random thoughts

alfred is at Goodwood Park Hotel now...busy with his event...
and me, stayed at home for the whole day trying to study for my exams, but ended up looking at my past posts...now abit not feeling well. maybe because of the long hours staring at the comp screen ba..so now, i'm typing this post with the screen off..hope that this will help to make me feel better(?)...

exams coming..
but i dun have the mood to study..how come? my mind has flown to 5 may, where my exams ended..haha..i can't help it..my mind is just getting out of control now..sigh~
having a bad headache now, it hurts like hell k..and i can't think properly...

shall not do any counting down to exams dis time round...coz i think i can discipline myself..*nod nod*

hope boy boy(alfred) can msg me asap...hmm, waited his message for so long le..he said that he will msg me once his show ends..*staring blankly at my hp*

after reading the past posts, i find that i'm much more fortunate then...coz i can literary see alfred everyday...and now, once a week...sometimes worse, once two weeks..but at least we improved thru these years in many aspects...i'm more opened now..yeah..and alfred is more sensible now..haha...i should be contented now...no whining arh..(reminding myself).. I LOVE YOU, BOY BOY...thanx for everything, really..just hope that u will not neglect me..that's all..*huggies*

i noe it's sorta mushy..hehe...well, coz i very long nv say such things le ma..it's just some little things that will add on to our already blooming relationship.. =) stay dis way k...

ok, i wanna go watch 大长今 now...
i'll start studying tomorrow...when my headache ceases...

*still staring blankly at my hp and pout*