a day at Changi Hospital..

met alfred yesterday at 12pm at simei to go Changi Hospital to see his dad and get him some necessities..as alfred told me that he wanted me to acc him to pray, so i agreed to go with him lor..

spent my whole afternoon there..had lunch and my favourite self-selected-flavour yoghurt icecream..nice nice...haha..stayed at the ward looking at magazines n watching tv..alfred lar, nv tell me he'll be there for very long, i forget to bring my notes to study...sigh~

on and off, there were nurses, doctors..and physiotherapists coming to check on him...btw, one of the physiotherapist trainees is my first-three-months jc classmate..haha...well, wonder how the patients are going to rest lidat..den continue the rotting process until his family came...yeah!!! oopz! eh, no lar...den had a short chat before alfred and i left...

no more praying session by den, coz it's too late le...

so we went tampines to catch a movie..(again~)...haha..but recently, there are really lotsa nice movies, you noe...watched Final Destination 3...it's very nice, yet grusome..yup...worth watching... =) we were become very cautious with our every action after watching the show..haha...well, every move you made, though it may be very insignificant, will cause the death of the other, or even yourself...sounded scary...but, that's what's the message that i've gotten from the movie...oh, i passed by a shop that sells miniatures...very nice...so i took pics of them..haha..i really love them k...

just look at them, they are so delicious...erm...ahem...

click on them to see a larger pic..

next, an ancient chinese house and a series of shops...... =)

click on them to see a larger pic...

how i wish i can be inside...walking along the street and visit all the shops!!!! argh~ i can't face the reality now...omg...

ahem.....i nid to study today...if not i wun be able to complete my study...sigh~....

All the best to carol's performance today,

and NTU choir's concert~!!!!

worried

was supposed to have a happy dinner with alfred yesterday.
his mum suddenly called to ask him go back quickly..so his bro and him, with me tagged along, went straight to his house by taxi...
his dad was really sick..but i really can't do anything about it...all i could do was to kept quiet..and bought dinner for them...was very awkward den...
then i actually told alfred that i could go home myself, coz i dun wish to see him so worried..but he insisted on sending me home..
along the way home, his brother called and said he was bringing his dad to hospital...
everyone was so worried, yet...i can't do anything...haiz~

now, his dad was waiting for the result...if not ok, may have to undergo operation..alfred is there accompany him...
pray that everything will be fine..

2 days of fun.. =)

was staying in hy's n cy's hostel yesterday night..hehe...coz we were attending the industrial talks and visits..

yesterday
went kbox after the talks..sang until everyone very "high"..haha...too bad i forgot to take photos of it..

had a nice dinner at IMM..the food there is very nice k..but it depends on luck sometimes..


then, we waited for shuttle bus back to boon lay..thanx to hy's great idea lor..haha..wait until my legs were so tired..haha..

den at hostel...
we had our stupid game...shall not say it, coz i think it's quite embarrassing to play such game..haha..

aiyo, wat's cy doing?? hair v nice lar..dun keep touching..lolz..


gambling in action...no lar, juz playing a game that got nothing to do with gambling k..


my nice feet...*puke*


oh god, what i'm doing??? =X


wat so funny? laugh until face so red??? haha..

ok, we slept at about 3.30am...and overslept for today's talk..hehe...but at least not very late..thank god...


today
went industrial visiting..ok lar, i learnt quite alot of things.. =)
was very tired the whole day, due to the sleep lack..so eyes keep closing during talks..haha...

went to bugis to meet alfred...for a dinner...nice and simple..yeah..

stupid alfred, anyhow took photos..hehe..took photos stealthily..hmph..

watched "the pink panther"...very funny...highly recommended!!!


ok, nid to go bathe now...
later still nid to study for the upcoming tests...sigh~
but i'm really tired...*pout*

just finished my housework

very busy doing household chores since dis morning..hehe..finally completed everything...

