let's call dis person A.(wanna noe who, just ask me personally) never see such a 死缠烂打 person before..A has been calling me and messaging me to ask for a meet-up..i wasn't very sure for the reason why, and too bad i'm so busy with my work, so i still haven't have a chance to meet A. we wun close friends, nor were we even friends,i should say. alrite, i shall start the story now...

one week ago, A messaged me and said that he/she was around chinatown, and wanted to drop by to meet me for lunch. i wasn't working on that day, so yar, nothing much happened. i thought that he/she was just trying to be nice to meet me since he/she happened to pass by...dis does not end here...

yesterday, A called me up and said that his/her parents wanted to go China, and asked if i could help him/her get the iteneries...(those who read previous posts shall noe who le rite??) and can 顺便 meet me for lunch (again~) during my break..i was very busy, so i told him/her tt i can't meet...
but he/she said, "oh, it's ok. you just let me know what time you will be having your lunch and i'll meet you." i was like, huh??why wanna meet me for lunch?
I asked, "is there any thing urgent?why insisted on meeting me?"
guess wat he/she said.."oh, nothing lar. just wanted to meet up for a chat or something."
*more question marks*
why?? why?? why???
i eventually rejected, anyway, i was very busy due to school holiday calls...and he/she said that just let he/she know when i free, so that we can meet up..well, seriously speaking, i wun want to meet him/her lor. i'm not close to her at all, where got things to say? and i believe there is a motive behind..if not, why keep insisting to meet up rite?

i've told boi about dis incident. he thinks that it's another MLM (multi-level marketing) thingie. and after his explanation, i agreed with what he said too..coz there is some relevance...well, if that is really the case, i will not want to make such friend forever..firstly, he/she is trying to hide things from me. secondly, he/she is trying to get me into deep trouble by taking it. and lastly, he/she wun be doing dis to me if he/she treats me as his/her friend...hope this guess is nt true..

alrite, stuff aside..
some colleagues has left..sigh~ it also means that i'll be busier from tomorrow onwards...haiz~ haiz~ haiz~

a customer called today and scolded me when i dun even know why..冤望!!! i just told him to soften his volume, coz he was typically shouting into the phone..and guess wat, he scolded vulgarities k..i can't scold back, of course. coz, customers are always right. Let him scold lar, he sounded so angry that he seems like gonna get stroke or heart attack anytime..but my colleague handled it for me..well, stupid Daryl, nv called him back..and i suay man..received the call and got scolded for NOTHING. nvm, it teaches me to endure..haha...

hope june will end soon, so that i can get my small little one-week break before my IA?? hehe..also, i hope that i'll get into a good IA..so that i wun suffer so much...hehe..the cruel balloting session will determine my fate. *pray pray*

ok, just nice for 大长今..hehe...i'm crazy over this show k...
end here...

blabber..

thankew jiaquan for sending me home..haha..and lucky i never lead the wrong way.. =)

oh, fanghui called me just now to ask me to help her get some itineraries for china trip, and she'll be meeting me tomorrow for lunch..hmm, can't she just go over to get it herself, since she is coming down?? eh, i oso dunno..nvm lor..den mit her for lunch den..

alrite, still discussing with hy on wat to do on cy's bdae..hehe..

and lastly,

I miss boi boi!!!

PICS!!!

pictures taken for quite some time, just that i have no time to upload them..

these are what i've found while trying to clear the cupboard. =) my childcare progress cards and my ARTPIECE during those days..haha..but i can't remember that i've did this..hmm...was it done by......nvm...ahem, yar, my workpiece..nice?




photos taken during work and lunch time..the lunchtime so long, i really got nothing to do other than take pictures..haha..look at the BRIGHT orange shirt that i've to wear during work..and my messy workplace..well, who cares, as long as i can find my stuff and nv quote the wrong prices..haha..btw, the backview taken wasn't me..(obvious)..is one of the colleagues..well, practically all guys there..so sad!!! no one really tok to me..*sob sob* actually have lar..but nothing much to tok to them too..



some pics that i've come across, and i find them interesting....
it's more than what you actually see....

and many more, but my sis dun allow me to put them up..hmmmppphhh..nvm..

and the 3D drawings that look exactly like real!!!! OMG~


yup..that's about all..

