hai~...school starting real soon...
wah,this holiday is really fast...come fast,go oso fast..and i've wasted my precious holiday..i saw my schedule wrongly,thot that this wk got econs test,and waste alot of time studying econs,and nv do any homework..today den i noe tt it is nx wk..hai~..so blur of me...make me so pek chek..now muz "pia" tutorials le..sianz..
today went out wif alfred again..we go buy dinner and my breakfast for the days ahead..but most of the time,he is sleeping..so,we dun tok much..sometimes i'm thinkin..are we really compatible? coz we hav many different interests..and he alwiz agree wif wateva i say,and i think it is not good..but he is a really nice guy..so nice tt i dun wana hurt him..wan to protect him..is it really love?? i dunno...and wat shd i do...i dunno..and y this thot will come into my head on and off?? i oso dunno...but i really treasure him alot..tt's what i noe..anyway,wat i noe is he really loves me..much more than simon ba..anyway,why would i mention this guy?? haha..he is someone tt i dun wish to tok abt,dun wish to think abt,dun wish to see at all..not becoz we've broken up,but many things hidden...unrevealed..and nv reveal....wateva..but it's good to hav this experience..it makes me treasure alfred much more..thou i compare,but alfred is a much suitable guy..so ti3 tie1 alwiz..is tt y i love him??i dunno..but i will do anything for him..i will miss him when i din c him..i will treasure the time wif him..are these signs of love??
no matter wat,there is something tt stop me frm this tot...i can't figure out wat it is..anyone there to give advice???
ok,i promise alfred to slp early..dun wan him to worry...so i shall turn in now..
4 comments:
i gt dis advice frm mi frn 4 u...
havin many diff interest doesn't mean u 2 r nt compatible. wantin to protect n treasure sumbody actually really means dat u love him. n so does willin to do anything 4 him, miss him etc! but havin thot of izzit really love means u r nt confident of dis relationship. nt confident of urself.
erm, i've oso been thru dis phrase be4... happened when j2 sch reopened, which was only 2 mths after i went steady wif wl... was oso tinkin if we're compatible or nt, whether our relationship will work out or nt... tats y ended up breaking off wif wl lor...
dn tink 2 much lar... hu2 si1 luan4 xiang3 is nt feasible... n will add alot of unnecessary problems 1... take things as things come lar...
thanx alot...coz i sometimes really can't stand him..dunno y..i dun like him to keep nagging..i noe he is 4 my gd,but he juz keep going on..tt's y i call him naggy dear dear..den,i think tt i can't get my msg thru when i'm tokkin to him..den he is like livin in a different world as i do..and he alwiz say things tt he dun mean it,when i tot he did meant it..hai~..sometimes i'm thinkin whether my mum is rite tt we r not suitable??coz he can seldom be serious..oni when i angry,sad..or i throw temper at him,den he will become serious..hai~..
erm... ok, wl oso seldom serious... tink he's only serious when it comes to band and his comics...
even when i get so mad at him for nt being serious when i'm toking abt serious things, he'll juz pacify mi n nt try 2 be serious at all... i realli cant stand tat lar... yup, wl oso 4ever living in his own world, hard 2 drag him out into mi world... so let him be bah...
do u tink tat u noe him enough 2 judge him? sometimes knowing a person forever doesnt mean tat u noe him v well leh...
hmm... if he's nagging at u means he cares alot abt u... if nt he'll nt bother 2 nag at u lor...
alot of misunderstanding happen when things r nt made clear lor, so dn let d opportunity happen when unnecessary misunderstandings take place... dn ever presume tat u noe wad he's tinking abt, man r unpredictable, k? woman too... hehe...
1 last thing... ur parents r more experienced in judging cuz dey've seen more ppl... but den dey oso make mistakes, like in mi case... so stick to ur intuition if u realli tink tat u're correct...
aiyo, i tink i'm more nagging than some1 liao... hehe...
U gd huh...suan me in hy's friendster...pls lor, i still noe abt it...
Hmm..actually if u wan him to noe wat u thinkin den e most direct and productive way is to tok to him abt it...seriously. But actually his time in army oso quite tough ba..so maybe, when he finally can 'get out' from dat place, he juz wanna relax n crap leh?..
If he's not around, will u wanna be wif him? Will u miss him? If so, dun fret so much, enjoy e precious time u two hav tgt now ba..maybe things will work their way out...
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