yesterday
went to pasir ris park for cycling with alfred..hehe..a nice weather coz it's sunny...saw many erm-dunno-how-to-describe scenes..haha..simply just couples doing some their-own-activities at the grass patches..hehe..not a good place for young kids..coz i think it is considered M18 ba..haha..anyway, alfred's cycling technique is still the same..wana hao lian, keep changing the gear, and eventually.....the bicycle broke down..haha..it's spoilt..well, he made it a laughing stock..when we were about to leave that place, the sky turned dark...wow, so lucky leh..had a 50-cent ice cream from Mac before we headed to his house..(coz his family wanna have dinner at somewhere, so asked me along)

when reached his house, he went to slp k...and left me alone in the living room..haiz...both of us eventually nv joined his family members for dinner, coz alfred was too tired..nvm, watching tv was equally interesting..haha..his parents were so nice to buy us dinner..enjoyed!! oh, alfred's bro bought me a keychain from taiwan, that i think it's kinda weird initially..coz it's a voodoo doll k..my expression was like, "huh? why dis type of gift??" but after some time, i think it's pretty ok and nice..though the weird mentality is still in me till now..haha..wateva...百无禁忌...

pic of the doll..



hmm, i nid to get prepared for tomorrow's overnite stay at hy's n cy's hostel...yipee...
alfred is busy today and tomorrow..shall not disturb him...hope everything will be fine for him.. =)

regarding family...

there are a few things i can't do in front of my family members...

1. i can't reason with them.
coz they wun listen to my reasons. they will think that they are right, and even my reasoning skill is perfect and convincing, they will deal it in their own "reasonable" way, which is usually unreasonable..what ever that is right, is what ever they think it is right..what ever that is pleasant to their ears, they will take it as right..but, they wun know what is 忠言逆耳...reasoning usually comes hand-in-hand with argument, no manners, bla bla bla...

2. i can't trust what they say.
coz they can say this now, and changed tomorrow, or even an hour later..no point having them promising anything..

3. i can only help out more, but not less.
coz i'm the eldest. i have to do most of the things, not less. to my mum, if my sis sweep floor, or mop floor...wah, it's like a major event..must praise, dun nid to do the rest of the work..but for me, silence....if my sis have test or exam coming up, it's like another major event...excuse from all housework...even if it's something damn minor k...they can be excused..for me, if i have test or exam, nothing change...so i choose not to let them noe when my tests or exams are...never mind, i can do more...i wun lose anything but fats while doing all these wad..hehe..but, i will piss off when i'm really busy..

4. i can't get anything for myself.
coz my sister will be super kpo to tell my mum. and to my mum, it's like a crime for me to buy things..and she will start to scold me like nobody's business..yup..so, i can't shop!!! other than window-shopping...lolz.

5. i can't use phone/ handphone for too long.
coz my mum will scold me..but she wun scold my sis for using it endlessly...*scratch head*

6. i can't return home too late at night.
coz same thing, my mum will scold. according to my mum, i one day return home late is equivalent to everyday returning home late...and my sis, nvm...can come home late oso nvm..as long as she is safe..

wah piang eh (oopz, soo sorrie..), i really can't stand such life..if u want everything to be fair, den fair lar..i nv 斤斤计较 so much, help out if i can, they still wanna 计较 with me..i can't stand it when they want things to be fair, and yet they are not doing the things fairly..i nv complain, they wanna complain...sorrie, this is an angry post..just to KB everything out...ok, too vulgar..ahem...

ok, i got nothing much to tok about today..i got myself a belt cum necklace and a pair of slippers..haha..satisfied..they wanna tell mama, tell lor..i used to it le..and this will be the last time buying stuff...coz i nid to save up for future uses...yup...

huiyi is suggesting to go jb during jun hols for two days one nite..why??...eh....can't say...but very obvious..haha..but, i dunno whether i can anot..i oso feel like going, but nid approval..and it depends on my mum's mood again...should i drag alfred?? so that my mum will be more 放心? but i dunno huiyi minds anot..oso, i dunno if alfred will be free anot..sigh~ nvm, ask for approval first...no approval, no say... =)

ends here...

dinner alone

stupid dentist took away my 58 bucks for fillings..second time k...last week oso..who ask me to have so many bad teeth..haha...

