spent the whole morning and afternoon at my dad's shop...helping out and studying, at the same time..hee
my dad asked me to follow him to pasir panjang, coz he saw me stayed at the shop the whole day, want me to go rest awhile...so nice of him.. =)
ok, tomorrow i nid to wake up early to meet alfred for a jog...yup...
good night!
i have no comments about today's paper...well, because i dun wanna moan over it, like what many ppl do...i'm just sad k..
sorry..i just wanted to mark dis day down..coz i want to remind myself of such sad day...thanx dear for accompanying me the whole night...*hug hug*
ok, my sis is complaining now...i nid to off the comp..
one more paper left..and it's one week's away..sigh~
yeah!!! 2 more papers and i'm free.
this time round, i never really take the exam so seriously like in the past..coz i just not in the mood to study..i mean for this entire semester, i'm not into the mood of STUDYING. i've been trying to psycho myself to study and study..hope it'll work..
tomorrow will be a very hard paper, sigh~
i hate MS2008!!!
the lecturer sucks..left for Italy and left all of us here, clueless..
he still owed us 1 lecture and 1 tutorial session..damn him for being so irresponsible..
and now, all we can do is to read thru' notes and tutorials..hope it'll help.
and as for MS2010, hmm, i'll try to find the nano-stuff..
jiayou ba..
i can go shopping with boy boy after that..*grin*
should i go buffet with my classmates after my last paper???
it's at Lot 1 k..very far..
hmm, maybe i'll go home instead ba..i nid lotsa rest..yup..i should do that..
last 2 papers to go....i believe i can pull thru'.. =) *psycho myself again*
a feeling multiplied in my mind and is becoming stronger and stronger....
"I LOVE YOU" is the sentence that i wanna say to him..
i'm so touched by everything he has done for me..
his assurance, his care, his concern, his many many other things..
i really wanna cry..
i was afraid that he wun know his limits..
i was afraid that he was still the childish him..
i was afraid that he would never learn..
i was WRONG..
i love the strolling from suntec/esplanade/bugis/ps/orchard to home with you..
i love the chit-chatting during our dinners..
i love the times when we went hunting for good food..
i love the times when we met up early in the morning for a jog or breakfast..
i love the shoulder of yours that never fails to be there for me when i'm sad..
i love the phonecalls that make our relationship stronger..
i love the little messages that encourage each other in a way or another..
i love you....the one who makes all these possible..
security is the word that i need...i've finally found it!
looking down at the weighing machine....
*shake head and let out a sigh*
slim down...slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....slim down...slim down....
i'm just trying to hypnotise myself...*giggle*
please get me one OTO Trimax...please...*desperate*
ps: OSIM one oso can...lolz~
dun ask me why i got my friendster back..coz i just very sian today, and since i got no mood to study, i decided to create a friendster again...haha...well, comment to let me noe ur friendster's email addy, so that i can add u...(provided u want me to add u lar...hehe..if dun want, it's ok.)
wasn't really studying today, coz my mood has flown to the end of exam le..sigh~..why my exams take so long to end? and i realised that i still got quite alot of stuff to buy...hmm...must save up..
went out with boy boy yesterday to search for GREEN shirt...haha..and we got a couple tee..hehe..coz it's buy one get one free mah..well, we got it from converse...and it's all about the worldcup that is coming...BRAZILIAN team k..hehe..i think grace will sure laugh at us man..still dare to laugh...if not becuz of YOUR bdae celebration, we wun buy lor..hehe...but it's nice, so..ahem...ok lar...the shirts are with alfred now..his mum will be washing for me..THANKEW!
i'm meeting him for breakfast tomorrow at 8.30am..hope he wun be late..hehe..coz our time is precious..yup yup..hmm, think we'll go Bugis for breakfast ba..i dunno leh..so early, my hse here dun have anything to eat one..nvm, let him decide tomorrow....meanwhile, i'll got watch "the underworld" now, with my family...aiya, vcd lar..
i'll study tomorrow...
i must lose WEIGHT!!
i must eat less...
i must be DETERMINED!!!
please...please....
arrrrrhhhhh...i think i'm crazy. never so crazy before, i actually dreamt of jj for so many nites. i'm mad!!! alfred, pls dun get jealous...he just keep appearing in my dream..dunno to be happy or sad..haiz~ well, anyway, i really admire him..*blink blink* just treat him as my idol lar..haha..
his MTVs that have my fav songs...(from youtube.com)...but i like all his songs..hmm..
