it's fun doing such thing, esp when u r bored..so, another round of q&a

1.WHAT DATE IS IT?11 Feb 2006
2.WHAT TIME DID U WAKE UP?10am..oopz~
3.DID U GO SOMEWHERE YESTERDAY? WHERE? yes, suntec, citilink, raffles place and bugis..the usual same places..coz i dun hav ez-link card with me..
4. WHAT DID U DO THERE? shop around and makan lor..
5. HOW OLD ARE U? presently, twenty..
6. ARE U MATURE OR IMMATURE? mature in some ways, and immature in other ways..
7. WHAT DO U CALL UR MOM & DAD? ma and pa
8. ARE U AN ONLY CHILD? no, got 2 other irritating sisters..but fun to have them around..
9. WHERE DO U GO SHOPPING? bugis, suntec, citylink, tm, toa payoh...oh yar, and jp.
10. DO U LIKE YOUR SCHOOL? not really..it dun look like a school to me.
11. DO U LIKE BOOKS? magazines, yes..
12. DO U WANT TO GET MARRIED?supposedly yes...but not anymore..
13. WITH WHOM? dun feel like mentioning..
14.ARE U SPOILED? by my ex, yes..at home, not at all..
15.WHATS THE MOST FLATTERING COMPLIMENT U EVER GOT? you look prettier now..haha..
16.ONLY GIRL/BOY IN THE FAMILY? no..as i've said, i got two irritating sisters..
17.IF U WERE TO MARRY A CELEBRITY, WHO WOULD IT BE? JJ Lin Jun Jie..haha..
18.WHO WOULD U LIKE TO MEET? anyone..
19. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR BEST FRIEND IS? can it be more than one??NTU, NUS, working, POLYS, SIM..
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TO UR BEST FRIEND? yesterday
21. U THINK SHE/HE NEEDS U NOW? no ba..all should be busy with thier own stuff..
22.WHAT DO U WANT FOR UR BIRTHDAY? wah, bhb to say..i just want a happy one..n remember, SELF-MADE CARDS!!!
23. IF U WERE TO BUY A CAR , WHICH CAR WOULD IT BE? a family car
24.A DUET WITH HEART EVANGELISTA???? wat is that?
25.WHAT LIP BALM DO U USE? The body shop's.
26. WOULD U GET A TATTOO? tot of getting one, but nv wanna try..
27.BELLY PIERCE? not at all..
28.HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT? 3-4, the more the merrier..i like crowds..
29. DO U HAVE ANY HOMEWORK? yes, but i seldom do...
30. ANY SONG THAT YOU'RE LISTENING? no
31.DO U BELIEVE IN SPELLS? yar..
32.WHERE DO U WANT TO GO NOW? anywhere other than singapore..
33. WOULD U DATE SUMBODY YOUNGER? no harm trying..but not too young pls..
34.WOULD U DATE SUMBODY OLDER? of course..
35.WOULD U PREFER OLDER OR YOUNGER? older, coz i can't really communicate with those youngsters..like my sisters..
36.HOW WOULD U LIKE TO BE WOED? haha..funny qn..no specific liking...just the guy's creativity to do it..
37.DO U LIKE SUM1 RYT NOW THAT U CANT HAVE? yes..JJ Lin Jun Jie..arrrggghhh~~

questions and answers (got frm huiyi)..hehe..