oh, i had my dinner at jp alone after my lect..went pizza hut to eat. got free wings k..coz they made a mistake..ok, shall not elaborate much... =) of course i'm happy lar..but very full k..chatted with alfred on phone while travelling all the way back home..it's nice..*hugs*

ok, i gotta slp now..coz my sisters wanna slp oredi..
nites all...


ps: so happy, i've completed 90% of my formal lab report le...hooray!!! *throwing confetti* can't wait to stay overnite at hy's and cy's hostel nx mon... =)

post V dae

so cute, even the the blogger logo is the shape of a heart..haha...

went to alfred's office to wait for him...
den we went dhoby ghaut to search for glasshouse fish n co. (again~)...but the queue was found too long, so we went suntec...same too..so, gave up fish n co. search for other restaurants...was trying so hard to find a place to get settled down for dinner yesterday..but...everywhere was so crowded..long queues could be seen at any restaurants, even the more ex ones k...sigh~ we walked and searched for quite some time before we finally found one at Marina Square...it's Coffee Club (again~)..haha..well, who will bother so much when he/she is hungry rite? so we had a great dinner there.. =)

everyone was seen with a bouquet of flower, and me, dis year no flower..haha..actually it's quite a waste of money to buy one on V-dae rite..but, alfred lar...went into a florist shop to get me one stalk..haha..very sweet, but super embarrassing..and alfred purposely made me embarrass, dun wanna keep the flower in the bag..hmph...

it was a short night though, but very enjoyable..esp. the atmosphere there...oh, on my way home, i saw Calvin Liu with his gf...haha..still the same..so black..ok, the day ended as we walked back home...how i wish everyday is V-dae...hmm...hehe..

here are the few photos taken...too bad alfred nv took any with me..coz i asked him, but he nv reply me...nvm..hehe..


at coffee club after our meals..haha..the old man was here..lolz..


vain guy..requested to take a photo with the pathetic stalk of rose..haha..


the card that alfred made..haha..


inside the card...a love story...very stupid one..haha..shall not embarrass him here.. =)


ok, i'm going school soon..a boring day indeed..coz i got lotsa breaks in between...wat's worse is, no one is accompanying me throughout the rotting process..sigh~ miserable life..ok, got formal lab report to rush...i wanna finish by dis fri, so that during holiday, i can study for my tests (nightmares)...

take care, ppl...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Happy Valentine's Day to all

today's lesson is super short..haha...other than my slacking lab session, the projector in the LT is also helping us all..haha..it's spoilt, so.....we dun have a lecture..and the quiz for MS 2005 is postponed to school reopen..quite sad actually, coz it means that i'll be having 4 quizes on consecutive days...sigh~ no holidays again...

anyway, let's not tok about something so far..
my school is celebrating Valentine's Day..haha...here are some photos stealthily taken while i was meandering around the crowd..haha..

Just outside Canteen A





along the way to LT3



inside LT3 before the lecture starts...

got that heart-shaped balloon...thanx to jiaquan..haha..stuff it to me..*sarcastic*...lolz..
so the balloon followed me home..


was busy preparing alfred's present..very difficult to do, coz first trial ma..i hope he wasn't looking at this now...coz...i'm showing what i've bought for him here..hehe..

yep, i made the box myself...and it took me hours to complete k..quite a headache one..haha..


inside...horribly-looking box..omg~


the prez..it's indeed very useful to him k..


noe why? coz...it is


*lolz*

ok, i'm so good to him k..take care of his face..not saying he has lotsa pimples on his face arh...*oopz~*

saw something nice from body shop yesterday...it looks so my-blog...hehe....

nice rite?? strawberries again~

ok, i nid to get prepared to meet alfred le...
enjoy ur day k... =)

ps: hope alfred wun see dis blog before i gave him the prezzie...*pray*

my sis's cookies

my sis, yanning, has "made" some cookies for her valentine(??)..eh, oh..no, it's her angel..haha..well, it's actually very easy to do lar..but shall not disclose it here..very nice, really!! but the taste is only so-so lor..oopz~

some nicely taken photos of the cookies...it really looks very nice!!!


yup, u are right...marshmellows and biscuits dipped into chocz..haha...looks good rite?? isn't it a great gift for anyone?? hehe... =)

another test...haha..kill boredom

it's a love test...pretty true..

try the test here.


test results:

You chose the long path to your beloved's home. Taking the short path means you fall in love quickly and easily; however, choosing the long path means you take your time and shy away from commitment.

