pessimism sets.

my morale is so low..my mood can't be made happier..

i'm just damn suay k..for my entire life..
i'm born a slave at home..yesh, a slave..one who gets nothing when do her job well, but get scoldings when she only makes a small mistake.
stop moaning if YOU say that your life is bad..how bad can it be compared to being mentally tortured everyday?
moreover, no matter how hard i work, my results still sux..
my luck just dun come.
i can't even get interviewed for IA, man..who's more suay?
and my damn body keeps giving me lots and lotsa problems..
what's the point of living?

damn god, i just want a happy and simple life...and wat shiate u've given me??
how am i going to trust you??

i'm not going to give way to you...
i'll prove to you that you are just NOTHING!
i'll fight for my life..


ps: it's all my own thots at that pt of time...dun hate me if i insult GOD..coz it simply doesn't exist in my life..if yes, it's just one who goes against me all the time..IT IS MY BELIEF!