1.Popularly known as? Xue Ying
2. AGE? 20 going 21
3. BIRTHDAY? 13 Aug..i love 13, thou many ppl may think it's a bad omen..
4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Ox, Leo
5. Who is your cutest guy/girl friend? huiyi??hehe...
6. Can't live without... other than food and water? my soul
9. Choice of music? classic, pop..
10. Fav Food ? bake rice, ba chor mee..
11. Fantasy female/male? any talented soul
12. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend are you? bad...not understanding..that's why so many relationships fail..
13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl? sincerity, looks oso does matter at times, common interest, faithfulness, do what he promises me...
14. Turn-offs? mood swings, empty-promises, disappointment..
15. If you had a million bucks, what would you spend it on? buy my happiness..
16. Longest time you've ever spent on the phone? i forgot..it's like many years ago ba..10 hours..surprisingly, it's not with a bf..it's Thom..haha..
17. Do you get tired of it? no, of cuz..tokking to a gd friend is a very enjoyable moment..engaging too.
18. The one thing you try to do everyday? eat less
19. Vegetables or fruits? both are fine...as long as no tomatoes..hehe..
20. Favorite soundtrack(s)? one frm my ex.."I love the way you love me"
21. Night out or night in? Night out..
22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?both..but ghost scares me more..nv seen both yet, at the moment..*touchwood*
23. Finish this sentence: If I could be anyone...// i wanna be myself. i wanna see how my life goes and eventually ends..
25. On your last birthday? out with my ex..though i forget how it was like...but i remember that my 3 other great gals had a very special and unique bdae with me..
26. Yesterday? went out with my ex..a happy one..but who noes today...sigh~
27. last weekend? went bai4 nian2..
28. Last Raya? wat?? testing my memory izit? erm, i really forget..so sorry.
29. New year's eve? met my pri sch mates..had a short nite though..but quite enjoyable..
30. Halloween? haha..i dun celebrate such day..
31. Valentine's day? dis yr...dun think it will mean anything to me now..erm, but i dun mind changing it to a friendship day..hehe..
32. What's the last thing you ate? my grandma's fried rice..
33. Thing you drank? plain water...diamond brand k..hehe..
34. Thing you wore? nyjc choir shirt and pe shorts..haha..see how loyal i am..
35. Last place you went to? shop
36. Last person(s) you saw? my sister..
37. Last person you sms to? alfred
40. Last song you heard? my sister singing..oh god!!
41. Right this VERY SECOND what are you eating? Nothing...
43. What are you wearing? wat's the diff between dis and qn 34??
45. Any shoes on? no
46. Listening to? nothing
47. Talking to anyone? no
48. Are you a vegetarian? no, but dun mind trying to be one..
49. Are you a b!tch? haha...wat you think..why not u tell me??
50. Are you artistic? sort of..i love abstract art alot..interior design too..
51. Do you write poetry? tried before..chi and eng..but dun sound nice..haha..
52. Are you a fast runner? yes in the past..represent class for sprinting every year leh..but now *staring into the mirror and let out a sigh*
53. Can you ski? nv try before..
54. Did you ever give barbie a haircut? yes...i gave myself a haircut too..haha..
55. Are you naughty? yes..at times..yup..in all ways..
56. Do you own a hot pink shirt? no lar..too striking to me..
57. How about orange pants? huh?? no lar..hw to match lidat?
58. Are you evil? yes..hidden deep in my heart..

又在一次的打击

刚以为风暴停息了，谁知一场更大的风暴又来了。我做错了什么？为何要这样子对我？我又错了吗？我真得很累。。因该放手吗？为何要爱到那么牵强？我已经失去了信心。。不想再做任何的解释。。为何会这样？=(

歌曲：我真的受伤了
歌手：张学友 专辑：热

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了


ps: 我真得很不开心。。以碎的心，不管怎么补，也还是会有裂缝的。。算了吧。。。

=)

雨后总会有晴天。。。
那太阳是多么的美丽、多么的充满希望。。。
但何时，绵绵细雨又会再来?
只希望风暴不会再来。。。 =)


ps: thanx huiyi!!

希望 ----> 失望 ----> 灰心 ----> 绝望 ----> 心死了

this is a process..a process that everyone will go through, and yet, there is never-ending to it...

i was very pissed off today..and i agree with my instinct that this time round it wun be my wrong..whateva it is, my heart is dead...no reason will convince me to turn back..and for you, who is the one mentioned here, u better not touch me..if not, dun blame me for whatever i do..

no one will be able to understand how i feel..whatever...if u think i'm in the wrong, just let it be..i dun wanna explain..coz i'm simply tired of explaining myself again and again...and to no avail.. =(

back to the unfeeling me...and i enjoy being one..at least, no more to worry, and no more misery...

freedom is the word..

原来如此

原来他是那么的遥远。。。

原来我真的什么都不要。。。

原来我已经撑不住了。。。

原来我也会有累的一天。。。

原来我不是万能的。我的执著是不够的。。

那，

放弃吧。。。

new look

spent quite a long time to get this done..coz it's freaking me out ..
lotsa work is required to get everything done nicely, and oso, those stupid html codes...which i can never figure out what they are until i've tried and tried..i'm stupid!!!

anyway, hope this new look can survive till very long..haha...though i still like the green apples alot...hmm, looks like the theme of my blog should change to fruits... *lolz* oso, i pretty like the strawberry hover..haha..interesting rite??

hmm, think shiying will like this blog more than me...coz it's so girlish??pinkish?? whateva..i dunno how to describe..haha..

enjoy!

i love my project group!!!