You picked 15 roses, and 5 white roses. The number of red roses represents how much you're willing to give to your lover, and the number of white roses represents how much you expect in return. Red verses white also represents how serious you are about the relationship. If you chose more red roses, you're looking for romantic passion without commitment. If you chose many white roses, you feel that you've found your soulmate.

After you arrived at the house, you chose to seek your beloved, which represents your attitude toward relationships. Asking the relative to summon your boyfriend/girlfriend, means you have a tendency to avoid problems and hope that they will resolve themselves; however, seeking your boyfriend/girlfriend means that you like to deal with your problems head on and directly.

You chose to place the roses on the bed, which determines the depth of your emotion for your boyfriend/girlfriend. Placing the roses in the bed means that you can't get enough of your beloved, and your thoughts are very sensual and passionate. On the other hand, putting the roses on the windowsill, indicates distance and detachment.

The next morning you found that your beloved was asleep, which represents your opinion about your mate. If he or she was asleep, you think your beloved is perfect and perfect for you. If your beloved was awake, then you're not happy about the relationship and expect your mate to change for you.

You chose to take the short path home. The trek home represents how long you'll stay in love. If you chose the short road, you fall out of love quickly and easily. If you chose the long road, your love will last forever.


haha..it's my result...

bored...bored....bored....

i'm extremely bored!!!

it's a sunday, and it's a 元宵..i wasn't anywhere but at home...

quarrelled with my mom again..it's always lidat..i just can't find a right route to communicate with her. why? today is my first day not doing any housework, and was the first time my sister doing some chores...but why am i the one getting scolded?? i've done so much for the family, but why i still get such payback? shall not complain..no point too..but i'm happy that i can actually be so bo chap..and the feeling is great k..turing a deaf ear..haha..i'm evil..

i finished my homeworks..studied what i've studied..and now?? rotting in front of my 17" monitor..so free nw, yet not happy at all..coz i'm very bored!! i wana go out and get some things done, like someone's V-dae prezzie..u noe..but, i'm not allowed to go out, coz my mom wun be happy..and my family are too, rotting at home..everything is done, and why they prefer to rot at home? maybe they are all tired...except me.. =)

alfred is busy today..so shall not bother him so much...though i miss him quite a lot..*gigz* i will try to divert my attention to other stuff..hmm, what should i do den? any suggestions??

continue the rotting process...

everything is getting more and more complicated..

ok, i'm confused myself..haha..coz i think everything looks fine again...whatever..ignore dis whole part k...

went out with alfred just now, coz he suddenly appeared at my hse here..forced me to go out with him..the process is quite touching..shall not say it here..haha...

well, we went to watch movie..not very nice to me..and had a sweet dinner..it's just a whole day of walking around..but it's quite comfortable for me..hmm...ok lar...i dunno what to say now..coz i'm not feeling well again...

dis week's jogging is postponed to dunno when again...sigh~

my ice-cream

CHOCOLATE THERAPY! You scored 77% SWEET, 62% CHUNKY, and 81% UNIQUE!

chocolate ice cream with chocolate cookies & swirls of chocolate pudding ice cream You, my friend, ooze sweetness, just like this ice cream flavor. But there's much more to you than that...you tend to view things differently than other people and you like to engage yourself in creative, challenging activities. You're spunky, but not too wild, which is nice. Those who understand you tend to get along with you very well, appreciating all that you have to offer...and you offer a lot :)

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 63% on SWEET You scored higher than 32% on CHUNKY You scored higher than 94% on UNIQUE