Visited Mr. Brown's blog and "read" some interesting articles...erm, more of hearing it...it's about Singapore School with some relevance to sensitive issues...go on your speakers and hear it when you got the time k...

ok, boi is facing some financial problems again..and he should be very busy now..shall not disturb him. Pray that everything will be fine soon..i'm still yearning to go overseas with him in 2 years' time. well, coz by then, we assume and hope that everything will be smooth-sailing..and he is able to put his job aside for awhile, and spend some time with me...hehe.. oopz~ *hint hint*

yar, that's about it for now..
tomorrow is my last day for my Special Semester lesson!!!! so happy, coz i'm not presenting dis time round. hopefully everything will turn out right..and Jiaquan says he will send me home tomorrow..haha..well, we wun see each other for a year or so...hmm..anyway, i helped him carry stuff from his hall today, coz he is moving out..and can't imagine how vain a GUY can be. Well, i have to accept the Metrosexual society..bo bian..haha..thank god that boi wasn't lidat..hmm..hehe..yup yup..

though my work wasn't that hectic, i dread the days in the office..sigh~
i dun understand why i hate to be stucked at an area for days..i prefer to go out more...hmm, is there a job whereby i can go out and face the world, rather than sitting in the office and receive calls?? that will suit me quite alot..haha..coz i hate to be restricted..and boi agrees that i need alot of freedom. yesh! FREEDOM is the word.

yanxin called yesterday when i wasn't around. she bought the whole series of 大长今 k..lolz~ she really like this show so much man..much more than me..
she asked a stupid question, "i can't finish using my money leh..how arh?"
isn't it obvious that if you can't finish it, just bring them back??then wat? throw them away??haha..
but she is very funny..even boi misses her k..
my dad too..he missed her bathroom singing..haha..OMG!! such atrocious voice also have fans..haiz~
ok, shan't bad-mouth her too much..hope she enjoys herself there..

alrite, i need to eat my fruit (papaya) now....

30 minutes more to go

yeah, 30 minutes more and i'm off from work..haha..
well, everyone here is either playing games or listening to music..and me, blogging stealthily..coz there is totally no call!!! and the manager is also waiting for 6pm to come..haha...

ok, i'm meeting boi later for steamboat buffet with kian..hehe..hope it'll be an enjoyable one.. =)
meanwhile, i'll continue rotting..hehe..

nx time should bring my earphones here on saturday...coz it's damn BORING!!!

before i'm caught, i shall end here...
have an enjoyable weekend k.. =)

a short update

sorrie, when it comes to work, i'm totally engross in it, so no time to 'eat snake' and hence nv update for some time..

first of all, yanxin has finally went Xi'an..haha..she just left yesterday with her schoolmates and teachers. heard that it's some overseas exchange thingie...nvm, as long as she is happy, it's ok. oh, did i mention the word 'finally'?? haha..coz there is finally some peace for yanning and i.

reasons:
1. my mum, yanning, my dad and i (practically my whole family) dun nid to sore our throats just to make her do some work, or just merely waking her up...lolz~

2. there will be less noise

3. one person less to fight for comp..haha..

4. no awful singing during her bath..oopz~


eh, i think that's about it..haha..but she is a bubbly gal afterall..and boi is so happy tt she left, and almost wanted to celebrate..WTH!!! no lar, he just wanted to thank my mum..but eventually, i rejected..coz it's a waste of $$, and i'm sure my mum wun like it..

i think i've sprained my back after clearing the almost-two-metre-tall cupboard..piles of books and magazines were cleared by me, alone..and some were so damn heavy..and now i have difficulty bending down or even standing up..haiz~ now i know the reason for the pain..should ask my mum to perform acupuncture on my back..*grit my teeth*

ok, i nid to rush to work now...coz i wanna walk there again..hehe...
shall upload photos soon...


ps: who can give me the photos taken during Grace's birthday...she still haven gave me yet..*pout*

*oopz*

i think i'm a easy-to-hate-and-easy-to-happy person...i can hate this for the time being and forget about it the next moment..and i am easily pleased!!! so pathetic rite..

well, i'll have a boring day today..no work, no school...
rotting at home..no one to ask me out..*sob sob*
think i'll go to my dad shop to rot for the whole day, today, unless any kind soul wanna ask me out today..hehe...