i'm currently having a tech comm project aka MS2009..i find that i really enjoy the company of my grp-mates..though they are all malaysians, and i'm the only s'porean...i dunno how to say, but the feeling they gave me is so natural...not that all singaporeans are fake lar, but there are some s'poreans (i really dunno how to put it) are really bad at acting..their "concerns" for you can easily be shown from their expressions..yup...ok, that's not the point...i just feel very comfortable with them around..oso, they are super-efficient. btw, we are already preparing our final report, while others are still struggling with their proposals k...see how efficient. however, their English are slightly worse than me, which means very bad..since mine is quite jialat already..haha..so, we had a hard time constructing proper sentences.. =) but, it's not a major problem. hope everything will be very fine right till the end.. *pray*

today, i was quite surprised to see kian hock..haha..saw him on the 179 bus..why was he there?? coz he crash-course lor..attended biochem engin lect..when he was still in NS..how hardworking..hehe..den, i accompanied him to get a white shirt, coz he has a performance tonite at AJC..ok lar, nothing much other than i-msged-the-wrong-person part..very very embarrassing..shall not say it...and i hope alfred wun laugh at me..hehe..

nothing much about today..

this saturday, i'm going for a jog with alfred..in the morning..yeah!! hope everything will be pleasant and okay..i dun want any unhappiness mixed in between. u noe the feeling...yar..i wanna build up my immune system. it's really CMI..keep falling sick, and makes me feel so lethargic..must jog more..exercise..exercise...exercise..trying to hynotise myself..*giggle*

eh, what else..
nothing much lar, very busy with tutorials, project and lab reports...arghh~
terrible..dun think of it..
well, that's all for the present..


ps: quite disorganise...sorrie..coz i can't get my brain settle down..

5-min blog

i dun really have the mood, or should i say, the time to blog..coz i was sick, terribly sick for the past few days..because of that, i held up lotsa work...so now, after i've recovered, i have to finish all the incomplete-s. well, no time to blog...hehe..shall summarise lor...

i'm practically very happy now...yup, that's my mood..eh, too long to state the reasons...haha..must thank him for all these. =)

oh, here's a very funny site...go visit when you free or feel stressed...

click here to find out..=)


will update more when i got time...so sorry...
ok, 5 minutes' up...
tata

it's horrible to be sick...especially when you are all alone.

my body is trying to be funny...testing my patience all the way since yesterday afternoon...firstly, i get a minor cold...so running nose and endless sneezing started...den, a few hours later, my throat starts to sore..and coughing came..den today, i woke up with my a acute pain in my head..i started to feel giddy, weak, with cough, running nose and extremely painful throat..i forced myself to go to school...attend lessons, and go see doctor..all done alone!!! a great sense of discomfort was so obvious that whoever walk past me will give me a "stare"...i dun like the feeling though...i fear that i may just collapse, so i walk with alot of concentration..

juz when i was on my way home, i quickly ran into jp...and vomitted like dunno what...it's horrible k..and the rest of the journey back home was a painful one..

oh no, i'm feeling giddy again...i'll blog again nx time..

the future i see...

suddenly got the picture of myself in future...though it's not very nice to say, i'm embracing it k..

i dream of:
- myself being a part-time housewife cum working woman (not sure about what i'm working as).
- myself nagging, scolding and whining at Alfred..hahaha...
- Alfred lazing around and me doing all the housework...hmmmmpphhh..
- Alfred looking after the children and being bullied by them...
- my face turing yellow!!!! 黄脸婆！！！ omg~
- myself walking around like a mad woman...screaming at the top of my voice..
- myself deviating away from the society...can't go orchard, can't go cityhall...how sad~

it may sounds scary, but can u believe that i'm actually embracing it? haha..coz i can foresee that i'll have a blissful life with my family and loved ones..lalalala...

*poke* stop day-dreaming...


ahem, tomorrow is my dad's birthday...and till now, my sisters haven't discuss with me what they wanna do..haiz~...cracking brains again..

tons of work to do..is this what i get for CNY?? *pout*

Chinese New Year

here are some photos taken during CNY...very few only, coz i'm really busy..busy eating..haha..

some home decorations...(took them coz i got nothing better to do..haha..)


waiting for our turns to iron our clothes..


宾海湾


fireworks on 初一


well, that's all for the photos part..quite boring and lazy to write in details what i've been doing for the past one week?? almost..yar. so i think i'll juz list them down ba..

27 Jan (Fri)
went out with my mum in the afternoon to bugis to see if got cny clothes to buy for me..bt obviously not lar..den we bought home goodies..hehe..and some other essential stuff.
went out with alfred in the evening to anyhow grab one presentable shirt, so tt i wun end up wearing back old clothes during cny..haha..den at about 11pm, my whole family went NTUC to buy drinks n ingredients for the next few days..