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

it's fun doing such thing, esp when u r bored..so, another round of q&a

1.WHAT DATE IS IT?11 Feb 2006
2.WHAT TIME DID U WAKE UP?10am..oopz~
3.DID U GO SOMEWHERE YESTERDAY? WHERE? yes, suntec, citilink, raffles place and bugis..the usual same places..coz i dun hav ez-link card with me..
4. WHAT DID U DO THERE? shop around and makan lor..
5. HOW OLD ARE U? presently, twenty..
6. ARE U MATURE OR IMMATURE? mature in some ways, and immature in other ways..
7. WHAT DO U CALL UR MOM & DAD? ma and pa
8. ARE U AN ONLY CHILD? no, got 2 other irritating sisters..but fun to have them around..
9. WHERE DO U GO SHOPPING? bugis, suntec, citylink, tm, toa payoh...oh yar, and jp.
10. DO U LIKE YOUR SCHOOL? not really..it dun look like a school to me.
11. DO U LIKE BOOKS? magazines, yes..
12. DO U WANT TO GET MARRIED?supposedly yes...but not anymore..
13. WITH WHOM? dun feel like mentioning..
14.ARE U SPOILED? by my ex, yes..at home, not at all..
15.WHATS THE MOST FLATTERING COMPLIMENT U EVER GOT? you look prettier now..haha..
16.ONLY GIRL/BOY IN THE FAMILY? no..as i've said, i got two irritating sisters..
17.IF U WERE TO MARRY A CELEBRITY, WHO WOULD IT BE? JJ Lin Jun Jie..haha..
18.WHO WOULD U LIKE TO MEET? anyone..
19. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOUR BEST FRIEND IS? can it be more than one??NTU, NUS, working, POLYS, SIM..
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TO UR BEST FRIEND? yesterday
21. U THINK SHE/HE NEEDS U NOW? no ba..all should be busy with thier own stuff..
22.WHAT DO U WANT FOR UR BIRTHDAY? wah, bhb to say..i just want a happy one..n remember, SELF-MADE CARDS!!!
23. IF U WERE TO BUY A CAR , WHICH CAR WOULD IT BE? a family car
24.A DUET WITH HEART EVANGELISTA???? wat is that?
25.WHAT LIP BALM DO U USE? The body shop's.
26. WOULD U GET A TATTOO? tot of getting one, but nv wanna try..
27.BELLY PIERCE? not at all..
28.HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT? 3-4, the more the merrier..i like crowds..
29. DO U HAVE ANY HOMEWORK? yes, but i seldom do...
30. ANY SONG THAT YOU'RE LISTENING? no
31.DO U BELIEVE IN SPELLS? yar..
32.WHERE DO U WANT TO GO NOW? anywhere other than singapore..
33. WOULD U DATE SUMBODY YOUNGER? no harm trying..but not too young pls..
34.WOULD U DATE SUMBODY OLDER? of course..
35.WOULD U PREFER OLDER OR YOUNGER? older, coz i can't really communicate with those youngsters..like my sisters..
36.HOW WOULD U LIKE TO BE WOED? haha..funny qn..no specific liking...just the guy's creativity to do it..
37.DO U LIKE SUM1 RYT NOW THAT U CANT HAVE? yes..JJ Lin Jun Jie..arrrggghhh~~

questions and answers (got frm huiyi)..hehe..