原来
翅耪
被风吹过的夏天
一千年以后
and the song that will make me cry...too bad can't find the MTV of it..it's a very sad story...*sob sob*..just heard it dis morning..and i think u guys noe abt this song..
会有那么一天
歌手：林俊杰 专辑：乐行者
一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多
他们感情很深
但是爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
(*) 我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原听
鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你(*)
夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流
轻声说道 (repeat *)
today's paper is disgusting. the tutor just want us all to die. had a tough paper, where the questions have answers that i could never find in notes..and with my limited knowledge, of course i can't do well rite? i just started the revision for ms 2003 yesterday nite, coz as i've said before, i forgot about this exam. And so, what kind of answers can you expect me to give? haha..crap! nvm, just hope that the markers wun puke blood on seeing my answers. erm, think i'll fail..whatever...i'm just very depressed and with low morale. hardwork just wun count..haiz~ and it happens again and again...*torture*
the nx paper will be friday, so there is some time for be to breathe, to rest, to daze...but, it's ms 2002..what it have are facts, facts and facts....so the only way to do well is to MEMORISE! *searching for some empty slots in my brain to stuff all these in*
wish me luck den...
*not smiling*
then,
*grin*
a message from boy boy:
"Dear dun wori k...concentrate on ur nxt paper..try to do better for nxt paper..since this is over le then dun ponder over it k..hug hug."
sweet..one more...
"Dear dear laogong is praying 4 u every min n every sec..praying that u wil be fine n doing well 4 ur exam.."
so sweet k...
ever since my exams start, i received endless messages from him...all the jiayou-s and the good lucks messages...
a message for him: Thankew, dear! you are always my motivation...i'll continue to work hard no matter wad..luv ya!
ok, i'll go bathe now before i start my nx round of mugging...
and to all of you, 加油 too!
shucks...i've remembered the wrong timetable for wrong subjects..damn it..
i thot there isn't any paper on tues, so i studied for friday's paper..and now, i just realised all these..so damn angry with myself..wonder if i got time to study..sigh~
STRESSED UP, TOTALLY!!!
watched Firewall with alfred yesterday...i like the show alot, but the ending is abit sudden and disappointing...went for dinner with him at crystal jade..coz we still prefer chinese food after all..lalala...i want to watch Da Vinci Code!!! it's coming in may..yeah!!! *clap clap* and that will be a reward for me after my exams ba. Gee.
and now, i will continue to prepare for tomorrow's paper..and if still got time, i'll study ms 2003..hope i can pull thru...
break's over...
tata...
All the best for those who are taking their exams!
take care, people!
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what he did immediately when he ORD....CUT HIS HAIR!!!
yup, just these two pics, coz people were staring at me when i took pics, so...yar lor...too bad, till now i still haven had any photo with his new dyed hair..hmm...well, i think u wun see much diff oso...lolz~
taken on liwen's bdae at her house..and sad to say, she still have not send me the pics of that day yet...hmppphhh!!!
went out with boy boy yesterday nite for dinner...it's been a long time since we last chatted. so, we were enjoying ourselves..talked about my bdae celebration (i oso dunno how..alfred wanna decides for me), our future wedding and solemnisation...bla bla bla...haha..they are still very far away, but well, it's always good to plan ahead, u noe..*umpchio* anyway, he'll decide since he is in dis field ma..ok lar, before i am able to day-dream about all these stuffs, i nid to go study for my exams first...
加油！
gotten the below quotes from some hokkien episodes...dun ask me why i will watch such shows, i oso dunno..haha...but it's very true..