28 Jan (Sat)
helped my mum out with the cooking...very busy the whole day...alfred not free to meet me, coz his reunion timing clashes with mine..sigh~ so i went out with my parents to bugis (again~) to walk walk lor..

29 Jan (Sun)
went to my grandma's house and our usual visit - the Buddhist Library..and headed our way home to get the food prepared, coz one of my aunts was coming...had a great time..and went out after that...

30 Jan (Mon)
gone over to my aunt's house to have steamboat..it's a huge gathering..haha..about 30 over people under one roof..eating..playing...giggling...bla bla bla..den all of us went to our uncle's house to bai4 nian2 at about 9pm..so can imagine what time i reached home...

31 Jan (Tue)
very tired..but still woke up early in the morning to get myself prepared...coz i need to go to alfred's house...spent my whole day there...quite enjoyed but boring...hehe...drank some wine, coz his bro lar, opened so many bottles..lucky i still can tahan..haha..but alfred k.o. by then..got quite alot of ang pows..though it's not the main purpose for me to go visiting..but i enjoyed getting them..of course rite..haha..and i got quite a sum frm his parents..erm, can't reveal...shhhh...and i was very paiseh...really, coz i dun see the significance of getting so much in an ang pow..it's just a tradition oni ma..well, i thank them..but i told alfred that i hope i wun get so much nx time..very stress...yar..and i really very 不好意思...ok, maybe i'm weird, i dunno..nvm...


yup, that's a very brief summary lor...
today's back to school again...sian-ji-buah...haha..
but must buck up my study le..very lagged behind oredi k..
ok, back to my researching process now...
take care!

新年快乐！

祝大家：

万事如意,

心想事成,

身体健康,

天天开心!!!

enjoy this special day...though i'm abit lack..anyway, i'll update after this holiday.. =)

nice roses...

see what my school has invented?? glow-in-the-dark roses!!! it's indeed a unique idea..it's a valentine day gift..too bad i'm a gal, i would like to buy them too..hehe.. =)

pictures gotten frm NaMIs website..

this is the roses in the day...hmm, nothing seems special bout it..


but when night falls......


this is what they become...

GLOW-IN-THE-DARK roses!!!

hmm.....hmmm.....hmmmmm......

nvm...ok, i'm very busy today...spring cleaning again...it seems like it is never-ending leh. so sian..what is worse is, i still haven study for my test yet!!! poor me, CNY coming, and yet, i got tons of things to complete...project, formal lab report, homeworks... =(

better start work now, i dun wanna lag behind...

do i really like maths so much?? *scratch head*

got the quiz from charm's blog...tried it..and haha..the result is weird(??)..i've tried so many tests similar to this, and i got the answer that i'm "mathematics" type..hmm, am i?? i dun really like maths so much, coz to me solving maths problems are meaningless...there is no direct link with the world i'm living in now..eh, it has actually, but in collaboration with science lar..so i mean, maths, alone, is nothing significant...yup..

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i'm still waiting for cy and hy..where are they?? still stuck in the hostel room?? i not sure..i've finished roaming around online...what shall i do nx?? *bored*

1st day of lab.

my eyes are sleepy now...has been yawning uncontrollably for the whole day..*yawwwnnn* coz i woke up esp. early today. i told my mum the wrong time...woke up at 6am!!! goodness, i really forced myself to wake up and get myself ready for school...and i reached school at 7.30am...so early lor. it's my first day of lab work, and it's my formal report...so, i thot i nid to wake up early to avoid the crowd at 179 bus-stop..btw, my lab starts at 8.30am..so meanwhile, i rot at canteen A. =)

the air-con in the lab is chilling!!! lucky we are supposed to wear labcoat, so i'm able to keep myself warm abit..haha..the lab technicians and the lab lecturer are all very blur..never give any instructions, and there is no experimental procedure...how are we going to do with the diodes?? so, we trial-and-error lor..haha...i juz anyhow gauge and connect..and THAT'S IT!!! it works k...=) i'm not saying i'm smart (ahem..), i'm just trying to say, not everything nids to go step-by-step den can do one...but my group tried a lot of ways to get it right..

there is really nothing much about today...other than it rained so heavily when i reached the mrt near my hse here..and my poor jeans is soaked with rain (acidic + germs + dirts) water, even with my umbrella k...yucks! can imagine how heavy the rain was...my mum was still doing some furnishing with the shop..and my house hasn't do anything to make it look more like CNY...i dunno what i can do, so i suggest, let my mum decide ba..