boi is learning his driving now..hmm...hope everything goes smoothly..
he needs to work too, so i assumed he wun be free for me today??

i want to work from monday to saturday from june..hope i'm able to negotiate with my supervisor..hmm, coz i want to have my sunday free..scared that she wun allow..well, i dun care!!

ok, my mum's face is getting black...forcast that it will be a thunder and lightning day if i still stuck at this comp...so, i gotta go..

have a pleasant wednesday!!

pessimism sets.

my morale is so low..my mood can't be made happier..

i'm just damn suay k..for my entire life..
i'm born a slave at home..yesh, a slave..one who gets nothing when do her job well, but get scoldings when she only makes a small mistake.
stop moaning if YOU say that your life is bad..how bad can it be compared to being mentally tortured everyday?
moreover, no matter how hard i work, my results still sux..
my luck just dun come.
i can't even get interviewed for IA, man..who's more suay?
and my damn body keeps giving me lots and lotsa problems..
what's the point of living?

damn god, i just want a happy and simple life...and wat shiate u've given me??
how am i going to trust you??

i'm not going to give way to you...
i'll prove to you that you are just NOTHING!
i'll fight for my life..


ps: it's all my own thots at that pt of time...dun hate me if i insult GOD..coz it simply doesn't exist in my life..if yes, it's just one who goes against me all the time..IT IS MY BELIEF!

funny cartoon

i like the feeling of being busy.. =)

i've been really occupied these few days..coz from monday to wednesday, i'll have my GE, whereas from thursday to saturday, i'll have to work at Chan Brothers..yup..hehe..and sunday is my oni resting day. Well, not really resting, coz i'll have to help my mum with the housework..hehe..took some photos during work..shall post them next time. the people there are more friendly than those in Grassland..of course, we slack quite abit..coz we only listen to phonecalls ma...i'm only working in asia department, but there are some places which i yearn to go..hehe...but, no $$ now..sigh~

watched "The DaVinci Code" yesterday with boi, coz it's my oni day free..the queue at TM is tremendously long..and thank god that boi booked the tix online. if not, i think we wun have a chance to watch man..hehe..enjoyed..oh, i managed to solve the six-star "jie lian huan" yesterday by chance..so happy k..coz boi gei kiang, went buy such a difficult one..what's worse is, there is no solution provided. not to say that i'm smart (but if u want to say, i also can accept..lolz~), it's just mere luck. i do noe how it works, but den...it's very difficult to get it out lar..ok, enough of that..

i have been very worried about my health..something seems to be wrong within me..i'm suffering from pains in the stomach areas, and it's bothering me..hope it's not the worst that i've been worrying about. if not, what should i do? sigh~ i really can't imagine....alrite, i need to go to school now...

have a great start of the day!!!

today... =)

the new fridge has finally set in my house...haha..well, goodbye, old and tattered fridge..
mom, please throw it away soon. oh yar, the washing machine too..dun forget the little renovation u promised for the house k... *keke*

as i've said that my project was about foodcourt, our group made a trip down to take a look at the situation there during lunch time...i'm in-charged of taking photos, coz they nv bring their digicam..well, it's easier to take pics stealthily with phone cam..haha..took alot, of course, but almost got caught by one of the customer eating..i was really taking photo of him eating..haha..oopz~ well, my pretentious skills are quite marvellous (BHB), so i managed to get beautiful and natural photos..eh, i'm skilled to take photos without ppl noticing k..*ahemmm*

rot at home the whole day..
slept for awhile before i had my dinner, and i've been staring at this comp till now..hehe..
waiting patiently for 大长今 to come, and meanwhile, also waiting for my turn to go bathe.
and will boi call me today after 大长今 (again)?
'Coz it's becoming a routine for him to do so..even my whole family knows about it, and they wun pick up the phone when it rings at around that time...*pout*

tomorrow is the start of my work...
what should i wear leh?
heard that they will provide a polo tee..hmm..
maybe just wear a normal shirt n jeans lor.
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*murmuring to myself*

hope i'm able to adapt and hope that it's fun(???)...
my hands are numbed and my eyes turn goggled due to long hours of eyes opened big big and fixed at the comp screen..chiam liao, gonna increase degree soon... *touchwood*
ok, have a fun holiday, folks!