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alfred is at Goodwood Park Hotel now...busy with his event...
and me, stayed at home for the whole day trying to study for my exams, but ended up looking at my past posts...now abit not feeling well. maybe because of the long hours staring at the comp screen ba..so now, i'm typing this post with the screen off..hope that this will help to make me feel better(?)...
exams coming..
but i dun have the mood to study..how come? my mind has flown to 5 may, where my exams ended..haha..i can't help it..my mind is just getting out of control now..sigh~
having a bad headache now, it hurts like hell k..and i can't think properly...
shall not do any counting down to exams dis time round...coz i think i can discipline myself..*nod nod*
hope boy boy(alfred) can msg me asap...hmm, waited his message for so long le..he said that he will msg me once his show ends..*staring blankly at my hp*
after reading the past posts, i find that i'm much more fortunate then...coz i can literary see alfred everyday...and now, once a week...sometimes worse, once two weeks..but at least we improved thru these years in many aspects...i'm more opened now..yeah..and alfred is more sensible now..haha...i should be contented now...no whining arh..(reminding myself).. I LOVE YOU, BOY BOY...thanx for everything, really..just hope that u will not neglect me..that's all..*huggies*
i noe it's sorta mushy..hehe...well, coz i very long nv say such things le ma..it's just some little things that will add on to our already blooming relationship.. =) stay dis way k...
ok, i wanna go watch 大长今 now...
i'll start studying tomorrow...when my headache ceases...
*still staring blankly at my hp and pout*
good news for me lar...
alfred passed his Advance theory le..haha...actually he is quite smart one, just that he is too lazy to do anything...and that hinders his smart-ness...lolz~ ok, tomorrow will be his first (actually 2nd) driving lesson..jiayou ba..
me go study for my exams now...
*trying to contain my hyper-ness*
i'm so happy, coz alfred has finally ORD!!!! yeah man...and he cut his hair and dyed k..well, vain guy..haha..anyway, quite happy for him...and it also means that he has no income now..hmm, what should i do to help him den?? more foodcourts n less restaurants...yup..should do that..
celebrated wen's birthday on friday..quite fun actually..but well, too crowded plus abit stuffy there..so was very, eh, i-dunno-how-to-say feeling.. there are some photos to put up, but they are not with me now..so, be patient k..haha..
exams coming, but i still not in the mood to study..must start to force myself to stare at my notes tomorrow onwards...
oh yar, the presentation was a success!!! i memorised everything k, and Mdm Lee likes our grp the most, coz all of us memorise our scripts, and our presentation is very clear and organised...haha..hope we can get our 50% of the entire module, so that we dun really nid to work so hard for the exam..eh, that doesn't mean i'm not studying k..haha...really wanna thank my group-mates...the MALAYSIANS~ They are so-called the best group-mates that i've ever seen, coz all of them so enthu with the proj, and all are so helpful and efficient..hope i can get to work with them for FYP..eh, think too far le...lolz.
Alfred is taking his advance theory tomorrow.....GOOD LUCK, DEAR!! must study hard for it k.. =)
as for me, i'll play my games first den see...oopz~
lalalala....
oh, Mr L** M*** S** is stepping down soon...yeah!!! got hope for the residence here le...haha...well, coz he hasn't been contributing much to the people here..and quite many people dun like him...so, maybe some changes will be good for our people...
hmm, my parents have discussed and say they hope that i dun have to make a big celebration on my birthday...so it means keeping it low...so, well, i'm quite sad upon hearing it. but think back, true lar..nothing much to celebrate too..it's just turning 21 years old...no big deal wad..life still lidat..so, maybe i wun celebrate it..sigh~ and so what i turn 21? i still can't make my decision as in whether to throw a celebration anot...and since that's the case, the celebration wun have much meaning too...yup...that's all i have to say...
before i end,
finally done with my IA..haha..it gives me such a headache..coz all are so far away from my house..sigh~
well, i haven't submit yet, coz i still nid some feedback from my parents...actually, i like all the choices leh...can i be attached to all??? lolz~ but all sounded so interesting k..
oh yar, as promised...more pics on last week..sorrie...very busy...
very nice rite??? too bad that oni the cinema is opened at the present moment..can't wait for the full-opening man..it's really very nice..
ok, erm, that's all den...
gotta eat my lunch now..
take care guys!
i've been busy and lazy..so i had not been updating my stuff..well, took a whole lotsa photos..
currently, i'm very busy preparing for my quiz and oral presentation which both unfortunately fall on the same day -- this thursday. I'm quite stressed up now, but no matter what, i still have to pull thru' all these.