1.Popularly known as? Xue Ying
2. AGE? 20 going 21
3. BIRTHDAY? 13 Aug..i love 13, thou many ppl may think it's a bad omen..
4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Ox, Leo
5. Who is your cutest guy/girl friend? huiyi??hehe...
6. Can't live without... other than food and water? my soul
9. Choice of music? classic, pop..
10. Fav Food ? bake rice, ba chor mee..
11. Fantasy female/male? any talented soul
12. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend are you? bad...not understanding..that's why so many relationships fail..
13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl? sincerity, looks oso does matter at times, common interest, faithfulness, do what he promises me...
14. Turn-offs? mood swings, empty-promises, disappointment..
15. If you had a million bucks, what would you spend it on? buy my happiness..
16. Longest time you've ever spent on the phone? i forgot..it's like many years ago ba..10 hours..surprisingly, it's not with a bf..it's Thom..haha..
17. Do you get tired of it? no, of cuz..tokking to a gd friend is a very enjoyable moment..engaging too.
18. The one thing you try to do everyday? eat less
19. Vegetables or fruits? both are fine...as long as no tomatoes..hehe..
20. Favorite soundtrack(s)? one frm my ex.."I love the way you love me"
21. Night out or night in? Night out..
22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?both..but ghost scares me more..nv seen both yet, at the moment..*touchwood*
23. Finish this sentence: If I could be anyone...// i wanna be myself. i wanna see how my life goes and eventually ends..
25. On your last birthday? out with my ex..though i forget how it was like...but i remember that my 3 other great gals had a very special and unique bdae with me..
26. Yesterday? went out with my ex..a happy one..but who noes today...sigh~
27. last weekend? went bai4 nian2..
28. Last Raya? wat?? testing my memory izit? erm, i really forget..so sorry.
29. New year's eve? met my pri sch mates..had a short nite though..but quite enjoyable..
30. Halloween? haha..i dun celebrate such day..
31. Valentine's day? dis yr...dun think it will mean anything to me now..erm, but i dun mind changing it to a friendship day..hehe..
32. What's the last thing you ate? my grandma's fried rice..
33. Thing you drank? plain water...diamond brand k..hehe..
34. Thing you wore? nyjc choir shirt and pe shorts..haha..see how loyal i am..
35. Last place you went to? shop
36. Last person(s) you saw? my sister..
37. Last person you sms to? alfred
40. Last song you heard? my sister singing..oh god!!
41. Right this VERY SECOND what are you eating? Nothing...
43. What are you wearing? wat's the diff between dis and qn 34??
45. Any shoes on? no
46. Listening to? nothing
47. Talking to anyone? no
48. Are you a vegetarian? no, but dun mind trying to be one..
49. Are you a b!tch? haha...wat you think..why not u tell me??
50. Are you artistic? sort of..i love abstract art alot..interior design too..
51. Do you write poetry? tried before..chi and eng..but dun sound nice..haha..
52. Are you a fast runner? yes in the past..represent class for sprinting every year leh..but now *staring into the mirror and let out a sigh*
53. Can you ski? nv try before..
54. Did you ever give barbie a haircut? yes...i gave myself a haircut too..haha..
55. Are you naughty? yes..at times..yup..in all ways..
56. Do you own a hot pink shirt? no lar..too striking to me..
57. How about orange pants? huh?? no lar..hw to match lidat?
58. Are you evil? yes..hidden deep in my heart..

又在一次的打击

刚以为风暴停息了，谁知一场更大的风暴又来了。我做错了什么？为何要这样子对我？我又错了吗？我真得很累。。因该放手吗？为何要爱到那么牵强？我已经失去了信心。。不想再做任何的解释。。为何会这样？=(

歌曲：我真的受伤了
歌手：张学友 专辑：热

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了


ps: 我真得很不开心。。以碎的心，不管怎么补，也还是会有裂缝的。。算了吧。。。

=)

雨后总会有晴天。。。
那太阳是多么的美丽、多么的充满希望。。。
但何时，绵绵细雨又会再来?
只希望风暴不会再来。。。 =)


ps: thanx huiyi!!

希望 ----> 失望 ----> 灰心 ----> 绝望 ----> 心死了

this is a process..a process that everyone will go through, and yet, there is never-ending to it...

i was very pissed off today..and i agree with my instinct that this time round it wun be my wrong..whateva it is, my heart is dead...no reason will convince me to turn back..and for you, who is the one mentioned here, u better not touch me..if not, dun blame me for whatever i do..

no one will be able to understand how i feel..whatever...if u think i'm in the wrong, just let it be..i dun wanna explain..coz i'm simply tired of explaining myself again and again...and to no avail.. =(

back to the unfeeling me...and i enjoy being one..at least, no more to worry, and no more misery...

freedom is the word..

原来如此

原来他是那么的遥远。。。

原来我真的什么都不要。。。

原来我已经撑不住了。。。

原来我也会有累的一天。。。

原来我不是万能的。我的执著是不够的。。

那，

放弃吧。。。

new look

spent quite a long time to get this done..coz it's freaking me out ..
lotsa work is required to get everything done nicely, and oso, those stupid html codes...which i can never figure out what they are until i've tried and tried..i'm stupid!!!

anyway, hope this new look can survive till very long..haha...though i still like the green apples alot...hmm, looks like the theme of my blog should change to fruits... *lolz* oso, i pretty like the strawberry hover..haha..interesting rite??

