there are a few things i can't do in front of my family members...
1. i can't reason with them.
coz they wun listen to my reasons. they will think that they are right, and even my reasoning skill is perfect and convincing, they will deal it in their own "reasonable" way, which is usually unreasonable..what ever that is right, is what ever they think it is right..what ever that is pleasant to their ears, they will take it as right..but, they wun know what is 忠言逆耳...reasoning usually comes hand-in-hand with argument, no manners, bla bla bla...
2. i can't trust what they say.
coz they can say this now, and changed tomorrow, or even an hour later..no point having them promising anything..
3. i can only help out more, but not less.
coz i'm the eldest. i have to do most of the things, not less. to my mum, if my sis sweep floor, or mop floor...wah, it's like a major event..must praise, dun nid to do the rest of the work..but for me, silence....if my sis have test or exam coming up, it's like another major event...excuse from all housework...even if it's something damn minor k...they can be excused..for me, if i have test or exam, nothing change...so i choose not to let them noe when my tests or exams are...never mind, i can do more...i wun lose anything but fats while doing all these wad..hehe..but, i will piss off when i'm really busy..
4. i can't get anything for myself.
coz my sister will be super kpo to tell my mum. and to my mum, it's like a crime for me to buy things..and she will start to scold me like nobody's business..yup..so, i can't shop!!! other than window-shopping...lolz.
5. i can't use phone/ handphone for too long.
coz my mum will scold me..but she wun scold my sis for using it endlessly...*scratch head*
6. i can't return home too late at night.
coz same thing, my mum will scold. according to my mum, i one day return home late is equivalent to everyday returning home late...and my sis, nvm...can come home late oso nvm..as long as she is safe..
wah piang eh (oopz, soo sorrie..), i really can't stand such life..if u want everything to be fair, den fair lar..i nv 斤斤计较 so much, help out if i can, they still wanna 计较 with me..i can't stand it when they want things to be fair, and yet they are not doing the things fairly..i nv complain, they wanna complain...sorrie, this is an angry post..just to KB everything out...ok, too vulgar..ahem...
ok, i got nothing much to tok about today..i got myself a belt cum necklace and a pair of slippers..haha..satisfied..they wanna tell mama, tell lor..i used to it le..and this will be the last time buying stuff...coz i nid to save up for future uses...yup...
huiyi is suggesting to go jb during jun hols for two days one nite..why??...eh....can't say...but very obvious..haha..but, i dunno whether i can anot..i oso feel like going, but nid approval..and it depends on my mum's mood again...should i drag alfred?? so that my mum will be more 放心? but i dunno huiyi minds anot..oso, i dunno if alfred will be free anot..sigh~ nvm, ask for approval first...no approval, no say... =)
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