希望 ----> 失望 ----> 灰心 ----> 绝望 ----> 心死了

this is a process..a process that everyone will go through, and yet, there is never-ending to it...

i was very pissed off today..and i agree with my instinct that this time round it wun be my wrong..whateva it is, my heart is dead...no reason will convince me to turn back..and for you, who is the one mentioned here, u better not touch me..if not, dun blame me for whatever i do..

no one will be able to understand how i feel..whatever...if u think i'm in the wrong, just let it be..i dun wanna explain..coz i'm simply tired of explaining myself again and again...and to no avail.. =(

back to the unfeeling me...and i enjoy being one..at least, no more to worry, and no more misery...

freedom is the word..