WAITING is a waste.

learnt from my GE today that waiting is also a form of waste..knowing how much we can do with the time that is made for us to wait. It's not good to make people wait if you want to be successful. well, it's all about Lean manufacturing. Though i dozed off on and off during the lecture, i still think that i've learnt alot of things..haha..So, to the whoever-it-is-concerned, dun make me wait k..it shows how productive and efficient you are. =)

went bentobox to have lunch alone. the food there is quite good, especially the soup, but the service is horrible..nvm lar, i very chin chai one, as long as you dun fume me, i will be fine..haha..

i just got my hair cut at $7..haha..so cheeaaaapppp!! coz i very poor now..lolz~ no $$ for luxuries..but well, it is properly, and i think, nicely done..yeah~
quite happy with it, coz i only want to thin my hair, so it isn't really worth it to go for a 2-digit haircut. i'll only go if i want to change my hairstyle..haha..and now, i will stick to dis until i got a considerable income, which is i dunno when.. :
my group project is on the improvement in the foodcourt. so, tomorrow lunch, i'll be hanging out at JP foodcourt to take pictures and our group will start to analyse about the situation and make improvements on it..it's all about LEAN manufacturing again..lalala..

very tired now, dunno why dis few days feel so lethargic..sigh~
ok, the fridge is coming in tomorrow..yeah!!! finally can change one..hahaha..
nothing much to say anymore..

another test

you're 45% masculine

You're also 55% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that
are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other
women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women.

oh no, i'm SO masculine...haha..

ESP test...

This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and know ahead of time what is going to happen. You might, for instance, simply know that you're going to get that job before the interview even happens with a certainty that exceeds what you would expect to have simply knowing the facts of the situation. You might have a sense of dread before going out for the evening only to later have a flat tire on your way home. These little hunches are easy to ignore but for you especially, quite often lead to a true prediction of what is going to happen. These predictions can be used to generate positive outcomes, and the more you know about how to use your talent, the more you will be able to distinguish between fantasy of the future and an actual reality you are seeing happen, before it has actually happened.

Whether true or not, it's up to you to decide..but dun take it so seriously lar..it's just a test..

Go take your ESP test if you are interested.

Mother's day special

yesterday was mother's day.
and guess what my whole family did?
we went to Gain City to buy fridge, coz our old fridge is demanding for a retirement.
so, the fridge will be here on wednesday afternoon, and i have to be at home coz i'm the most available.
so sad k, i wanted to meet up with the SC ppl..nvm den..nx time..
ok, we went walking around to wait for boi to come, coz he wanted to celebrate for my mum.
well, my dad treated us all lar, of course.
nice dinner, and dad alight boi and i at bugis, coz we wanted to go for a walk..hehe..
so we went walking around bugis, and ended up sitting at our fav Coffee Bean for a chat.
rather enjoyable... =)

i saw Bryan Wong (王禄江) at bugis today wearing his singlet and 3/4 pants with flip-flops walking down the escalator. Nobody bothers to even look at him the second time..hmm, or because he nv makeup, so make him look so normal?? hehe..i dunno lar..then, i saw James and Weiling. nv really tok to James, only said "hi". and as usual, i was walking alone doing window shopping before i go home..i'm really bored.

i'm starting to work dis coming thursday..hope i can enjoy..hehe..
well, at least i have an income ma..so wun starve.

alrite, i nid to go slp now, very tired...*yawn*

shocking news.

edited:

boi is coming to my hse later..to give my mum a surprise..coz it's Mother's Day today.. =)
but i just dun wish that he will spend too much money..coz his account only has one dollar plus..i'm not kidding..haiz~ why life can be so miserable? hope the "rain" will cease soon...

alrite, me gotta go for my lunch..

jogging is fun

i've been running around the park for 3 consecutive days....
first day i ran only 2km..
second day i ran slightly more..but i dunno how long...
and on the third day, i ran about 3km...haha...so happy..
there is a reason, coz the first 2 days i ran with my dad, but for the third day, which is today, i ran with my boi..haha..we ran from my house here to esplanade k..so happy, coz i got a small sense of achievement..we then had an enjoyable time chatting while walking back to my house, and had the famous lor mee..(haha..sounds like all our efforts has become wasted..lolz)

i love the sweat, i love the feel of my heartbeat, i'm being forced by boi to say i love him...lolz~

after that, i went to Tzu Chi Foundation Singapore to listen to a talk..i really feel like joining the voluntary work..hehe..and boi is interested too..i'll go find out how it goes and see if we can join..i'm touched by many cases that this foundation has helped...hmm...