yeah! i've got into my desired Special semester, and my desired course!!! so happy!!! there is no exam again!!! only 2 tests...and it's mon-wed from 9am-12pm..such a nice timing.well, it's a GE this time...*skipping around in the room*
*gather my thoughts*
oh, i have no idea how to get all those "nanomaterials" notes...which weigh 10% in the final exam..sigh~ i think it's rather, or very unfair...the lecturer has not taught us about this, just threw this topic to us, and want us to do our self-study on it..and there is no scope k..how on earth am i supposed to know what to study?? haiz~ and i've searched the damn bloody libraries in NTU, and all books are either on hold or borrowed...what should i do?? and it is only implemented this sem k..which means last sem, the other group doesn't suffer frm this stupid "independent learning" thingy..have been having nightmares over this for many days..what should i do?
saturday: went check my eye..well, everything is fine..the contacts suit me alot..but still considering whether to change a brand or stick to it..hmm..then, Alfred and I went Kiehl's to get gifts for wen..that lady serving us dun even noe how to wrap a present properly k..sigh~ it turned out to be a mess..but i dunno what i can do to help it, so i just leave it lor..let wen c the pathetic outcome..lolz~ (the person nv ask for my particulars...hmph~) Then, we went Party World to sing our hearts out..after that, we went cathay to take a look at the newly opened place (will post some of the pics nx time)..supposed to watch a movie there, but all selling fast or sold out..sigh~...then we continued to walk to bugis and have our dinner at one of our fav hotspot, Terra..
oh, here are some photos taken during my sis's (yanxin) birthday...
more photos coming up..sorry, coz i nid to rush off to school now...update again..
lolz...u must me thinking where on earth i got the time to do such things..erm, i do it when i'm very bored after studying for hours...haha...
oh, below is my all-time favourite when attending boring n non-profitable lectures...
especially during the recent topics on "Lecturers speaking good English..."
oh, dunno where my mum gone. everyone is so worried about her...should i go out to find her?? she's been out for 2hour plus...when she is only supposed to be home by now...sigh~
it is 10pm le...
at Chevrons...there were many people there actually, but we nv take together..
at KBox...sang from 12am...to .......3am..
how come my phone sense food better than sensing people??? like owner, like camera...lolz~
and how come the 1plus megapixel side camera can take brighter pics than the 2 megapixel's side??? crazy phone...
btw, alfred was at the chalet too...but he was too tired, so he nv joined us for KTV..and he slept in the chalet, alone.... poor thing
ok...that's all for pics...
btw, after the ktv session, we walked our way back to Chevrons..wen and i sang all the way back...lolz....we sang choir songs and sec sch song..so high men.
then, we were supposed to hav a movie marathon till morning...but wen down, eugene too...left me, yu and tt guy (i dun rem his name..paiseh)..so we decided to go slp oso..except tt guy..he literally sat there till morning den go k..佩服！
then, wen, alfred n i left at about 7 plus...
btw, i'm wondering if wen did slp anot..coz she could hear all our conversations while slpin!!! a big KPO, indeed..lolz~
after wen caught her taxi, we decided to go IMM for breakfast...and alfred dun listen to me, purposely wanna walk the other route..and we ended up walking one whole big round to the main entrance...we were perspiring and hungry then...and when we finally reached the main entrance, we realised that there was no sign of shop opening...WTH!! we walked all the way to JEC to eat mac breakfast...haha...i felt very uncomfortable then, coz i nv bathed for more than 24 hours...oopz~
chatted all the way thru' and then we met up again in the evening for dinner at ps..nice nice...
yesterday too, we met up at airport to eat popeyes..but the standard has dropped quite alot..oh, some things i must say...the mashed potatoes dun taste as good as previous, and we were so unfortunate that they ran out of ice..so our soft drinks were un-diluted and SO-not-cold..*yucks* and thank alfred for buying 3-piece-meal instead of 2-piece...so, i stuffed everything in..haha...and gonna grow fat again..sigh~
then we went TM n Century Square for a walk...
was trying to decide whether to pierce ear anot..
and alfred wasn't helping me to..
he just said, "up to u lor..here nice..there oso nice..."
*pout*
ended up not piercing..coz i can't make up my mind on where to pierce..STUPID!!
had our wonderful ice kacang..hehe...so long nv eat together le..remembered the last time was in JC, at compass pt..where we shared it..we wun together then..haha..just because the ice kacang was too big to hav individual set..alrite, then we continued to walk here and there...and finally went home.. =)
nice weekend...
oh, i fnished my slides...yeah~
nid to get prepared for sch soon...
take care peepz!