ok, i nid to go pom pom now...i can't stand my oily scalp!!! *urghh*

shiying's birthday - part 2

on Saturday...which is...erm...14/1/06..haha..we celebrated shiying's birthday..though it's an early one..

while waiting for ah neo (wen) to come..always late, as usual...haha..


at marina bay...our steamboat buffet..haha...

all those that were there...




birthday gal....SHIYING!!!





left overs...mind u, we had the most number of plates k..lolz..

after our meals...


at mac, while waiting for diana to finish her bath..



we went over to charlene's house to stay overnite..haha...had mahjong thru' out the nite..oopz~ fun k, though i always lose..haha..charlene showed us her stunts, like standing on hands and hand... =) and wen's weird-arms show...

charlene sent us home at about 6 plus in the morning...i was tired, but enjoyed alot.. =)


yesterday...
alfred came over to my house to help me scrub the floor..haha..coz he saw me take so long still haven finish...so he said two will be faster..and indeed, we finished in 1 hr..=) Thank You so much!!!

oh, we had ban mian for dinner..coz we wanna save ma...but got add dishes lar..dun wanna say..shh...it's nice, filling and interesting to have such dinner..haha...eh, wrong vocab..wateva it is, hope for more of these to come..haha...

i still haven bought my clothes yet..sigh~


ok, nothing much le..i nid to go rush my homework...

take care, people!



ps: notice something in common in all of us in the photo?? we all wear PINK!!!

Shiying's birthday.

Happy 21st Birthday, Shiying.

have an enjoyable day k... =)


ps: i'll update more when i reach home...now rotting in LWN library...sigh~

anticipating

i can't wait for 6pm to come..haha.. =) meeting alfred tomorrow...woah, i'm so happy!!!


yesterday, i went over to hall 13 to meet hy and cy..tt hall is definitely much better than hall 5..haha..and the new hall 3 is superb..but too ex le..if not i will immediately move in..=) yar, my lunch wasn't a really that fantastic one, coz hy and cy wanna go SAC to eat..the food, eh, not nice at all leh...dun understand why people still say the food there is nice...all of us were disappointed...shall try other stuff next time..den, we went NIE to meet Geraldine and friends..we loitered in one of the NIE room with piano..haha..den spent our time there talking and playing songs..quite fun...and i want to say, NIE is so nice!!!! classroom has carpetted floor, soundproof walls, good chairs and tables.. =) NTU....*shake head* we were slightly late for our lecture..haha..but ok lar..den cy and i went home..and it's a long journey home again..haha..

met alfred at 7 plus..went billy bombers coz he haven't eat yet...we were supposed to eat abit oni, coz i've eaten my dinner le..but...the side orders there are really oh-my-god type..it's alot k..and we were terribly full..sigh~ have been spending quite alot dis week...we went fish n co. twice, and eat till we wanna puke..then, went to billy bombers..well, i told him, we have to start saving up le...so from now onwards, we can oni eat food that cost $3 or less...and we pay separately... =) so it will be much better, i hope...


going out later in the evening to meet Shiying, liwen, jun qi, charlene, liying....is that all?? i think so lar...for steamboat leh...ok, shall update more again when i free..hohoho...

...

today i nearly got leg cramp, coz i walked the whole jp for 4 hours..haha...coz i got such a long break in between...den i decided to go back ntu to rot for another 2 hours plus..sigh~ first time using LWN lib's printer to print notes, quite fun though..=) did some tutorials...learnt Macro Dreamweaver, Flash...Firework..haha...how eventful..

i was so happy when 4.30pm struck..coz i can finally do something more..erm...meaningful??the lecturer is quite interesting (thank god)...and the supposed duration for the whole lecture is 3 hours...he did it in 1 hour!!!! love him so much..haha..and i was on time for my dinner at home..

went concourse with my mum to check out prices..haha..den rushed home to watch Star Idol...hehe...that Chengxi, his act makes me laugh even though it should be a serious one..alfred, ask ur friend to teach his brother how to act properly lar..*shake head* den is a series of TV time...haha...yeah, channel U...i love it.. ;)

tomorrow alfred asks me if i can join him for dinner...hmm, i wanted to, of course...but my sisters sure dun allow..coz it's my turn to sweep the floor liao...sianz...haiz~ sorry dear...dun blame me k...scold yanxin..haha...*evil laugh* alrite, it's kinda late now...gd nite ppl...rest early k..i really mean early...not early in the morning..dun be like alfred...always make me puke blood..oopz~

sayonara.


ps: dear, i will still meet you on sunday k...we go search for CNY clothes.. =) cheer up!