now, i'm at boi's house waiting to go for his grandfather's birthday celebration..so now is the rotting process...ok, shall end here, coz boi is irritating me... *giggle*

have a nice weekend, and HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

Father and Child

Child: Why there are so many different types of people around in this world?

Father: Coz it will be boring to have people to be indifferent.

Child: Then, why are there so many bad guys in the world?

Father: Coz they are here to show how great the good ones are. Also, the bad guys were once good too. No one in this world is born to be bad.

Child: But why people prefer to be bad than to be good?

Father: Well, this is human nature. No one in this world wants to be bad. However, it's the surrounding that mould them to become like this. Some people have no choice, but some have. Those who have believe that as long as they are not caught and not recognised, they are safe.

Child: Really?? Is it true?

Father: Of course not. They are just a bunch of cowards who create havoc in people's life, intruding people's privacy. And, they will be happy like that, coz no one will catch them. But, they forget that who's in the upperhand. Not them, obviously. For instance, people think that they can do whatever they want online without being caught, but they forgot, what digital footprints are. A more obvious example, the blogger who talks about racism online. How they were caught? All because they left such "invisible" footprints while surfing net. So, you still think that they are not recognised?

Child: No?

Father: Yup. It's all at fingertips to get these people out. So, as long as you do nothing wrong, just don't worry. However, if you do something against the law, in any way, all I can say is, GOOD LUCK!

Child: Ooohh, I finally understand.

wee~

i received a delivery from Singtel!!!
it a new handphone for my father, though it's nokia again.. =)
glad that he's very happy about it..but i still prefer the panasonic VS 6 more..
nvm, Nokia 7360 also not that bad lar..as long as he likes and noe how to use it, it's good enough..


i think it's very elegant..hehe..well, hope he treats it good..dun keep dropping his phone..lolz~

today is still the same, staying at home and rot.
tomorrow is the interview day...hope i can get it, and i'll be able to get my own income!!! =)
bt there is still no news from Exxon Mobil..sigh~
nvm lar..dun have den dun have lor..sure got other better choices too..*optimistic*

ok, have a nice day, everyone!

free ride

just reached home after my lesson...jiaquan gave me a ride to NYJC, and i travelled home from there..it's faster and cheaper..haha. thankew!!!!

later gonna meet boi boi for dinner. hmm, it just seem so weird suddenly. maybe because i'm used to have my meals at home ba..dunno..lately, i've been trying hard to eat less. i succeeded, of cuz..but den, am i going to eat with alfred for dinner? i dun wanna eat so much, but i noe that i'll eat alot if i go out with him...haiz~ it's a choice, again. nvm, i'll let him noe and see how.

how come i dun feel happy when i'm going to meet my boi?
dun even have a pinch of excitement..what's wrong?
nvm..i'm worrying too much ba..sigh..


轻舞优酪恋爱游戏
a nice video, and you can choose your own story ending...enjoy!!

pub, no more.

i got no mood to elaborate..just that today's pubbing session is cancelled, coz some ppl are not free..nvm, shall stay at home and rot again..

i really wish to get my job, but den...i'm afraid of the project that may clash with my job..sigh~ i want to work!!!! having an interview dis thurs..not IA's..but another tour agency's...haha..but it's a bigger one..hope it'll turn out fine. i want an income..i want to keep myself busy, so that people wun think that i alwiz bother them coz i too free. i just want to ignore all the trash that some people keep giving me. i want to be free, free from sadness..i believe i can.

start to enjoy my present lesson, MS 8006..it's about the economics in manufacturing. i learnt interesting issues on how big companies work..and also, there is no exam and tests...only group work..yeah. hope it's a slacking module..*giggle*

*ah chooo x 5*

oh no, looks like i'm going to fall sick...
very tired now, shall go take a nap soon..


ps: to that someone, i'll deliver my promise, dun worry...