hmm, think shiying will like this blog more than me...coz it's so girlish??pinkish?? whateva..i dunno how to describe..haha..

enjoy!

i love my project group!!!

i'm currently having a tech comm project aka MS2009..i find that i really enjoy the company of my grp-mates..though they are all malaysians, and i'm the only s'porean...i dunno how to say, but the feeling they gave me is so natural...not that all singaporeans are fake lar, but there are some s'poreans (i really dunno how to put it) are really bad at acting..their "concerns" for you can easily be shown from their expressions..yup...ok, that's not the point...i just feel very comfortable with them around..oso, they are super-efficient. btw, we are already preparing our final report, while others are still struggling with their proposals k...see how efficient. however, their English are slightly worse than me, which means very bad..since mine is quite jialat already..haha..so, we had a hard time constructing proper sentences.. =) but, it's not a major problem. hope everything will be very fine right till the end.. *pray*

today, i was quite surprised to see kian hock..haha..saw him on the 179 bus..why was he there?? coz he crash-course lor..attended biochem engin lect..when he was still in NS..how hardworking..hehe..den, i accompanied him to get a white shirt, coz he has a performance tonite at AJC..ok lar, nothing much other than i-msged-the-wrong-person part..very very embarrassing..shall not say it...and i hope alfred wun laugh at me..hehe..

nothing much about today..

this saturday, i'm going for a jog with alfred..in the morning..yeah!! hope everything will be pleasant and okay..i dun want any unhappiness mixed in between. u noe the feeling...yar..i wanna build up my immune system. it's really CMI..keep falling sick, and makes me feel so lethargic..must jog more..exercise..exercise...exercise..trying to hynotise myself..*giggle*

eh, what else..
nothing much lar, very busy with tutorials, project and lab reports...arghh~
terrible..dun think of it..
well, that's all for the present..


ps: quite disorganise...sorrie..coz i can't get my brain settle down..

5-min blog

i dun really have the mood, or should i say, the time to blog..coz i was sick, terribly sick for the past few days..because of that, i held up lotsa work...so now, after i've recovered, i have to finish all the incomplete-s. well, no time to blog...hehe..shall summarise lor...

i'm practically very happy now...yup, that's my mood..eh, too long to state the reasons...haha..must thank him for all these. =)

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click here to find out..=)


will update more when i got time...so sorry...
ok, 5 minutes' up...
tata

it's horrible to be sick...especially when you are all alone.

my body is trying to be funny...testing my patience all the way since yesterday afternoon...firstly, i get a minor cold...so running nose and endless sneezing started...den, a few hours later, my throat starts to sore..and coughing came..den today, i woke up with my a acute pain in my head..i started to feel giddy, weak, with cough, running nose and extremely painful throat..i forced myself to go to school...attend lessons, and go see doctor..all done alone!!! a great sense of discomfort was so obvious that whoever walk past me will give me a "stare"...i dun like the feeling though...i fear that i may just collapse, so i walk with alot of concentration..

juz when i was on my way home, i quickly ran into jp...and vomitted like dunno what...it's horrible k..and the rest of the journey back home was a painful one..

oh no, i'm feeling giddy again...i'll blog again nx time..

the future i see...

suddenly got the picture of myself in future...though it's not very nice to say, i'm embracing it k..

i dream of:
- myself being a part-time housewife cum working woman (not sure about what i'm working as).
- myself nagging, scolding and whining at Alfred..hahaha...
- Alfred lazing around and me doing all the housework...hmmmmpphhh..
- Alfred looking after the children and being bullied by them...
- my face turing yellow!!!! 黄脸婆！！！ omg~
- myself walking around like a mad woman...screaming at the top of my voice..
- myself deviating away from the society...can't go orchard, can't go cityhall...how sad~

it may sounds scary, but can u believe that i'm actually embracing it? haha..coz i can foresee that i'll have a blissful life with my family and loved ones..lalalala...

*poke* stop day-dreaming...


ahem, tomorrow is my dad's birthday...and till now, my sisters haven't discuss with me what they wanna do..haiz~...cracking brains again..

tons of work to do..is this what i get for CNY?? *pout*